college Conflicted College Slut

[trialrun]

(This is a semi-true account of my recent bathhouse excursion. Yes, I am 23.  The inner struggle described is real. If you want to help bring out my inner slut, DM me. I lurk on here way too much, and want to live out some of my fantasies with a truly dom top.)

 

Finals were over. Fuck was I glad. This past semester was super hard. All my classes were so boring and a lot of my friends were graduating, so everyone was on edge the entire time. Whatever, at least it’s over. To reward myself, I planned on getting high and going to the bathhouse to get fucked. You’d think that being 23, smooth with a tight body and well defined 6-pack would get you a lot of dick in college, but a lot of guys on campus usually chicken out. So I waited until classes were done to make up for all the dick I should have gotten.

 

It was Friday night and most of my friends were out getting drunk to celebrate summer. Boring! Instead I shaved my hole, douched, and got ready to go to the bathhouse. I saved a couple pills of E from a rave I went to, and I was determined to get high and get my ass destroyed.

 

“But...no bareback,” I repeated over and over again.

“Promise me you’ll make guys use condoms,” I repeated.

 

I was determined to minimize the after-fuck guilt and scare. I love feeling raw dick slide into my hole. I love having the shaft rub my Gspot and make me moan. And I especially love feeling the cock spasm as the top shoots his warm cum in my ass. I love all these things! BUT, I always work myself into a frenzy afterwards. I would do myself a favor and use condoms, so I won’t freak out the day after.

 

“Condoms only!” I committed

 

I finally got to the bathhouse. I timed the pills so they would kick in by the time I got the bathhouse. I got a locker, undressed and wrapped a towel around my tight, jock body.  I was shivering from nervousness. As much as I love sex, doing it  with random strangers still scares me a bit. Being a hypochondriac and cum slut isn’t the best combination. Oh well, that’s why I took the E.

 

I got in the hot tub to relax a bit.  There were a lot of guys here tonight I noted. After a few minutes, I got out to walk around. In the first hallway, I walked past a room with an open door. Inside was a pretty well-built daddy, probably in his late 40’s. He motioned me in. I acquiesced.

 

“You are really sexy,” he told me.

“Thanks. So are you,” I responded.

 

I got on my knees and sucked his nice 7-inch cock. After several minutes, I got his cock rock hard. By now, the E had fully kicked in. In fact, I think I took too much, because I was getting a bit disoriented. My body was tingly all over, and my thoughts raced. My vision was going in and out, but I was still focused on his cock.

 

The fit daddy pointed to the bed, and my inner submissive whore hastily obeyed. I got on my back and lifted my legs up, exposing my smooth hole. He grabbed the bottle of lube, squirted some on his cock, and rubbed some on my hole. He walked closer and lined his cockhead to my hole.

 

“Um, can you please use a condom,” I weakly asked.

 

The top frowned, but he nodded his head. He went to his bag and grabbed a condom.

 

“Suck my dick some more, baby,” the daddy commanded.

 

I quickly gobbled up his cock.

 

Good job I thought to myself. Way to stick to our agreement of no BB.  

 

Within a few minutes, his cock was hard again, getting past the fact that he had to wrap it up. He ripped the wrapper and rolled on the condom, lubed up his cock, and approached my hole. I was on my back again and saw his face. The face of intent. His body glistened with manliness. I could never get this back at my college campus. This much man. This much experience and dominance. I was in bliss.

 

He slowly pushed in. My hole wasn’t used to condoms, so it really hurt. The daddy was slow though. He added more lube and kept pushing. After about 5 minutes, he still hadn’t made much progress.

 

“You’re really tight,” he whispered in my ear with his cock still pressed against my hole.

“Yeah, sorry. It’s been a while...are you neg?” I asked

“Why does it matter” he retorted with annoyance, “I’m wearing a condom.”

 

Don’t even think about asking him to fuck you raw! I screamed at myself.

 

Come on slut! You know you want it. You play coy, but you and I know you’re going to let him fuck you raw, I urged myself. What’s another night of bareback. You’ve earned it. You got a 4.0 this quarter. Reward yourself with raw cock.

 

“Hey, maybe you can just tease my hole without a condom for a bit.,” I meekly said.

 

The daddy stood back up and his face brightened up. In his smile, there was a tinge of darkness. He was going to fuck me raw and load me up. He knew this, and I knew this.

 

“Ok, baby,” he responded.

 

He quickly threw off the condom. Then he spit on my hole and rubbed his cock up and down. It felt so good. I closed my eyes and threw my head back. The hot daddy saw this and pushed his cock into my hold.

 

“We really shouldn’t. Please don’t fuck me raw,” I unconvincingly pleaded. My voice was so soft and weak that both of us knew I didn’t mean it.

 

He kept pushing. I moaned. Skin on skin feels so good. A few moments later, he was inside. I felt his warm cock pulsating. I looked at him. Any bit of care and tenderness was wiped from his face. In their place was pure lust. He looked at me with animal eyes. Even his breathing changed. His breaths were now grunts.

 

He slid his cock halfway out and then rammed it back in. His slow rhythm was in perfect sync with his grunts. His cock was rubbing my hole in all the right places. I was moaning so loudly. I knew the whole bathhouse could hear me, but I was too high and in too much pleasure to fucking care.

 

“Fuck yeah, bitch! Take my cock” he said to me.

“Ugh yeah, please fuck me! Your cock feels so good!” I moaned.

 

He pulled his cock all the way out, slapped my hole, and then shoved it back in. His sweat dripped on me. His odor flooded my senses. I was enveloped in this god’s aura.

 

He varied his pace for a few more minutes before flipping me over. I backed myself up furiously on his raw cock. My body felt like electricity from the E.  He slapped my ass and then grabbed my hips to gain control. He pounded my ass for what felt like hours. I was in slut heaven.

 

Then without warning, he pulled out and stepped away. I turned around, showing him desperate, pleading eyes. Even with my impaired vision, I could see the sweat that glistened on his body. His masculine stance with huge arms flexed on either side. He was breathing heavily, sign of the work he’s been putting in.

 

“Please fuck me, sir. Your cock feels so good. I really need it,” my depraved self pleaded.

“I’m getting close, boy. I’m about to bust my load, “ he responded,“If I keep fucking you, I’m going to breed you. I’m not wasting my load on your bac.,”

 

I didn’t say anything. I was paralyzed by conflict. I was paralyzed by how good his cock felt. I was paralyzed by how much I wanted his load inside my hole.

 

Not waiting for my response, he flipped me on my back and shoved his cock inside me.

 

“Ohhhhhh fuckkk yes,” my mouth finally vocalized.

 

He took my ankles and pushed them way back. He had a perfect view of my hole. But instead, he fixed his gazed on my face.

 

As he pounded my hole, he said to me, “I’m going to breed your hole boy. Fill your guts with my warm seed. My hot seed.”

 

The room was filled with guttural noises and animal instincts. Cock in and out. Sweat dripped. In. And out. Grunting. Bam. Bam. Bam.  In. And Out. Grunt. Moan.

 

“Please spit on me. Make me your bitch,” I pleaded as I sniffed in more of his scent.

 

He scoffed at me. His eyes were filled with disgust. Here is a dumb bitch asking to be spit on taking raw cock. The same dumb bitch that pretended to want condoms. The same bitch that is high out of his mind. Disgust swirled in his mouth and he quickly spat on my face. Then  BAMMM he smacked my face with all his might and I lost my breath due to the shock and pain.

He grabbed my face and turned me to face him.

 

“Beg me for my seed, you dumb bitch,” he demanded. “Beg me to breed your cunt.”

 

FUCKING BEG HIM, YOU WHORE. I screamed to myself.

 

“Please, sir. Please breed me,” I managed.

“Yeah? You want it? Say it, bitch. Tell me what you want,” he urged.

“Your hot load. Please fill me up. I want your cum,” I said with more strength.

“Oh fuck yeah, boy! I’m going to fill you up with my load,” he continued.

“Yes!! Fuck me. Fuck your poz load into me,” I moaned.

 

He stopped fucking me and said, “Poz load? Who said I was poz?”

 

I came out of my haze and sheepishly smiled at him. “Sorry.”

 

“Oh so you’re a fucking chaser aren’t you? You sick, dirty fuck. I bet you want poz loads, huh? I bet you want my dick to flood you with venom.”

 

I could tell this was really turning him on. He picked up his paced. He was really railing me now.

 

“You’re going to get my poz load. I’m going to fill you up with my sick dick,” he yelled.

 

“Yes, fill me with your poz load! I need it! PLEASE!” I exclaimed.

 

My inner slut was out.

 

“Fuck yeah, boy!” the hot daddy exclaimed. And with that, he thrusted into me hard. His whole body was shuddering as he half collapsed on top of me.

 

“Ohhhh fuckkk,” he grunted.

 

I felt his cock pulsate in my hole. Moving up and down slightly. Then I felt warmness inside my hole. With each pulse, my hole felt warmer and slicker. I had milked this hot daddy for his man juices, and I felt so proud. Despite all the inner turmoil, I loved the feeling of being bred. The danger and risk. The weight as the top presses down from pleasure and exhaustion. I loved everything about it.

 

After a few minutes, the top composed himself. He slowly slid out of my hole, and just gave me a smirk.

 

“Thank you, sir,” I offered.

“You’re welcome, slut,” he returned.

 

He pushed me over to make room for him on the dirty mattress. I rested in his arms for some mandatory post-coital cuddling. He said that was hot and asked how old I was.

 

“23,” I said.

“Fuck, such a slut at such a young age.”

“Hahah, yeah I watch a lot of porn and read some pretty angular erotica,” I said.

“Angular erotica...hah!”

 

After a few minutes, I got restless. I was still rolling hard from the E and now that I have fully abandoned safety, I was intent on getting more dick. I got up and wrapped my towel around my waist. I thank him again, and made my way for the door. I paused and turned to face him one last time.

 

“Are you actually poz?” I asked .

“Maybe,” he said coldly.

 

I just smiled and exited the room. My body still pulsating from the E.

 

If only my professors and friends could see me right now;  I thought to myself, the control freak that asks smartass questions in class is taking anonymous cum up his ass.

 

With that thought, I made walked into the dimly lit, red-tinged hallway. The night had just begun.

[trialrun]

(This is a semi-true account of my recent bathhouse excursion. Yes, I am 23.  The inner struggle described is real. If you want to help bring out my inner slut, DM me. I lurk on here way too much, and want to live out some of my fantasies with a truly dom top.)

Also, this is my first story on here. Would love feedback on what worked and didn't. I don't have much experience writing stories.

(pic of my body)

Finals were over. Fuck was I glad. This past semester was super hard. All my classes were so boring and a lot of my friends were graduating, so everyone was on edge the entire time. Whatever, at least it’s over. To reward myself, I planned on getting high and going to the bathhouse to get fucked. You’d think that being 23, smooth with a tight body and well defined 6-pack would get you a lot of dick in college, but a lot of guys on campus usually chicken out. So I waited until classes were done to make up for all the dick I should have gotten.

It was Friday night and most of my friends were out getting drunk to celebrate summer. Boring! Instead I shaved my hole, douched, and got ready to go to the bathhouse. I saved a couple pills of E from a rave I went to, and I was determined to get high and get my ass destroyed.

“But...no bareback,” I repeated over and over again.

“Promise me you’ll make guys use condoms,” I repeated.

I was determined to minimize the after-fuck guilt and scare. I love feeling raw dick slide into my hole. I love having the shaft rub my Gspot and make me moan. And I especially love feeling the cock spasm as the top shoots his warm cum in my ass. I love all these things! BUT, I always work myself into a frenzy afterwards. I would do myself a favor and use condoms, so I won’t freak out the day after.

“Condoms only!” I committed

I finally got to the bathhouse. I timed the pills so they would kick in by the time I got the bathhouse. I got a locker, undressed and wrapped a towel around my tight, jock body.  I was shivering from nervousness. As much as I love sex, doing it  with random strangers still scares me a bit. Being a hypochondriac and cum slut isn’t the best combination. Oh well, that’s why I took the E. I got in the hot tub to relax a bit.  There were a lot of guys here tonight I noted. After a few minutes, I got out to walk around. In the first hallway, I walked past a room with an open door. Inside was a pretty well-built daddy, probably in his late 40’s. He motioned me in. I acquiesced.

“You are really sexy,” he told me.

“Thanks. So are you,” I responded.

 I got on my knees and sucked his nice 7-inch cock. After several minutes, I got his cock rock hard. By now, the E had fully kicked in. In fact, I think I took too much, because I was getting a bit disoriented. My body was tingly all over, and my thoughts raced. My vision was going in and out, but I was still focused on his cock.

The fit daddy pointed to the bed, and my inner submissive whore hastily obeyed. I got on my back and lifted my legs up, exposing my smooth hole. He grabbed the bottle of lube, squirted some on his cock, and rubbed some on my hole. He walked closer and lined his cockhead to my hole.

“Um, can you please use a condom,” I weakly asked.

The top frowned, but he nodded his head. He went to his bag and grabbed a condom.

“Suck my dick some more, baby,” the daddy commanded.

I quickly gobbled up his cock.

 Good job I thought to myself. Way to stick to our agreement of no BB.  

Within a few minutes, his cock was hard again, getting past the fact that he had to wrap it up. He ripped the wrapper and rolled on the condom, lubed up his cock, and approached my hole. I was on my back again and saw his face. The face of intent. His body glistened with manliness. I could never get this back at my college campus. This much man. This much experience and dominance. I was in bliss.

He slowly pushed in. My hole wasn’t used to condoms, so it really hurt. The daddy was slow though. He added more lube and kept pushing. After about 5 minutes, he still hadn’t made much progress.

“You’re really tight,” he whispered in my ear with his cock still pressed against my hole.

“Yeah, sorry. It’s been a while...are you neg?” I asked

“Why does it matter” he retorted with annoyance, “I’m wearing a condom.”

Don’t even think about asking him to fuck you raw! I screamed at myself.

Come on slut! You know you want it. You play coy, but you and I know you’re going to let him fuck you raw, I urged myself. What’s another night of bareback. You’ve earned it. You got a 4.0 this quarter. Reward yourself with raw cock.

“Hey, maybe you can just tease my hole without a condom for a bit.,” I meekly said.

 The daddy stood back up and his face brightened up. In his smile, there was a tinge of darkness. He was going to fuck me raw and load me up. He knew this, and I knew this.

“Ok, baby,” he responded.

He quickly threw off the condom. Then he spit on my hole and rubbed his cock up and down. It felt so good. I closed my eyes and threw my head back. The hot daddy saw this and pushed his cock into my hole.

 “We really shouldn’t. Please don’t fuck me raw,” I unconvincingly pleaded. My voice was so soft and weak that both of us knew I didn’t mean it. 

He kept pushing. I moaned. Skin on skin feels so good. A few moments later, he was inside. I felt his warm cock pulsating. I looked at him. Any bit of care and tenderness was wiped from his face. In their place was pure lust. He looked at me with animal eyes. Even his breathing changed. His breaths were now grunts. He slid his cock halfway out and then rammed it back in. His slow rhythm was in perfect sync with his grunts. His cock was rubbing my hole in all the right places. I was moaning so loudly. I knew the whole bathhouse could hear me, but I was too high and in too much pleasure to fucking care.

“Fuck yeah, bitch! Take my cock” he said to me.

“Ugh yeah, please fuck me! Your cock feels so good!” I moaned.

 He pulled his cock all the way out, slapped my hole, and then shoved it back in. His sweat dripped on me. His odor flooded my senses. I was enveloped in this god’s aura. He varied his pace for a few more minutes before flipping me over. I backed myself up furiously on his raw cock. My body felt like electricity from the E.  He slapped my ass and then grabbed my hips to gain control. He pounded my ass for what felt like hours. I was in slut heaven.

Then without warning, he pulled out and stepped away. I turned around, showing him desperate, pleading eyes. Even with my impaired vision, I could see the sweat that glistened on his body. His masculine stance with huge arms flexed on either side. He was breathing heavily, sign of the work he’s been putting in.

“Please fuck me, sir. Your cock feels so good. I really need it,” my depraved self pleaded.

“I’m getting close, boy. I’m about to bust my load, “ he responded,“If I keep fucking you, I’m going to breed you. I’m not wasting my load on your bac.,”

I didn’t say anything. I was paralyzed by conflict. I was paralyzed by how good his cock felt. I was paralyzed by how much I wanted his load inside my hole.

Not waiting for my response, he flipped me on my back and shoved his cock inside me.

“Ohhhhhh fuckkk yes,” my mouth finally vocalized.

He took my ankles and pushed them way back. He had a perfect view of my hole. But instead, he fixed his gazed on my face. As he pounded my hole, he said to me, “I’m going to breed your hole boy. Fill your guts with my warm seed. My hot seed.”

The room was filled with guttural noises and animal instincts: Cock in and out. Sweat dripped. In. And out. Grunting. Bam. Bam. Bam.  In. And Out. Grunt. Moan.

“Please spit on me. Make me your bitch,” I pleaded as I sniffed in more of his scent.

He scoffed at me. His eyes were filled with disgust. Here is a dumb bitch asking to be spit on taking raw cock. The same dumb bitch that pretended to want condoms. The same bitch that is high out of his mind. Disgust swirled in his mouth and he quickly spat on my face. Then, BAMMM he smacked my face with all his might and I lost my breath due to the shock and pain. He grabbed my face and turned me to face him.

“Beg me for my seed, you dumb bitch,” he demanded. “Beg me to breed your cunt.”

FUCKING BEG HIM, YOU WHORE. I screamed to myself.

“Please, sir. Please breed me,” I managed.

“Yeah? You want it? Say it, bitch. Tell me what you want,” he urged.

“Your hot load. Please fill me up. I want your cum,” I said with more strength.

“Oh fuck yeah, boy! I’m going to fill you up with my load,” he continued.

“Yes!! Fuck me. Fuck your poz load into me,” I moaned. 

He stopped fucking me and said, “Poz load? Who said I was poz?”

I came out of my haze and sheepishly smiled at him. “Sorry.”

“Oh so you’re a fucking chaser aren’t you? You sick, dirty fuck. I bet you want poz loads, huh? I bet you want my dick to flood you with venom.”

 

I could tell this was really turning him on. He picked up his paced. He was really railing me now.

 

“You’re going to get my poz load. I’m going to fill you up with my sick dick,” he yelled.

 “Yes, fill me with your poz load! I need it! PLEASE!” I exclaimed.

 

My inner slut was out. 

 

“Fuck yeah, boy!” the hot daddy exclaimed. And with that, he thrusted into me hard. His whole body was shuddering as he half collapsed on top of me.  “Ohhhh fuckkk,” he grunted.

I felt his cock pulsate in my hole. Moving up and down slightly. Then I felt warmness inside my hole. With each pulse, my hole felt warmer and slicker. I had milked this hot daddy for his man juices, and I felt so proud. Despite all the inner turmoil, I loved the feeling of being bred. The danger and risk. The weight as the top presses down from pleasure and exhaustion. I loved everything about it.

 After a few minutes, the top composed himself. He slowly slid out of my hole, and just gave me a smirk.  

“Thank you, sir,” I offered.

“You’re welcome, slut,” he returned.

He pushed me over to make room for him on the dirty mattress. I rested in his arms for some mandatory post-coital cuddling. He said that was hot and asked how old I was.

“23,” I said.

“Fuck, such a slut at such a young age.”

“Hahah, yeah I watch a lot of porn and read some pretty angular erotica,” I said.

“Angular erotica...hah!”  

After a few minutes, I got restless. I was still rolling hard from the E and now that I have fully abandoned safety, I was intent on getting more dick. I got up and wrapped my towel around my waist. I thank him again, and made my way for the door. I paused and turned to face him one last time. 

“Are you actually poz?” I asked .

“Maybe,” he said coldly.

I just smiled and exited the room. My body still pulsating from the E.

If only my professors and friends could see me right now;  I thought to myself, the control freak that asks smartass questions in class is taking anonymous cum up his ass.  

With that thought, I walked into the dimly lit, red-tinged hallway. The night had just begun.

Edited June 26, 2017 by drscorpio
Text color changed

[trialrun]

Can a @rawTOP or another moderator please delete this duplicate posting? Thank you!

[SlampaBay]

Fckn hot!  And I know that inner conflict you write about.  What's next?

[Gymguy8]

Looking forward to the next installment!

[AlexDaBaas]

I definitely agree about the inner conflict.  I've been getting fucked BB since I started having sex at 22, even though I know it's dangerous.  The bigger inner conflict for me is in partying, I've started watching a lot of PNP porn, and it's so fuckin hot.  One side of me(my inner buried, repressed pig) wants to try it in the worst way, while my rational, logical brain says no, and has so far won out.

Can't wait for the next installment.

[Tdgr]

Woof!

[roguematrix]

great story , not a fan of the colored text. but ya got two loads out of me

[vivaldi82]

Same conflict here, but bb just feels so good!  Good story.

[Tempusfuget]

Very nice. I would've loved to be in his shoes...