he grabbed onto my the front of my thighs and pushed into me. instinctively i tried to pull away and reached back with one hand to push him away. it was like trying to move a safe alone. he simply kept pulling me back onto him while telling me to relax my ass. i tried. i really did, but for some reason with me, it always hurts at first. if a guy takes it out all the way, then puts it back in, it usually works better for me. i told him this and amazingly he did. i rested my chest against the bed, i was already breathing heavy. my hole was already throbbing. his head is huge.
"get up boy" he said (or something like that) and i pushed myself up and he pushed himself in. all the way.
he kept moaning "yeah, fuck yeah boy, fuck yeah" until i felt his balls against mine. blessedly, once he was all the way in, he just held it there. i could feel him twitching inside me. "fuck youre tight boy" "you love that big cock dont you" i couldnt talk. i could just.. pant and moan.
he started fucking me, and .... ive never had it like i had it with him. i still cant come up with words. it hurt. but it felt amazing. i could feel his fingers digging into my thighs as he held me in a death grip. everytime hed sink into me, id try to relax my butt and to make it go easier, but as soon as he started to pull out, i would reflexively tighten up on him. he fucked me till i thought i couldnt take it anymore, then i felt his chest against my back as he laid down on top of me. im little. there was no way i could support both of us, so i collapsed onto the bed, taking him with me, and he really started to fuck me. his arms wraped around under me and locked me in place and of their own volition my knees bent and my feet came up off the bed.
he was grunting in my ear and i knew, being utterly overloaded that i was gonna lose it soon. finally he slammed into me as far as he could go. i could feel him throbbing inside me. the noise that that motion pushed out of me ...was frankly embarrasing. i squeaked like a surprised mouse. he laid on top of me for a while, and for a wonder i felt his hand just gently stroking my side. it was the first time he had ever really been gentle with me. i couldnt help but notice that his cock, still firmly inside me, hadnt lost an ounce of its hardness.
"mmmmmmm" he moaned in my ear and pushed himself off me. i could feel the sweat on his chest through his shirt he hadnt even taken off yet. he pulled out of me, and it felt like someone pulled the plug on me. he got real quiet and i started to get nervous again. i looked behind me and he was kneeling straddling me again. he asked me if i was ok and i told him yeah. he asked me if i was sure, and i told him yeah again. his hand moved and i felt his finger at my hole again. he touched it and i winced. he ran his finger down to my balls and it was then i became aware of the wetness. he held his finger up and it was red.
its embarrasing, if i go a couple days it seems like without having sex, when i DO have sex i almost always bleed a little. i didnt know how to tell him this. he asked me i wanted him to stop. i did want him to stop. i was sore. but something held my tongue. i couldnt just say the word. it wouldnt come out. he told me to roll over.
this is my fave way to get fucked. i rolled over and without further ado, he grabbed my ankles and lifted them up in the air. i could feel the cold air on my hole. he leaned forward and i felt his cock push against me.
"look at me" he told me in that tone that both scares and excites me. i normally keep my eyes closed when im doing it. it helps with the whole me not cumming thing. he wouldnt let me. he sank back into me and i cried out again and instantly put my hands on his thighs to try and control his depth. i had no leverage however as he was holding onto my ankles and was much stronger than me. everytime i tried to close my eyes, he would snap at me to open them and look at him.
he took my hole to places it have never been. he was amazing. he would fuck me so hard. he would push my knees to my chest and just ...rail on me and as soon as i knew i was gonna shoot, he would stop, pull out till just the head was in and just hold me there. i was almost crying. he knew what he was doing. the whole time he had this grin/smirk on his face and the most intense look in his eyes. it was one of the hardest things ive ever had to do, maintaining eye contact with him.