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Blatinobttm

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  1. Exactly my sentiments! I’m uncut too and had some top guys not like it though.
  2. Naturally smooth in most places. Most tops like my hole smooth so I do a little manscaping to keep them happy. On the rare occasions that I top I prefer smooth holes.
  3. Exactly! It’s funny how shitheads in high school tend to have shitty lives. I don’t celebrate their calamities (some of my old foes are doing life!) but time has made it clear that bullies are the ones with the shortcomings not the bullied. They bully because of their own insecurities and can sense that they are the inferior ones.
  4. You make a great point! I wonder what kind of reaction would a faceless pic that said “gangsta BBC ex-con thug” would get. The other side of the coin is being exoticized because of your race/ethnicity.
  5. I appreciate guys who have shared similar experiences st sex venues/clubs. Seeing this thread actually got me to become a member. It’s been years since my particular incident but I have always felt like I was asking for it or of the mindset that well....I’m at a sex club I guess that’s how it goes sometimes. What was and is still hard to process is that so many guys watched it and helped it happen and they seem to be more than OK with it even th ‘apologetic’ one. It is a real mind fuck!
  6. I wonder if being sexually assaulted makes some individuals more promiscuous. I personally am all conflicted about the whole thing. When it was happening I felt absolutely violated and not in a hot way. After it was done immediately was turned on and wanted more violent/aggressive sexual encounters and have been drawn to that. Isn’t that fucked up?
  7. Getting bred is a feeling like no other. Knowing that I have another man’s cum in my ass makes me so hard. The fast pace and then the uncontrollable pulsing especially when the top man handles me and holds me down and makes sures his load goes deep in my ass is so fucking hot!
  8. Thank you for pointing out the obvious! I know exactly what you mean.....
  9. My first time was when I was 19 the guy was 29. He was 9 inches and thick. It started off wrapped but he kept losing his hard on because I was so tight and it took us a few dates before he could get his dick in my ass. He eventually asked if he could try it raw just to get it in and he said he would wrap later(we were monogamous so I was a little worried because I was taught always condoms!). I let him go in raw and I screamed like hell. It burned and hurt so bad but he made it in and fucked me barely. He didn’t cum and I bled a lot and was sore for a week. I guess a 9 inches was a bit ambitious for my first time. I got used to it and bigger over time!
  10. I am usually able to cope with big dicks and have never refused (I bled and cried a little a few times) . I only had one guy that was too long (and thin)for me to go all the way down on. The condom could only roll down halfway it look like he had a ruler for a dick! I did my best and we fucked for about 20 minutes before I had to stop I could feel it way too deep and never got it all the way in. Felt bad about it but he was totally cool.
  11. I feel your pain! For me unexpectedly lucky circumstances cum up and some aggressive tops have found me usually in search of a big dicked bottom. I also am a smaller guy which also helps a little but the stereotype of BBC top is hard to overcome in small cities.
  12. Funny enough I have the same issue. I think if you are ethnic, particularly if you are black you could be the most fem queen on earth and many guys want you to fulfill their BBC fantasies and won’t give you a second thought as a bottom unless they are also ethnic. If you like being masculine like me it compounds the issue. However, I meet guys that like nice asses on more masculine guys......these guys tend to be ‘straight’ but wanting guy play or guys that are more edgy. My advice is be you don’t go girly orden unless you want to and enjoy there are guys that will like you for you.
  13. I sort of tried it...both guys were wearing a rubber and so only one made it in. So curious to try it raw. Will that make it easier? Definitely want to try again.
  14. Back in the day I took lots of loads and have never been reinfected but.......HEP C is a possibility and can be VERY hard on the body especially being poz.
  15. My first time getting fucked and raw was with a white guy with a huge dick I was 19 years old. Had a lot of older white men breed me but love ALL races.
  16. Before I was poz I was very conservative. Used condoms all the times limited partners . I had one accident with a condom in a bathhouse and didn’t think much of it until I found out I was poz. Now it’s all raw all the time love to get bred. So yes it’s changed me....Think about getting bred all the time definitely more slutty
  17. New here but been visiting and reading. Finally joined because a topic really hit home for me. Poz 90% bottom.
  18. Believe it or not it actually happened to me st a sex club. I wanted to get fucked but not by him. I said no to the guy. I was certain that I wasn’t interested and he kept trying to pull my pants down and I kept pulling them up he eventually pinned me ( he was very over weight)down over a bench and other guys grabbed my hands and told me to relax or it was going to be worse. There was a crowd watching.I fought for a little while and even squeezed my ass cheeks together but he kept poking and I couldn’t move. I eventually stopped resisting and let him fuck me(thankfully he had a small dick). The guys who were helping him hold me down seem to enjoy what was happening to me. I felt terrible and turned on at the same time. I still wonder if this really was rape given the fact that I was at a sex club. Did the guys just think it was part of some scene. He also made me suck some other guys dicks that I wasn’t interested in (he slapped me in the face until I did).One guy even said he was sorry. To this day I don’t know what to make of it. I know that getting fucked rough turns me on even though I have this trauma associated with it. Anyone out there with similar feelings?
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