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Tonight at the bathouse in Antwerp. I arrived at 20h. There was very little action, but took one load. Pushed it out and felt the cum dripping out of my ass and over my balls. I left at 21h. Very dissappointed, but luckally I got a load...

Wow definitely need a report on this!

Strictly a fantasy but I have always fantasized being adducted as a kid and sent to re-sexducation camp with other abducted kids.

I don't have a lot of pics of myself sucking cock, most tops prefer to lean back and enjoy instead of fumbling with a phone while I'm sucking them off. But my gifter made some videos, on the day of my pozzing. This pic is from the video of me blowing my gifter before he puts his toxic cock in my ass and converts me.

Another update, I've been cumming a minimum of 3 times a day now for 2 months. It has definitely made it easier for me to get an erection even under circumstances that are psychologically adverse for me. This weekend I was able to get hard and start instigating activity by fucking available bottoms, even though no one else seemed to be fucking at the bathhouse. This was after I forgot to take my Cialis on Thursday and Friday, they don't do anything for me the 1st day I take one, but continue to work 3 days after I stop taking them. I had been taking them to improve the odds of getting hard even if it turns out to be a blue ball no mating dance. It really wasn't working very well in spring and early summer when I was cumming a lot less frequently, the cock blockers were pretty much killing my hard one even with the Cialis. Last night I fucked at least 10 guys and came in 3 of them on an otherwise inactive night at Steam, which is always a boner killer for me. On the downside, 2 weeks ago there weren't any guys trying to bottom, so after getting fucked and bred repeatedly I had to jack off before going to sleep after a night at the baths. If I'm interpreting my research correctly, this means I need to make sure I cum 3 times a day, instead of resorting to erectile distinction drugs, and save the drugs for when I take a sexcation and want to fuck all day for several days in a row.

We'll progressive taxation is actually equal, in my book. it says, everyone get the same tax within this range. And so on up while it's a person's choice to take the higher and higher salary. It may sound like semantics, but I don't think so: Flat tax is used for state/city sales tax, for instance. To illustrate above not-semantics point, imagine -- as is suggested from time-to-time -- sales tax is based blindly on receipt total. That's wealth redistribution. But it's hard to do a true progressive tax system for sales tax, for let's say grocery: base avocado price now is what $3/small so the first $3 is 5% then organic, etc, etc, is $4.5 so the $3.01-$4.50 incremental cost is taxed at 10% etc It gets complicated quickly industry-by-industry, item-by-item. But you get the point, if you choose the options, the tax goes up for those increment(s) of the price. But here's a very VERY fun test of political fortitude when you know someone's political background, and their socialist-lefties, in a non-politics related conversation: "If you won the lottery and it's a given you live for 50 years from that date, would you take a lump sum with the high tax or take the installments?" It's amazing how many moralize wealth in terms of being wrong or even evil then, when given the option -- knowing they'll live to enjoy the $, they pick "over time" and not "lump sum" to save on taxes. It's a really really fun test. And yes, of course I throw it in their face, immediately! 😃 You literally don't even have to ask, e.g., "So every wealthy person -- except you -- should pay their 'fair share', got it. Thanks for playing." Didn't they have... what, "materializers" or something like that to get around the issue? no one had to work for income as nothing was required, it was materialized. I know that's the wrong word. In a different context, I did some stuff too. Here are (dated) links I dug out. How do these figure consider an 80%-90% failure rate? ...meaning the pharma company uses the 10%-20% of profitable drugs to offset losses? Science 2016: [think before following links] https://www.science.org/content/blog-post/only-two-out-ten-drugs-really CBO 2021: [think before following links] https://www.cbo.gov/publication/57126 Pharma profitability vs other industries NIH 2020: [think before following links] https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC7054843/ But this also part of the misconception of wealth and it's role in spurring innovation in our economy. This doesn't mean free-reign, right to 'no tax,' for the wealthy or the like, but it's definitely not included in most thinking out there: "The success rate of venture capital investments is relatively low, with studies indicating that up to 75% of venture-backed startups do not return cash to their investors. Overall, the odds of a startup being successful after receiving venture capital funding are estimated to be around 8%, translating to a total success rate of about 1 in 2,000 for startups funded by top VC firms." In part, this is why the US and Swiss private medical systems are both more innovative and more expensive. Not all of it. And, the comment is not targeted to medical norms, either. Just a generalization. Where I was focusing was purely on people. I don't disagree on the contractors, etc. But national defense, we all indirectly and equally benefit by it's role in our society -- we're all, theoretically, safer from those Canadians on husky-driven sleds and their killer snow balls. And, it's aboot time, eh. In part, this was my question to you re a UHC is Trump would be in charge. More government means more ways our leaders can be tyrannical. How do you future-proof for tyranny while demanding more levers of potential tyranny? But I would add to this the other side, and that's using government programs to win supporters and aide your own political base, see Biden/Democrats and the attempted $1 trillion give-away. [think before following links] https://budgetmodel.wharton.upenn.edu/issues/2022/8/26/biden-student-loan-forgiveness At no time in that "debate" were the actual costs of tuition, etc discussed. It was a give-away to a political base allowing colleges and universities to continue to over-charge. For instance, a relative of mine is a professor in the UC system (CA). Her take-home of student tuition is roughly 20% (in algebra terms, she make "x" and the university keeps 4x of her students' tuition). The university get a state disbursement roughly similar to their tuition revenue from the state, varying thru time. So, if she's average to other instructors, instructors get "x" while the university is now at 9x, or keeping 90% of total revenue. All that before cost-offsets from grants and the like. There is something so messed up in the administration of these institutions. And those institutions put in on the backs of students and tax payers, the latter thru state funds and federal grants. And then a double-down of that by Biden/Democrats? Still seething. Dems want to complain -- rightfully -- about Argentina and Trump... I think a mea culpa on support for student debt forgiveness needs to be the place to start. I think this starts with our political outcomes. As I stated privately, even Obama's large 2008 win wasn't even large enough to break down a classroom of 20 students. Obama's 7.3pp national win was 10.75 students to McCains 9.25. Even Reagan in 1984 wasn't even a 12-8 split of 20 students. The media, politicians, and supporters also embellish anything and everything to create a mandate. We're just divided.

So this was a first for me. Not a lot of those left. This also happened..last night..no the night before. I saw a hot sexy furry guy online. I didn't even check age or think of that but I sent him a message. He liked me and said he's verse but a little bit more submissive. Why was I not surprised. He called me Sir a few times during chatting and wanted me to come over. He asked if he can wear the pup stuff and of course I agreed not revealing I myself am a pup yet. I started calling him Pup and he really liked that too. I headed to his place after he was cleaned up. He greeted me in a full pup hood of a certain color and a nice mesh body chest suit. Very nice color choices and functionality. This would also be the first time i've played with anyone in pup gear. We went into his bedroom and I played with his nipples. I think sucked them biting on them a little bit which he instantly liked and started gruffing at. He was already making pup noises it was hot and making my dick hotter. I lifted up his pup mask slightly and kissed him. He had a very sexy beard underneath his pup mask and he was a nice passionate kisser. I stood up and my cock was level with his face so he started sucking me. Fuck his mouth felt good on my cock. I was already pretty much hard but he got my fully hard and my cock was dripping precum. I kept calling him a good boy and he'd suck harder or with more enthusiasm. I pulled him off my dick and then he laid on his back for a moment. I went back to kissing him and then licking and biting all over his body. I was starting to growl and gruff and make inaudiable noises as well. I noticed his cock was pretty hard. I licked his sexy bush and then started sucking his cock. I sucked him with a bit more aggression and growling. His cock felt like it was growing harder in my mouth. He was moaning and growling while I was sucking him. I pulled off his cock and told him, "Roll over Pup" He got on his knees and he tossed me a bottle of lube. I told him "I only use spit Pup". He didn't say anything but he pushed his ass out more to indicate he didn't have any issue with this. I spit on his hole and started eating his furry ass. Fucking hot pup. He started gruffing and arfing a bit while I was eating his ass. I spit on my cock and pushed my cock into his hole. He was a little tighter then I thought but he loosened up. He arfed and yelped when I pushed in completely. Fuck his ass felt so good. I started fucking him slowly and he was making more inaudible noises. I was starting to gruff and growl myself. I started pulling my dick out all the way and slamming it back into him. He was started to moan out now saying how good it felt. I fucked him for a good while with a mix of slow and steady strokes and pulling out all the way and pumping back in and even just fucking him with the tip of the my dick some to tease his hole. Eventually I needed to breed. I pushed him down on his belly and started biting his neck and growling. He was moaning and whining and whimpering. I started licking his neck and face and his pup mask was off and we made out a little bit while I was fucking him. Got he was a sexy fucker. I started growling and barking. I took a big hit of poppers and then got fully into pup space. I was barking and growling and snarling and I shot a huge load into him. I stayed in him for a good while and then rolled off him. We were laying next to each other on the bed. We both kissed each other and I started growling and ruffing and so did he. That was one of the hottest things ever both of us matching each other's pup energy. I started licking his face and whimpering a little bit and he bit me and started growling. We broke away after that and layed there for a moment. He said I am such a hot sexy man and cute. He told me if he didn't cum a few times today he would have rolled me over and fucked and bred me. He said he wanted to. We talked for a good bit had a nice chat learning about each other. He could definitely tell I was a pup too. I got hard again and he got horny again so he rolled over like a good pup and I fucked him some more. I bred him again. We have fun making out a bit too and exploring each other's bodies but we were both getting a little tired. We got dressed and thanked each other and had a nice passionate kiss goodbye. He said I was a great top and someone who knows how to actually use their dick. Damn I am starting to love it when random hook ups give me compliments like this. He said he wanted to see me again and I said the same. He is close too so I hope we do. Before this I did have potential plans to meet the guy I met at the "event" a few nights prior. He kinda went silent before I saw the pup. After he did tell me that he was around but I told him I was a bit worn out. I was pretty happy and satisfied after the pup. I grabbed a bite to eat and went home and slept great. But before that I was still a little horny so I jerked off and came in the shower. I don't do that too often but sometimes after fucking and cumming a few times it feels pretty good before bed. Load Count: 2 Loads I Bred: Bred the hot hairy puppy twice. Cute furry butt and sexy man man. Fucking woof arf. Until next time...

If that happened to me, I would definitely try to fight back at first, so the abductor(s) would need to beat me up a little first. Or maybe they even have a gun and any kind of resistance is futile. Deadly and hot.

@BBKev Fucking hot showing your cock and asshole like that! Please post more pics in shirt and tie!!

Great chapter. Maybe all 3 should go to a local Bathhouse and spread their seed as much as they can?

Part 4 Two weeks have passed since I took my first raw toxic load from Doctor John. Now I’m standing again in the evening in front of his office, but this time it is different. I have been feeling unwell for the last couple of days and Doctor John immediately wanted to run the test. He showed an excitement I didn’t expect from him, but he wanted to be sure and run a thorough test through his laboratory. Half an our ago he received the results and wanted to see me. I enter the office, and Patrick is sitting behind the reception, he seems to be the only staff member left. He greets me with a tight hug, and I can feel his hard cock through his scrub pants. With a smile he points me towards one of the examination rooms, in which Doctor John is sitting behind a desk with two large monitors. ‘Mike, there you are, come in, have seat’ Doctor John’s voice sounds unexpectedly nervous. As I take my seat opposite him, Patrick has closed the door without me realising it. ‘How are you? Have you gotten your energy back?’ ‘Yes, today is the first day I’m almost as fit as I used to be’ ‘That’s great, especially as I have news for you’ he pauses for a moment, before he says ‘Mike, your test results came back, and I can confirm you have tested positive for HIV’ Doctor John looks at me intensely, this is the moment, which would show him, if I chased a fantasy or was really willing to receive his gift. But he didn’t need to worry, then as soon as he said those words a big smile spreads across my face. I start to laugh a little, as I didn’t expect it to happen so fast. ‘I’m poz’ I try to say those words out loud ‘I’m a poz man’ Doctor John nods approvingly and steps around the desk. He takes my hand and puts it above his penis, where his biohazard tattoo is covered by his pants. ‘This was the start and now it’s time to go full circle. It is your turn now, to give me your first official toxic load’ I stand up and we both kiss longingly, my hands grabbing his ass and pushing our bodies together. Doctor John breaks the kiss and steps back. Without a word he starts to undress in front of me until he stands completely naked. He bends over the desk and for the first time he is offering me his somewhat hairy ass. Fully clothed I kneel behind him and start to rim his hole, my tongue opening him slowly. A silent moan is leaving Doctor John’s throat. I already sense that he is not usually a bottom, this will be a tight fuck. I stand up to open my pants and take my cock out. I position myself behind him. ‘Mike remember you are a poz man now, this means no lube, just spit and your toxic precum are aloud to prepare me. Nothing must delude your seed.’ ‘So, you want my toxic cum?’ those words sound strange out of my mouth, but feel right. ‘Yes, give me your toxic load. Shoot your poz cum inside me’ I spit on his ass, then on my cock and finally I place the head of my cock on his hole. With slow thrusts his hole starts to open for me, and I notice the lust in his face. Then I remember how he fucked me the first time and I decided to follow suit, so with a forceful thrust I push again against his hole and this time my head slips in. Doctor John lets out a primal moan, which encourages me to go deeper and with a violent push I bury my cock deep inside him. My balls hit his ass, and I can feel how his hole and body are adjusting to my cock. Despite not being a regular bottom, he knows how to flex his hole to milk my cock. ‘How does my poz cock feel? You want more?’ I hear me saying ‘Give it to me, make me your first poz fuck. Plant your toxic seed deep in my guts’ I increase my thrusts, and we develop a very rough rhythm together, as Doctor John is forcefully pushing his ass on my cock. I feel my cock start to pulsate within Doctor John and we both know I am seconds away from shooting my first poz load. ‘It’s time Mike, give me your first toxic load, make me yours’ ‘Take it, take my poz seed and don’t you dare let one drop go to waste’ With those words I pull my cock almost out of his hole, just the head remaining inside, and then push with all the force I can muster back inside him. I come immediately and shoot my poz cum deep into Doctor John. It takes me 9 shoots to empty my toxic balls, and I collapse on the back of Doctor John, who has come hands free onto the floor. After a few moments we both stand up and look at each other. Doctor John takes me in a longing kiss, his hands around my face, mine on his lower back. He breaks the kiss and walks to his phone and calls Patrick to us. Patrick almost runs through the door and envelopes me in a tight hug, my cock hanging out of my still open pants and Doctor John standing relaxed behind his desk, still completely naked. ‘I almost gave it away, when you came in. You know, we are poz brothers now and this is our poz daddy’ Patrick pointing to Doctor John. ‘Oh, Patrick, we talked about this, don’t call me your poz daddy. I’m your gift giver, not you daddy’ We all laugh about Doctor Johns issue with the word daddy. Patrick takes a card out of his pocket and gives it to me. It is the card of a tattoo artist and without a word I give Patrick a thank you kiss. ‘He did both our tattoos’ Doctor John say ‘Every single one is slightly different, unique’ ‘What makes your two unique?’ Doctor John steps forwards, lets me take a closer look at his biohazard tattoo. ‘Mine has a slight colour change between black and red throughout…’ ‘And mine’ Patrick adds ‘has a red thorn branch framing it’ Patrick takes his scrub shirt off and I take a closer look. I understand that this isn’t only a simple tattoo, but art. It shows so much more than just status, it shows character, it shows history, it shows a conscious decision to become a poz man and carry it with pride. I put the card away and the three of us get ready to leave the office. As we step outside into the night it dawns on me, for the first time I am breathing fresh air as a poz man.