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Hungryforbbc

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  1. I have limited experience with other bottoms but I have definitely seen this type of behavior in group situations- especially when certain enhancements that amplify egos are involved. I can be a greedy bottom wanting more and more dick but I’m usually the only bottom there so I’m not competing with anyone else. that said I do really hate when I’m in a scene already and some stray guy tries to insert themselves into a scene that didnt involve them in the first place and in which they really aren’t wanted or welcome. It’s one reason I don’t do larger groups more often. They throw off the energy and fuck up the whole vibe. Worst of all was the skeevy guy who saw me blowing a hot stud against a tree in the ramble and decided that without invitation or any sign of interest that he should pull down my pants and try to fuck me. sadly that didn’t work out for any of us. Lol
  2. It’s not easy to get hard after having your hole stretched and pounded into the ground - there’s a degree of surrender that is actually a beautiful release and opens you up to a whole world of new possibilities
  3. So I can relate- I used to get hard and jack off when I was sucking or even when I was getting fucked. I experienced my first anal orgasm early in my sexual journey and had gotten used to not having it with most of the tops who fucked me so I guess it was my way of getting off physically at least having the male orgasm. Pretty much settling on mediocrity. I did chase that incredible feeling of cumming hands free and soft and trembling in waves of pleasure that come with the anal orgasm. Having masturbated millions of times I lost interest in the basic “local” male orgasm that I can have whenever I want and recognized that the other was infinitely better and never looked back. So over the past several years I’ve leaned into my true identity as a total bottom, with the guidance of a special top who not only gave me the orgasm i was looking for but also taught me to get off psychologically on serving, satisfying, taking, drinking, swallowing, submitting to my top king. The tops I play with now are not interested in my penis at all and prefer not to even see it which helps to minimize any thoughts of playing with myself during the session. I now find it a non issue. I can get off by myself with a toy and don’t need to be fully or even mostly hard anymore. My formerly impressively sized penis is getting smaller and I’m enjoying my sessions much more now that I let go of thinking about my local penile pleasure and enjoy surrendering entirely to my top king and I always end up with a smile on my face and a quivering hole
  4. That’s not always a bad thing- a semi hard 9+ inches can deliver all the pleasure of a hard 8 without destroying your hole. It’s a similar feeling to taking thick uncut dick with lots of foreskin. To me that’s probably the best of all options since at maximum excitement it’ll likely get to full hardness mid-fuck or ar least pre-nutt which feels incredible inside. That said I’ve had lots of experience with dicks bigger than my own 7.5 inches (at least a thousand) and I’ve learned a few things: first, as already mentioned, size is relative. I’m tall but I naturally have a very tight hole (per my colorectal surgeon, the tightest she’s ever seen which you would think is an advantage but is actually quite a challenge for an aspiring power bottom). second, your ability to take big dick depends as much on your mindset as your hole. Even if it’s a challenge to take, your attitude, patience and approach- basically how much you really want it - will determine the outcome. finally I must say that as someone who struggles with (inguinal nerve) neuropathy as well as various spinal issues (sciatica, alignment issues etc), I can personally attest that there is nothing more effective at relieving the symptoms of the two aforementioned conditions than an exceptionally large dick stretching, prodding, poking and stroking the area inside where the nerves flare up. Also there’s no better way to keep your spine in proper alignment than by getting your legs stretched open wide and thrown over your head while he pounds away at that hole. smaller dicks just can’t reach the same spots. So while I don’t discriminate against the smaller ones I acknowledge that they usually don’t fill the same need. They are still fun to play with!
  5. Depends on what they have been eating but generally it’s thick and sweet with a salty aftertaste
  6. I second the idea of working with a doctor who is either queer themselves or specifically offers treatment for lgbtq+ people which you can usually find online. My colo/rectal specialist is female and a surgeon and received specialized training from Steven Goldstein who is basically the leading authority on gay male anal health issues. best recommendation I ever got from a doctor was to ask other doctors who they use for their personal care. Good doctors know good doctors. Good luck and take your time with the prep.
  7. I saw a movie called “the breeding “ that covered the subjects of consent as well as raceplay - it’s all fun and games until it isn’t. As someone who has personally experienced sexual assault and has a kink for rougher, “cnc” type scenes, there’s a thin line between compulsive repetition of trauma and legit sexual preferences and kinks. In my experience it’s something you need to work out in therapy. Feelings of anxiety, danger or fear and feelings of heightened sexual anticipation and excitement can feel almost identical so without treatment they can easily get intertwined like they did with me and many other survivors. recreating similar scenarios to those in which we were previously victimized - in a way that we can control - can be a way of feeling like we’ve regained (and now exercise) control over a situation we could not control in the past. communication and safety are key. Have a safe word and clearly define expectations and limits. Then enjoy yourself 😆
  8. Love to drink it love to take it inside even more
  9. How did you get on disability? I’m leaving my job soon and will lose my benefits next year. I’m currently undetectable. Any guidance is appreciated
  10. Sure- just communicate in advance with your exact fantasy and see if they’re into it. I’ve waited ass up in the dark and been properly “forced” exactly the way I wanted. But be clear upfront otherwise you’re going to be disappointed
  11. [think before following links] https://www.xvideos.com/video.bicfov5100/numbis_my_slave [think before following links] https://xhamster.com/videos/bbc-make-a-bottom-his-bitch-6744524 [think before following links] https://www.xvideos.com/video.bicdpkeba6/hotel_my_slave_part_2 I mean I have hundreds of bookmarks that would make you a very happy camper lol
  12. And I do just that on a regular basis!
  13. So I can relate but my preferences are pretty limited. I don’t care about weight or looks, age or height. If you’re brown or black, masculine, clean, at least somewhat sane and have a dick bigger than seven inches im probably not gonna object
  14. It really does change you
  15. Agreed. also, I think generally it’s more for the top since the bottom is often unable to see much. For me it’s all about the audio. Give me some good background music and a verbal top who keeps me engaged with his words and I’m good.
  16. Any insight on oral/throat hpv infections? I’m dealing with the anal issue now but I’m worried that anything that’s been in my hole has also been in my throat
  17. Ahhhhh the dream. Not impossible but not an easy task either
  18. My favorite thing ever
  19. Doxy Pep seems to help reduce the risk of getting something at least in my experience
  20. I think it’s super hot how many of the pics posted are of white guys with black dick in thier mouths. Just saying 🔥
  21. It’s more like anxiety for me than fear- I’m pretty fearless but there’s always the feeling of not knowing what you’re in for and the anticipation that makes it more exciting. I’ve found that anxiety makes the actual experience more exciting but it does sometimes make me so anxious that I have admittedly been known to last minute cancel. It’s not often but sometimes the circumstances or something about their energy turn my anxiety into feeling uncomfortable and that’s when I try to listen to the universe and apologetically cancel or call it. I just had a beautiful young “straight” Jamaican king who i met on Adam who came over and was everything he said he was but his energy was all wrong so after sucking his lovely dick for a few minutes I sent him on his way. Disappointing for both of us but I am experienced enough to know when it’s not right and having ignored the feeling before and ended up being disappointed I know better now.
  22. Agree 💯 I use it for pre session stretching and then for the actual fuck I like to use both Vaseline and water based lube to get really open
  23. Just got a huge load from my master he kept cumming and cumming for like three minutes straight it was fantastic l
  24. Get it girl. You only live once and what he doesn’t know won’t hurt him . Happy wife happy life
  25. I think that it’s especially important for bottoms since tops can usually see what’s going on and get the visual stimulation plus they can watch porn too but most times the bottom is looking at a pillow or the ceiling which makes all verbal interaction much more important to the overall experience
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