LKMike

It's the Rough stock roundup in Vermont.

There was one in Chicago, I had a mare ticket, but my flight was delayed and I couldn't make it. That venue closed and they haven't been back since. I haven't heard of any others in Chicago.

There used to be one at a place called gargoyle house just over the border in the USA I think.

I know horse market in the USA, but are there others? I am in Chicago and would love to find one close to me.

Writing my thoughts this morning made me think in detail about the hook-up. The material of his shorts, how totally hungry I was to get his cock in my mouth, the first feel of his precum in the back of my throat. He called me a hungry fag lol. And again I am hard and dripping precum. You are correct, it is fun 😊

So now I am pretty confident I did not get pozzed by this guy. I am somewhat confused by my feelings. When I first realised I might have been exposed to hiv i was panicked! What a stupid thing to have done! Then I started to think about the actual event, I remembered lots of little details and thought it pretty hot. I jerked off a lot thinking about it and then playing with and looking at my cum, just thinking it might actually have HIV in it! I ate some off my fingers every time. I tried several times to contact the guy, but he just ignored me, and that freaked me out. That's when I started feeling I was most likely pozzed. It wasn't a horrible feeling. Just resignation. I started looking up how it would affect my job. I started looking at medications , reading about people who decided to delay meds. I think when I took the test I was equally excited to find out I was actually poz as I was to be relieved it would be negative. That 20 minutes was definitely my Schrödinger moment. lol, I checked the test a dozen times before the timer rang. At one point it looked like there were 2 lines, and my heart raced and I got an erection! I didn't do anything with it, and just watched that line disappear . Although I think I am definitely relieved, I have to admit to a feeling of what I can only say is disappointment.

lol, I am relieved, but also of a feeling I am not quite sure about. It might be disappointment, it would put my life on a whole different course, and I have been thinking about it, and it wouldn't be bad I don't think.

So I just took another OraQuick test, 60 days after getting bred in the park by a guy who may be poz, and it showed negative. This test may be 99% accurate after 60 days, but not 100% until 90 days it says.

Thanks for your comment.

I did the injections for a while, two shots a couple of weeks apart to start then one every 2 months. I just wasn't having sex often enough, so I went back to 2-1-1.

Thank you so much for the info. I appreciate your support.

So I got a gum swab test that arrived yesterday 8/14, and it says it's not accurate untill 90 days after exposure. It's only been 37. There were two tests so I did one and it was negative, but as I said , it says don't use until 90 days! lol, I couldn't not take it!

I usually have my face buried in the man's crotch, so even a shorter dick is at the back of my throat , and regular to longer dicks are well into my throat when they cum, so sperm is usually sporting straight down my throat and swallowed. I recently blew a chubby guy with a shorter dick, so even with my face pressed into his belly, his cock was only just to the middle of my tongue. He didn't make any of the usual signs he was about to orgasam. He just started squirting in my mouth. It was pretty runny, and I thought he was pissing, but it was definitely cum. He just kept spurting shot after shot. I had to swallow. He just kept spurting , and big amounts with each spurt! He must have pumped 20 times! When he penis stopped, I kept sucking and kept swallowing. My mouth and throat were totally coated with his sticky cum, and I just couldn't stop reflexingly swallowing. He pulled my head back by my hair, and his cum was all over my face, in my hair, down the front of my shirt and all over his belly where my face had been pressed. We were at my house, and he used a washcloth to clean his groin. I didn't clean myself up, and just let his sperm dry in my hair and on my face and shirt. I walked to the shop for some groceries and I stunk of sperm! Anyone close toe must have smelt that distinctive smell.

So I usually just do 2-1-1. I did take 2 but only about 30 mins before he bred me. I just have a runny nose and a nasty cold soar in my nose now, and finally getting my appetite back. Got a home test coming this week.

On July 7th I bottomed for a guy in the park near my house. He was on BBRT. I didn't read his profile thoroughly. As I pulled my shorts up, I just said, oh btw, I am hiv- and std free. He just said oh, yeah and then something I didn't hear. This weekend I got totally sick. Throwing up, diarrhea, soar throat, pounding headache, runny nose and a temp of 100°. Today is the 29th. I found his profile again and when I read it thoroughly, it says he is poz. I messaged him and said I was fine if he was poz, I just wanted to know if I need to get tested. He just ignored my email and blocked me.

Lots of tops on there say they are undetectable, I usually look for them when I don't have any PrEP around.

I was listening to a radio program today that featured a conversation between two virologists. They both agreed they expect a large increase world wide in HIV infections because of the current defunding of government programs. I think I have noticed more commercials for PrEP. Do you think we are getting into an era of more infectious and more treatment resistant strains of hiv becoming the norm?

Christmas Eve. A well built Black Man who made me call him sir, and slapped my ass . He only wanted me face down. Fucked me on his bed and over a chair arm and on all fours kneeling on an otterman. When he finally bred me, he had me holding my feet. He stayed still for a short time after his orgasam, then started churning his load in me. He said he wanted my guts completely coated with his cum. He finished and pulled out, I spun round and took him in my mouth as he softened. He put his hand on the back of my head and pushed his semi hard cock right down my throat, pushing his groin and musky pubes into my face, clamping my head between his hand and body. I felt him flex his pelvic floor muscles and the last of his load dribbled out into my throat and he pulled out, and I reflexively swallowed. He just walked into his bathroom so I pulled on my underwear and pants. He came back and told me he would contact me when he wanted to breed me again. I grabbed my shoes that I had taken off by the door, and left. His seed was already starting to leak out of my gaping hole. By the time I got home my tighty whities were s sticky mess. I checked his profile on BBRT and it just said positive. He was really fit, and had a very nice Appartement, so I bet he is undetectable. I use 2-1-1, but hadn't taken any that day.

Hi. I was just wondering what others experience with apretude has been. I had 3 shots. My sleep was a little disrupted, which made me feel tired and often needed a nap! I also thought I was getting depressed with suicidal thoughts, although I was going through a difficult time. I liked being on it for the convenience. The shot itself was easy with no pain or issues, but the emotional issues were worrying. I would try it again.

lol, if you go on a hookup app, and then let a guy put his bare cock in your ass, just the head to see how it feels, you have consented imo. If you say no and actually stop, then that's a hard no and it should stop. That didn't happen here. Totally consensual breeding , and just to confirm that is what you wanted you let 6 more men breed you. You will definitely open the app on the next trip, just to check things out, and say yes to the first guy who wants to breed you. Been there, done that. It's an amusing game to watch yourself play.

So I am now back in the waiting room at the HIV clinic after just blowing a guy in the restroom after he showed up on A4A. He was also in the waiting room. We messaged and went to the rest room where I swallowed his load. Not sure what he is here for though. Hope the NP doesn't smell cum on breath.

So when I come for this work check up the first thing you do is go into the bathroom and pee in a cup. There were already 2 cups sitting there. I just couldn't help myself. Stuck my tongue in both of them.

I guess I was just exposed from it from the start. I have always done atm, I always deeply kissed my gf after she gave me oral, and would immediately go down on a female I had cum in. I remember a woman in her 50s I hooked up with at a hotel in Des Moines had never had a man do that! I gave her 2 oral orgasms after I had cum in her. She thought it was so naughty lol. I have always been sub to men and women.

If I know I am going to get fisted I always do a clinic. The first time was a little unnerving, standing in the shower with the hose up my butt, feeling the water filling my belly and watching it distend. It takes a long time for it all that water to come back out! I usually try and be done putting water in at least a couple of hours before I get fisted. I stay clean and ready for about 24 hrs after , then I have to eat something!

I am working on an old truck in my garage. I heard someone opening garbage cans in the alley, and when he got to my place he stopped and said nice truck. I am wearing shortalls and a T shirt. I said thanks. Older black guy, no teeth, looks homeless. He said cute overalls. I smiled and thanked him again. He asked what I had under them. I undid the side buttons and showed him my tightly whities. I bent back into the truck and he came into the garage. He had the worst BO! He put his hand into my overalls and felt my hardening cock, then put his hand in the leg of my undies and pulled it out. I stayed bent over but spread my legs and slipped the straps off my shoulders. He took his hand away, pulled my shortalls down and then my undies. He started playing with my balls and poking my ass with his fingers. I turned around, dropped to my knees, undid his jeans, took out his surprisingly large and hardening cock and sucked him. It smelt and tasted disgusting! I had a jar of petroleum jelly in my tool box, I grabbed it, stood up fingered a dollop into my ass and bent down into the truck again, and he pushed right in. He fucked for at least 15 minutes with my garage door open, even though we were a little shielded by the trucks open door. He said something and I guessed he was about to cum, and felt like he was going to pull out, so I reached back and grabbed his shirt and pulled him towards me and pushed back so he got the message it was ok to breed me. He did. I just put my underwear back on , pulled up my shortalls, fastened the buttons and carried on with what I was doing. He said something I didn't understand, and I just ignored him till he left. I have had to come in to get changed because I stink of him. I suppose that's how it should be. Me being marked by a black man's scent, so that any other man coming buy could smell I was there to be bred. It really smells bad though, and I don't want it in my truck, so have to get showered and changed. It's just my body and T shirt he marked.