I agree. Pre-PrEp, I was a condom nazi. But I always, always really wanted to be fucked raw. I remember discovering the iblastinside website and reading of his experiences stealthing. I was morally outraged that people would do that, but at the same time, it made me horny as hell. (Looking back, I must have been stealthed dozens of times.) Now I’m on PrEP, and I take all loads. And I don’t parTy. But I get off reading gifting and chemsex stories and watching videos of very verbal pozzing. I love the fantasy of being pozzed but don’t want that for my reality. That said, if I converted, it wouldn’t shatter my world.