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Hungryforbbc

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  1. thanks… I’m already on that but I’m hoping someone can tell me about getting on disability cause I made really good money and my coverage was amazing so considering my multiple health issues I’m wondering if I could get on permanent disability and not have to sweat the corporate bullshit anymore. It’s not easy to make the corporate overlords happy when you have multiple health issues When I switched coverage last year I didn’t realize that I would have to meet my $3k deductible to get the first refill of my meds this year so in early January the pharmacist told me I had to pay the whole deductible or pay the 3k market price for the meds before I could get my meds. Sensing my concern, she directed me to the manufacturers website and I got a coupon that paid the entire 3k. I was ecstatic but I was even more shocked when the insurance company considered the coupon to be a payment and considered my deductible met for the year. Can I qualify? I’ve got mental health diagnoses too.
  2. Got laid off last week. I’m currently undetectable on biktarvy. I’m gonna continue my current amazing insurance along with my LTD coverage under COBRA until the end of the year. I also have well documented diagnoses of both esophagitis and inguinal neuropathy that qualified me for FMLA accommodations and for medical cannabis before it was legalized here in New York. I’m 53 and have the best health insurance I will probably ever have so if there’s a way I really don’t want to regret not asking: I’m extremely anxious about losing my coverage with the meds costing $3k/month and the insurance costing $2.5k/month I am seeking immediate advice from everyone here who may have some insight- can I get myself onto permanent long term disability? Do I have to stop taking meds and get my viral load up or is there another way? Honestly I’m afraid I’m missing out on what may be my last big chance to secure my future especially considering the state of health care here in the states. I know I have a short window during which I may have options so if you have any insight or guidance please let me know! thanks
  3. Highly recommend: [think before following links] https://www.penguin.co.uk/books/398832/under-my-masters-wings-by-wissot-lauren/9780352346230
  4. I’m just gonna say this- if you want your bf to be honest with you then don’t behave the way he thinks you will, because that’s why he’s lying to begin with. If you demonstrate that he doesn’t have to be ashamed or afraid of being judged because you genuinely aren’t bothered about it then you’re changing the paradigm and choosing to live outside of the traditional norms and narratives and in my experience you’ll both be better off for it. People only lie because they’re ashamed or afraid of being judged or shamed and they’re not typically wrong either so if you legit love him give him the chance to be his authentic self without shame or apology and show him that he can trust you and doesn’t have to do anything but be honest with himself and you.
  5. I’ve been dealing with a similar situation. My main master is cool with sharing me but he’s not into a few of my other top buddies and a couple of my other top buddies are also not into groups. So I’m trying to coordinate a session where I start with the ones who don’t like groups back to back by themselves and then my master and the other tops who don’t mind sharing can come take over.
  6. Funny my experience was the exact opposite of yours I waa the only white boy. Yet here we both are!
  7. Totally relate
  8. I have a very tight hole per my doctor. As a hungry bottom I have had plenty of extremely large dicks and some have definitely done some damage including occasional spotting and a few times when it was more like a crime scene that required a full stop. I’ve seen plenty of doctors who all said to use more lube but I have residual scarring and I sometimes get roids which can result in a lot of bleeding. I’m very conscious about the state of my gi tract and I use toys to stretch and prepare my hole for the big tools I love - my recommendations are to use plenty of lube before and during the session, use Vaseline as your first coat it tends to prevent the issue from happening in the first place probably due to its unique viscosity, and stretch that hole with a big toy after you douche so it’s not clenched when he puts it in you.
  9. Correction I actually got them twice the second time was the usual way lol
  10. Kind of amazing that I have managed to avoid them since the first and only time I had them when I was like 18. Funny thing is I had a bf at the time and I got them from a friend who borrowed a sweatshirt. So I didn’t get them from sex but I gave them to my bf anyway and had to get all kinds of receipts for him to not think i had cheated . pesky little fuckers - I’m very hairy so ever since that I take a good look at the pubes while I suck before I even think about letting them fuck me
  11. Had a date mix up the poppers and the lube he poured the poppers all over the outside of my hole before I realized what was happening and immediately jumped into the shower. Fortunately I didn’t have any serious burns but it sure fucked up the mood. Now I make sure the two are always on different tables
  12. This has been one of my favorites for a long time
  13. Oh you’re in for the time of your life just remember everything changes after this
  14. I have a top master you will love. He will make you his bitch faster than you can imagine. Dm me
  15. Same and you’re absolutely right which is why I love to get spit roasted! Also love when they pull out of my hole and shoot in my mouth then pop it back in my hole and either keep going or finish there
  16. Gotta be dominant masculine forceful and verbal. Everything else will sort itself out 🙂
  17. So I’ve had the pleasure of handling many large packages but I think the biggest was trade I met in Newark penn station named Shawn. He was not pretty but he had a beast in his drawers that left me in a pile of nutt and my own pussy juice. He let me think it was going to be sweet and cute but after I rode him he took control and totally broke me. It was almost thirty years ago but if I saw him today he could totally get it cause he put his mark on me forever. he was uncut and had to be 12 inches minimum at full mast. He hit places inside of me that no one had ever been able to reach since. there are probably another six or seven I could tell you about who all had more meat than anyone would consider normal and most would run from. Allen had one so thick i couldn’t get my hands around it, Juan was hung so long he had to cover his face when he came to avoid shooting in his own eyes.
  18. These are my three big toys I wish that Saffarree didn’t melt when I used silicone lube without knowing it would damage him
  19. Exactly. We’re easy, nasty and willing to do what most self respecting women are understandably reluctant to do and we do it with no shame or hesitation! My question is- why would you NOT partake? For straight men- especially those who are cute or hung - it’s like an endless stream of opportunity and for many, any hole is a goal.
  20. Aren’t we just a bunch of lucky bitches?!?!
  21. I have limited experience with other bottoms but I have definitely seen this type of behavior in group situations- especially when certain enhancements that amplify egos are involved. I can be a greedy bottom wanting more and more dick but I’m usually the only bottom there so I’m not competing with anyone else. that said I do really hate when I’m in a scene already and some stray guy tries to insert themselves into a scene that didnt involve them in the first place and in which they really aren’t wanted or welcome. It’s one reason I don’t do larger groups more often. They throw off the energy and fuck up the whole vibe. Worst of all was the skeevy guy who saw me blowing a hot stud against a tree in the ramble and decided that without invitation or any sign of interest that he should pull down my pants and try to fuck me. sadly that didn’t work out for any of us. Lol
  22. It’s not easy to get hard after having your hole stretched and pounded into the ground - there’s a degree of surrender that is actually a beautiful release and opens you up to a whole world of new possibilities
  23. So I can relate- I used to get hard and jack off when I was sucking or even when I was getting fucked. I experienced my first anal orgasm early in my sexual journey and had gotten used to not having it with most of the tops who fucked me so I guess it was my way of getting off physically at least having the male orgasm. Pretty much settling on mediocrity. I did chase that incredible feeling of cumming hands free and soft and trembling in waves of pleasure that come with the anal orgasm. Having masturbated millions of times I lost interest in the basic “local” male orgasm that I can have whenever I want and recognized that the other was infinitely better and never looked back. So over the past several years I’ve leaned into my true identity as a total bottom, with the guidance of a special top who not only gave me the orgasm i was looking for but also taught me to get off psychologically on serving, satisfying, taking, drinking, swallowing, submitting to my top king. The tops I play with now are not interested in my penis at all and prefer not to even see it which helps to minimize any thoughts of playing with myself during the session. I now find it a non issue. I can get off by myself with a toy and don’t need to be fully or even mostly hard anymore. My formerly impressively sized penis is getting smaller and I’m enjoying my sessions much more now that I let go of thinking about my local penile pleasure and enjoy surrendering entirely to my top king and I always end up with a smile on my face and a quivering hole
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