When I got my 'anal cherry' popped by a guy with a 10 3/4 long cocks it was bareback. Three of the next 8 times I got fucked, guys used a condom, but I could feel a huge difference. With a condom it just felt way off, felt ok but just barely. Decided I hated that so I banned condoms and I'll only let guys who'll fuck me bareback the privilege to fuck me. I never refuse any bareback loads but it was close to 8 yrs ago when I banned condoms around me. Since then there has been only 3 guys that I've turned down because they insisted on using a condom.
I lost my 'anal cherry' between 8-9 yrs ago but was more than a year later when I declared myself as gay and for M2M sex only. Since that first time, I've only been fucked by about 40-45 different guys a total of between 60-70 times total.