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7 hours ago, Nagato20 said:

In 7th grade there was a guy name cristian who was a pretty much a bully always aggressive and into peoples faces. I didn’t have an issue with him but he also happened to have a gym locker right next to me and one day I happened to get a good look at his very muscular body and his nice big dick. This sparked something in me so every time I would try and take a better glance and a longer glance until he finally noticed. He didn’t make a scene out of it but one day he waited for me to be leaving  the locker room so he grabbed me by the neck and dragged me to the bathroom. Took me to the back stall and started asking me why I’m looking at him when changing if I’m a fag or something. He ended up pulling his dick out and making me suck him off. It didn’t take long before he blew his load in my mouth and told me to swallow it. He told me I’m his bitch now and walked out. I sat in the fooor with my dick rock solid in my shorts. I ended up sucking his dick fairly often in and out of school all through 7 th and 8 th grade. Sadly he eventually moved so he never got to  fucke me.

I loved the locker room at my school, all those hot guys naked walking around. Some of my male class mates would always call me gay & other petty stuff when they would see me around school. But in the locker they would walk up to me naked smack my ass and say "suck my dick". In the end I was sucking guys off and getting fucked and my ass filled with cum by a locker room full of guys. 

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I found my dad's porn DVD's. Was curious about and watched a lot, tried something about mastrubation because that mades me horny like hell. I was 8 and very curious about all the stuff. With masturbation i never stopped.

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My awakening to sex was when I was about 11yo when us siblings and cousins use to play around in the back shed showing our cocks and pussies to each other. I'm still In love with one of my female cousins and I love incest porn so that's when I got involved in sex 

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When I was about 10 years old and I first started wearing my mom’s lingerie. I loved how good it felt on me. Then I found her dildo and it was all over from there lol. 

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I was playing with a back massager, family watching TV with me on the floor in front of them. I found that my dick loved the vibrations and rode the thing to a mind blowing orgasm. Oh yeah, I was genuinely either 3 or 4 at the time of this. I had an orgasm probably about as early as you can have one… and I was immediately hooked. I had several more that same day with my family clueless to my newfound activity. From there I found jerking off, I found that my ass loved being rubbed or vibrated….

I started jerking off in the back row of the car whenever I was alone, I would even jerk off at any old place if I thought I was alone. I genuinely shot hundreds of loads before my body matured to squirting the thick white cum it does now. That first orgasm solidified 2 big factors of my sex life, though. 1) I love being watched, and 2) I will jerk off practically anywhere, especially if I think I’ll get caught and not be urged to stop. 

I also started fairly close to that time checking out my dad’s cock or mom’s pussy, blatantly staring and drooling over them. Sometimes I’d hear my parents fuck late at night, which got me jerking off in the hallway where my sis could catch me. I also started stealing, smelling, and cumming in the used panties of my sister before I was 5…. Things progressed very rapidly, and I loved tossing my cum soaked sister’s panties back in her hamper. I even occasionally jerked off once really close to my sister where she’d see me red handed. I squirted a load on the floor and left lol. And true shit right here…. By the time I was 6 I had really warmed up to guys watching me jerk off in public, so I would try to pee while jerking off at public urinals whenever I had the chance. Idk exactly when I started, but I was still very young to be jerking off in public restrooms, wanting to be watched. 
 

I wish my family was more hands on and encouraged my sex drive back then, as I always wanted to duck the whole household if I could. But no such luck

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Found an issue of Screw Magazine walking through Van Cortlandt Park in the Bronx when I was 14.

The male classifieds........ I still remember the ad "Hunk, Hairy, Heaven" with a pic of his bod. Fucking hot. Ripped it out and hid it in my room. 

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I used to wake up with a boner every morning once I turned nine, and soon learned that it felt really good when I rubbed it, but I didn't ejaculate cum until I was thirteen. Once I knew how good it felt I jacked off every time I thought I had even a little bit of privacy. Thing was I went to a boys only boarding school and I got caught rubbing one out often, but I just couldn't help myself. Odd thing was there were no attractive women in the school so, being as sheltered as I was, I couldn't understand why I was always horny.

When I went home on school holidays I shared a room with my brother and since he went to bed an hour before I did, I didn't bother to try and hide what I was doing, so it didn't surprise me when he asked what I was doing, and then asked to see me cum. It never went any further than that though.

It was a new friend I met during my first year in college who truly awakened my sexuality. One night we had been at a concert with a Rolling Stones cover band playing. Afterwards he invited me to sleep over instead of walking home because his bedroom was actually a suite on the second floor of a detached garage, so there was no way to disturb his parents, and I happily accepted. We were both totally wasted so stripping naked and getting into his bed with him naked too didn't seem at all odd. The bed was a queen size with plenty of room so it wasn't like we would roll into each other, right? I just fell asleep without a worry in the world.

What woke me up is what really awakened my sexuality. I was dreaming that I was getting closer and closer to cumming until I was woken by the feeling that I was going to cum, and in the few seconds before I did cum I realized that my friend was sucking my cock as well as that it felt so good I didn't want it to stop. I just lay there not making a sound while his head bobbed up and down until I reached the point of no return, when I let out a loud groan and started pumping cum into his mouth.

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Pro wrestling definitely. I never developed a fetish for it but I remember seeing certain wrestlers like Vader and thinking “I wish he would sit on me.” Totally influenced the type of men I’d end up being most attracted to. 
 

 

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When I was around 10 years old, I ended up getting a ninja costume for Halloween, and if sized correctly it would look good, it was a few sizes too small for me, so when I wore it, it became one of the tightest full body leotard suit s someone can wear, it also had a hood I can place over my head and was sewn into the suit. As a 10 year old, I was a normal sized kid, perfectly healthy but I had very large legs and hips back then, so the leotard accentuated like the body of a curvy woman, but of course I was a small 10 year old boy. When at school, there was a male teacher who pulled me aside, he had asked me and other kids if we could help him take some stuff for the Halloween party and bring it outside to some tables. He handed everyone different things to take outside, but when it came to me, he led me to a different room in the school that looked like a large pantry room. 
 

when inside the room he then commented on my costume, said it looked real sharp, I said thank you. He then asked if i wanted to make adjustments to it so it looks even better. I said (naively) sure. He gets close and  reaches out to my legs, he grabs onto the suit from around my knees and stretches it upward, and slowly shuffles my suit up my thighs he asked me to turn around( I was super naive as a kid and didn’t think he was trying to grab a feel) and continues to crawl my suit upwards so it gets tight around my crotch and butt, I felt his hands actually reach along the inside of my crotch on each leg, and then he gently wedge my suit inside my butt cheeks. At that point I started to get turned on and got a small boner, I got a bit discomforted thinking he noticed, he said something I couldn’t really make out what he said, and then he handed me a pile of plates and napkins to walk outside and leave at the table outside. Once I was outside my friends commented and made fun of how tight my suit was. 
 

when I got home, I didn’t feel like taking off the suit, instead I went to my room to do something with what I was feeling, I thought  getting on top of a chain and of tying my hood part of my suit to a towel hook, and suspended myself from just my leotard suit as I kicked the chair away slightly, now my entire body was hanging about 3’ off the floor, suspended by a towel hook and a bunch of pressure on my cock as it was hard, I went on to a humping motion while rubbing my cock with my hand like a girl does with their clitorus. That was the first time I actually cummed, I didn’t know what happened to me but I realized I had just felt something intense that I really enjoyed. Back then I hadn’t thought about girls or guys, but it was just a pure sexual instance of discovery. 

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I remember sucking my first dick when I was about 5 years old.  I don't know how I knew that it was something I wanted to do. Maybe from something with my father that got me interested and even knowing what it was all about.  After that,  I had fantasies for years but did not really act on it until I was about 9. Then had some fondling sessions with cousins.  Moved away from there.  My first real  sexual encounter that included cumming was in my 20's at an ABS  where a much older man jerked me off.  Then I discoverd GH's  and could not get enough of them.  Though limited to being able to go to them.   

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I was about 12 in a public toilet alone. I heard someone in the next stall and I saw they were looking up at me from the gap below the floor and the wood. They were probably mid twenties.

They watched me, said 'hey let me suck your cock' and beckoned me to come into the next stall with them

I recoiled and quickly fled, just more out of not knowing what to do. But I thought about the guy and that experience a lot. Wondering what it would have been like.

It was many years later before I experimented, played bi for a while and then accepted I was gay by around 25  or so. That time though I was asked stuck with me though, and being on my knees in a toilet many years later - i understood the need 

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