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  1. adame25, I know exactly when you say those "goodies bags" in Pleasuredome!
  2. Since my last posting in Jan 2014 when I was going through sofosbovir and ribavirin, I am now cured of Hep C ! Repeated tests since then showed zero viral load to Hep C. My energy has returned and I have put on more weight - not a good thing.... Libido has returned but still don't dare to hook up as you can catch it again. Hence lots of porns and wanking.....with the occasional hook up still. Well you can get rid of hep c but not the rest remains the same. I am thankful I can post freely here. Hep C is such a taboo, I don't think many people talk about it or dare to admit they have/had it.
  3. I have been during winter when there is snow on the ground - hit and miss but you do find a few horny desperate guys who just get on with it - makes it more fun. Main difference when there is snow is that the ground is brighter and so you get more light.
  4. i have been seeing a fuckbuddy who gets high when I bring along cum filled condom as lube. He never ever asked where I got them. I generally look through the bins in the rooms in sauna and search for cum-filled condoms. Some guys in sauna will only fuck me with condoms, so I wait till they leave then pick up the cum-filled condoms for later. But I prefer it if I don't know whose cum it is. I also use the cum as lube on my toys. Tip: When you have excess cum-filled condom you are not ready to use yet, store them in an air-tight container and leave in freezer. This way you can keep them fresh. It only takes a short while to warm them up before using again. They smell just as spunky. Never know when you may need one!
  5. i have noted a lot of slings in saunas in the UK are under-used and often unoccupied. When I first started out, despite being desperate to get on a sling I was too inhibited. Then a fuck buddy put me on one and blindfoided me. The fun of being gangfucked threw all my inhibitions away. It is a great way to let tops know without doubt they can just dump a load in you and move on. No tops ever chat to me when I am on a sling...luv it.
  6. Tops who want to fuck me bare but only in private. Where are your balls?!
  7. Turned on by sounding. tried several times with great precaution, lots of KY, small size, slow, etc but it left me with excruciating pain for 2 days. Can hardly piss. Decided to give up as no fun is worth that much pain.
  8. Agree too that another fuck does the trick, strange but does work. Alternatively I had used fresh sap from aloe vera leaves.
  9. i like to take multi loads in saunas. I have found the tops' reaction to be mixed 'if' they noticed my hole slurpy, some I think don't notice or maybe care. Most took the cue to immediately dump another load in there spinning me to another whorish planet, others walked away and even try to 'preach'. A current FB from bbrt demands that I always load up before arriving at his house, never asked where I was loaded up. Back to TigerMilner question about getting caught. Yes, I used to have another FB who has a 10inch thick cock and likes to fist a hole loose before fucking ONLY with condoms. My attempts to slide his bare cock in were always declined. Once I arrived early at the sauna before our meet and could not resist taking a couple of loads. Did not have time to empty/clean out before he spotted me, we played and he noticed my cummy hole and walked away. We never played again. Like to borrow flexbtm term 'safesex nazi'. Now, I don't care if they don't like my used hole.
  10. I had very vivid dreams in the first week or two of starting sustiva. They were all pleasant including intense sex....quite enjoyed them. Dreams are more likely now if I take med after food but never as intense as what they were.
  11. Use poppers and take the challenge of a big cock. While big cock looks more inviting, I agree with bestcatcher that smaller cocks rocks. I think this is because a smaller cock hits right onto your prostate each time the top slides in, a bigger cock just slides pass your prostate and not hitting that 'g-spot'. My favourite is a thick average size cock, this stretches me and hits that g-spot..! Long slim cocks does nothing to me.
  12. Neg guys do go to saunas and bb, it is your choice but just be aware of the risk and consequences. Saunas offer lots of attractions not easily found elsewhere eg excitement and anonymity of darkrooms, seediness, lots of men, easy group sex, fantasy, warmth, safety, etc. My experience of one who is poz/undetectable and frequents saunas in London and northern UK: 1.Most sex is bb. 2.Disclosure, be it poz/neg, undetectable, other STI's hardly ever happens. 3.It is easy to get carried away and to end up having sex with lots of men and men whom you may not normally hookup with eg when they present you with a rock hard juicy big cock...or sweet smile and perfect buns. Difficult to be sensible then. More men = higher risk. FYI, I became hiv poz at a sauna and then hep c thro an internet hookup. Been thro hell and now back in one piece again ie being undetectable on med, cured of hep c and wiser. Now PEP and PrEP obviously change the risk somewhat.
  13. Lots of sleazy porn and good hits of poppers will turn you a bottom whore.
  14. Thanks for sharing that experience tigermilner. Some years ago I meet a guy on recon with no disclosure on either sides nor discussion took place. Sex was meticulously safe, condom even for oral. I had no intention to meet up again, not because it was safe, but the meet was boring. Two days later he phoned to ask me if I was poz. Like tiger's experience, some people are very naive and inexperienced. Stating 'hiv undetectable' is more stupidity-proof...!
  15. Thanks for the responses. Glad to know that my thoughts are in tune with some others. Bearbandit's adding status in text bit is useful upfront, esp in bigger cities where being poz is not such a big deal. Also good safeguard against hiv crime.
  16. What is your experience regarding discussion on hiv status prior to sex? Where this is not voluntered, eg bbrt, do you or your hookups tend to raise this? I find that in anon situations such as saunas and public, this is NEVER raised. Hookups from recon never ask, from bbrt where status is 'ask me', they never ask, squirt sometimes ask.
  17. As an undetectable poz who like anon bb, I find most guys just fuck me raw without asking which is how i like it. some will put their cock in raw waiting to see if there is a reaction, and then cont to fuck. I find when I want to fuck them back raw, I sense there is sometimes more reservations. Could this mean they are happy to top raw but not bottom raw because they are negative ??? I also find some guys will bb in private but not in front of others - similar to aBBpiginSF experience re safe sex for public consumption.
  18. Bumped into a hunk with a huge perfect cock several times at a sauna. He only likes being sucked in view of others but never fucks. Never seen him fucked anyone else either. He drives me crazy thinking I am not getting that cock up my arse. Makes me offer my arse to anyone just to pacify that frustration. He then likes to watch me getting fucked by others while I suck his cock again. Never tasted his cum properly cause he shoots it right down my gut. Sucking him is def an aperitif for me, and he leaves me wanting even after others have dumped their load in me. One hot guy. What a mind game. Back to your question Internal Blast, sucking never takes over fucking.
  19. i prefer a hot dick in my arse but have met guys who only want oral. found two positions help to take large cocks: 1. kneel down quite low with your head/mouth facing upwards. this allows the cock a straight line down your throat 2. lie on your back with head tilted upwards over edge, this again allows that big juicy cock a straight line down your throat my gag reflex had left me down in the past, but practice improves it, esp with guys who don't mind me gagging a bit with spit overflowing.
  20. Most gays with hiv who catch hep c will have strain 1 or 4 which is difficult to treat. Using the current standard treatment of interferon and ribavirin, one needs 48 weeks treatment and less than 50% success for strain 1 and 4. Using the newly approved sofosbuvir and ribavirin, one needs 24 weeks treatment and success rate according to studies is near 80% for strain 1 and 4. Side-effects with sofosbuvir is easier but still can be drastic (see my starting thread). Interferon cost ~$9,000 for 24 weeks. Sofosbuvir costs ~$90,000 for 24 weeks..!! There are already groups protesting this to Gilead, the pharma. Other effective meds also becoming available and also very expensive. Bearbandit rightly quoted studies showing hep c for non IV drug users is mainly thro rough sex such as fisting. But virus has been shown to remain detected in blood outside the body for many weeks....I am thinking toys, towels, saunas... BTW, even if treatment is successful, you can catch the same or other strains again. Also your HEP C antibody + status remains even with successful treatment.....thinking about employment and insurance matters. NO vaccine for hep c. Vaccine for hep a last ~10years and needs be repeated. Vaccine for hep b, you need to do a blood test 1 month after vaccine to be sure you have immunity(most physicians not aware of this and do not offer!! ) , otherwise need more jabs. Excellent info at thebody.com: http://www.thebody.com/content/6050/hepatitis-c.html I am glad there is so much interests in this topic. Like I said I started this thread to highlight there is more than hiv when you bb. Make the right choice, decide yourself what risk you are prepared to take. Having completed sofosbuvir and ribavirin, I am feeling back to normal horny self again....hic! No regrets all the fab fun and men in the past, just wish we can sort out all these sti's.
  21. Thanks for the responses, guys! I luv bb. I bb because I feel I am not complete otherwise. I like lots of different anon men and cocks loading me swapping cum like wild animals - that's me, can't change that. I had never done drugs in any form, so for me, I got hep c thro sex. I know a friend (not sexual buddy) who also caught hep c and his treatment failed. My trial involved the new sofosbovir and ribavirin. Sofosbovir alone costs $90,000 for 24 weeks. My physician told me although it is now approved, the use is limited due to cost. So I have been fortunate to go on the trial for free. But treatment is not always successful and you can catch even the same strain again. In the absence of PrEP for hep c, I am scared shit to catch it again. Condom helps but sex with condom is meaningless to me. Anyway I posted this thread because I am amazed that guys are only concerned about hiv when they bb. Just want to say there is HEP C too and it is NASTY !! Now I have simply abstained from sex but not sure how to go forward. If offered a juicy cock in a gloryhole, I am not sure what my response'll be...... Trying to focus my interest and energy in other areas of life. Take care, guys!
  22. For me the desire(..and 'need') to bareback overrides the fear of HIV. After seroconverting, my physician told me to get on with my life as I wish, that I will not die from HIV. I freely bb and got more and more wild enjoying rough anon sex, not caring for others and have no fear for myself knowing I am already poz.....is this the freedom you want? Several years later, I contracted Hep C....obviously thro rough sex. This hit me like a bombshell as hep c treatment is expensive, difficult and not always effective. I truly feel 'dirty' and 'unclean' ending up rather depressed...knowing I am now in the league of not horny lads but league of the depraved. I now can end up very ill with few readily available treatment. Fortunately, I was able to get on a trial of new oral medication which in a free market, meds and fees can cost $150 to 200K....! The side-effects can be quite severe. During the 6 months treatment, I experienced anaemia resulting in extreme tiredness, skin rash, depression and total impotence, even viagra did not help. Also alcohol which relaxes me is forbidden. I am still not sure if this new med had cured me of hep c yet.
  23. I like to take several loads in saunas and never expel the cum. Luv walking around feeling the cums drooling down my legs...makes me feel a right slut. A couple of times I then fuck a guy using the cum in my arse as lube. They were on their tummy, so did not know what lube went in their arse. This drives me wild. Other times after taking a few loads, my hole is real loose, guys like to fist me using the cum only as lube...sexy.
  24. I agree we bottoms should prepare ourselves so the top can fuck and maybe us without any hint of embarrassment. 1. I limit too much high fibre food so my stool is easy to clear. Also no nuts, curry, eggs or any strong smelling food. 2. There is a very good french stomach medication call 'Smecta' which solidifies any loose stool as I find loose stool cause the most embarrassment. Smecta does not have side-effects of Imodium. I take this the day before I play. 3. Douche several times till you are very sure. I prefer shower head without the spray which shoots right up my arse.
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