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29 minutes ago, tallslenderguy said:

i was going to say "no" and then saw this picture and felt really hot and bothered by it. 

There's really only a part of the idea of a Top making me pregnant that gets me hot, it's the idea that something of Himself that He puts inside of me permanently alters or marks me.

For me, it goes beyond the physical, i have had Tops who have 'impregnated' me with some aspect of their self, it usually if because they've managed to breed me mentally and emotionally and made me pregnant there. i've had Tops who pissed in me and have held and absorbed their piss to the point that when i piss, it is their piss i am 'giving birth' to. i've had other conversations and fantasies with Tops that go along similar lines (aren't allowed to talk about everything here), but the idea is the same.

A while back... I got fucked an bred by a ALPHA Tattooed Jock type @ Club Lauderdale  as he got off of my back, slapped by Butt saying "Hold on to the Kids" !!!   

Its a very reasonable way to think..

On ‎12‎/‎12‎/‎2018 at 1:12 PM, mtn852xx said:

Did you go back?  Give the update!  ?

As a matter of fact... I went back the following month.  It wasn't that great.  In the meantime I've had  few outstanding afternoons with out the CumUnion party.  It just goes to show that any Bathhouse at anytime can be hit or miss

Rare is a stretch !!  Danny Pintauro from "Who's the Boss" fame, claims that's how he was infected.  I think he said he was using a lot of Crystal Meth at the time.  Maybe that had suppressed his immune system enough that combined with sores in his mouth might explain an orally transmission. 

Its still fine... after a few years it may loose some potency

On ‎1‎/‎2‎/‎2017 at 1:10 PM, Matt96 said:

Thanks for the replies so far gentlemen, really helpful xx Is getting your ass rimmed by your boy something you like? I always thought it was something a daddy would force his boy to do. Also what kind of thing verbally do you want hear? Is being called daddy a turn on? 

I'm a Daddy that absolutely loves his boy to rim, fuck and BREED my hole all the time.. A passionate yet dominate boy is what I crave

On ‎10‎/‎23‎/‎2018 at 10:39 PM, TwinkNoah18 said:

I started hanging out with some guys I just met last Christmas and since then one was diagnosed with a rare ocular syphilis infection. His eyes were swollen and red on the top eyelid but I had no idea it was a side effect of his condition because he remained undiagnosed until recently. Then I started fucking his roommate. Well actually, his roommate fucked me on Christmas Eve when I was invited to one of their parties and got too high and drunk to defend myself. He just lined up his cock, stuck it in and went at it until he busted inside. Then he flipped my anxious and unresponsive body over and started sucking my hard cock before pulling up the front of my pants hard enough to give me a wedgie and slapping me across the face calling me his breeding bitch. Long story short, since then he's got me incoherently high and bred my hole with a cock I enever realised has a clear sore on it that I thought nothing of. Now I'm being told anonymously by the health unit that I've come in contact with someone infected with HIV and Ocular syphilis and there's a good chance I'm knocked up with both now because my eyelid is fucked and the guy that fucked me has a new sore on his lip and he made an excuse saying he cut himself because the wind blew the soffet at him and it scabbed over. FML I feel so naive.

If I'm not mistaken,, Ocular Syphilis is a result of syphilis infection.. meaning its a symptom of a tertiary syphilis infection.    I may be wrong but I think if exposed you may get syphilis and not ocular directly

12 hours ago, Littlebill77 said:

Here is the med article, it should save @latinofever1 Having to answer the same questions over and over again.

https://www.medpagetoday.com/meetingcoverage/idweek/75657

I guess not as Article describes a 21 yo and latinofever DOB is 1963 

On ‎8‎/‎28‎/‎2018 at 6:25 PM, latinofever1 said:

Just throwing in a few real facts. I started taking Truvada in Oct 2016. I tested as required every 3 months & strictly adhered to taking  my Truvada as directed daily.  I went for my normal 3 month test on July 20th 2018 & when I went to see my doctor for results I had tested + for HIV 1.  After further testing I have a viral load of 31 ml, CD4 @ 423 & when they tried to Genotype to get strain type they are unable to determine it. . Shows probable mutations & drug resistance predicted. I'm not trying to push anyones decisions either way just getting the facts out there. I was told to stop Truvada but the have not started  on any meds yet because I dont think they know what to give me.  I'm just saying it is a fact you can be on Truvada take it everyday as directed & still become infected. I am prooof of it....  I'm hoping this isnt the start of a real bad strain because people are trusting PreP way to much as I was. Anyway waiting on more tests & will post again as I get more info...                    BTW    I'm in Central California so its out there somewhere....

Are you the California guy that I've read about in some journals the last few days ?  And how are things now?

4 hours ago, ErosWired said:

PrEP, or Pre-Exposure Prophylaxis, is usually accomplished via a prescription for Truvada (tenofovir). But not all Truvada is the same. A 2015 study funded by Gilead, the makers of Truvada, compared the safety and effectiveness of tenofovir disoproxil fumarate (the standard formulation for Truvada) and the newer tenofovir alafenamide. The results found that Tenofovir alafenamide showed equal or slightly better results in viral control and significantly less risk of renal and bone toxic effects. tenofovir disoproxil fumarate, taken over the long term, predisposes the user to the possibility of kidney disease, and bone loss that can result in more frequent breaks.

If you're on PrEP, take a close look at the formulation of the version you're taking. If it contains tenofovir disoproxil fumarate, ask your doctor if there's an alternative available containing tenofovir alafenamide. Both should be coformulated with other drugs like cobicstat, elvitigravir, and emtricitabine, but it's the tenofovir you need to look at.

 

Which all just goes to prove that there ain't no free lunch, men.

 

If you want to read the study yourself, you can find it at: http://www.natap.org/2015/HIV/PIIS014067361560616X.pdf

If I am not mistaken... tenofovir alafenamide (the new formulation) is not yet approved by FDA/CDC for PrEP. It is used in various treatment regimens 

23 minutes ago, AmbertheCD86 said:

The first time i ever let a guy fuck me was on my 21st birthday. He was 49 and had an 8.5 cut cock. He fucked me bare and I was hooked. I went back and forth with condoms but I always loved that feeling of hot cum blown in my hole. I can admit I've been chasing since late last year I have fucked exclusively bareback. If a guy wants to use a rubber I won't let him fuck me. Hooked up with a hot poz top earlier in the summer and he fucked my brains out and left my asspussy leaking cum. I took an ora quick home test that said I was poz but then got a test at my clinic and it said I was neg. I'm still letting poz guys use me. 

Used by someone untrained (consumer) the Ora-quick home oral test has a high incidence of false positives due to improper swabbing. 

bumping up

11 hours ago, Bibaldbtm said:

If u are sure you are Negative what would be the serious health risks?..  Not questioning your remarks just trying to understand.

#1. If you contract HIV or if initially it wasn't diagnosed you run the risk of developing a resistance to the medications in Truvada.

#2. There are known Kidney and bone density issues with Truvada that need to be monitored.

Those are the 2 most important issues

1 hour ago, Bibaldbtm said:

May be a dumb question but can I get PrEP without going to the doctor?  Like I do my other blue pill?

You may be able to purchase it from an Indian Pharmacy (Generic Truvada) however you REALLY need to have the proper testing and evaluation prior to taking and regular (every 3 mos) monitoring of any side effects or latent HIV.  You are really doing yourself serious harm if you take it without the proper medical supervision.

15 hours ago, daddyloadny said:

I gave some hot bottom two loads at WSC Thursday night.

Their "guest" membership rules sucked last time I was there. 

Bumping this up

I'm a former NYer and return to see family a couple times a year.  This time I'm planning a couple days before I tell them I'm in town.  I know WSC & ESC are lame.  Where can a horny cum seeking bottom go to assure he'll get some loads. Saturday & Sunday nights. Appreciate any feedback

On ‎7‎/‎18‎/‎2018 at 5:16 PM, Cutedelicategay said:

So I met with this dude who wanted to fuck me. We met for a coffee as that's what he wanted. Cute fit well hung guy. He is on Prep and told me that he is taking Prep for added protection and still uses condoms. This came as a surprise to me.

I know thats what the health care practitioners are required to say and Prep provides for only 98% protection and doesnt prevent other STI from spreading etc. But statistically there are a couple cases of Prep failure, one being in Toronto, given over a few hundred thousands on Prep. I know people who are on Prep because they want to bareback. Bacterial infections are nasty but 100% curable while Hiv is manageable not curable. But I felt this guy is stretching Prep too far. I fail to understand why is he taking chemicals when condoms have done the job well this far? He is the first person on Prep who said this to me. I turned him down as I never allow condoms enter my sanctum.

Does anyone else have an opinion or similar experience to share?

In my outreach/testing efforts I've come across a number of guys who use PrEP as backup.  They're mostly Bi and with Girlfriends

Decided to check out the Cumunion @ Club Ft Lauderdale yesterday. I'd never been since they instituted a few months back.  I kept my expectations low, as one never really knows what to expect at a bathhouse at anytime.  Well I was surprised.  My friend at the desk gave me a Primo located room. As I got undressed (door ajar) I was already getting cruised by a hot bear/cub.  I nodded approval and it wasn't more than 10 minutes before he'd given me the first load. I wandered around a bit... smiled at a nice young black guy who followed me to my room and gave me second load with little concern for how I felt! (I do love that) A talk lanky hot man who I know from BBRT and who fucked and Bred me a few years back cruised me and led me back to MY ROOM !  He was very dominant and threw me on the bed... licked and ate out some of the cum from my slightly swollen hole.  He's hung 9+ and thick and slowly (thank god) entered me and fucked me nice and passionately for 30 mins or so... midway depositing his load. Fucked with an older latin guy who lost his hardon with too much poppers... Then cruised a youngish Cub who I've chatted with on and off for over a year... took him back and were making out, he kissed so passionately then he knew I'd been wanting him so he took me doggy and left his seed very deep !   Another young latin boy came in while I was resting and took me from behind.... fucked for 5 or so minutes but didn't cum. 

I am definitely going back next month,  a great crowd with many there to get off... much different than a typical day.

20 minutes ago, FriendlyBottom said:

This is news to me.  Can you provide a link to an article published in a peer-reviewed journal that substantiates this claim?  I'm very interested in reading more about this.  Thank you.

Its my own opinion... its common sense

When I counsel older guys, I point out that preventive medicine (PrEP) has les benefit the older someone is.... Basically with someone older the worse case scenario is that you become HIV+ and go in ARVs, which will have about the same negative impact on ones body as PrEP at that point.  You're going to be taking them for a shorter period of time (life span?) then someone in their 20s lets say. 

Just have fun and get tested regularly

3 hours ago, Mattuna said:

Hello all, have a bit of a dilemma. I’m a 25 year old guy with a nice size dick and a big ass who always thought he was a submissive bottom.

I love to serve men and have older and dominant men use my throat and raw hole purely for their own pleasure. That’s my purpose in the world and I’m very happy with it. Or so I thought. 

Recently I’ve started seeing some 20/21 year old boys who get my cock hard and turn me into a dominant breeder. I see their cunts and I want to break them in and have them serve me. The problem is, some of my favourite daddies don’t like me using my cock, and want me to give up breeding these twinks to keep my submissive nature in tact. 

I know where they’re coming from, when I’m being used my cock is hidden away in my jock and all my focus is on my hole. Since breeding these boys I’ve started to feel less like a pure bottom, but every time I have daddy’s cock I never want anything else.

What should I do? Give in to what is my innate persona or continue to enjoy breeding these twink pussies, while neglecting my own?

Go for it !!  I only wish you were using and breeding this Daddy's Cunt

4 hours ago, tightpussyboy said:

i know of a top who wants to fuck me bare, and has a VL of over 1 million, not really looking to get pozzed myself, but if I did it would I be at risk of converting. Im not on prep btw

Yes... I pretty significant chance of getting infected

Just the other day,   hooked up with a cute, rather unassuming young latin guy. He had a unimpressive 6" cut cock... He briefly ate my hole then quietly asked, "you want me to put in in'? I said yes and he fucked me on my back, my legs resting on his shoulders.  In about 5 minutes I was crying out as I realized I was about to shoot my load between our bellies. He fucked me until he unloaded.  Hasn't happened in YEARS !!!

Hooked up with a cute 25yo latin "geek" boy. Short like me, he hit me up on Grindr yesterday and said he could host today. Chatted this morning and agreed on 1pm.  He's about 25 mins from me.  I drove over and he's cute as anything we kissed a bit and went to the bedroom where both got naked. He's got a cut cock, nothing out of the ordinary,6"+ with really nice balls. I suck a bit then pushes me on my back and lifts my legs and rims me nice a few minutes...asks if I want it in me... I reply of course.  So far its nice... nothing spectacular and he's fucking me nice on my back... here's where it changes... he begins hitting the spot nd in 5 or o minutes I'm crying out as I start to cum hands free !!!  That hasn't happened in YEARS.  Well he fucks me for 5 or o more minutes and loads my hole good... I can feel that nice "regular" cock spasm multiple times.  Damn I want to see him again !!!