Let him fuck me?

[jungpassiv1]

There is a really sweet and nice guy who wants to fuck me. His VL is 100.000 so very toxic 

[Guest]

Just took a look at your profile and some of your past post/conversations, looks as thought you are open to pozzing and have the desire. With a VL of 100K, it would surely be an instant and sure fire conversion or at very least high percentage of chance. With the question posed in the topic, this indicates maybe a lot of apprehension on your part, so if your not absolutely sure, the answer I would give, would be " NO !!".  If on the other hand, you have given serious thoughts and considerations of the consequences, You have the opportuntity that many of us are desiring, and that is to know who our pozzer is and share something really unique in a bond with that one individual, that will last for the rest of your life. Just knowing who that one was that gives me the ultimate gift and sharing his DNA, would mean so much to me and is also the dream of others here.

[jungpassiv1]

Yeah i really have the desire of getting pozzed but still afraid of consequences

[just_mike69]

Go for it what do you have to loose

[jungpassiv1]

I loose my health but I really want his cock

[MackyJay]

If you have any doubts at all, you are NOT ready for it.

[Guest mkg0820]

London based guy here, looking for poz guys or guys to arrange breeding, yea I agree for years I have not been totally sure that I want to go through with it , but now I'm ready totally 100%, just split last year with BF so deffo ready now , it's been years but started to Bb since October last year now , love it but need to be converted 

[barecub85]

Read some articles on a website such as thebody.com about what a life with HIV would be like. As much as it could be a really hot sexual encounter, and the risk might make it even hotter, you can't take back getting pozzed. If you're not 100% sure that being poz is what you want, don't do it.

And if you're not 100% sure, might be worth looking into PrEP to stay neg until you make up your mind for good.

[einathens]

doubt means don't, in my opinion. if you have to ask random internet strangers, you're not ready.

you say this guy's really sweet. that's a good start. talk with him about reality vs fantasy, risk vs reward, life pre- and with hiv. if he won't acknowledge your fear and uncertainty, he's not the guy for you. 

I'm guessing that you want your conversion to be more than a one-time encounter. does he?

[Fistulike666]

14 hours ago, jungpassiv1 said:

I loose my health but I really want his cock

I understand your dilemma. Its a big step to take with your whole life ahead ... and you have to be happy about it for yourself ... nobody else.  HIV treatments are good and getting better each year, with life expectancy now being almost normal for someone who maintains their treatment. Other diseases such as Hep C are now considered to be worse ... although you can be cured, the treatment is not pleasant but even that is beginning to change with new treatments being developed. For myself, I was content when I caught HIV from my boyfriend at the time. I loved to fuck and fist his beautiful arse BUT not with condoms or gloves because they got in the way of us enjoying eachother's bodies and he liked to feel my warm creamy milk bursting out to flood through his tunnel ... something that was obviously missing if I wore a condom. So I decided that getting HIV was such a small price to pay for us enjoying awesome sex together. Take your time to decide ... BUT be happy and contented with whatever you eventually decide. 

[Guest GoneFishing]

Well said. 

[Toon]

Some others have posted about finding a giver and then been not sure if they really want the gift. I always say the same thing: I would do it, but I'm not you and I don't know your guy. If you're worried and hesitant, you won't fully enjoy the experience.  Your name is "Sex Addict" and you are a member of this website --- so maybe your true desires are there and you're not acknowledging them. ? You won't die from this encounter, but you should still think it over carefully. Keep us posted and good luck!

[cumslut23]

Do it later, there is always another time but once it's done there is no way back. That said, if you really want it and regretted chickening out the times before, have a drink, inhale some poppers and watch some porn before going over...

[Guest GoodExercise]

Follow your heart, jungpassiv1 -- ride his raw cock.  Make the man happy.  Your own conversion is inevitable.  Delay is denial and denial is emotional death, which is the greatest plague of all.

[Guest Dickmagnet]

18 hours ago, Fistulike666 said:

I understand your dilemma. Its a big step to take with your whole life ahead ... and you have to be happy about it for yourself ... nobody else.  HIV treatments are good and getting better each year, with life expectancy now being almost normal for someone who maintains their treatment. Other diseases such as Hep C are now considered to be worse ... although you can be cured, the treatment is not pleasant but even that is beginning to change with new treatments being developed. For myself, I was content when I caught HIV from my boyfriend at the time. I loved to fuck and fist his beautiful arse BUT not with condoms or gloves because they got in the way of us enjoying eachother's bodies and he liked to feel my warm creamy milk bursting out to flood through his tunnel ... something that was obviously missing if I wore a condom. So I decided that getting HIV was such a small price to pay for us enjoying awesome sex together. Take your time to decide ... BUT be happy and contented with whatever you eventually decide. 

So considerate. I love your thinking & the way you want & need to share. You got a lucky boyfriend to have a guy like you.