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First time I was fucked it was raw and hurt like hell.

I need to work more on getting loads in me. Only received 3 and given 1 load(s) anally. If you count BJ's, then given 25 loads (about 4 guys total).

Little bit of a connection helps, but not needed if I'm bottoming. Like being used and not knowing my top, though that rarely happens. haha

You do not know my circumstances right now as to why I am not on PrEP. Please do not say I have zero reasons. One reason is I can't afford it. I have no insurance. AT ALL. State or otherwise I just can't afford it. Also, I just recently started looking into going on PrEP. Getting on it isn't over night. When I go get tested in the coming 1-3 weeks I will ask who tests me about it and any programs there may be in WI for PrEP.

I love getting bred but I also don't want to be poz. I know the risks and know it could happen. I limit who I have sex with (2-3 guys atm) to the best I can, but some times I just get a bit piggy and let loos (like 2-3 times a year and it's mostly BJ's). Hopping to by the end of the year to get on prep (no doctor or health insurance atm), but if by then I happen to get tested and it comes back poz then I'll just have to start a new chapter in life and live with my choices (which means no more sex with my best friend who is amazing in bed). So yeah, that's how I feel about it. Don't want it but if it does happen it happens.

Like Strafe13 said, hire a good escort for the best first time (wish I did, ouch). Though if you can't afford to, try it out with a gay friend or two, some may be up for some fun. Also you would know them and trust them more then a random one night stand off apps. Once you are more comfortable getting fucked, because lets face it, you probably will love it and want more. You should think about starting up a profile or two on apps like Grindr or A4A. Picture is optional, but will help. I'd say keep the face out of it since you are just there for sex and wouldn't want irl friends to see you on there. Say that you are straight in your profiles and want to try bttm and you probably will get a bite or two depending on where you live. I know quite a few gay guys, bttm's and tops, who would die to just fuck and cum inside a straight guy. Just saying. BTW, watch what you post in profiles on apps, some words are trigger words which will get your profile taken down. But be careful, if you don't want any STD's you should really just stick with close friends or escorts. GOOD LUCK MATE! And tell us how it all goes.

I am not atm, but I work in the metro so often there.

Went to TCPride this weekend. Had some fun, just not enough imo. Saturday I blew a random guy and swallowed his load to completion. Sunday I blew my friend before going out to the club. Monday morning right when me and my friend got back from the club I rimmed him then fucked him bare. My pre-cum and one steam of cum was in him when I pulled out to finish on his stomach. Monday night I blew a bottom but he didn't cum and then he blew me where I unloaded in his mouth. Today, Tuesday I met up with a buddy that pay's for my "time" and I gave him a long over due blow job. So, not exactly what I wanted. was hoping for one night of taking random loads from strangers. oh well, always have other day's for sluttyness.

I'm just wondering how many are hitting up their local/closest/desired pride event? Or do you tend to avoid them? What all will you be doing at them? In years past I avoided them, don't like large crowds, but as I grew older I found I didn't mind them as much. This year I'm again doing TCPride, staying at a friends place to save money but will try to meet a few peeps. And if anyone is coming to TCPride, lets grab a coffee.

Met up with a friend a few nights ago. Was only going to swap head and chit chat/watch tv. Well to my surprise my friend was ok with topping and fucked a total of two thick loads in my ass. I was mostly shocked as in the past he's been for the most part a bottom and always required condom usage. He fucked me once in his shower then once on his bed before I left. Had his load in me on the drive back to my place (2 hours away). Hoping for a repeat for TCPride.

Been talking to this guy for a few months, no mention of sex. he was near my area at a friends place so I went there and after cuddling and watching some tv basically we started swapping head and making out like crazy. we went into the shower where I got him to fuck me raw with his very thick and long rod (8.5") and he came right inside. Felt amazing and kept his cum in me for a few hours. Going to try and meet again, not necessarily for sex (but it'll happen probably), but as we clicked really well.

Depends on my mood and person. Some time I love a good rough fuck with no questions or complains, other times I want something a bit slower.

This last Friday a guy messaged me to come over, it was safe sadly but kept fucking him after I came. Was a one night stand. was pretty hot just wish I came inside his (w/o a rubber) very tight hole. Yesterday thought I hooked up with a guy I've been talking too for months. He recently got into a relationship but his bf rarely fucks him so I went over and fucked him like his bf couldn't. came inside and kept fucking him till I got tired. Left shortly after that with his hole full of cum. And the last several weeks I've been meeting up with someone to give them blowjobs. Been pretty good and hot, probably will meet up again this coming week.

Always swallow. I can't see why I shouldn't. Sometimes the cum is bitter and not nice what so ever but I'll still swallow the guy's seed like the good cocksucker I am. What got me into swallowing was the first guy I blew ever. His cum, I'm not lying, tasted like custard pudding. Couldn't get enough and he couldn't enough of my mouth so we continued to hookup. That's why I'm addicted to cum. HAHA

try meeting in a public place if they don't seem trustworthy, say a coffee shop or the local mall. And for apps, I find none work all that well for hookups, almost all are equal. Grindr, Scruff, Growlr, Jack'd (worse one thanks to the bots), Manhunt, BBRT, and A4A. I've networked and made more friends on all the apps than I've hooked up with people.

Can't wait for the next chapter. This was so hot.

Not sure if it's the norm. I tend to get guys who don't know or are undetectable on bbrt, they tend to be too far away for me to say yes though. Not many have messaged me who are not undetectable though. Probably depends on your area/state/location in all honesty.

Checked again and it found me exactly in the middle of MN where I am currently. Pretty cool imo, any news on when this will be rolled out? or has it and I've just blind as a bat? lol

---Continue--- The guy and two of his friends came in. In no time they were nude and behind me, lubing up their cocks. It stung at first, been a few weeks, but soon there was a rhythm, and then the guy came inside me. The next guy did the same, and so on and so on. Not much was spoken, just a lot of grunting, moaning, and slapping of a good hard fuck. These three guys taking turns with my hole, depositing three to four loads each before stopping and leaving. “Thanks for the hole cum slut.” One of them said shutting my front door. Only thing said the whole time. I let an hour go by, got cleaned up, then texted my boyfriend. Told him I was free and asked what he wanted to do. He texted back, dinner then a movie back at his place, and added that I should forget the condoms, that he wanted to treat me tonight. ‘Shit’ I thought, he’s going to let me fuck him? Bare? And the thought of what just happened a little over an hour ago went to the back of my head. Without thinking I left the condoms at home and headed to his place. We ended up grabbing more or less a quick dinner at a sub joint, chatted slightly, him telling me which games he played all day and how far he gotten in them. He had to use the bathroom quickly so he got up and to go. I stay seated, heard his phone vibrate, me being slightly nosy I looked and behold it was the same hookup app I used. I was wondering what he did on there so I took a look. Random Guy: Thanks for coming over last night. Random Guy: Your ass is definitely something. Huh? I thought, was he really hooking up? It doesn't bother me, considering… Oh, fuck, I should have brought the fucking condoms. Wasn’t long before another buzz came in, another conversation. Random Guy two: Thanks for letting me cum in you a few nights ago. Been a while and my GF doesn't put out, can we hookup again? Breed? So my condom kinked boyfriend was letting guys breed him? Well, sooner or later some guy probably will change his status. Hell, I don’t know my status anymore and pretty much it’s a given I have something now thanks to a few days ago and today. Might as well be me, right? I probably wouldn't be able to yet, don’t believe it would have taken full force by now I believed. I put his phone back where it was. Wasn’t long till he came back to the table then we left for his place. We got back to his place and it wasn't long before we were at it. Pants were going off, shirts flew to the side, we went to his bed. I started to blow him, slowly, then fast, then moved to his balls then landed on his sweet hole. I slowly rimmed him, lubing it all up. I grabbed the bottle of lube and messaged some of the contents of it onto my throbbing cock. Then I slowly entered him thinking about how my boyfriend is being used by random guys when I'm not around. The thought nearly made me shoot my load with only my head in. Normally during sex, I would have a condom on and could last awhile, but that didn't happen and cam in him after a few rough fucks into his ass. He didn't know I came yet and I was still hard and could go a second round. As I fucked him a little while more, working my unknown seed into him he asked for me to pull out before cumming. Second load deposited and still hard so I keep on fucking. I was sensitive, he was tired, an hour of fucking has to be a new record for us. He asked if I was close and I said yes but could use some more lube. He handed me the bottle and I pulled out enough to put some on my cock then shoved right back into his cum soaked hole. Only lasted a few minutes longer when I pulled out, jacked off and came all over him. We were tired, he asked me to stay the night and I said yes. I collapsed on top of him, we talked for a moment then drifted off to sleep. We woke up early and both were hard. We sucked each other off quickly before getting out of bed and getting dressed. I said my farewells for the day, hugged and kissed, the entire lovey-dovey routine then headed back to my place. Decided to take the day off from going into the office and work from home. Went onto the app, again noticed my BF was on, and didn't think much of it, we’re both cheaters, so what. Saw a few messages from that guy again. Decided I’ll check them later after I dealt with work and catch up on some video games. =========That’s It========= This time that is, though, not 100% I’ll keep this up, but I’ll try. Maybe. It’s fun. Again this is fiction. Nothing like this has ever happened to me or anyone I know. probably not the best second part, but can't be the worse.

Glad that lad calmed down. now do what everyone else is saying, lose that guys number and block, you don't deserve that kind of drama in your life, not now not ever. Most cell providers offer blocking for free, all you have to do is log into your account and look for that section (at least my provider has this as a free feature). Good luck mate!

It’s been a few days since I saw my boyfriend last. He’s always working and it doesn't help I live on one side of the metro while he’s about 20 miles on the other side. He hasn't texted me in a day or two and I was bored and horny today. I decided to re-download an app, hopping just for a little chit chat from people. After looking a while I came across a picture of my boyfriend, I wasn't angry, but annoyed as he told me he never used this app anymore. Then again, I was on. I decided to dropped it and just continue my search for someone to talk too. *received a message* Looked at the guys profile, cute and hot he was looking for fun and friends. I viewed the message. The guy: what are you up too? Me: not much, on from boredom, you? The guy: the same, up for some fun? Me: What kind of fun? The guy: What kind of fun you think I’m asking about. ; ) Me: If it’s hooking up, can’t do, in a relationship. The guy: That doesn't matter. *Image of his cock came through* I looked, and saw possibly the biggest cock I've seen, thick, veiny, and hard. Me: Very nice cock sir. If I wasn't taken I’d definitely blow you or let you plow me The guy: Your boyfriend doesn't need to know, what’s your address? I was tempted, I haven’t bottomed for a long time Since I started dating my boyfriend. He’s always the bottom and was always the top, it was tempting, but… Me: Sorry, can’t, really tempting, but can’t. The guy: Come on, address. ; ) You know you want my 10”s in you. At this point my cock was hard and I was jacking off like crazing. What I did next I shouldn't have done and hopped to god no one would find out. Me: *gives address* Hurry before I changed my mind.” The guy: Will be there in 10 minutes, have the door open and be face down. I stopped jacking, opened the door slightly then took off my clothing. I laid down in the bed me and my boyfriend slept in many times when he was over. I pre lubed my hole and had a few condoms to the side just in case. I heard the door open, not a word only the sounds of shoes being taken off. Heard someone come into my bedroom and heard cloths being taken off. I heard some clanking then a zipper and then a thud. I could feel he was close. I was now feeling regret that I was now hooking up with someone, but was too late, was too afraid to stop, didn’t know what he would do if I backed out. Slap, slap, slap when his cock on my ass. I ask him about condoms and he said nothing as he push his big mushroom head into ass. I ask him again about condoms and he push his cock in a little bit. It stung and hurt. Only my ass was lubed, his cock wasn't. He kept pushing in, pain was shooting through, I ask him to stop. He didn’t, “I’m almost all the way, relax you cheating slut.” That slightly turned me on. He hit that one point in my ass, pain was being replaced with pleasure, but pain didn't want to go away either. “How much more” I asked. “Want more?” He said then nothing but pain shot through as he pushed balls deep into me. “FUCK!” I screamed. The pain was so much I was crying. He started moving out, one, two, three inches then slamming back into me. This went on for a few minutes. After a while it felt amazing. The pain I had just felt turned to pleasure. He started pulling out more then back in, this was going on till all I could feel was his head. All that you could hear in the room was light moaning, skin slapping, and some grunting. I was so close I nearly came a few times. “I’m close, keep fucking me.” I said, he picked up his pace, then slowed down, picked up, then slowed down, like he’s teasing me. “I’m close” He shoved in again then pulling out, “Here’s my dirty load you cheating slut!” Then he drove his cock into my gut, filling it with his seed. Once he was done filling me he fucked his seed in me for a while, from this I came, I came hard on my bed then collapsing in a pool of my own spunk. He pulled out and before I could get my composure he was already dressed and heading out the door. I didn't think of what he said for a few days and didn't say anything to my boyfriend. My boyfriend came over; slept in the same bed I was fucked in. I fucked him, with a condom, because he has a thing for latex, not really for safety. A few days go past again and I decided to go back onto the app, I was bored, I noticed he left me a message which I thought seemed odd. He was online The guy: Up for round two? I have a few buddies that would also like your hole if you’re interested. ; ) I went to reply to him but clicked on his profile instead. What I noticed wasn't there before, it shocked me. It stated that he was Poz and not on meds. Fuck I thought. That’s what he meant by dirty load. Me: Is your profile correct, you are poz? Are your friends also poz? The guy: Yes, all of us are? So, what you say? Me: … Me: You know the address. My boyfriend texted if I was free that afternoon. I told him I’d get back to him later that day. Then my door opened once again, guess it's too late to back out now. ======that’s it======= I was bored, so I wrote this. This is fictional, this never happened. Hope my spelling and grammar are correct.

I said yes and chose to fuck in the cunt. Hell, I'd fuck their ass or cunt for even less if the price is right. I'm getting paid and hole's a hole, I can't see a problem with that. And yes, I'm gay, I have no interest in dating or really being with anyone of the opposite gender.