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The following is off the cuff, and not well thought out... The middle east seems one big grudge fest to me, an ancient Hatfield/McCoy feud. So many play the long game when it comes to revenge. From Trumps mouth to their ears: "nobody knows what i'm going to do," which often seems the concerns the world has with certain other guys in charge of means to destroy. To me it feels like, with Trump, the US has taken the route of joining the bully dictators in the world, sort of "if you can't beat em, join em" approach (e.g. Putin, Kim Jong Un,, Xi Jinping, Khamenei, Netanyahu, etc.). The double entendre "bully pulpit" comes to mind, considering Trumps methods; ruling by coercion, force, fear. i don't believe those kinds of rulers are good for the long term stability of the world and that the world would be better off without them, but there is no doubt that that type represents a large portion of world leaders. Short term, i can see Khamenei fearing Trump enough to capitulate... short term. But these guys all seem cut from the same cloth to me, i don't see any of them actually agreeing to long term peaceful terms. It seems to me that each of them wants to be "first," that they do not want to coexist on more level or balanced terms.

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Hello beautiful, I went to Ikea today with Agia and it was okay. There was a lot of traffic in the late afternoon; usually, I would go a lot earlier so that I could come home earlier, but Agia had to do his shopping and weekly errands, so we had to push it a bit later. I was pretty tired by the time I got there. We hugged and I gave my signature kiss on the cheek (you’ll be doing this a lot whenever you meet new guys on a date, by the way), and we walked into the showroom. I felt a mismatch in energy from the get-go, and I’m not sure if it was because it was the first time we met or something else, but it was slightly awkward. It felt as though we were just going through the motions, so to speak. They didn’t have the curtains or rugs either, but then I checked again after I got home and it turned out they do have them after all! So I think I’ll make yet another trip there tomorrow to buy everything. I just checked the toll and it turned out to be fifteen dollars in total, which was more than I expected! I think it’ll save forty minutes of driving overall, and I’m not sure if I should take the scenic route (aka the long drive) and listen to a podcast, or just take the hit and make the trip quicker and more efficient. Let’s talk about Agia for a second. Buddy, the spark was not there. I know what a spark or chemistry feels like. It’s that excitement for getting to know someone and feeling them return that same enthusiasm. It’s the kind of energy that makes me feel playful, engaged, even when I’m a little tired—but I didn’t feel that energy today. Instead, I could sense that he was a bit drained, maybe from work or lack of sleep. I could feel that he’s in survival mode right now, just trying to get through the days, and so he doesn’t have the emotional capacity to fit me into his life. I remind myself what a spark feels like—I had it when I first met all my exes: with Van, Kevin, and even Phil. That feeling becomes the template for all future connections I build with someone. You can even feel it in the way someone writes—the tone, the flow, the spark in the language. For me, written communication is important not just because I’m a writer, but because if we end up living far apart, writing becomes the bridge that keeps the connection warm. There was one part of the connection that got me thinking, though. Agia said he wanted to learn Korean, and that he was planning to self-teach by buying books. I ended up sharing with him a bit of wisdom I’ve learned over the past few weeks about learning something new—if the budget allows, get a teacher. A really good, patient teacher can fast-track the process. It definitely feels like a luxury, but it’s well worth the value in the long run. I could tell he was a bit apprehensive about the idea, so I didn’t push it. On the drive home, I couldn’t help but feel deeply grateful that I’m in a position where I can afford things like singing and piano lessons at this stage in life, especially when so many people are struggling with rent and food. And while I always thank our parents for the sacrifices they made to get us here, I sometimes forget that we also worked really damn hard. We stayed focused at work, managed our finances carefully, kept both our mental and physical health in check, and built a strong philosophy on how to live. That’s worth recognising too. Don’t stop striving for kindness and success, buddy. I love you, always. Chat soon. xx

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Hi mate, It can be daunting travelling to these events on your own. There is no clear recipe for success, but I find the basics hold well: - respect - be respectful to other people, read their ques....do they mind you watching, feeling, participating or joining in on the conversation? - open communication - be open to chatting to anyone - both those that approach you and those that you approach. Read them and how they respond...sometimes he just be fleeting - "hey mate, you look amazing in that" to something a bit more "Hi I really love that harness/chaps/mask you are wearing, do you mind if I ask where you got it from" or "cute pup, do you mind if I pet him?" through to the basics of "Hi, are you having a good time/ is this your first time here/can you tell me where I can get...." - Body language - it is critical...stand tall, shoulders back, don't close yourself off by crossing your arms and legs, demonstrate self awareness and a bit on confidence (and not im a cocky bastard and you are all dumbshits!) - keep turning up - find out where your kind or your kink are gathering and keep turning up....familiarity eases connections - read body language - so much a glance is a glance and you move on, other times a random glance makes you turn and the next minute you are the bottom in a 20 man gang bang and getting married 6 months later - Rest - its all a bit of a marathon...mentally, physically and financially. Give your self a down time and time to sleep....also Folsom world is not real life, so time away for a morning and visit a museum, go for a walk, have a long lunch at the Adlon are vital and probably, what I think is the most important thing....... - Smile - be light, be friendly, treat each experience as a learning one, grow and enjoy!

So I have always been "good". Only ever had one hookup and would never get intimate with someone who I wasnt dating and want to be in a relationship with. Well I started to date this dom and he didnt let me cum often. This made me go crazy and set a change in me. After things ended with the dom I know I needed dick. So I jumped on the apps. The first guy I went to. Very verbal and knew exactly what I was. Within 30 minutes, I was on my knees in front of him. He was average but boy did he know how to treat me. He came in my mouth and let me lick his cock clean. Back home I made a promise to myself that I wouldnt cum until I got another load. I went back on the apps and found someone local. This time was a lot more sensual. We were naked rubbing up against each other. It wasn't the best as he was too soft with me. But after some intense throat fucking. I got his cum. After getting back home I had the urge to get more. Someone just sent me a photo of their dick, which was beautiful, and within a few messages, he was standing outside my door. This fella was pretty hot. Toned with muscled hairy legs. His dick was thick, heavy and probably the biggest ive ever seen. He didnt take long fucking my throat. When I say fucking, it was pounding. It felt so right but my throat was sore from the other guys. I wish I took it longer. I was swooning over his dick. He wasnt very verbal but he didnt need to be. Pushing my limits when I tried to pull off of it, he pushed it back down. He came in my throat and I begged him next time to fuck me. After this I had another message from someone I was trying to see earlier. It was about 23:30 by now and I was getting tired. But I knew I wanted this and didnt want to let him down. Guy number 4 came round and made me suck his dick for a bit. I asked him not to shower as i'm a slut for scent and he let me just take it all in. I tried to swallow his piss but It was just too strong. So he pissed on me instead. Unfortunately he was on a no fap plan, but the precum was pretty amazing. He then left and I was sitting their thinking how I had been sexual with 4 guys in less than 12 hours. When the total number of people previous to that was 7. I still wanted more. I wanked off but that didnt help. I wanted more dick. I hope to keep going and provide a service to all these men. I want some fucking next time. I am becoming my true self. A faggot.

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The hosts name was actually Tracy.... I fucked as a top at the cute boy BB party several times.

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I had a quick stop in Berlin (Kylie concert) and went to Lab.oratory after it. It was a very busy night as I had to wait more than an hour in line. I was feeling very tired after a long day sightseeing and seeing the concert so I was pleasantly surprised that I racked up 8 fucks (3 of them amazing!), sucked some fine dick, and got bred by 5 dudes. It was great feeling the smell of cum as I had a little cum fart in my hotel bed last night preparing for an early flight back home. Special thanks to the guy with the big fat 8 inch dick who loudly came for 2 minutes in my ass then thanking me for taking care of his babies 😋💦🐽

Now at the halfway mark to the year I’m at 163 according to my counting. A bit sad since 78 of them were in the first 12 days of the year 🐽💦 I had a back surgery in April and didn’t feel well before it so that’s the main damper. I had good numbers again in June.

It might actually be easier to apportion blame than you think. For instance, the owner of Starlink (the company responsible for connecting the voting machines in all of the swing states to the internet) had unfettered access to the data of each vote as it was going across the wire... and he posted a cryptic tweet hours before the election winner was announced which simply read "Game, set, match." He also famously poured millions of dollars into one of the candidates' campaigns, gave a nazi salute at a rally for that candidate, and bought Twitter a couple years ago. He's one of a handful of people at the heart of what would have otherwise been an astronomically uncanny* election: [think before following links] [think before following links] https://thiswillhold.substack.com/p/she-won-they-didnt-just-change-the * Literally, astronomically uncanny. The 2024 election had a more significant statistical unlikeliness of happening by pure chance (5.0 * 10^-28, even under a very generous estimate of odds for flipping each swing-state county that was reported to have flipped)** than the estimated number of stars in the known universe (which is within the ballpark of 10^24)***. ** [think before following links] https://thiswillhold.substack.com/p/she-won-part-iii-the-devil-is-in *** [think before following links] https://www.google.com/search?q=how+many+stars+are+in+the+known+universe