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When did you know you were a bottom?


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For me it started when I sucked of a couple of men in a small forest where I lived during my younger years, They felt me up and told me that I should take good care of my sweet little self and that they loved that I got so into pleasing them, and they instructed me at how to make a good blow job and I really liked their salty tasting penises, I just new it right then I guess. I kept taking my bike to the forest every chance I got to meet with these men and started to put things up my ass for years after that, even during sucking the men in the forest I had my finger up my butt. And so when I was finally 15 I got nicely fucked by 2 of the men in that same forest, they were good teachers and went slow so I was hooked to be a fucktoy for men from then on.

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It took me several years to realize I was what iblastinside would call a "natural bottom".

At 8 yo I used to hang around the changing room at the pool and stare at the adult cocks which appeared huge to me--was fascinated by their furry bushes, too.

I was jacking off at 12-13 yo. My butch cousin and I often used to j/o after school. At 13 his cock was a couple inches longer than mine. While we both touched and jacked off each other, he was def. the Dom in our relationship. He finally ordered me to suck him which I willingly did, eventually to the point where he regularly shot his cum into my mouth. He never sucked my cock, but he would jack me off occasionally. This went on for almost 3 years.

He taught me how to be submissive. At 15 yo, he invited two of his teammates to join our circle jerk. Except I was ordered to suck all their cocks. Again, I lovingly performed my cocksucking duties. The only abuse was verbal, as my smallish cock never matured like the three of them, and I was not an athlete like them.

They did threaten to beat me up if I ever disclosed giving them blow jobs. Why would I, though? And they never outed me as a faggot, although they certainly called me one. While none of them ever fucked me, they all liked to rub their hard cocks in my ass crack. Of course, I loved that.

Eventually, I started finding out about cruising areas in the parks, and picked up older men. But we confined our activity to mutual cocksucking.

When I was in college around 20 years old, I went to NYC. A 40 year old man picked me up in Central Park, and wanted to fuck my virgin ass at his apt. (This was a few years before the AIDS crisis, so condoms were never used.) I agreed. It hurt like hell, but he was patient, and took his time once he knew he was the first to pop my cherry. Over several hours, he coached me on how to relax my tight hole. It worked, and I got two loads from him that day. Though my asshole was pretty sore, I enjoyed the fuck once I got used to having his cock buried to the hilt. Finally, I knew then that I was destined to be a bottom.

A few years later, I was a cumdump whore at the baths. I tried half heartedly to be a top, but with a 4.5" cock, and the fact that I came almost as soon as I entered a guy's ass, I knew my role was to be a submissive bottom and worship alpha male cock.

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Before my first time I had played with dildos and wondered what it would feel like being fucked by a real cock. During my first time I topped and bottomed, as soon as his cock was in my ass and I felt him fuck me I knew I was a bottom. I gave in and submitted to him and have never looked back.

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I had always been a top until I met a muscular, well hung guy in the University of London Union. He wanted to top me and I took one look at how big he was and said no. That was "no" until he stuck a little brown bottle under my nose and fucked me. I have not topped since.

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  • 1 month later...

I always knew, since before my first time. I was always fascinated by the bottoms in porn, and loved playing with my hole. I don't get hard with other guys around, so bottoming was natural for me. loved every minute of it so far!

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When I was around 13, I started playing with my ass, first with fingers while jerking off. Use to sit on the handle of a plunger and see how far will go. Also try screwdrivers handles. It wasn't until I was in college and have my own room that I was able to experiment with other objects as dak dry salami and the handle of a baseball bat. Eventually discover a sex toys catalog and order my first dildo (8in). My first experience with a guy happen about this time. I was 25 and he was 39. He pick me up at the mall arcade and invite me to his apartment to suck me. He suck me and I fuck him raw. That same day he introduced me to poppers. He got me hi in poppers and while I was laying down in bed he penetrate my virgin hole. It hurt first but he was patient and kept the poppers going. Eventually he got his raw 8 inches uncut cock deep in me and fuck me hard and long until he breed me. After that I was always looking to be breed by him.

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  • 2 months later...

I didn't. Was top for many years, but dreamt about taking cock, but never dared. Then suddenly someone just did against my will (well, what could I expect when a top meets another top), and a month later I bottomed for another guy voluntarily, and that did it. Well, at least I'm vers now.

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Hard to answer really. I knew I wanted dick, when I saw my best friend's dad's dick at a urinal. It seemed huge and all I could do was imagine sucking it. Knew I was bottom when watching porn and the rougher the top was the hotter I felt about it, and always for the top too. First time actually bottoming hurt like hell at first but became very enjoyable after some guidance and poppers

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I started as a top....my first gay experience was at 19 and It was just a bj from a guy....then I started as a bi/top from the age of 20....I bottom for the first time at 25 and I didn't like it the first time....I tried it again at 27 when I was pnp-ing with couple other guys...since then I've have shifted from a bi/vers to a total bottom.....yet, I flip fuck in group actions

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