LKMike

Cool. So female hormones or just blocking T?

No, sorry. Are you on hormones Beanna? Is your profile pic a recent one of your breasts?

No, sorry.

I have a regular top, in his early 70s. After our first couple of meetings , his emails arranging for me to come over started having very male trying to get female pregnant type of language. I asked him what he meant when he said he was going to knock me up. He said he thought of me as a young girl and he enjoyed the fantasy that he would get me pregnant, and asked if it was a problem. He had no idea that " knocking me up" was also a euphemism for making me HIV+. So whenever we email and meet its between a grandpa aged man and an innocent virgin girl. I have even worn girls ( hanna anderson brand twirl dress) clothes, socks and underwear for him. He always talks about his sperm being in my womb, or his seed in my belly, a d always refers to my body in female terms. I sent him an email one night about how I was wondering if his sperm were still good, as I still had a flat belly. I told him how two days after him mounting me and breeding me, his sperm was still cumming out of my cunt. I actually did collect some of his sperm from my cunt after two days and looked at it under a microscope. What do you know! It was indeed still alive and swimming around. He was so turned on by it, I was summoned right over, where he mounted and bred me again.

About a year ago in Washington park in Hyde Park. Made eye contact with a guy in a wheelchair on the bus. We both got off at the same stop. I said hi as we waited to cross the street, asked if he had had a good evening. He said he had been to boystown, but hadn't had any luck. I just said " I will suck you off if you want in the park." He looked shocked but said sure. We crossed cottage grove and just stopped about 40' from the the road. He undid his pants pulled them down past his knees spread his legs, and pulled out his hard cock. He could only have been 3' tall, and rather deformed, but he had a cock probably just a little above average. Was strange to see someone the height of a five year old with a cock that size lol. Anyway I sucked him to completion, swallowed his load helped him pull his pants up, and then crossed back onto our street and said goodnight. It was about 11:30pm so still pretty busy.

In Chicago I have been asked if I wanted the clinic to contact my sexual partners. I have tested positive for chlamydia and gonorrhea several times. One time I walked into a clinic. Told the receptionist I had been exposed to chlamydia. Nurse took me in back, asked how I knew. Told her someone had told me on an app he had fucked me and then tested positive for it. She didn't even test me, just gave me the pills and told me to to abstain for a week. I have to say, during the time I was regularly getting anal and throat STDs, getting a call from an always caring and respectable sounding nurse, especially if it was a female, was such a humiliating turn on.

Married and off and on PrEP. The hardest part is her not finding out through our insurance reports. I get it through Nurx and have to get it delivered to work because they use FedEx and requires a signature. I did get a 9 month supply of generic PrEP one time through an online pharmacy. That worked out pretty well.

Sorry to hear about your PC. Had a scare recently with a psa of 11. It. Is really hard to get an urologist to surgically castrate you. They would prefer to use drugs, even though surgical castration is quicker, cheaper and more effective and no long term requirement to put drugs into your body. You most definitely will not get a urologist to remove your scrotum, ( it should be a plastic surgeon anyway!) and the only way they would remove your penis is if it had cancer. There are several Drs in the USA who will perform nullo surgery as gender confirming. Just Google gender confirming surgeons, several now have a section for eunuchs, as well as the usual MtF and FtM. And of course, it's far cheaper to go to Mexico or Thailand to have the surgery.

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If it's in your anus or throat it wont show up in a urine test. You have to have anal and throat swabs. Many home std tests get a urine sample for chlamydia, but that will not show if you have it in your anus.

It's not too bad going in. The worst part is after you take it out. Pissing for the first few hours after removal is the worst part.

Yeah it's a nuisance, but the cost of enjoying that type of sex. I just got a message from the place I get my at home testing from, saying all the collection swabs will have " for vaginal swabs only" on them, but they are fine to use for my anal and throat swabs. Shortage of swabs because of covid.

I get tested with a home kit which includes anal and oral swabs. I just wonder if people are able to go into clinics and get tested at the moment . It would be cool to not get chlamydia in my ass so often 🙂

I met a guy on silverdaddies.com. he was a lawyer who had an office in the Chicago loop. I would go to his office and wait in the waiting area with other people waiting to see lawyers in the office. It wasn't a law firm, just a group of attorneys all with offices opening onto this waiting area. Anyway, he would walk a client out, look around the waiting area see me and beckone me over. I would walk through a small hall into his office. As I would strip, he would get a blanket and lube out of a file cabinet and spread the blanket on the floor. I would be naked and have to get his penis out and suck him. He would undo his belt and let his pants drop. I would pull down his whitey tightys, and when he was hard enough he would tell me what position to get into and I would have to ask him to fuck me. Sometimes on all fours, sometimes on my back, not often but sometimes he would lay down and I would ride his cock. If we didn't do it on the floor he would bend me over his desk or have me lay on my back on his desk. When he was close to cuming he would say so and I would have to ask him to please cum in me. Often, if he had an open appointment in the morning, he would make an appointment for me to come back in the afternoon, when he would churn up his earlier load and add another. Lol, I am sure lots of you have had the same wet patch on the seat of your pants when cum has escaped after a breeding and you have had daily life to get on with. I loved going back to his office for a second fucking with his first load soaking my underwear and leaving that patch on the seat of my pants. I would sit in his waiting area stinking of his cum . Another time I was visiting a friend in Immingham in UK. I was just leaving for the airport in London. A guy hit me up on squirt. Asked if I wanted a pump and dump. He was at work but told me to go to the car park at the church hall in Habrough. It's kind of sheltered, but that day happened to be polling day and it was packed. I messaged him and he told me to go to the village playing fields. Ir was a bit more open there, and while I waited several people walked by with dogs. Anyway he rode up on a council 4wheeler, he was spraying weed killer along the M180. He stood by my open car door I pulled his cover pants down, fished his cock out and sucked him for a while. Then he said he wanted to fuck me , did I have a condom. Told him I didn't use them as I stepped out of my jeans and undies, walked round the open door and bent over my bonnet. Thought he was going to not bother, then I felt him come up behind me and push into my ass. It was hard to get into me deep because of his protective clothing. He blew his load pretty quickly. It was a big load but it was all over my ass and back and legs well as in me. He was already doing up his suit and back on his 4wheeler and off before i sorted out my underwear and pants. I had his cum all on my hands and it was all on my underwear and jeans as I put them back on. It was a rental car and i got cum on the steering wheel and the gear shift. I traveled all the way back to Chicago like that. My underwear was stuck to me with his dried cum when i pulled my pants down at a service station .

Lol, get your story ready for when you get chlamydia or gonorrhea . Luckily, the first time I had an std ( it was chlamydia in my dick, throat and ass) she just presumed i got it from her and confessed to having a " couple of affairs " . She didn't know it was in my ass! Our sex life got a little less vanilla after that. She was shocked i liked getting fucked by men, but enjoyed seeing it.

Are those unicorn diapers by tykables? I love their diapers and clothes. I love wearing a pair of khaki shorts I bought there. Cream piping around the pockets and snaps through the crotch. If you look really closely you can see they are adult baby clothes, but the only person who has ever commented on them was the checkout guy at my local store one time. He said they were cute and hid my diaper pretty well.

I have wondered this before. I have used PrEP that's 2 years past expiration date. Still neg after using it, but that is no guarantee it was the PrEP that kept me that way, could have just been the luck of the draw. The only thing I can say is that it was a foil sealed bottle of 30, and having been off it for a while, I had the same side effects I usually get when starting PrEP, upset stomach, nausea, loss of appetite, for about 10 days.

I dont know about other people's psyche, but the thought of "illness " and all it entails is a kind of comfort. Not well put, and I dont know how to explain it. Going to the Dr when I first started bb with an obvious std, the feeling of him taking control of my life was so comforting. Him telling me to take PrEP, having to follow up with him weekly for the first month, giving up that control is so comforting. I have been hospitalized 4 times over the last 5 years. That feeling of someone else being totally in control is so wonderful. They take my clothes, they decide when and what i eat and drink, when I urinate. People who's faces I dont see wonder in and out . Some are so kind as I throw up, it's like being a child again. Having my gown lifted, to check an incision they were worried about, every hour . Knowing yet another nurse had just looked at my shaved crotch( was never mentioned that would happen, was done under anesthesia) and my very shriveled penis, was very calming. It is in no way sexual! It is just the most calming, safe, emotionally secure place i have ever known . That all sounds odd I know.

I took it without my wife knowing. I went to a LGBTQ clinic, did the tests and picked it up from our local pharmacy. That did worry me , as my wife got meds from there as well. I changed to another one close to my work. As long as she doesn't go on your health insurance and check your prescription shouldn't be a problem. Lol, but if she does, better have a good excuse! It doesn't cost me anything With the Gilead card and insurance.

That's such an interesting thought! There should be some kind of exchange. I would gladly donate my testicles!

Lol, I didn't know males tested pregnant if we pee on a stick! My older top would love that! So I just googled it. If a male tests pregnant it's a sign he has testicular cancer. I would be more than happy to loose my testicles!

Thanks. That's kind of what I was thinking.

What an interesting topic. Yes, I am totally envious of you! I have had children with my wife, and was always envious of her child bearing, i wanted to go through that. I loved raising children, but always felt i missed the best part, that was getting pregnant and carrying that child and giving birth to it. I loved the sex we had when trying to get pregnant. It's hard to explain the emotions, but it's very different from just fun sex. If I was able to get pregnant I would totally do the surrogate thing. Kaleebottom, did you read the handmaid's tale? I would love to be a handmaiden. Passed around to be knocked up, give birth then passed on to the next high ranking official to breed. I have an older top, 70s, who always talks about knocking me up, but meaning about putting a baby in me, not hiv. I researched how long sperm stays alive. I can actually have his sperm in me swimming around looking for an egg to fertilize for over 4 days! It is so hot to talk to him a couple of days after he breeds me to chat about his sperm still alive in my body. When I plan to have a lot of sex over a couple of days, I get totally prepared. Nothing is coming out of me for at least 3 days, sometimes its 4. Anyway, on a couple of occasions, I have managed to squeeze cum out of me that's at least a couple of days old. Looking at it under a microscope, I could still see living sperm wriggling around. Often no idea who the potential father was, but I had had his sperm , his DNA, in my body and managed to nurture it and keep it alive for at least 2 days. The feeling i get when i am on my back with my legs open watching a top cum in me is so incredible. At that moment I truly want him to be making a baby in me. Crazy, I know! Am I the only one with these feelings?

% of likely getting an infection?