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[kinkyversatile]

Straight men that transition to full time gay life, did you manage to maintain a normal life?

if I left my wife I feel like the first thing I’d do is shave my body, stick on a pair of tight white denim cutoffs and some hot pink panties and hit up a gay club.

i want to be femboy slut - camp and girly.

im so jealous of the hot girls in straight bars that get stared at. I want men to look at me like I’m fuck meat.

Grope my arse on the dance floor. tel me I’m sexy and get my number.

I’m sure I’d get so into it my old like would collapse! I’d never keep a normal office job! 

[Poz2play]

On 3/21/2020 at 10:34 PM, kinkyversatile said:

Straight men that transition to full time gay life, did you manage to maintain a normal life?

 

I went from growing up straight to spending my 20’s as gay after some friends introduced me to the lifestyle. I didn’t want to be gay or admit I was gay at first.  I didn’t want to loss my straight friends. But my new friends showed me that the  homosexual lifestyle was my future. Oh I loved being gay . Didn’t have to deal with girlfriends. Sex with a man was SO much better.  Then I got transferred East . And because of work I had to transition from full time gay life. Back to a Straight lifestyle and got married. She never knew of my former gay lifestyle and my former fuck buddies. I managed my straight Life with her. Sex was good , but it slowed up to next to nothing. When my fuck buddies would come East to visit. I’d hook up with them. And come home with a few loads in my ass. She thought that there was something up. She never knew that I was going back to being gay. I’m out and a full time single gay man. 

Edited June 29, 2020 by Poz2play

[Poz2play]

I’ve transitioned from straight to gay to straight and finally back to gay. 
 

And looking back I never wanted to be gay or admit that I was a homosexual. Some friends were shocked when I came out. 

[EricX]

I was once married, and made the progression from safe only bottom to Selective bb bottom to no questions asked bb bottom while i was married. Unfortunately, I waited too long to divorce and start actively chasing Poz loads, as it it now hard to find a toxic top these days. 

[tallslenderguy]

idk, but i don't believe a straight person can become gay.  Culture still largely assumes that if you are male, you are straight, and conditions us accordingly from day one.  Consequently, it can be challenging and confusing for some guys to realize and come to terms with their sexuality if they happen to be wired gay or bi or something other than straight. 

i grew up in a deeply religious culture that conditioned me to believe "gay" is broken and sinful. When i realized how i was at a pretty early age, i just believed what i had been conditioned to believe and thought i was broken and sinful and spent a good deal of my life trying to not 'sin' and get fixed.  i got married, not because i didn't realize i like/need/want a guy, but because it wasn't an option from how i was conditioned. It wasn't an option to simply accept myself and learn how to live with who i am, so i 'chose' to live as straight, got married, etc.. Didn't work. It was like being in prison.

Lots of striagth guys indulge in gay sex in prison, but that does not make them gay... it's just what's available. Given the opportunity, they'd choose a woman... they're straight. i don't believe being married and being able to have sex with a woman makes one straight any more than going to the zoo makes one an elephant. 

[Breedthisslut]

I too started out as a married straight guy marrying at age 20. I always thought that I had different thoughts than most about sex. Sex was decent with my wife even though she had religious hangups about it. As time went on, thoughts on sex evolved from traditional man-woman to thoughts about what it would feel like with a dick in my mouth. Of course, once I found that I loved sucking and swallowing, I had to try getting fucked. I absolutely loved the feeling and I finally admitted to myself that I’m gay and love being a slut for cum. It’s only recently that I have admitted to myself that I’m a chaser as I am actively seeking poz fuckbuds. 

[Poz2play]

48 minutes ago, Breedthisslut said:

I too started out as a married straight guy marrying at age 20. I always thought that I had different thoughts than most about sex. Sex was decent with my wife even though she had religious hangups about it. As time went on, thoughts on sex evolved from traditional man-woman to thoughts about what it would feel like with a dick in my mouth. Of course, once I found that I loved sucking and swallowing, I had to try getting fucked. I absolutely loved the feeling and I finally admitted to myself that I’m gay and love being a slut for cum. It’s only recently that I have admitted to myself that I’m a chaser as I am actively seeking poz   
 

Hot post. I went through all that. 

During my teen years I was straight. But during my 20’s It all changed a few new friends introduced me to gay sex. I sucked my first cock and soon after that took my first bottom load. It was so incredible. So I became a gay male. I loved  having gay sex. 
Select friends knew my homosexual secret . I wish I had started in high school. Later being in a straight marriage was tough.

[Breedthisslut]

15 hours ago, Poz2play said:

Select friends knew my homosexual secret . I wish I had started in high school. Later being in a straightmarriage was tough.

 

My first gay encounter was at age 38....some 18 years into my hetero marriage. I too wish I had experienced another male way before my 38th birthday. I missed out on a lot. 

[PG1961Canada]

I was a late bloomer. 

I remember as a kid, fooling around a little with some of my friends in the neighborhood... poking around a little, a little bit of touching.  Sucked my first cock at 13 with my best friend.  He sucked me.  We were amateurs and didn't know what we were doing.  He moved away and the guy-guy stuff stopped.  I ended up chasing women for a while and got married young.  She came from a religious family where sex was only for making babies.... lol.  I convinced her that was a religious lie and our sex life was... OK. 

In my early 40's, the sex was dried up.  Noticed the cocks in the porn I stroked off to as much as the pussy.  I realized I liked the look of a man's hole and I liked the look of his balls swinging back and forth and was determined to try it out at least once.

I realized very quickly that sex with a man was more open and could be animalistic.  I am versatile, so I loved sucking a hard cock, licking balls and eating a guy's hole before fucking it.  I also came to realize that I enjoyed having my hole rimmed and played with... and finally, fucked one day.  I was hooked!

Her and I separated and stayed connected due to having two kids.  The kids were a little surprised when I 'came out', but they supported me.  I found a guy and we moved in together and had some really great sex.... one on one as well as group.  I never wore a condom when I fucked or got fucked by another guy and really enjoyed cum and raw fucking.   Eventually even tried some watersports and liked that as well.

Here's the interesting part though... I still fuck chicks now and then if the mood strikes me.  The chicks tend to be pretty open minded and really like good, hard raunchy sex... my kinda girls.  I've actually fucked with a few married couples over the years... but if I had to select ... I would pick guys.  They are easier to deal with.  And in my opinion, the sex is still hotter.

I live in Canada.  We are pretty open minded about gay lifestyles (for the most part) so transitioning was easy.  A few of my friends thought I had lost my mind, but they settled down quickly and realized.... I was still... me.  And they openly accepted my male partner.

It was a hell of a journey though. 

[Piggyybttmm]

On 6/29/2020 at 4:28 AM, Poz2play said:

I went from growing up straight to spending my 20’s as gay after some friends introduced me to the lifestyle. I didn’t want to be gay or admit I was gay at first.  I didn’t want to loss my straight friends. But my new friends showed me that the  homosexual lifestyle was my future. Oh I loved being gay . Didn’t have to deal with girlfriends. Sex with a man was SO much better.  Then I got transferred East . And because of work I had to transition from full time gay life. Back to a Straight lifestyle and got married. She never knew of my former gay lifestyle and my former fuck buddies. I managed my straight Life with her. Sex was good , but it slowed up to next to nothing. When my fuck buddies would come East to visit. I’d hook up with them. And come home with a few loads in my ass. She thought that there was something up. She never knew that I was going back to being gay. I’m out and a full time single gay man. 

This was me, 

[Piggyybttmm]

This was me, except I had to transition from gay life to straight in my mid 20s and I'm just now transitioning back into gay life in my 30's. I sure did miss the gay life

[Piggyybttmm]

After me and my ex fiance (a woman)  broke up, I quickly put some money together and moved away to Florida where I can live my life as an out gay man. Don't miss the straight life and have no desire to go back. I hook up with guys and have fun whenever I want, but haven't found an actual partner yet. Looking forward to having a boyfriend

[Petermichaels89]

Anyone available to chat on [deleted]?

newly married straight guy needing some guidance. 

[Guest]

On 3/22/2020 at 3:34 AM, kinkyversatile said:

Straight men that transition to full time gay life, did you manage to maintain a normal life?

if I left my wife I feel like the first thing I’d do is shave my body, stick on a pair of tight white denim cutoffs and some hot pink panties and hit up a gay club.

i want to be femboy slut - camp and girly.

im so jealous of the hot girls in straight bars that get stared at. I want men to look at me like I’m fuck meat.

Grope my arse on the dance floor. tel me I’m sexy and get my number.

I’m sure I’d get so into it my old like would collapse! I’d never keep a normal office job! 

I'm very much having the same thoughts as you. Pretty sure I'd become a full-time sissy cumdump, if I wasn't married (to my wife).

[baldwin]

at around 10 or 11 I liked to ?play? with my neighbor who was one year younger.  we would spend the night with each other often in the same twin bed.  I like kissing his smooth body down to his groin but as much as i wanted to never took his cock in my mouth.  IN 9th grade a guy who I knew from school and who lived down the street invited me over and after talking for a bit he asked if I wanted to JO with him.  regrettably I said no (but deep inside I want to) after graduation he joined the navy and was closeted gay.  I on the other hand dated lots of girls and had sex with many especially in college.  My high school best friend and I were roommates in college for a semester.  He was always naked in our room and made passes at me that I did not register at the time.  So nothing happened.  After college and different jobs in different towns, we ended up back in our home town.  We were steady friends again.  I was still dating girls and he did too.  But one evening we were hanging out at my place and this time when he made a pass at me, I accepted and had an awesome night of gay sex.   I got fucked for the first time and even gave my first cocksucking even after his cock had just been in my ass.  Even though I continue to date women my friend and spent many nights together.  I really believe if I had not knocked up some lady and married her I would have kept up with my friend and admitted then I was gay.  Anyway, my friend was killed during my married time.  I got divorced but still dated a few women.  After a few years and due to my being naturalist I found a gay nudist group in my city.  I went to a meeting and loved it.  I then admitted to myself I am gay and really always have been.  Now I admit I am cocksucking faggot LOL.  Really it has taken a while to admit I like men.