versmetropig

@SpectreAgent- there's sTill Time for you to have such an experience you know, and @partying.hard, yes, vacant listed houses and condos were always perfect for playing around in (though I always got the owners permission - fortunately, I had a good number of guys "in the scene" who listed their places with me when they left NY and retired south...

I enjoyed Lidell's parties, he was a friend and I played with him there and elsewhere...

For a brief time in the late 70s, Penthouse did have men in some spreads - their cocks, if shown were always flaccid - men also appeared on occasion in the spin-off publication "Penthouse Letters" which took the Letters section of the main magazine, along with the forums and the "Ask Xaviera" advice column and just fill the edition with those items and a few pics - loved those, because they always had a "men with men" and a bisexual sub-area - those real life accounts really got me going in my pre-teen and early teen days @RawNYTop! Hustler, Oui and Club Mag did have more men in their spreads as you point out - at my local stationary store they had "Blueboy" and "Playguy" both of which I found boring, even at 12 and 13, along with "Torso", "Honcho" and "Drummer"... I started getting "Honcho" and "Drummer" there regularly when I was 14 or 15, the teenager at the counter after 9pm always let me buy them...

You impress me more and more all the time -only one other guy got the double reference @SpectreAgent!

Hell yeah, I feel masculine when I bottom, no reason not to feel that way. Yeah, so, I'm getting fucked by a man - most likely I have just fucked him or will be fucking him when my turn on the bottom is over and it's time to flip. If not, and I'm only bottoming in a session (very unusual - I normally am top-vers, and like both topping and bottoming in any given encounter, but will occasionally only top or only bottom. Doesn't matter, at least to me and in my experience, I'm fully comfortable in my masculinity and to be fair tend to be kind of dom even when I'm getting fucked. And hell, LOOK at the size of some of those cocks out there - it takes a MAN to take some of those without whimpering or whining or crying - and to take it and enjoy it thoroughly, encouraging the other dude to go for it, to pound and pound hard as I know not only can I take it, but can enjoy and have fun doing so. I guess the answer is different for every guy, but I honestly don't see why one would feel any less of a man just because he's getting fucked - unless he wants to feel that way. And although that's very much not for me, that's just fine if someone else wants to explore their more feminine side or whatever when being topped. If someone has the need to feel submissive and dominated and controlled - then fine (I've certainly topped enough guys like that in my life) but it doesn't HAVE to be that way - like me, I consider getting fucked to be physically pleasurable and just another part of how enjoyable I find in all facets of male-on-male sex to be, and I really enjoy bumping into other guys who can span the full spectrum of top/bottom/vers and explore as much variety in their sex life as possible. So, no, I personally don't feel less masculine when being fucked, and don't see any need to feel my masculinity threatened by it - but if others DO feel that way and WANT to feel that way, then cool! Revel in it! But if you feel your masculinity threatened by it and don't want to - then let it go, there's no need to feel that way. You can have both if you want, just realize that the only one who can really threaten your masculinity is YOU - and you get to decide whether that's for you or not!

I enjoyed this story and its' continuation Too @kerigma

Aside from the awesome supply of Chemsex fiction on here, some members write about actual experiences - a few in the "sex with enhancements" category, and some (like me) in their personal blogs on this site. Guys seem to really go for my real life partying experiences and I'm very proud that my blog is ranked first place overall for 'Blog Entries' in the "all time" slot (meaning the life of this site from 2014 until now). You mighT enjoy them too: Versmetropig's real life pnp experiences. Another member with great real life enhanced experiences in his blog is @hungrypigholehis blog here is: Hungrypighole's blog. Have fun! You too @BBLOADS, welcome aboard!

Oh hell yes it does...

Nope, they still live in Brooklyn and we still pnplay

Just reposted the link @Hottightass4uand posted it below - this one works, well at least I was able to link through

[think before following links] https://www.lgbtqnation.com/2024/03/trailblazing-gay-rights-activist-david-mixner-dies-at-age-77/ Try this @Hottightass4u?

Was just informed that activist, writer and friend David Mixner passed away from Long Covid Complications this week, he will be sorely missed in LGBTQ politics as well as on this and other gay sites. Though we had known of each other for a number of years because of all the people we knew in common and all of the events and galas and such that he was key to organizing and that I appeared in, it took until a random hook-up 3 years ago to finally meet in person - and we had chatted on and off over the years it turned out on subjects both sexual and/or political, even philosophic on this and numerous other sites...Resquiet en Pace, David. Here's a link to his obit: honoring David Mixner obituary

And boTh of those series are also among my Top favorites @TaKinGDeePanal

One of my all Time favoriTes...

NoTice his FATHER lives with them Too - I wonder...

Yes, that was definitely a classic signal back in the day - though that signal could also mean to meet in the Men's Room if the Rest Area/Truck Stop had one. For me most of the time if I met a trucker at a rest stop we went to the woods behind it, or if it was real quiet we stayed in the Men's Room, and sporadically would play at a nearby motel. It took decades before I finally played with a trucker in his truck, a very hot experience I relate in my blog here on this site, in this posting: another-real-experience-x-2-part-two-the-porn-star-and-the-trucker-part-two-the-trucker. (viewer discretion advised as the post contains activities confined to "The Backroom" category...)

@ejaculaTe, right? And two hinTs were given in the body of the story so far: 1. They are warned that the ingredients in the shot will cause family members PARTICULARLY to be attracted to them, and... 2. The nurse and doctor are FATHER and SON... so they obviously have empirical proof of that statement. Both of which, along with the mention of the 19 year old BROTHER mean this is moving to a combination of several of my favorite kinks!

I used to have a good number of Satyr's films (that I paid for) on a spare hard-drive. Their stuff was usually very hot (a few scenes don't land for me, a few where the bottom looked like he really WASN'T enjoying it, and a few where the performers felt they had to 'act' more - far more - than necessary, a turn-off) however, I got a kick out of the majority of their content, loved seeing these str8 (or supposedly str8) dudes find joy from having their holes stretched and taking cock... @Screamer420

just yours and I was hoping you send me some...?

Nope, you've goT iT right on the money @TaKinGDeePanal "Clayton" is indeed the pseudonym name I used for the hoT genTleman you did meet up with at his place and will meet up with again this summer...

@Screamer420I too tell my true life pnparty experiences on this site in my blog, sometimes the universe just works incredibly in our favor and nights like this one happen - what a great experience for you and thanks for helping the rest of us live the experience vicariously through you. Not only were you lucky enough to have these things happen, you are also a very good writer and know HOW to tell a story (albeit an actual experience just like all of mine)... I thought your prior real life tales were hoT, but this one made me cum 3 times, a record, actually - thank you for that. I am pleased that you pulled yourself back from the brink the way you did, AND I am also pleased that you allowed yourself to enjoy the good parts of chemsex again in these special circumstances and yet keep yourself in check Too. I am fortunate that I have never had to deal with it taking over my life, even though I've been regularly partying for 20 years, and did so occasionally prior. I still have my husband - we celebrate 34 years on the 15th of January - still have my non-party friends str8, gay, bi, trans and all; still have my two jobs; still perform concerts several times a year (used to do musicals for a living) and have been lucky enough to find the balance between incredibly enjoyable parTying and real life as well. If you want to chat about this sometime, hit me up in a private message. I may have some insights for you!! Again, thank you for an incredibly HOT recounting of your wild night, and here's hoping your friendship with the brothers is not only not negatively affected, but instead is enriched with the possibility of the occasional repeat in the future...!

I am still here - I tested poz with the first ERISA tests back in 1985 when I was 22, and 39 years later I am still here at age 61. My first long term partner was HIV+ when we met in '86 and passed from AIDS in '89. Met my current partner now husband in 1990 and we celebrate 34 years on January 15. He's STILL neg, I'm still poz - with both men our relationships have been sexually open and free - just emotionally monogamous. I've been a regular top/vers in the NYC party scene since 2000 and in the safe sex group scenes of the 90s returned to BB after 5 or 6 years in the early 90s of condom-only sex, pushed back into BB by of all people the porn star Scott O'Hara.

Well thank you for that @DallasPozzible, interestingly, I would include all the other gents on your list on mine as well, and include you. @hungrypigholeand @Screamer420, @PartyandBreed, @Sfmike64, @Gymguy8, @rawTOP, @viking8x6, @denVERScub, @kenaibull, @Dubconforlife, and I don't know how many more, don't want to insult anybody! And those don't even include guys I met on here that I actually HAVE hooked up with and want to hook up with again, of course starting with @TaKinGDeePanal...

WOW @vpt1992 - excellenT work, very very hoT!

I have heard from several friends who went through this that your tolerance does "re-set" but not all the way to zero @JeffPigDadd, yes, starting up again does hit hard and no you don't start off with your former tolerance, but you also don't go all the way back to the way you were before you first started. You'll always have more tolerance than a complete newbie...