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I've had these desires for years and I've been trying to be good and hope they go away. I'm 30 years old and have a boyfriend who loves me, but when i get horny i want to leave my life, be a slut, pnp, bugchaser etc.

 

Anyone here leave their old life for this? Was it worth it?

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For me it has been a journey of continual evolution as a queer.   Sexually active as a homosexual since junior high in the 70's, I have always been quite comfortable with myself and the role my sexuality and sexual desires have played in my life.     As I have matured (aged???), I have been able to understand my needs more fully, experience (experiment) with an ever growing sexual appetite.

Today, I am nearly twice your age, so my faggot-life has had many colors over the nearly 50 years since I first experienced any sex....with my first taste of passion being with another male.    I am highly tattooed (all queer in nature), I am POZ, intentionally and happily.   While I enjoy basic vanilla homo-sex, I continually strive to learn and do more in areas that might be considered at the extreme.

For me, I cannot imagine living life any other way.   Don't get me wrong, there are downsides to every choice......and becoming a very slutty POZ fag is not exempt from that.   But regret and a focus on the past and on negative experiences is not part of my make up.    I am openly clear about who I am, how I live and what i like.   I would not choose otherwise.

The key thing is, it is YOUR life your are evaluating.    Even if you hear from a million other queers that echo my thoughts, none of that is YOU.    Read the stories (true and fiction) on sites like this.   Talk with REAL MEN in REAL LIFE.    Understand the progression of homosexuals over time.    Consider prep, consider playing with your partner.    You do not have to go full slut overnight.    

But here are a couple cautions:

A few nights of amazing sex are NOT worth living with something for a lifetime (HIV, HEP C etc).    Fully consider the long term consequences

Do not do anything that you have hesitations about----your mind is a powerful sex organ, but it is also your source of reason.   LISTEN TO YOUR INNER THOUGHTS.

Enjoy life and the opportunities that you encounter.  The road will be clear as you progress---even though you may not be able to see over the next hill or around the next bend.  That my friend, is the thrill of life.  Knowing yourself and exploring your opportunities makes for a grand adventure.

I would certainly become a highly tatted, POZ faggot/soon to be eunuch all over again.   It has been an amazing ride and gets better with each day and each dick.

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I think the key is being open and honest with yourself as well as your partner. Maybe he isn’t the perfect match. You may need someone that is like you.  I play with couples that are total whores with other men but have a loving and caring relationship with each other.  Men are men. We need to be what nature made us not what society thinks we should be.  

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In my day to day living as a ‘clean cut’ responsible Paramedic.

No one has a clue that behind all that I’m a raw sleazy Poz pig who chased toxic charged loads online from random strangers, told them I took all loads regardless and when they were deep inside me ploughing my hole, I loved the thrill of looking straight into their eyes and asking for their DNA strains deep in my guts, told them to make me the nasty bugged up dirty cunt I was meant to be. I love it !!!

So yes, definitely worth it!

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On 11/9/2019 at 1:18 AM, NaughtyFox666 said:

I've had these desires for years and I've been trying to be good and hope they go away. I'm 30 years old and have a boyfriend who loves me, but when i get horny i want to leave my life, be a slut, pnp, bugchaser etc.

 

Anyone here leave their old life for this? Was it worth it?

Here’s the thing about sex in the age of prep... if you remember to take your pill, you can avoid most of the consequences of being a huge slut, as long as you don’t get into PnP. 
 

to each their own, but my old life was condoms and worry each time I got tested. With prep I don’t worry, and I wouldn’t leave that for anything. 
 

if you think for even one second you are going to regret some behavior at least go on prep. There are no returns on hiv. 

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On 11/9/2019 at 6:11 PM, Bottomlad said:

Hell yes it is poz men fuck better and deeper and much harder 

Too true too fucking true 

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Let the slut in you out - if you don't you will always be regretting it and please believe me once you start craving cock and wanting to be a slut - nothing sates that bar cock and seed.

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5 hours ago, Ozpig said:

Let the slut in you out - if you don't you will always be regretting it and please believe me once you start craving cock and wanting to be a slut - nothing sates that bar cock and seed.

Could not have said it better myself! This is the truth right here! Getting used by tops regularly is such a fulfilling lifestyle; you get endless pleasure so you are always happy! Enjoy life while it lasts, pigs 🐷 

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On 11/9/2019 at 1:18 AM, NaughtyFox666 said:

I've had these desires for years and I've been trying to be good and hope they go away. I'm 30 years old and have a boyfriend who loves me, but when i get horny i want to leave my life, be a slut, pnp, bugchaser etc.

 

Anyone here leave their old life for this? Was it worth it?

Its a real balancing act. I feel the same way. I go from this life of being good and safe, even going on Prep, occasionally, then I miss that thrill of chasing; I guess you just have to keep fantasy and reality in check.

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18 hours ago, FemmeFatale said:

Could not have said it better myself! This is the truth right here! Getting used by tops regularly is such a fulfilling lifestyle; you get endless pleasure so you are always happy! Enjoy life while it lasts, pigs 🐷 

exactly the way I feel - I am grateful fo0r every cock and load I get even when I am getting gangbanged I enjoy the last cock as much as the first. Once you realise you are a total slut and addicted to cock and seed you are never happy until you fulfil the need.

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I am incapable of sexual monogamy and this is true of most males. I never tire of being a piece of fuck meat and feeling yet another cock or hand (or sometimes both) enter me even as I am being milked for my own seed. You will have to decide what is important to you and discuss it with your partner. I have a boyfriend now that I love to pieces and both of us are highly promiscuous. We enjoy hearing about the sexploits of each other and he has been the cameraman for several of my porn scenes because he enjoys seeing me get used hard and heavy, so you can have Love and Lust in your life at the same time but you both have to be open to it.

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