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damn guys, just took my evening dose of cum....but sure had little energy for it.......whatever is kicking my ass is doing a first class job of it.   left work early today and took tomorrow off.   I won't admit to being POZ until I test....but if this ain't the fuck flu, it is the worst case of some other kind of crap I have ever had.

guy at the local arcade took home a POZ load this afternoon...wonder how that happened?

A bit over 90 days since I rode a raw POZ cock for the first time.  Still less than 10 toxic loads and tested NEG just before New Years.   Not as easy to get knocked up as one might expect.  But that remains my goal for this year.  

Also should celebrate.....Thirty days since testing poz....and and huge amount of POZ on POZ sex, and one very extended gifting process.  I am really digging this POZ shit at this time.

Back from suspension....missed talking with you guys.  FB STILL has not taken the test.  His fuck flu is subsiding, but he has not swabbed his gums.   I am still giving him a daily dose...but man I have to admit, I am READY for him to just be POZ.

Based on multiple suggestions, dude who pozzed me and guy I am trying to get knocked up spent the night.  Sharing cocks, cum, T rig and unexpectedly...but very hot....shared some blood.  Guy who did me will not take it in the ass...but other than that...we all had some of all that was offered.  Nothing in my pre-POZ life like that session...EVER.

Been off the site for a while due to being a bad, bad boy.  While I was away I continued to work on my number 4 conversion.  Number 3 is off to college.  In a bit of a surprise, tested POZ for HEP C this week.   

bred the horny fucker again tonight.  begged him to test...but nooooo.  wants to wait.  what he wants is getting fucked every night.   hell who would not want a POZ stud service making daily deliveries.    I wanna be a proven sire....not just a horny poz fucker.

Damned fuck flu is still hanging around.....but damned I am horny and wanna sow more seed.   Fuck bud has taken it 10 times over 7 days.....and I have promised to give him some any time he shows up.   According to docs, I should be highly infectious right now....so want to seed all I can.   

Day 10 since testing POZ.  Fuck Flu symptoms are nearly gone.  Have delivered 16 loads, 3 somewhat stealth (arcade) and 13 to a fuck bud who wants to convert.   I have even gotten a couple more loads myself.  Wild ten days.

December test just turned out negative.  Need to find more infected guys to fuck with.

Dude from the other night is coming back in a few minutes.  Can't believe I am getting more POZ jizz this soon.  

Even thought I am feeling like crap, my dear POZ lover still drove home another load last night.  But, instead of an extended fuck session, he then just cuddled me until i was ready for sleep.  While we only have some signs and no proof, intuitively we both feel that we know what is going on within my body.  

FB came by for his daily dollop of jizz from my sick dick.....I am beginning to think he LIKES POZ CUM.  I know I am loving shooting it.   

FB came over for his nightly dose last night.  Did not stay long...said he was not feeling great.   We did not talk of it, but from his actions, i think he is certain that he has joined me in converting.   A little more time and we will know.

FF is getting better.....first night I have felt like getting my ass fucked....so dude who POZZED me is more than willing to fill me up once again.   Then my now-serious chasing fuck bud is coming over later for his nightly dose.

Finally got another POZ load on Sunday.   Wish I could find more willing and unmedicated POZ guys who would share their treasure.

Had a real "oh shit" moment this morning (really an oh shit day).  Woke up in a serious night sweat, lymph nodes in neck are solid as rocks and are very painful to touch.  My POZ lover has been claiming that he knocked me up the first time he fucked me......will not know for certain that he did.....but these "signs" may be a clue that he was right.   A good reminder to all that this shit is for real.....

I have taken a POZ load three times now.  I am finding it to be quite intoxicating and very addictive.   It is all I can think of and I am spending a lot of time trying to line up more.   At this point, there is no way I can stop chasing.  Powerful, powerful urge.

Just celebrated the 6 month anniversary of testing POZ.  Has been an amazing time.   

Little ol' fuck bud did not have much energy to put into his nightly injection of redE's magic fluid last night.  His symptoms are mirroring what I just recovered from.....but he won't talk about what is happening....and will not test until later in Feb.  But, we all know that he is in the process....pretty hot.

Nailed my ailing fuck bud on the way home from work.  He is actually feeling some better today.   I dropped off the oraquick test kit I got for me....we will use that in 4 days...unless he gets curious and does the swab sooner.

neg ass just texted me he is parking car and will be up in a moment.  his first POZ load summing up soon.  Hope to make him my number 4 convert.

New guy (number 5 attempt, would be #4 conversion) went home with three exposures, on by unprotected anal sex, two by shared rigs.   Gonna repeat next weekend.  Sharing point was way more erotic than I ever imagined--from the gift's viewpoint.

Number 4 is POZ and his first POZ load is in my ass.  Got a long weekend to live out Leviticus 20:13...laying with men and getting stoned