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I have had tops mock me as they breed me, asking if my son would be proud to see their daddy getting fucked like a bitch. Causes me such messed up emotions, especially if it's been at our home in a place my son would have been I.

That's what has me totally hooked! That incredible feeling as the top starts slowly pulling out. Just a total overload of amazing sensations.

Thank you all for your advice. I do try all the things you suggest. The guy who has fisted me is a small spanish guy with small hands. He did go pointed fingers first and then slowly flexed his hand until he made a fist. He was in to just past his wrist, when we were trying to get him in further. He stretched out his fingers again to a point, I concentrated on my breathing and relaxing and he applied pressure. There was plenty of lube. He said there was just too much resistance and he wasn't sure which direction to go. Him pulling out slowly was just an overload of the most incredible sensations and had me totally hooked ! lol, now I find I just want to take something larger, so would love to meet an experienced top with larger hands to open me up more.

Thanks. I get it with larges toys. I have a spherical butt plug, and when my body says it's coming out, it's coming out! It's actually a pretty enjoyable feeling.

Tops are often very sensitive right after breeding. It's a very different giving of oral after being bred, than before a top mounts and breeds.

I am always think it's hot to see the expression on a tops face when he comes into my house and notices the family photos as we go up the stairs. You know the wife and I and the 4 kids over the years, even one with a grandchild. They almost all want to breed me in one of the kids rooms when given the choice. One regular top always wanted to hear about how I would squeeze his cum out my ass, let it run down my balls and then fuck it into her. He always said it would be hot for her to get pregnant that way, but it never happened.

Hi, I am not very experienced and have only had one inexperienced guy fist me. Our first time, him as a top me as bottom, was together. We have used crisco and Jlube. I can not believe how much I have enjoyed the feeling! I can still remember the feeling of total incredulity I had when he told me for the first time his fist was actually in me, and I lifted my head and looked down between my legs and saw his wrist disappearing into me! The question is I have is about a physical feeling and reaction I have. My body obviously feels it is full and needs to evacuate. My stomach muscles contract, I can't inhale, and I feel a totally involuntary effort to evacuate my bowels. The first couple of times he just let my body push out his fist. We decided that when it happens, he should gently push against it and try and get deeper. So my question is, is this normal? Will my body ever get trained or get used to that feeling of my bowel being bursting and needing to empty? I actually really enjoy the feeling. I have no control over it, it's almost like dry heaving.

That's cool! Congratulations. I have an appointment in December with an HRT Dr. Not sure I want to feminize, but want a better way to lower my T before I finally get the courage to get surgically castrated.

I have used androcur on and off for several years now. Each time its effects happen more quickly, and when I stop it takes way longer to recover. I did speak to my NP about the fact i take it, and he said if I kept taking it, the chances of one day my testicles not restarting are pretty high. I get T tested before each time I start and then when I stop and usually a month after. My T has significantly reduced from being at the high end of normal, to its none medicated level being barely in the normal range for my age now.

Hi. Are you still looking?

I am on androcur at the moment. Enjoying the loss of T. You look great! You should post a more recent full body picture. Have your testicles shrunk a lot? Do the feel hard?

Cool. So female hormones or just blocking T?

No, sorry. Are you on hormones Beanna? Is your profile pic a recent one of your breasts?

No, sorry.

I have a regular top, in his early 70s. After our first couple of meetings , his emails arranging for me to come over started having very male trying to get female pregnant type of language. I asked him what he meant when he said he was going to knock me up. He said he thought of me as a young girl and he enjoyed the fantasy that he would get me pregnant, and asked if it was a problem. He had no idea that " knocking me up" was also a euphemism for making me HIV+. So whenever we email and meet its between a grandpa aged man and an innocent virgin girl. I have even worn girls ( hanna anderson brand twirl dress) clothes, socks and underwear for him. He always talks about his sperm being in my womb, or his seed in my belly, a d always refers to my body in female terms. I sent him an email one night about how I was wondering if his sperm were still good, as I still had a flat belly. I told him how two days after him mounting me and breeding me, his sperm was still cumming out of my cunt. I actually did collect some of his sperm from my cunt after two days and looked at it under a microscope. What do you know! It was indeed still alive and swimming around. He was so turned on by it, I was summoned right over, where he mounted and bred me again.

About a year ago in Washington park in Hyde Park. Made eye contact with a guy in a wheelchair on the bus. We both got off at the same stop. I said hi as we waited to cross the street, asked if he had had a good evening. He said he had been to boystown, but hadn't had any luck. I just said " I will suck you off if you want in the park." He looked shocked but said sure. We crossed cottage grove and just stopped about 40' from the the road. He undid his pants pulled them down past his knees spread his legs, and pulled out his hard cock. He could only have been 3' tall, and rather deformed, but he had a cock probably just a little above average. Was strange to see someone the height of a five year old with a cock that size lol. Anyway I sucked him to completion, swallowed his load helped him pull his pants up, and then crossed back onto our street and said goodnight. It was about 11:30pm so still pretty busy.

In Chicago I have been asked if I wanted the clinic to contact my sexual partners. I have tested positive for chlamydia and gonorrhea several times. One time I walked into a clinic. Told the receptionist I had been exposed to chlamydia. Nurse took me in back, asked how I knew. Told her someone had told me on an app he had fucked me and then tested positive for it. She didn't even test me, just gave me the pills and told me to to abstain for a week. I have to say, during the time I was regularly getting anal and throat STDs, getting a call from an always caring and respectable sounding nurse, especially if it was a female, was such a humiliating turn on.

Married and off and on PrEP. The hardest part is her not finding out through our insurance reports. I get it through Nurx and have to get it delivered to work because they use FedEx and requires a signature. I did get a 9 month supply of generic PrEP one time through an online pharmacy. That worked out pretty well.

Sorry to hear about your PC. Had a scare recently with a psa of 11. It. Is really hard to get an urologist to surgically castrate you. They would prefer to use drugs, even though surgical castration is quicker, cheaper and more effective and no long term requirement to put drugs into your body. You most definitely will not get a urologist to remove your scrotum, ( it should be a plastic surgeon anyway!) and the only way they would remove your penis is if it had cancer. There are several Drs in the USA who will perform nullo surgery as gender confirming. Just Google gender confirming surgeons, several now have a section for eunuchs, as well as the usual MtF and FtM. And of course, it's far cheaper to go to Mexico or Thailand to have the surgery.

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If it's in your anus or throat it wont show up in a urine test. You have to have anal and throat swabs. Many home std tests get a urine sample for chlamydia, but that will not show if you have it in your anus.

It's not too bad going in. The worst part is after you take it out. Pissing for the first few hours after removal is the worst part.

Yeah it's a nuisance, but the cost of enjoying that type of sex. I just got a message from the place I get my at home testing from, saying all the collection swabs will have " for vaginal swabs only" on them, but they are fine to use for my anal and throat swabs. Shortage of swabs because of covid.

I get tested with a home kit which includes anal and oral swabs. I just wonder if people are able to go into clinics and get tested at the moment . It would be cool to not get chlamydia in my ass so often 🙂

I met a guy on silverdaddies.com. he was a lawyer who had an office in the Chicago loop. I would go to his office and wait in the waiting area with other people waiting to see lawyers in the office. It wasn't a law firm, just a group of attorneys all with offices opening onto this waiting area. Anyway, he would walk a client out, look around the waiting area see me and beckone me over. I would walk through a small hall into his office. As I would strip, he would get a blanket and lube out of a file cabinet and spread the blanket on the floor. I would be naked and have to get his penis out and suck him. He would undo his belt and let his pants drop. I would pull down his whitey tightys, and when he was hard enough he would tell me what position to get into and I would have to ask him to fuck me. Sometimes on all fours, sometimes on my back, not often but sometimes he would lay down and I would ride his cock. If we didn't do it on the floor he would bend me over his desk or have me lay on my back on his desk. When he was close to cuming he would say so and I would have to ask him to please cum in me. Often, if he had an open appointment in the morning, he would make an appointment for me to come back in the afternoon, when he would churn up his earlier load and add another. Lol, I am sure lots of you have had the same wet patch on the seat of your pants when cum has escaped after a breeding and you have had daily life to get on with. I loved going back to his office for a second fucking with his first load soaking my underwear and leaving that patch on the seat of my pants. I would sit in his waiting area stinking of his cum . Another time I was visiting a friend in Immingham in UK. I was just leaving for the airport in London. A guy hit me up on squirt. Asked if I wanted a pump and dump. He was at work but told me to go to the car park at the church hall in Habrough. It's kind of sheltered, but that day happened to be polling day and it was packed. I messaged him and he told me to go to the village playing fields. Ir was a bit more open there, and while I waited several people walked by with dogs. Anyway he rode up on a council 4wheeler, he was spraying weed killer along the M180. He stood by my open car door I pulled his cover pants down, fished his cock out and sucked him for a while. Then he said he wanted to fuck me , did I have a condom. Told him I didn't use them as I stepped out of my jeans and undies, walked round the open door and bent over my bonnet. Thought he was going to not bother, then I felt him come up behind me and push into my ass. It was hard to get into me deep because of his protective clothing. He blew his load pretty quickly. It was a big load but it was all over my ass and back and legs well as in me. He was already doing up his suit and back on his 4wheeler and off before i sorted out my underwear and pants. I had his cum all on my hands and it was all on my underwear and jeans as I put them back on. It was a rental car and i got cum on the steering wheel and the gear shift. I traveled all the way back to Chicago like that. My underwear was stuck to me with his dried cum when i pulled my pants down at a service station .