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I love how all the day to day terminology in the gay world has changed. Am I mistaken? Not sure if the old school prissy SAFE SEX ONLY and gay monogamists still have much say... I was sure tired of it! That and the hypocrisy. You know: one-sided cheating and name-calling! Seems to me that the old terms of derogatory slandering or SLUT SHAMING somehow faded away.
Call me slut, cumdumpster, promiscuous and bareback whore! Makes my nipples tingle and from I can gather all what was once predominantly viewed as SCANDALOUS behavior, has become the norm. I think we may have to thank BLANCHE from Golden Girls, who made 'ASSERTIVE PROMISCUITY' and 'scoring' a widely acceptable LIFESTYLE...
Let's stir this up! Poz promiscuity and PnP totally opened up a whole new world
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YEAHHH! Got that censored promiscuously virile number of followers! That magically wicked number that frightens the X-tian cult followers! Must celebrate today with some more sodomy and unprotected as usual! A pack of six hundred sixty six admirers of my 'sinful' ways!
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I'm having an old school AIDS=scare survivor living with HIV for 40 years. No he is no beauty but oddly fascinating! Ravaged and scared by the plague that none of his close friends from the early 1980's had survived. I was a freaked and frightened vanilla twink in those years and I stayed a stunted, stymied and sexually repressed serial monogamist until the mid 2000..
Converting to the poz camp (unexpectedly) and then together with my gifter formally entering the RAW IS LAW BB culture has turned my world inside out!
RAW IS LAW and PROMISCUITY RULES and we also pledge to NO LOADS REFUSED
Ugly fuckers and those we would have never given the time of day to or suddenly ON THE MAN MENU!
A HARDCORE POZ veteran as a TYPE has progressively INTRIGUED me and is featured in a lot of poz fetish memes. (attached examples)
He intends to inseminate this afternoon, looking me in the eyes during the explicitly UNSAFE SEX procedure conducted with POZitively no PROTECTION as he is totally into the vulgar-verbal scene using the popular TERMS OF ENDEARMENT once used as derogatory slurs and then later claimed as SLUT TALK by the bb-underground. CUMDUMPSTER, MANWHORE, PROMISCUOUS SLUT, breeding, seeding... raw-dawging... you get the drift!
Any commentary? Questions? Any constructive input for SCENARIOS? There will be REPEAT sessions to integrate them as he would like to tag-team with other poz tops!
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UPDATE: oh that was POOR editing in the original entry... it should have said "I'm having this HIV-veteran COMING OVER!
Bottom-line: it was a spiritual journey for both parties. For me it was the having contact with somebody who for most of my life I would have never had sex with! TOO SCARY for the first quarter century of THE PLAGUE that he endured. But now to the NEW POZ me, it was an anxiously anticipated and oddly THRILLING SEXUAL RUSH!
For him the 'having sex with ANYONE' was a mile-stone and a highlight, as he apparently for the last 15 years has been an asexual hermit, after surviving his partner lost to AIDS and feeling shunned by old school bible-belt gays hateful towards 'the poz world'.
The take-away of my otherwise sobering experience is that his physical condition is SO WRECKED it's no more fun! When reviewed on a Monday morning! Things you can simply overlook but not ignore! Him being wrecked from the early primitive 1980's HIV-treatments (starting with AZT) to the plethora of medical issues he is battling now. And the ugly truth I observed may be a Debbie Downer for those seeking to remain 'untreated' in the modern age of poz-seekers.
This man has had multiple cancers, losing his (real) teeth and part of his tongue in one episode, endured two liver transplants that he felt compelled to mention during the process of undress, as he had massive scars across his abdomen. He speaks in a barely intelligible slurring speech, wobbles when he walks in a uneasy gate, his hands shake and his eyes, when open, looked closed... to his great regret, the anti-rejection drugs he has to take for the rest of his life, affect his sex life to where half-limp masturbation seems to be the best he can hope for... some would dismiss this as a pity fuck but for me it was an elevating, almost spiritual experience.
That said, we will probably 'stay friends' FACEBOOK even, but the fizz and buzz is gone. It makes me appreciate my 'delayed entry' into the poz world, my relative commitment to health and fitness, and my strict attitude towards 'moderation' on anything potentially fostering addiction. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF & BE KIND TO OTHERS!
But I will still be an insatiable demon in a sling at some SKETCHY EVENT or location, 'flying high' like an immortal Anne Rice vampire, or willfully skating on (thin) ice HUNGRY for stranger-danger! Or I could be stone-cold sober but vulgar-verbal and fearless, enticing some biohazard marked veteran to BRING IT ON!
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I hooked up yesterday with a secret, DARK SECRET fantasy man of mine. Not him personally, just his TYPE! No stunning beauty by any means, but A POZ VETERAN of the homosexual revolution, if you will. He told me he was poz since 1983. If he was a ship, he would be one of those battle-and-storm-battered frigates reemerging from beneath the waves in PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN. He had all the battle-marks and scars of a rare survivors of a then 'deadly scourge': the scars of operations, organ failures and consequent transplants, cancer, the 'wasted look' , the sunken eyes and an unsteady gait...
He embodied the scarily promiscuous world I once FEARED, DREADED and AVOIDED! Condoms didn't catch on with me, not physically nor with my mind. Damn boner killers they were! So through most of my adult life of virtually asexual self deprivation I escaped into LT 'quasi-monogamy'. All failed attempt of creating 'normalcy' in a chaotic time riddled with denial, cheating and hypocrisy. Male monogamy, sure, until dick do us part! LOL
I told him I AM ONE OF THOSE ARROGANT FUCKS who by happenstance late-in-life underwent a 'conversion and transformation', one that 'FLIPPED THE POLES' . Now what I once feared, I search for. POZ bad boys, 'unsafe sex' , total promiscuity... anon sodomy! Terms like 'slut' manwhore, cunt, breeding, seeding, barebacking tramps and poz fucker are now REBRANDED and embraced giving us boners! So here I am with this random stranger who approached me with pic on A4A. With pictures, stating 'POZ undetectable' and he made a bold, forward proposition in a message. Less than a day later here we are, him telling me HIS story, me telling mine, all blunt and condensed. And he said he had a bolt of courage but was expecting to be SHOT DOWN...
"And now you are here, buddy! Wanna fuck!? RAW IS LAW!"
Shall I tell more? I probably won't as I don't want to rack up warning points if it shows up in the wrong section.
(I had a much longer story but I deleted it, concerned it probably belongs in a different section. )
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I think I just may... I have struck gold on the promiscuous bareback level and entered a twilight zone of stranger-danger-seeking seeking young pretty boys (of the 2020's) who embody the bad-asses among my peers from the early days of coming out in West Hollywood. They were HOT CHILI PEPPERS compared to me being vanilla ice LIGHT. The 'physical wreck' of a poz veteran top was what I imagined the embodiment of everything I was once afraid of...
At age 22 when carded at the door of MOTHERLODE my brand-new California ID often mistrusted as a FAKE. Studly bouncers smirking and then 'letting me slide'. Truth be told, the first guy I EVER had sex with was the bouncer of THE SALOON in Minneapolis. He plucked me, that chicken-of-the-day right off the grill. But 4 years after taking a raw cock up the arse, I still looked like I WASN'T DONE YET! Looking like a 16-year-old TIMID TIMMY from Pasadena.
It was the late 80s maybe and AIDS was taking a heavy toll. The young punks my age that bottomed at the drop of a hat are pretty much all dead from what I recall hearing. Back then we all STILL KNEW EACH OTHER, lol, after fucking. But then over the following years, they started dropping off like in THE TEN LITTLE INDIANS! After enthusiastically fucking a few daddy-type cowboys I did however 'settle' for a benign twink, to be able to pull away from the fast lane I never really got on. Sat on the shoulder of the fast life, making out and opting out of the DANGER ZONE. Fearful or reasonable, IDK! The ten little bottoms I knew all disappeared and few were confirmed to have been taken by the grim Reeper. Actually the main one I had a crush on is now a very successful owner of a vinyard in Italy, oh and another runs a 'popular' rehab center franchise. HUSH, I say no more... so maybe some were IMMORTALS. modern day gay vampires... oh my demons, Brad Pitt visions, HOTTIES having run petal to the metal Thelma-and-Louise-style and still coming out smiling and smelling roses while making lemonade from the lemons life tossed at them.
So yes I told the POZ VETERAN with scars from TWO transplants and tales of AZT and throat cancer, that I was one of those stuck-up vanilla dudes who played it 'SAFE' or played dead and sidelined guys like him for basically two decades. TOO DAMAGED and TOO DANGEROUS to handle! And as quasi penance I invited him to put his poz stinger in my uptight bitch-cunt and recharge me with his seasoned tainted DNA...
Yeah that's where that went... maybe I'll continue IDK
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Please,,do Continue,,don't hold back
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I could 'cobble together' some pretty kinky fun with your pre-existing pervy comditions!
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Yeah I'm gonna follow you because I like VERBAL, imaginative and confident fucks... more I can't say or reveal as I tend to get warning points for 'saying naughty things' in the wrong forum by accident a lot. belonging INTO THE BACKROOM. Darned did it again, for what I don't even know, lol
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Damn, LOVE your avatar! That imposing cut cock, with a groove commanding to be tongued!😍
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Thanks sexy man.love to raw fuck, breed with you 🙂
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I'd be honored...😍
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you sexy slut! I see you on Twitter! I got a bit high yesterday and today I'm hitting up all my assorted regulars to make sure I'm 'covered'. POZ, fun and verbal have top ranking! That sexy cock of yours would probably blast some awesome jozz in my poz hungry cunt... damn
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Damn, that is some hot meThed up shi... STUFF! Loving it! Another raw dimension I once avoided with timid fear... now all up and comfy in it! And yes... turning poz has improved things for me too! Odd how that turned out!