RWHID
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Been trying to give this Doublelist a try, but every post I made goes to "in review" is flagged and deleted before ever getting posted? It says I am using bad language, and I'm pretty sure I'm not. I'm using loads in my post, but loads is by far not bad language in general... lol
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Sadly I have been a member there for about 4 years now. Got no hits, unless they were 5+ hours away. I live in a rural area, the closest big cities are STL which is 2-3 hours away. Craigslist was like my bread a butter... lol... have only been with two guys since it shut down, and that stopped at the beginning of May. About to get my own place again later this year, and pray Grindr and other apps will be more helpful - they never were before.
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Sorry if this has been asked before, haven't been here much. Does anyone know if there's any decent HIV Dating groups on Facebook? I tried to join one the other day, but it seems it's been deleted. I am rarely on anything else except FB so that would be easier, at least for me.
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Yeah, and honestly what it will stop? Nothing. If they want, they will find another way to traffic their sex... I mean, lots work by word of mouth or street... what's next, a bill that holds manufactures of streets responsible for someone pimping out someone on a corner?? Sue hotel chains for not knowing what type of sex is going behind close doors? These people don't wear signs on their forehead to reveal what they are... this shit is so fucking dumb. I ended up downloading Grindr again... yay me... a sea of talentless douchebag "no fats" twins all around me. I've tried Growlr and no luck at all, far less people on that around here.
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Craigslist was the only place I got my hookups. I've tried the apps, but I don't find the "out and proud" gays entertaining, and they seem to feel the same with me. All I have met tend to become clingy and get pissed if you don't want to hookup on their time, so I stuck with CL for the past 5 years ago, where it was mostly married/closeted guys, which was fine with me since all they would want is to hit it and quit it... but now what? I guess I will try and give the apps a try again. It will be hard, since I've been running a gloryhole and the last time I had a profile on an app that clearly stated it was a GH, they kept begging for face pics... lol
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I just don't know. My first boyfriend and I split in 2013. Since they have been flakes, just to use me, even though I have little to my name. I just want to be happy, but that means I fist need to be happy with myself. I am, but it's a daily struggle to even try to meet people. An ex family member has made it her missing for the past 4 months to attempt to make my life harder. She's constantly posting on Topix about my HIV status, nothing I can do but report to be removed, but each time one comes down, 5 more go up. She's posting fake ads on Craigslist as me, now I'm thinking she has my pictures on Grindr. She is now claiming I give HIV to children. I haven't even had contact with anyone except for close family and my best friend. Sometimes I wonder why I even want to go on, but I know she's be happier if I left. It's one of the reasons I want to give up hook ups all together and find someone to be with, and move away from here, but then none of the gays here even give me the time of day, due to another guy I dated a couple years back.
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After my one bad relationship and two short lived ones, I decided to just say fuck love or finding someone to stay with, and just have meaningless sex. It has worked out for the past 4 years, but now I seem to be losing more and more interest in random hookups. I find myself wanting to be with just one person, but with severe anxiety it's hard to attempt to meet anyone. I managed to post an ad, looking for friends only, in hopes I would hit it off with someone, but all I got back was my ex, which I ended that quickly. I've tried Grindr but all they want is sex, I've tried dating sites but I get either no responses, or people too far away to even attempt to connect with in person, or they find some lame excuse not to meet. I don't know. Anyone else in the same boat?
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Thanks guys. Where can I find the best shower shot online? I seen one on Amazon, but it had some bad reviews about it being cheap and breaking. I also seen one on Mr. S Leather, but not sure if that would be the best? I have been aiming to get one, as the little thing I bought years ago is a pain in the ass to use... no pun intended lol
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This has been on my mind for a while now, but never really felt the need to come out and ask until recently, so here it is. I know guys who can clean out one time, in the morning and take a shit load of dick and loads without having to go to the bathroom or clean out at all. I also know some who can't take but a couple loads before having to use the bathroom and having to clean out again. I am one of the ones who can only take a few at a given time before having to go clean out again. What can I do to be able to go longer without having to take cleaning breaks? I hate having to lose what's already been donated to me, but it seems impossible. I can stop eating the night before, clean out that morning and once a few dicks go in and out duty seems to call... lol
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For me it would be online. I use Craigslist mostly. I have anxiety issues when out in public around people, even small groups. So it's easier to just text and have some random guy show up. I'm on Grindr and A4A, but combined I've had less than 10 hook ups using them over the last 3 years. But then again, most of the guys on Grindr aren't my type... yet I'm still there for the eye candy... LOL As for Craigslist, it's good when it happens, but for the past few weeks it's been guys showing up, then claim to be straight and won't do anything, and leave, which tells me they probably bottoms who thought they'd get fucked, even though I make it clear. One showed up tonight, wanted blew, then sits on my couch for 10 minutes claiming he's straight, not gay and not bi... yet he showed up... He left and 15 minutes later he texts asking if he left his wallet at my place.... oh Julio, if you had I wouldn't have told you.
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Posted some ads on CL. Was visiting my parents for the past 3 days. Meet a guy around 2am this morning, took me out to a creek parking lot. He arrived naked. I blew him for about 15 minutes while driving to the lot, then ate his hole out for about 30 minutes until he turned around and shot a load down my throat. YUMMY! Came out this afternoon, a guy on Grindr I had blew before wanted to nut, so he came over and shot his load down my throat. YUMMY! Finally posted another ad on CL, got this hot ass 20 something year old guy over, nervous as hell, wanted a BJ and to top. Said it was his first time with a guy, and third time having sex period. I worked his dick over damn good. I had him moaning while he ran his hands threw my hair and down my arm. I told him I wanted him inside me, he turned me around and lubed my ass up, trying to slowly stick it in, but it went all force in, hurt, but felt so good. He worked my ass for about 5 minutes before filling my pussy up with his hot jizz. It's leaking out as I type this post...
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I'm back. We discussed it. After I ended it he still stayed here until Sunday. His ex passed away after being hit by a car, mine went to prison. We both realized we were both still dealing with issues from our past and that it's best we do our own thing. He admitted he needed to grow up, and I love that about him. We are still friends, chat every day since he went back home. I think this might be the first non sexual gay friend I have, well, ignoring the one time sex we did have. LOL
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Well, I don't just pull boys off of Grindr. I made it clear from the start I don't like trying for a relationship with guys on apps, but he insisted he was difference. I think in the next day or so I will talk to him. If I upset him today, more will suffer. He already told me he's not the one to upset. I just can't do it. I felt bad, he didn't tell me he had been kicked out twice until he was here. He also said his cousin told him to stay, even though I insisted on him just visiting for a few days to see how it would work out, but wouldn't have it. I'm a very nice person, but I gotta do what I gotta do. Also, I don't know how I "played around" with him, when I have been 100% honest about everything.
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I finally started a new relationship, if you can call it that. I met a guy on Grindr (I know, never get in a relationship with a guy from a hookup app). He is 18, was 60 miles away, and he seems very mature for his age. We clicked well during chatting for a few weeks. We both decided to date, he came down and has stayed here for about two weeks now. He doesn't seem to want to do anything. He says he wants to get a job, but I have to hound him to do the applications, and when he gets to the point of submission, he always closes it off and says he will do it later? His excuse is that his ID and SS card are at his mom's house, who supposedly won't send them to him. He is very clingy, and I do not like that at all. I use to be, then I got out of it. I can't go to the next room without him wanting to know where I'm going and why. He always wants to kiss, I like to too, but he wants to every 30 minutes it seems, and if I act like I don't want to, he will get up in my face and not stop until I sass him or give in. I HATE IT. He also talks way too much during shows that I watch, and telling him to flat out "shut up" doesn't seem to help at all!! Today is my birthday, and trying to be happy for a day... selfish me... I want him gone... ASAP... but I hate being mean. How do you explain you have nothing in common and it's time he went back home? Sad thing is his mom kicked him out for being gay, so he said, though she knows he's here and even asked if he was coming back. I don't know. He brought one bag of clothes, and that's it. Nothing else. I am not going to support him when I can barely support myself. Maybe I am mint to be alone? Right now it seems that's all I want. Is there a way to explain a relationship just isn't working and it needs to end before it goes further without hurting him??
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Been a few months. Anyone new here from Semo?
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Moved back to old town last week, it's really boring here, got a few guys I chat with, but most are bottoms, so no fun really, and most CL replies flakes. Finally got one to pick me up at the park, drove to a dirt road and sucked and swallowed his load in his truck. Sunday got another guy from about 50 miles away texting, dropping his kid off at his mom's, wanted to get drained. Met and went behind the park, got out and got ready to suck, and street lights came popping on. We took off to a different dirt road, got out and he fucked my face good in the middle of the street until he forced me to choke on his nut, so much saved for 5 days he said. He said we can meet every Sunday.
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I'm in Semo, and there's hardly any tops around this area. Hell, even the Poz guys refuse to play with me. Lol
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Thought I'd share an update. The stalker is now in jail, arrested last week for probation violation, and he looked strung out. Also, the ex that I still believe set this all up was back in the news (he went back to prison in September), this time they announced new chargers. Apparently while we were dating that one month, he hooked up with another guy I know that was visiting and decided to rape a boy. I can never seem to pick any good guys. Anyone around Southeast Missouri wanna chat? LOL
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Ended up hooking up with a local guy tonight after I got back from a Halloween party. He said it was his first time with a guy, and I was led to believe it was just going to be oral, but he ended up fingering my ass then he ended up putting me on my stomach and pounded my ass so good. He asked if I wanted him to unload in me, and of course I said yes. After about 30 minutes of relaxing he took me home. Great ending to my night!!
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Met a guy a couple weeks back to suck off, he was so nervous he couldn't get off unless he had some ice. He came back Monday while I was cleaning up my apartment after moving. He came over and wanted to watch porn so I pulled our the notebook and let him pick what he wanted. After about 10 minutes of watching, he told me get start sucking his cock, and of course I did. I sucked for about 15 minutes, he was moaning so loud, I know the neighbors heard if they were home. When he nutted he forced my head down, shoving his cock to the back of my throat and I could feel his load start shooting and hitting the back of my throat. It was so fucking hot. I tried to swallow up all I could, but much drained out as he started slowly fucking my mouth again. I really hope I get to see him again. Second night back at my old place (where I left before my recent move), and the first guy I ever blew here hit me up from my CL ad. He said he thought we had been together before, I played it off like I didn't know who he was (it had been almost 2 years). He picked me up walking and we went to the boat ramp - same place as first time. I sucked him off while he played with my ass in the back of his van. Swallowed every drop of him. He started asking about another guy on our street who he is friends with, if I knew him, which I have known him since I was 10, wanted to know if I had been with him. I said no, but he was hitting me up on my ad last month about fucking. When he found out who I was, and is still friends with my dad, he got scared. I hope he will come around now and I'll be about to blow both of them together, or at least get fucked by one... maybe both... fingers crossed.
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Been a couple weeks since I had been with anyone. Have been in the process of moving, so things have slowed down a lot. Went to stay with a friend for a few days to get outta town, posted an ad and only got one reply. He seemed me to playing games, but the next day we met up at the park. It turned out to be the husband of my best friend's friend. He took me out to the country to a shooting range for hunters, walked down a path and he dropped his pants and told me to get on my knees and suck him like a bitch. As I was sucking, he kept complimenting me on how well I knew how to suck dick (DUH). He nutted all in my mouth, dropped me back off at the park then next said I don't know him, it was a "one time thing". I know they always come back, but I was like "Yep". LOL
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After nearly a month of no fucking, I decided to post an ad. I have a few times in the past couple of weeks, but all were flakes. Last night I had a 20yo text wanting to come over. After about an hour he shows up, I suck until he is hard, he begs to fuck and of course I give it up. It was so fucking hot. He lasted about 15 minutes until he nutted. He said I was his first guy (probably not), but he loved it and will be back for more. As we were fucking I had another guy on the way, he wouldn't send a pic though. As the first was leaving the second arrived in town, got my address and was over in 10 minutes. Tall black guy with about 9 inches thich. I blew him while he was watching porn, he bent me over and went to town for about 10 minutes, pulled out and blew me, then we ended up 69ing until he pulled out and shot all over my face. Third guy came over, but he was so high he came in just two minutes from sucking, tried to get it up again to fuck but couldn't. My ass is pretty sore right now. Plan on posting ad again tonight.
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You are right, but I wasn't the one to bring it up. It was as if he already knew who I was before meeting me. While talking on the phone I said nothing about my ex, except it was bad and wasn't going that way again, and if it started to go the same direction I was ending it. When he showed up he already knew who I was and knew about my ex. A friend said it seemed like a set up, which it could have been, as I started talking to him before the ex ended up in jail last week. I could also tell he was pissed because I wouldn't fuck. I just wanna meet someone and take the time to get to know them and see where it goes. Everyone in the area and surrounding just seems to want sex and nothing else. I try to talk to guys on Grindr that claim they just want friends, but within 5 minutes it's the "you're a bottom so we can't talk" lines.
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I plan on getting both of mine done next month. I wanted to this month, but money keeps running tight. I love having mine sucked, so maybe this will add more pleasure when they do it.
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Well, I guess I can now say the stalker and my ex that I had remained friends with were working together. My ex was arrested Friday for parole violation and they found text on his phone where he was texting with the number the stalker used. I can also confirm the guy I met from Poz Personals that claimed to be a few towns away, but would never meet, was also my ex playing with me. I went on a date for the first time since July and halfway through the date he decides to tell me he was fucking my ex the first week the ex and I got together. I lost all interest from that point. I would love to find a nice guy that HASN'T been involved with my ex in some way!!!
