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daily pill boxes are a cheap (sometimes free) easy way of telling if you took your meds...dont have to worry "did I or didn't I"...been using mine since jr high...am over 50 now

may depend on gym policy as well...mine had signs posted in certain areas banning nudity in the sauna, not leaving shower curtains open etc

Have had more hookups thru A4A than the more specific fetish sites and even more actual hookups with CL than all of the other sites combined

Most guys can't with a hard-on...what I do is have the top fuck me then after he comes, don't let him pull out...as his cock softens the Piss will begin to flow...then the bottom can clamp down and stop the flow then release...the alternate stopping of flow & release can make the top feel like he is cumming during it...so fucking hot for both

is this him? http://matthewfinch.me/tag/tattoos/

Def like man smell...as implied a man should smell like a man, natural unshowered, no deodorant or colognes etc

hmmm...had guys shoot on my face and more than a few in the eye and never had a burning or unpleasant experience...not something I seek out, but not avoid either...poppers on the other hand...well thats another matter completely

I guess one could say I was molested in grade school, maybe as early as 2nd grade (we lived there for 4 years and couldn't say if it happened the entire time so exact age uncertain but it seems like it was the entire time we lived there). They were my friends and neighborhood boys all within a couple of years of each other from oldest to youngest. 3 of the group of 8 or so were brothers. No sex per se... kids being kids and doing things in the nude with each other. Playing nude games of "horse" if you will, daring each other to do certain things unclothed and if you didn't you were knocked out for that round. Slight peer pressure, sure, but no one was forced into doing anything that they didn't want to do. And if someone didn't, no shunning from anyone in the group, you just lost that particular session of the game (much like any childhood game like "mother may I" etc). About the only thing really sexual was we would stick very thin toy parts (like the wooden sticks from Tinker Toys), but never anything any wider than a pencil in each others tight little boy holes and and a game of being made to sniff it after the object was removed. We never touched each others little cocks or fingered each others holes and certainly no penis/anal penetration. I don't even remember seeing anyone's little pecker being hard (although I know babies in the womb have erections) I know others will disagree with this, but I think a LOT of what we turn out sexually is what our first sexual experiences are (especially if they are ongoing)...if it is with girls, you most likely turn out "straight" but if it is guys, you most likely turn out gay. Not to say it is that way for everyone or genetics don't play a part (just as everyone who takes a drink, doesn't become an alcoholic but some are genetically predisposed to that). Again, it goes along with the discussion of the cycle repeating itself. Even if the person hated it with every fiber of their being, they often seek out the very thing/type of person that caused it, and in many cases repeating the sexual or physical abuse themselves at some point. I do remember at the age shinning up the tether ball poles, sliding back down, climbing back up repeatedly and having these waves of pleasure flooding over me at some point. Didn't realize it at the time but I was masturbating fully clothed on the playground (but since I was prepubescent I didnt ejaculate). My first real sexual experiences were with my best friends in jr high...teaching each other our techniques for jerking off, sucking each others cocks etc. But we never came with a BJ. That didn't happen for me until high school age (giving & getting) and my first time I had a cock in my ass or mine in another guys. That sex was all anon "glory hole" style

same here...great way to drink piss and be nasty in what would otherwise be unacceptable locations...have done it a few times at gay bars...paying for the tops beers and then he fills up the empty bottle with his Piss that I recycle...even did it once out at the State Fair...with a small group of guys..2 of them kept refilling my empty cup and walked around drinking their piss in open public view...they signigficant others apparently oblivious to the fact I was drinking their lovers Piss

To the author: hot story but as a layout and graphic design pig, let me make a suggestion. Break the text within each "chapter" into paragraphs. It helps tons with readability and would be a shame someone didn't read a cock hardening cum inducing story because of it.

When I was diagnosed my VL was over 2 million, Immediately put on meds on the 1st combination worked for me with no side effects...shortly after and continuing with every test since, I quickly became undetectable (even though the definition kept getting lowered, stayed undetectable)...with my bad numbers lowering and my good numbers rising. Been going on 3 years as undetectable. My HIV Dr told me that it is highly unlikely that I can pass it on to anyone (although there is always a slight chance as counts can peak from time to time and nothing is 100%). She stressed the inportance of not missing a single dose and I haven't. That said, as others have pointed out the definition of "undetectable" is a variable and just because someone is on meds, it doesn't necessarily mean they are undetectable. Such self labeling should be taken for what it is worth. Just as when someone says they are Neg, even if they tested Neg today, it may or may not be a vailid statement.

also, check to see if the deductible applies to meds...with my insurance it doesn't...and dr visit copays and med copays don't count towards the deductable either.

poptronic: the worst thing is fear of the unknown...you can and are literally making yourself sick with worry...find out and do what you have to do to deal with it if you are Poz...yes it can be expensive esp if you don't have insurance or not great insurance but as others have pointed out there are probably other options out there. in my case, I take a 3 drug combo (Atripla, Isentress & bactrim) without insurance they would run over $3,000 per month. With my insurance, I just have a co-pay (no deductible on meds) of $25 on two of them. As someone mentioned the drug companies have copay free plans that can cover the copays. In my case my total out of pocket is $4. a month

Did a quick google search on "HIV prosecutions" and found this among others: http://positivelyaware.com/2012/12_03/prosecutingHIV.shtml

I agree it is probably the exception and def odd to report it if you are looking for it, but it does happen...read recently (think it was MO) where a Poz top was being prosecuted even though he told the guy ahead of time (and if not mistaken the bttm was seeking it). May be a case of reality not meeting up with the fantasy or revenge on the top on a relationship gone bad etc.

Apparently it does vary from state to state...in some states you can be held legally liable even if it is consentual and both parties clearly know one is Poz (detectable or undetectable)

takes a couple of steps but you can always copy and paste the text into some text editing program and add what ever paragraphs ya want, change type size etc...in my text editor, it automatically converted it to black text on a white background...