Whoring out my bf and regrets

[LittleCumSewer]

On 5/1/2020 at 5:10 AM, AsianBarebackSlut said:

So, i recently whored my new bf.

It might seem weird but when i top, i am the one in charge taking care of him.

After several weeks of dating, i knew his birthday was near.

I asked him what he wanted, and he replied he wanted blindfold anon hookup

He said he wanted so bad, but did not have the gut to do so.

Although i have whored out some of my fuck buddies but never have i done such a thing to mine.

Long story short, i made a bbrt profile for him, and uploaded pictures and used some other apps for arrangement.

I thought it would be fun like previous parties.

But, it felt terrible, after that i feel awkward when seeing him.

I tried to stay calm, but i think he sensed the vibe between us.

Guess i messed up this relationship.

 

 

I have had a few boyfriends whore me out and I loved it every time. if your boyfriend is a cumdump that loves taking anonymous loads from strangers then thats what he was born to have done to him. the first boyfriend started taking me to the bathhouse to watch men fuck me. first one or two then more and more. soon he started whoring me out online and taking me to guys places to watch them fuck me. sometimes he couldn't watch so he would wait outside for the guy to finish using me then take me to the next man. the second boyfriend who whored me out did the same but would also take me to the porntheatre, strip me naked and offer me to EVERY SINGLE man that came in. trust me, if your boyfriend is even half as slutty as me he will love you for whoring him out. the more men the better. the dirtier the better. thats what pussyboys are for. have fun getting him used

[LittleCumSewer]

13 hours ago, CuriousDallas said:

That’s the thing with a relationship...feelings develop as emotional bonds increase. It’s very difficult to do the “no strings anon” thing as you get into a relationship, as your feelings will get hurt. I’d been kind of dating Jesse, a guy back in Dallas, and we’d been no strings fuck buds before that. But we knew that going into the relationship. It was baked into the equation. I knew he was still gonna get with a lot of other guys and he knew that about me. And while I wanted to get more serious I knew that would be tricky because we’d never be exclusive with each other. And that’s why I really don’t date or get into an exclusive relationship...I know who and what I am and I can’t be exclusive. I’ve had a lot of guys who want to date me and I have to explain the reality. Most say they can handle it but I know the truth is they can’t. They’ll lose it the first time they go to fuck me and I’ve already got someone else’s load in my ass. They’ll get pissed they can’t see me because I have other plans and those plans involve me getting with other guys. They’ll get pissed because I’m taking anon loads bare, because I’m hooking up with guys I don’t know, putting myself in danger, and on and on. They’ll want me to change and be some boring vanilla version of myself. Well...check back in ten years when I might feel different. Right now I want sex. That’s probably what your BF wants too. But you want that but also commitment. Therein lies the problem

yeah the reason it worked with my boyfriends is they all knew I was a cumdump and whored me out from day one. one of my boyfriends actually met me when I was taking loads in a bathhouse sling all night. he watched at least a dozen guys fuck me then left his number in my locker

[Bttm2go]

I am in an open, loving and supportive relationship for 28 years now. We are married. Our relationship has always been open. I have a lot of sex with other guys. I host sex parties several times a month. And it works. I think the reason is because we are both secure in ourselves. There is no jealousy. We have a wonderful relationship. And living in Palm Springs, I have a lot of friends in the same situation. The idea that you cannot have a successful long term open relationship is bullshit. While there are many factors that go into it, communication is the key. We both understand that life is too short to keep each other from having fun and exploring ourselves. I think too many guys place their insecurities on the other guy instead of dealing with it themselves. I am not saying an open relationship is for everyone. If you and your partner are into monogamy, great. However, there are a lot of us who like and enjoy an open relationship. And it works. 

[Rubberbanned]

22 hours ago, AsianBarebackSlut said:

Seeing him gap was not a turn on for me. But, he was pleased, and willing to try once more. 

I lied to him in the first place that i am cool with open relationship

when seeing him, it reminds me of his gaping hole. 

I am quite dominative by the way. And that is killing me 

You'll have to talk to him. Don't make the same mistakes that I'm currently doing and trying to fix. After the COVID lockdown, I will talk to my guy and tell him that our setup is not working for me. I love being a whore. We're not on the same page.

It's not going to be easy, but sometimes, you just have to break a person to be better and stronger, including yourself.

[rawsatyr]

9 hours ago, LittleCumSewer said:

I have had a few boyfriends whore me out and I loved it every time. if your boyfriend is a cumdump that loves taking anonymous loads from strangers then thats what he was born to have done to him. the first boyfriend started taking me to the bathhouse to watch men fuck me. first one or two then more and more. soon he started whoring me out online and taking me to guys places to watch them fuck me. sometimes he couldn't watch so he would wait outside for the guy to finish using me then take me to the next man. the second boyfriend who whored me out did the same but would also take me to the porntheatre, strip me naked and offer me to EVERY SINGLE man that came in. trust me, if your boyfriend is even half as slutty as me he will love you for whoring him out. the more men the better. the dirtier the better. thats what pussyboys are for. have fun getting him used

Hot-damn, your description turns me on so much! Reminds me of what COULD HAVE BEEN... had I allowed myself to go with the flow... much earlier!

Going back about 15 years, I had a 'newbie' (BF-to-be) take me to his happy cruising grounds in Houston to introduce me to a 'new world', HIS WORLD I think he might have said. Let's call him Tommy, who was my benevolently-mischievous, prospective 'slut-mentor'. Maybe he said 'new world' or 'a surprise', or 'meeting some fun friends'. Not sure as I wasn't very verbal about all the kinky shit roiling in my head. It stewed silently and confusingly! Me back then still being on the fence about 'unsafe sex' and spooked about the prospect of getting the 'bug'. As a rule, I only topped him and bareback every time and with a huge Prince Albert in. We never talked about status or 'dangers' so I guess I sub-consciously was one of those hypocrites who figured as a topped you couldn't get 'the bug' that easily... weeks later when T. gave me a vd the health department let me know he was also positive but hadn't pozzed me...

But he had a plan in mind for me. CONVERT me into a party boy I guess. He did take me to a few places where some of the 'dudes he knew' had their way with me as he watched... he was very turned on by 'whoring me out' as a BOTTOM!!! And everybody in Houston was very friendly and forward and not at all like the pissy queens in Dallas I experienced on another 'escapade'. Some big-dicked dude who Tommy still recounts by first and last name was the first total stranger who had his thick cock up my ass... this LEWD BREEDING initiated by a third party was the beginning of something CLICKING inside of me. Accepting sex as a sport, and have my 'slut-mentor' BF wholeheartedly endorse, encourage and facilitate it...

But I had too much on my plate that year: another hot but super-jealous toy-boy who hated Tommy, and a sexy ex kept coming around time and time again from his promiscuous sexapades with strippers, hookers and flight-attendants in Atlanta, pretending as though he was only looking for 'true love' and monogamy, what a crock of shit.

Long story short, Tommy and I parted ways but recently reconnected. Fucked around as he and his BF had a spat. The BF is a total bb bottom-whore (but sadly HIGHLY POSSESSIVE of his top, while being lazy and he doesn't work) . Tommy enables him to live a frivolous life-style and they together, or the BF by himself go on multi-day-long binge orgies at cheap motels and on every app available. It's a life-style that has become TOTALLY HOT to me. All except the one-sided hypocrisy and possessiveness.

I have a BF/husband now who is on the same level with me. However both of us are very career-driven and although we mostly have a mutual 'licence-to-be-sluts' we don't use it as much as Tommy and his cumdumpster do...

The sluttier, more promiscuous, more anon, more random the sex is (with strangers) , the more BOTH of us get turned on by our exploits and get hornier for each other! More on the subject in another reply on here!

[NastyRigPig]

On 5/2/2020 at 1:36 AM, AsianBarebackSlut said:

Seeing him gap was not a turn on for me. But, he was pleased, and willing to try once more. 

I lied to him in the first place that i am cool with open relationship

when seeing him, it reminds me of his gaping hole. 

I am quite dominative by the way. And that is killing me 

See, if my BF was like this, I’d be so proud. 

[ScorpionFF]

13 hours ago, Bttm2go said:

The idea that you cannot have a successful long term open relationship is bullshit.

 

13 hours ago, Bttm2go said:

communication is the key.

I concur, on both counts. 

[AsianBarebackSlut]

On 5/2/2020 at 10:20 PM, CuriousDallas said:

That’s the thing with a relationship...feelings develop as emotional bonds increase. It’s very difficult to do the “no strings anon” thing as you get into a relationship, as your feelings will get hurt. I’d been kind of dating Jesse, a guy back in Dallas, and we’d been no strings fuck buds before that. But we knew that going into the relationship. It was baked into the equation. I knew he was still gonna get with a lot of other guys and he knew that about me. And while I wanted to get more serious I knew that would be tricky because we’d never be exclusive with each other. And that’s why I really don’t date or get into an exclusive relationship...I know who and what I am and I can’t be exclusive. I’ve had a lot of guys who want to date me and I have to explain the reality. Most say they can handle it but I know the truth is they can’t. They’ll lose it the first time they go to fuck me and I’ve already got someone else’s load in my ass. They’ll get pissed they can’t see me because I have other plans and those plans involve me getting with other guys. They’ll get pissed because I’m taking anon loads bare, because I’m hooking up with guys I don’t know, putting myself in danger, and on and on. They’ll want me to change and be some boring vanilla version of myself. Well...check back in ten years when I might feel different. Right now I want sex. That’s probably what your BF wants too. But you want that but also commitment. Therein lies the problem

Thanks for advice, just had a conversation with him. I wasn't able to see how piggy he was. He told me that he goes to bathhouse at least twice a week.

Which means everytime when i fucked him was sloppy second. It was fool of me to think that he just had a loose hole.

Guess i should check my STD profile once more.

Just made a deal to hookup only when i am with him.

I don't know how long this would go, but breaking up just because he is a piggy is a total waste.

 

 

 

 

[ScorpionFF]

1 hour ago, NastyRigPig said:

See, if my BF was like this, I’d be so proud. 

Me too, bloody hell. The bigger he is gaping the better. And I'd be inside of him like a whippet, enjoying fucking my man's loose warm cunt with all that other cum sloshing about. 💦👅💦

[kinkysuBB]

4 minutes ago, AsianBarebackSlut said:

Thanks for advice, just had a conversation with him. I wasn't able to see how piggy he was. He told me that he goes to bathhouse at least twice a week.

Which means everytime when i fucked him was sloppy second. It was fool of me to think that he just had a loose hole.

Guess i should check my STD profile once more.

Just made a deal to hookup only when i am with him.

I don't know how long this would go, but breaking up just because he is a piggy is a total waste.

 

 

 

 

I’m hearing mixed messages here. I would have honestly thought someone who whores out his bf would be well familiar with bath houses. It sounds like you’ve jumped in at the deep end and you’re not really sure if you wanted to get wet at all now? Maybe I’m wrong.

I’m not sure you really know what you want from this relationship, or from sex in general. And that’s ok.

All of this is ok, and by all means take time to figure it out. If your bf is happy for you to do that while you guys are together, that’s cool. It can be fun to explore things with a guy you love (or at least really like, if you’re not at the love stage yet.)

But above all just keep talking, because this is obviously something you feel strongly about, even if you’re not sure what way you feel yet. No matter what you guys decide, you will both come out of it a lot happier if you both communicate.

[ScorpionFF]

6 minutes ago, AsianBarebackSlut said:

just had a conversation with him

Hooooraaaaay, you communicated with him. Good man! 😊 I bet you feel better now for it eh.

Am I understanding correctly that he is not allowed now to hook up with others unless you are present? What about his twice weekly visit to the sauna, will you be going with him?

Of course, as time goes on I am sure you will have more discussions where your relationship can continue to develop and evolve, gaining only strength with the correct approach. 

[NastyRigPig]

It sounds like there is the possibility if you’ve put restrictions on his whoring ways you may find yourself disappointed.  I may be misreading what you said.  My sense is your BF is a complete cumwhore.  Are you sure that’s okay with you?  

[tallslenderguy]

3 hours ago, NastyRigPig said:

See, if my BF was like this, I’d be so proud. 

Perspective, eh? In a D/s dynamic, as a sub if I have a Dom controlling and organizing who breeds me, it strengthens my connection to Him because i think of any other guy as an extension of Him, kind  of like He is using them like living dildos to  fuck and gape me. Though I know everyone isn’t wired that way

[Truversebb]

On 5/2/2020 at 9:20 AM, CuriousDallas said:

That’s the thing with a relationship...feelings develop as emotional bonds increase. It’s very difficult to do the “no strings anon” thing as you get into a relationship, as your feelings will get hurt. I’d been kind of dating Jesse, a guy back in Dallas, and we’d been no strings fuck buds before that. But we knew that going into the relationship. It was baked into the equation. I knew he was still gonna get with a lot of other guys and he knew that about me. And while I wanted to get more serious I knew that would be tricky because we’d never be exclusive with each other. And that’s why I really don’t date or get into an exclusive relationship...I know who and what I am and I can’t be exclusive. I’ve had a lot of guys who want to date me and I have to explain the reality. Most say they can handle it but I know the truth is they can’t. They’ll lose it the first time they go to fuck me and I’ve already got someone else’s load in my ass. They’ll get pissed they can’t see me because I have other plans and those plans involve me getting with other guys. They’ll get pissed because I’m taking anon loads bare, because I’m hooking up with guys I don’t know, putting myself in danger, and on and on. They’ll want me to change and be some boring vanilla version of myself. Well...check back in ten years when I might feel different. Right now I want sex. That’s probably what your BF wants too. But you want that but also commitment. Therein lies the problem

“They’ll want me to change”. Yep, that’s sums up the fucked up psychology of tons of people. They want the most selfish thing of all, you to give up your self determination and identity to fit their own insecurities. And besides that it’s the most unlikely thing to succeed in the long term! Kudos curiousdallas for staying true to yourself and living a reality based existence!

[ScorpionFF]

1 hour ago, tallslenderguy said:

Perspective, eh? In a D/s dynamic, as a sub if I have a Dom controlling and organizing who breeds me, it strengthens my connection to Him because i think of any other guy as an extension of Him, kind  of like He is using them like living dildos to  fuck and gape me. Though I know everyone isn’t wired that way

A perspective into a dynamic that I also relate to, understand, and fully appreciate.