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LKMike

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  1. Lol, get your story ready for when you get chlamydia or gonorrhea . Luckily, the first time I had an std ( it was chlamydia in my dick, throat and ass) she just presumed i got it from her and confessed to having a " couple of affairs " . She didn't know it was in my ass! Our sex life got a little less vanilla after that. She was shocked i liked getting fucked by men, but enjoyed seeing it.
  2. Are those unicorn diapers by tykables? I love their diapers and clothes. I love wearing a pair of khaki shorts I bought there. Cream piping around the pockets and snaps through the crotch. If you look really closely you can see they are adult baby clothes, but the only person who has ever commented on them was the checkout guy at my local store one time. He said they were cute and hid my diaper pretty well.
  3. I have wondered this before. I have used PrEP that's 2 years past expiration date. Still neg after using it, but that is no guarantee it was the PrEP that kept me that way, could have just been the luck of the draw. The only thing I can say is that it was a foil sealed bottle of 30, and having been off it for a while, I had the same side effects I usually get when starting PrEP, upset stomach, nausea, loss of appetite, for about 10 days.
  4. I dont know about other people's psyche, but the thought of "illness " and all it entails is a kind of comfort. Not well put, and I dont know how to explain it. Going to the Dr when I first started bb with an obvious std, the feeling of him taking control of my life was so comforting. Him telling me to take PrEP, having to follow up with him weekly for the first month, giving up that control is so comforting. I have been hospitalized 4 times over the last 5 years. That feeling of someone else being totally in control is so wonderful. They take my clothes, they decide when and what i eat and drink, when I urinate. People who's faces I dont see wonder in and out . Some are so kind as I throw up, it's like being a child again. Having my gown lifted, to check an incision they were worried about, every hour . Knowing yet another nurse had just looked at my shaved crotch( was never mentioned that would happen, was done under anesthesia) and my very shriveled penis, was very calming. It is in no way sexual! It is just the most calming, safe, emotionally secure place i have ever known . That all sounds odd I know.
  5. I took it without my wife knowing. I went to a LGBTQ clinic, did the tests and picked it up from our local pharmacy. That did worry me , as my wife got meds from there as well. I changed to another one close to my work. As long as she doesn't go on your health insurance and check your prescription shouldn't be a problem. Lol, but if she does, better have a good excuse! It doesn't cost me anything With the Gilead card and insurance.
  6. That's such an interesting thought! There should be some kind of exchange. I would gladly donate my testicles!
  7. Lol, I didn't know males tested pregnant if we pee on a stick! My older top would love that! So I just googled it. If a male tests pregnant it's a sign he has testicular cancer. I would be more than happy to loose my testicles!
  8. Thanks. That's kind of what I was thinking.
  9. What an interesting topic. Yes, I am totally envious of you! I have had children with my wife, and was always envious of her child bearing, i wanted to go through that. I loved raising children, but always felt i missed the best part, that was getting pregnant and carrying that child and giving birth to it. I loved the sex we had when trying to get pregnant. It's hard to explain the emotions, but it's very different from just fun sex. If I was able to get pregnant I would totally do the surrogate thing. Kaleebottom, did you read the handmaid's tale? I would love to be a handmaiden. Passed around to be knocked up, give birth then passed on to the next high ranking official to breed. I have an older top, 70s, who always talks about knocking me up, but meaning about putting a baby in me, not hiv. I researched how long sperm stays alive. I can actually have his sperm in me swimming around looking for an egg to fertilize for over 4 days! It is so hot to talk to him a couple of days after he breeds me to chat about his sperm still alive in my body. When I plan to have a lot of sex over a couple of days, I get totally prepared. Nothing is coming out of me for at least 3 days, sometimes its 4. Anyway, on a couple of occasions, I have managed to squeeze cum out of me that's at least a couple of days old. Looking at it under a microscope, I could still see living sperm wriggling around. Often no idea who the potential father was, but I had had his sperm , his DNA, in my body and managed to nurture it and keep it alive for at least 2 days. The feeling i get when i am on my back with my legs open watching a top cum in me is so incredible. At that moment I truly want him to be making a baby in me. Crazy, I know! Am I the only one with these feelings?
  10. % of likely getting an infection?
  11. As it turned out I did not get knocked up, recently tested HIV-. It would still be interesting to know the point you can knock up someone.
  12. I went to boarding school in England . I had been "groomed" by a friend of my mothers I called uncle Terry the summer before I left for school. I was 9 I think. Lots of boys lost their virginity in me and I saw lots of uncle Terry and his friends until I got too old at 16.
  13. Hi Deadalous, was just wondering what happened. Did you seroconvert? Did you guys work things out? I hope you are doing well.
  14. I had my 2 kids and was with a friend and her son . We were just buying sun screen before heading to the beach. In the checkout line, get to the register and there is a young man with blue hair. He gives me a big smile and makes small talk, then asks if there is anything else he can get me. I say not right now thanks and we leave. My friend asked if I knew him, and I said I didn't think so. In fact it was a young man I had met on A4A who had been fucking me bb in his appartment buildings laundry room and several times in the the outside stair well. It dawned on me when I saw him in the broad daylight why we probably couldnt go to his apartment.
  15. So I seem to notice a lot of guys say they get infected their first exposure after stopping PrEP. Just wondering if this is a known thing. Are you more susceptible to infection after stopping PrEP? Is there a window of time after stopping PrEP that one is more vulnerable to infection?
  16. [think before following links] https://www.nytimes.com/2019/12/01/opinion/hiv-aids-rural-america.html
  17. Thanks for that reply. That's what I was kind of thinking, with most viruses one is most infectious before symptoms.
  18. From what I have read, that's true as long as it's the same strain. If it isn't, it could be really bad for them. Thinking about it, there has to be one moment when your not, and the next you are. I am sure I am safe for now, just wondering if it happened, when that tipping moment is.
  19. Thinking about it, there has to be one moment when your not, and the next you are. I am sure I am safe for now, just wondering if it happened, when that tipping moment is.
  20. Thank you for the information. My regular tops are all undetectable, and I would not want to put them at risk.
  21. I just had regular anal sex, was told I was exposed to infection. Presuming I was, and I do have the infection, when will I be infectious?
  22. I don't seem able to find the time frame you actually become infectious. Is when you get sick or before that?
  23. So, if I was infected Thursday, when would I first be infectious to someone else? Am I safe until I hit the acute stage, or am I infectious as soon as I become infected?
  24. I think everyone who is having anonymous bb sex should be expecting to get a bacterial sti. Statistically it's going to happen. That's why you get tested regularly. I have gone years without catching anything, then had chlamydia and gonorrhea in my ass twice in a year. Once it's going around in your town or city, if you bb in that pool, chances are your going to get it, and chances are you are going to give it to someone between testing. My clinic warned me to use a condom or be more selective, or I would be infected again as it was in town and rampantly going around the bb community. I don't think it's taboo. It's just common sense and mostly common knowledge. A porn star really thought hiv medication prevented STDs? Really!
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