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Thank you for your input and support. The idea of the picture is good but he doesn't want me to text or call him. Married with children, vert discret... It s a good idea but I really wouldn t want to rush anything anyway. I don t know of I m ready to go down that path...

He finally wrote to me on saturday morning. He only asked if I was available around lunchtime to blow him. My heart stopped and I started to feel very nervous. Almost a month thinking about that moment both excited and affraid and he just wrote as always, as nothing unusual happened last time. It took me more than an hour to make a decision about what I should do and I stupidily replied "hi. how are you doing?" exactly 88 minutes after his first message. I simply couldn't tell him to come over like this without any more discussion. The whole day went on without any other message from him and I felt like I missed the opportunity. Had he messaged some other guy to serve him ? Had someone else answered quicker than I did? I tried not asking me too many questions and setting my mind on something else and decided next time (if there is a next time) I would say Yes and nothing else. After all I know very well how he considers me and I m ok with it. Why do I act like I do ? I was about to go to bed at 23:30 when he texted me. "Now?" I answered "Yes" with my heart beating like crazy. When I saw is next message I was already waiting for him wearing only my cage and a black thong. His message was "On my way. Put on a thong". I know he always wants me naked in a thong but still he reminds me of it each time. He arrived within minutes. I opened and he went to the living room asking how was his girl doing? I was so nervous following him and trying to start a conversation. He sat down and started undoing his pants. I went on my knees between his legs trying to act slutty and as quiet as possible. He asked for an ashtray so I stood up and went for it. I was feeling really stupid. I came back with the ashtray, his cigarette was lit and his enormous cock was semi hard hanging out of his pants. I remember thinking "god it s so huge!" and "god his so unattractive!". But anyway, I was yearning to gag on his cock and be fucked like the big black cock slut he knows I am. I put down the ashtray next to him and was about to get on my knees when he said "why don t you wear lipstick, baby?" I froze. What?!?!? What now with lipstick??? On his face, always this smile and this quietness that drive me crazy. "I don t know... You like it? - Do you have some ? - No. - Next time. Very red, like whores. Ok, baby? - Yes." These words alone excited me so much the cage started to hurt me. I was standing there feeling uncomfortable that it might show through that mini thong. He pointed at my bar and asked if these bottles were alcohol. I said yes and asked him if he wanted a drink. "I don t drink but for you. Take one you like and come here, he said tapping with a foot on the floor". I grabbed a vodka bottle and knelt between his legs. He took the bottle and I took his cock. I caressed it waiting for a sign. He told me to suck him and I literally plunged on his dick. He laid back and enjoyed it saying it was his second blow job of the day but by far the best. That made me suck harder, better, totally dedicated to his pleasure. I was so proud of being one good sucker for him. He handed me the bottle. "Here. Drink". That was new. He had never asked me to drink. Only the first time we met I was dead drunk... Once again I was lost, he really confuses me. I took a sip of vodka. "More" he said. I drank again and went back to his cock. Sucking and gagging but asking myself what was happening. He handed me the bottle two or three more times asking me to drink more, smiling, telling me what a good girl or whore I was. I started to feel tipsy, dizzy but I kept on going further with his cock down my throat, making a mess of my face, wetting the couch, the floor, coughing slime. He merely moved at all except for handing me the booze. He was enjoying it a lot. He asked me not to use my hands anymore "just your cunt mouth, I don t want to cum yet". I remember begging him to fuck me and him saying "no just your mouth". "Drink" "Look at you" "No, don t touch yourself" "Good girl, shake your ass" "Take more alcohol" "Show me you're filthy" "Yeah look at you, whore". I totally lost it. I managed to say "no please" when he wanted to take a picture with his phone but I even can t tell now if he did or not in the and. When he was close he stood up and with his fingers in my mouth kept it opened and brought my head just underneath his gigantic cock. He jerked off all his cum on my face and tongue. What a blast ! What a reward to make a man cum that hard ! We sluts know! In the corner of my mind I still was waiting for the right moment to ask him questions about what he did last time but I didn t want to ruin his moment. He shaked his cock and went to the bathroom telling me to stay where I was. I heard some water, he was probably washing his meat when I was the one really needing water. That thought made me smile. I had been so good. When he went out of the bathroom he smiled at me and said I m a true white slut. I smiled and thanked him with a flirting voice. "I have to go now. Work. I ll text you, babe". These last words woke me up! What ?!?! He was gone ! Again ?! The next day, yesterday that is, I woke up with a strong hangover. I cleaned my living room thinking and thinking and thinking too much, talking alone, being upset, telling myself to block him. "It s not safe and it s not sane!" That was until I finished my chores and felt the heat again. His voice, his attitude, the way he never answers my questions, the way he pimped me out, his words, his cock, his voice, his scent, his smile, his cock, his natural directiveness,... His words... "don t touch yourself" "look at you fag" "good girl" ... I was in heat again. The alcohol, the cage I was still wearing and this chastity I put myself into weren t helping... I was feeling a terrible urge. I touched the cage, my ass,... "Look at you" "you ve got the best mouth" "be a good girl"... I ended up practically wrecking my ass all alone in my bed with a dildo just thinking about his scent, his voice and his words. I guess I have to stop thinking too much. It s just pure good sex and I have to stop telling me stories: this black unattractive guy just owns me. I don t want to have him around anymore until he wants me to serve him again. I have to stop fighting... As always, I appreciate every feedback. PS : buying red lipstick is on my to do list

Well he should have studied longer and more if you ask me... Together with Antonio Aguilera he was one of the best tops IMO His scene with this latino slut in a locker room was the hottest !

How do you feel about it ? And how do you deal with it at work ?

I think we all do

Thank you for sharing your experience. I wish you to find some other black alpha to serve.

I get your point and I don t want to regret things, of course not. But with this guy nothing is possible, it s not like we could get into a relation... At the same time I am not denying my true nature and my condition. I know very good my place in front of such men and I know I want to be his holes to fuck when he wants. The whoring out is maybe a step too far. I m both excited and afraid of him contacting me next time if he does...

Really ?! God he was so hot and agressive !

Brandon Iron is another of my all time favourite. But he s straight...

Thank you very much for your message and for your advise. I think I will really know what I will do on the very moment when/if he contacts me again... Don t know if it s a road I want to take... But don t know if I can resist either.

I mean it is difficult to assume what happened, what he did to me and what I accepted... I don t know if I am ready to be treated like that or to to these things. I m not feeling very proud of myself if you prefer...

I recognize myself here... It s a little bit frustrating in the end that after having behaved like assholes they just decide they don t fuck you anymore. That s the deal I guess...

I don t know... I know I m a sub and particularily for this kind of man which is hard to find, I do know too that there are lots of bitches like me for his kind and that I should give up and serve, but honestly, I lived it pretty bad afterwards. I am not there yet, was hard to accept what happened... He didn t contact me again anyway but I m not sure what I ll do if he does.

+1 here and quite always caged

Did it happen to you?

If he had showed me his face before I certainly wouldn't have met him nor showed him who I was. Too humiliating. When I saw him I had already said too much compromising stuff so I went all the way. Wasn't easy but he s a top and so hot. If he comes back I would be more than happy.

Jordan Fox was a hot top, too. Hung and aggressive. He disappeared...

I can understand you. I m not totally and accepting my role yet... Keep on working on it!

I m not referring to guys you don t find attractive physically but to guys that fuck or use you and that you know from before and that you don t like ? A teacher? A neighbour? A guy from school or work, a boyfriend of one of your girlfriends... Mine was really hung and sexy but he had bullied me a lot when we were younger.

Some years ago, I came across one of my bullies from school on Grindr. This guy really made my school years a living hell together with two other of his pals. Anyway, at first he didn't show his face on Grindr (mine was visible so he knew me from the beginning). His body was hot, his cock was big, we chatted for a while and in the discussion I said a lot about me being a sub bottom and that a I would gladly be his cumdump. When he finally showed his face writing something like "I always knew what your were. surprise!" I was shocked but I had already said too much to erase everything and block him. Would have been stupid. I let him come over and sucked his cock and swallowed his load. He enjoyed it and the whole time he had that grin on his face. I can't say it was easy for me to find myself in this position in front of him but I did what I had to do, I did it good and in the end I was like happy he enjoyed my mouth. He came back maybe 3 o 4 more times then never heard from him again. Did any of you have this kind of experience with guys you don t appreciate or like ?

Did someone already have this kind of experience ?

Dawson was so hot ! I wish some of them would come back even if they certainly look older. Does anyone know about Antonio Aguilera ? He was such a stud too !

He s so hot ! [think before following links] https://images.app.goo.gl/jRLE9WrfrtUT7Ksw7

You re right. I had given him my number but didn t remember. But you re right. The jumping thing happened like 10 days ago and I didn t hear from him yet... Very mixed feelings. Thank.you for your POV.

A menace ? What do you mean ?