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The Fall Part 1 Ok, about me, well I grew up in a small town in Texas. I wouldn’t say I was poor, because we always had food, but we were not rich. Not that anyone in the small town would be considered rich. Even though we were some of the poorer people, I always had friends, I was very gregarious and personable, and I was good at football and girls always liked me, so making friends just came naturally. After high school I went to college and just found myself, I had a great time, made great grades and my future just fell before me. After college I got into medical sales, and just found my calling and climbed the Corp ladder very fast. Bringing us to today, I live in Austin, I am a medical sales manager for a medical equipment manufacturer and have made over $500,000 a year for the last 3 years. I far cry from how I grew up. Life was great. I was no big deal for me to go out on a Saturday night and drop over $1,000 on dinner and drinks. I worked hard and played hard. I had a nice sports car but drove a tesla for a work car. I had a very nice apartment downtown Austin and absolutely loved life. On a random Tuesday night, I am in Dallas at a networking event and run across an old friend of mine, Colby, well not really a friend, we went to high school together. Actually, I don’t know if we had ever talked. He was really quiet, and a lot of people made fun of him calling him gay and queer, not than anyone knew if he was gay, but remember small town. But nevertheless, it was random to see someone from the town we grew up in. after all I graduated with less than 100 people, very small town, so we were both surprised to see each other. I came up and introduced myself and he remembered who I was he was surprised that I remembered him. We spent most of the evening catching up. He moved to Dallas immediately after high school graduation and lived here ever since. The night flew buy, but eventually I had to leave, and we said our goodbyes. Laying in bed around 1:30 in the morning, I see a notification come across my phone, and he had sent me a FB request, I immediately accepted it and shortly after got another “Ding”. He sent me a message: Colby: Just wanted to say it was good seeing you tonight Me: It was, definitely made the night more fun than I was expecting Colby: oh, I wasn’t expecting you to respond tonight. Colby: but yes, I really enjoyed it Colby: you come here often lol Me: Not really, I mostly cover Austin and San Antonio, Dallas isn’t in my area. Colby: too bad, I was hoping we could hang out Me: You ever in Austin? Colby: no, I am kind of grounded here in Dallas Me: Grounded?? Parole Colby: lol, no! it’s a long story for another day We ended up chatting for over an hour that night until I passed out. Over the next few weeks, we talked about every day and grew pretty close. It wasn’t until about 3 weeks later that he told me that he was gay: Me: random, I was invited to attend a meeting with our team in Thursday Colby: Of course it would be Thursday Me: why? Colby: me and my boyfriend have plans with friends Me: Boyfriend? I had no idea Colby: no idea I was gay or that I was seeing someone Me: lol, both Colby: omg! Your gaydar is broken honey Me: lol, yeah I had no idea Colby: is that a problem? Me: no, not a problem, just didn’t know Colby: good! I enjoy talking with you Me: Me too! Colby: So come another night Me: I may not come, its not normally something I would attend in person Colby: so you were making a special trip for me? Me: lol Colby: Come Me: you wont even be there Colby: we could meet up for a drink afterwards Me: Boyfriend would love that Colby: your straight, its not cheating Me: ditching your boyfriend for anyone would probably upset him Colby: Just come, I want to see you Me: we will see 😉 I was definitely very confused by what was going on, now I’m not stupid, I have always known I was attracted to both boys and girls, but I have never even remotely given any sexual attention or flirted with a guy, and here I am just talking to this guy all the time and ignoring most other things and making a special trip just to see him, what was happening? I didn’t know, but I know I was enjoying it and besides, were just friends. I ended up going to Dallas for the meeting and got a hotel to stay the night rather than driving back. Me: Im on my way to Dallas Colby: Yay! I cant wait to see you! Me: Me too! Colby: im so excited, I might kiss you! Me: you better get me a drink first lol Colby: deal! Colby: where are you staying Me: The Adolphus downtown Colby: fancy pants! Me: lol, its close to our office Colby: ok, I will come by around 10? Me: See you then All day long, I was anxiously excited, what was happening, what where his expectations, he knows I’m straight, is he really this excited to see me just as friends, is he thinking more will happen. My mind rushed all day, but it didn’t change the fact that I was excited to be there. He practically messaged me the entire night, which im sure went over great with his boyfriend, but I really didn’t care, I was happy. About 10:30 he showed up and met me in the lobby and told me we are going to the club. We walked to a night club close by and had a great night Colby: lets get you that drink I owe you Me: lol Colby: I am going to kiss you later Me: better make it two drinks After a couple drinks Colby: lets dance Me: I don’t know Colby: come on He stood up and grabbed me by the hand and pulled me out on the dancefloor and the night flew by drinks, dancing more and more touching Around 1:00am Colby: you ready to go Me: sure Colby: I’m ready to get out of here, its too loud We walked back to my hotel and in the lobby we were saying goodbye and there was the awkward silence, we both knew what the other was thinking. There was no “he thinks im straight” we were both thinking the same thing right now, and somehow I knew he wouldn’t make the move, if I wanted it to happen, it would have to be me. My heart was pounding through my chest. I was so torn on what to do, my entire life, I had hidden this away and here I am just fully going with it. Me: you want to come up? He didn’t even say anything, he just looked me in the eyes and nodded his head yes. It was that look that we both knew what was about to happen. As soon as we got on the elevator he kissed me, that’s for the drinks he said. We got to the room and it didn’t take long before he kissed me again, which quickly escalated into being on the bed and clothes coming off as we rolled around the bed in the covers. When his mouth hit my rock hard cock I knew I had made the right decision, it was the best blow job I had ever had. He quickly got up and grabbed the lotion out of the bathroom and a condom he crawled back on top of me looked up at me as he slid the condom on my rock hard cock, he slowly crawled up and started to kiss my neck and whispered “I want you in me so fucking bad” as he reached around and grabbed my cock and aimed it towards his hole and slide down on it. There it was, I officially lost my gay virginity and it was amazing, better than I could have imagined. The intensity the passion, was more than I describe. It didn’t take me long to cum and when I did, he leaned over and kissed me and said, we have to do that again! And then he got up and got dressed Me: where are you going? Colby: I have to go home Me: to your boyfriend? Colby: jealous already? Me: no Colby: laughed and smiled, I have to be at work at 6am, so I need to get home to try and get 2 hours of sleep Me: 6am! Wow that sucks! He crawled on the bed and kissed me really deeply Colby: you better come back soon, I want that great cock again Over the next week, we chatted a lot, and the chat had changed, it was very flirtatious, very sexual, very emotional, so of course it wasn’t long before I came back. Over the next couple months, I went to Dallas about once per week and would usually stay Friday and Saturday night, we would go out and have amazing sex, but he would always leave, which was definitely sending off red flags. After about 3 months, we were laying in bed after having sex and he was laying there with his head on my chest and said Colby: what are we? Me: what do you mean? Colby: exactly what I asked, what are we? Me: don’t you have a boyfriend Colby: I could end that Me: do you want to end that? Colby: do you want me to end that? Me: maybe Colby: you’re still in the closet though, how would that work? Me: you go home every night, so how does that work? Colby: come stay the night with me Me: wont your boyfriend get upset Colby: not if you’re my boyfriend Me: would you be my boyfriend Colby: no Me: what?!? Colby: come back next weekend and I will be single and you can ask me again Me: ok, but we are staying the night Colby: you can come stay at my apartment The next weekend, I came back the happiest I can remember being, we went to dinner at a nice restaurant and I officially asked him to be my boyfriend, he immediately wanted to get the ticket and go home, and I had no problem with that. We got to his apartment, which was a little more rundown that I had expected. Definitely a low-income housing, which I was not expecting at all. We got in his apartment, which was very clean and went to his room and started to make love, not sex, make love. When he grabbed the lube he crawled on top of me and said: Colby: If were boyfriend and boyfriend, I want you to cum inside me, as long as you are sleeping with anyone else, is that good with you? Me: yeah And he started lubing up my bare cock and slid down on it and it was even better than before, I had no idea how much bare sex felt than protected sex. We had sex multiple times that night and by the end of the night, he told me I scared him because he thought he was falling for me and then fell asleep. The next morning I got up and he was gone, so I went to the kitchen naked to get something to drink. As I was standing at the fridge, I heard a noise behind me and turned to see a tall black naked man standing in a door to another bedroom staring at me. I almost dropped my cup and stood there speechless as he approached me. I couldn’t help but notice his giant cock just hanging there, I definitely looked to long and by the time I realized I was staring and looked back up he was grinning as he approached. He got within 1 foot of my face and just stood there and then just made a moaning sound. Random guy: nice And then he rubbed up against me as he reached in and grabbed the carton of orange juice and took a huge drink straight from the carton and then set it back in the fridge Random guy: I hope to see you around more And then walked off. As soon as he got in his room, I ran back to the bedroom and shut the door. But the image of that cock was burned in my mind and the adrenaline rush had my heart pounding, I was so excited and turned on and couldn’t get his cock out of my mind. Shortly after, Colby opened the bedroom door Colby: I got coffee and bagels Me: who the hell is the other guy in there? Colby: oh, you saw him? Me: yeah, I about had a heart attack Colby: it’s my dad Me: your dad? Why didn’t you tell me he was in there Colby: long story Me: and you’re not going to tell me? Colby: My dad left home when I was in elementary school, just disappeared and then about 2 years ago, I get a call from a parole officer that my dad has the option for house arrest if he has a place to go, and I must be here every morning to verify he is here. Me: I am so sorry, I didn’t know Colby: I know, I should have told you. But how do you say, “oh by the way my dad was realized from prison for robbery, reckless endangerment for having sex with people without telling them had HIV, herpes, syphilis and every other fucking std a person can have, prostitution, assault and battery. Yeah, how do I say that”. Me: I am sorry, I had no idea Colby: I know, I’m not mad at you, I just hate him being here. Leaving me when I am so young and look at the person he is, who the fuck goes around fucking people and trying to give them aids! He is just a piece of shit and for some reason I felt obligated to let him stay here. Colby: just stay away from him, please. I don’t even talk to him, he stays in his room, I stay in my room. He is disgusting to me. The parole officer told me that when they arrested him, he was about 120 lbs., just eaten up with diseases and track marks from shooting up drugs, sharing needles with people and then banging dudes from money and drugs and just giving random guys aids! He has 1 more year here and then he is gone, and I hope to never see him again. Colby: please just stay away from him, I don’t trust him. I don’t know what he would do, but I just absolutely don’t trust him Me: don’t worry, I am with you, I will be where you are Colby: I know this is a lot to just take in, that’s why I hide it. I am ashamed Me: its ok, its ok Over the next couple of months, things were great, I would stay with him every weekend and then go back to work during the week and we would talk most days and for hours at night, and life was really good, I was really happy. I hadn’t really come out to my family, friends, work or on social media, but in Dallas it was completely different. It was like I had two lives, a work life in Austin and a social life in Dallas. On our 6 month anniversary of dating, I took Friday off and showed up on Thursday night and took him out to dinner at a nice restaurant and had a few drinks and we went back to his place and while we were having sex he stopped and told me that he loved me, I told him that I loved him too and it was great, it felt great. I don’t know how else to describe it, I was happy and was in love. The next morning, I woke up and he was gone to work, so I got up and was going to go into the kitchen to grab something to drink and remembering last time, I reached down to grab my pants to put them on, but when I grabbed them, I suddenly stopped and paused for a second and then set the pants back down. I opened the bedroom door and walked to the kitchen to get something to drink, I kept an eye on his door, but it was closed. I opened the fridge and grabbed the orange juice and took out the carton and then I heard a noise behind me. I stood there froze with the orange juice in my hand with my back to the door. My heart was pounding out of my chest, fear, excitement, im not sure which was the most prominent feeling. Then I heard a deep scratchy voice directly behind me: Him: I knew you would come out here this morning Me: unable to speak a word He takes a step closer; I can feel his breath on the back of my neck. I feel like my heart is going to rip out of my chest. Then I feel his cock press against my bare ass cheeks, and I tense up stepping away and almost instantly I feel his firm hand grab my hip and pull me into him, feeling his cock pressed up against me, I’m getting hard now, and I can’t control it Him: what are you so nervous about? I stay there, I don’t try to get away, I just freeze feeling his cock Him: I knew you fucking wanted it Me: Completely speechless, just trying to breath Him: Nobody will be home for hours, bring me that orange juice And he walks away. After about 10 seconds, I slowly turn around to see him completely naked walking into his bedroom. He leaves the door open and turns facing me and sits down on the bed with his legs spread wide open and his cock hanging there. He grabs his cock in his hands and starts slowly jerking it looking directly at me.

I moved to Ft Meyers Florida Two houses down there live a set of twin brothers They are about 45 or so . We got talking and it lead to sex Neither is gay but they occasionally hook up with men Monday night they came over and after a few drinks asked me if I play with men Yes I do. The one reached over and kissed me The other played with my dick and ass We went in the bedroom and off came the clothes They were both hung They said they both only top. The one started to play with my hole He put the head in and I said go ahead deep. He did and started to fuck me. He got excited and said he was close to cumming . I then just pulled him in deep so he had to come in my ass The other brother said he wanted do and just went right in, It was not long till he came too, We rested a while and then each came in me again we plan to meet again in a couple of weeks

TDS, of course, is "Trump Derangement Syndrome" - the psychological disorder that makes people support and trust a man who's been held liable for hundreds of millions of dollars in fraud, has had to file six bankruptcies, who's been convicted of 34 counts of fraud in the state of New York, who faces dozens of other felony counts in state and federal court, and who, at last check, thinks illegal immigrants are killing and eating pet dogs, thinks "political asylum" is the same thing as "insane asylum" (and that immigrants seeking asylum are thus Hannibal Lecter-clones), thinks the army under George Washington captured the airports to defeat the British, and that having electric-powered boats means having to choose between electrocution and being eaten by sharks. Yeah, his supporters are pretty deranged.

"Russiagate" is the right-wing's nickname for a very real thing: the documented fact that Russia was working behind the scenes to get Trump elected in 2016. What the Mueller investigation found is that (a) there wasn't evidence that the Trump campaign was aware of those efforts, nor was there evidence they were NOT aware of it; (b) they were eager to meet with foreign agents who claimed to have "dirt" on Clinton, even if it turned out that they did not; and (c) there was a seriously open question as to whether Trump obstructed justice in the course of the investigation (which AG Barr chose not to follow up on). That's the truth. The lie is Trump's claim that it was all a hoax. As for Covid vaccines, well, if you're part of that nutball conspiracy theory, there's nothing really to discuss there. I'd suggest you debate some of the million-plus people killed by Covid but oops, you can't, they're dead. Nepotism? Do you HEAR yourself? Biden didn't give any of his kids jobs in his administration, and while some of his relatives may have tried to cash in on their family name, it was (a) essentially all AFTER Biden left office and (b) not with Joe Biden's cooperation. Unlike, say, Jared and Ivanka having administration jobs AND continuing to do business with American adversaries like China, and cooking up deals with foreign nations like Qatar and Saudi Arabia for private profit. And Trump - unlike every other president - tried to overturn the duly chosen electors of several states he lost, all in a pathetic attempt to cling to power, and whipped a crowd of supporters into a frenzy and set them loose on the Capitol while the electoral votes were being counted. They overran the Capitol, did millions of dollars of damage, caused the death of several police officers, and all the while Trump sat back watching the carnage from his office and refused to address them to tell them to stop for hours - despite pleas from his chief of staff, attorneys, and even his family. I have EVERY confidence that the Democratic leadership - in Congress and in the White House - is thousands of times better than that.

As someone who works in healthcare (3rd shift), I cannot tell you how many times two males nurses or a male doctor and a male nurse have snuck off in the back of the ER and fucked. It’s pretty quiet around 4am. Sometimes I’ve been in the room with them while they fuck and I beat off. You have to be careful because of the charge nurse. It is so hot!! It happens a lot.

Took multiple last night. I currently have 4 regulars that fuck me. One of them hit me up around 6 pm and when this one hits me up, it's usually he wants to fuck now. Within 30 minutes I was on my knees sucking his cock before getting fucked and taking his load. Thinking that would be it for the night, I showered and sat down to watch tv. At 7:30 another regular hits me up, this one likes my cock locked in a cage and walking in to find me head down, ass up in a jockstrap. This is one of my favorite regulars, always rims me before fucking me, has a perfect 7.5" cut cock, and is 100% for walking in, fucking me, breeding me then going home to his girlfriend... which he did. After he left I got on sniffies and posted "Chastity wearing bottom looking to add more loads to the two I have already taken. Anon, head down ass up, bareback and breed only". Almost immediately I have multiple responses. One of them being a younger horny hung 26 year old that would be passing through in minutes... I gave him instructions on where he would find me and 25 minutes later he's walking through the door, pulling his cock out, lubing up and sliding his big cock in. He didn't last long but he fucked hard until he was breeding me, and I like nothing more than feeling a guys cock pulsating in me as he breeds me. This one I hope comes back to fuck me again! Once he left I'm back to sniffies, still locked and horny. I'm mostly looking for big cock now, so I'm responding to guys that send pics and some info... The one I started chatting with was 8.5-9" and pretty thick. The biggest cock I've taken was 9" which is one of my regulars. We chat for bit, exchange more pics before I'm giving him the instructions on where to find me. A little while later, he's walking through the door to find me ready for him. I had to suck his cock to get him hard until he said enough and slid his cock in and fucked me. He was verbal, calling me a slut and a faggot as he fucked me slow then hard asking me if I want his load. Wasn't long before he was balls deep unloading in me. Now hoping this one becomes a regular too! I could have taken more loads but I was tired and had to be up early this morning. I did respond to several and tell them I'd be free tonight if they are. The most loads I've taken in one day is currently 6, hoping to beat that soon.

Right? And frankly, if anyone does a good job (read "exhaustive") of "point by point," it's BootmanLA. He didn't "deflect," he identified the flaws in the examples of "faults" given. No doubt there are faults in the Democrat party. i was struck by the commentary i watched on the "liberal media" that fact checked and identified the wrong stuff Harris said in her nomination acceptance speech.... was that "fake news?" Nah, i think the press did their job. Voting democrat is not a tacit full endorsement of the democratic party. At this juncture, it's pretty much the only choice over having an egomaniacal crazy in the highest office of the land.

Meme from pantsuitnation: "My immigrant husband"

Possibly, possibly not. The vaccine works against certain strains, and if you have a DIFFERENT strain, the vaccine might still offer protection against the ones it does work on.

I’ve had my hand and cock up a guys ass, but never taken it myself. If a guy can stretch me open, I wouldn’t decline.

I've posted before about a couple I play with sometimes. They are both dom. For the last holiday weekend I planned a long hotel stay to get some cock. I asked if they wanted to come play one night but the were both heading out of town for the weekend. The wife was bitching because he flight was leaving 2hrs be for hers. I offered to pay for an uber if she wanted to play a bit before she left. So I check in Thursday and get ready. She text me and said hubby wants a double bj when he drops me off. When they get to my hotel she comes in and says he is going to be late we have to work fast. She says you take his cock im gonna eat his ass. I instantly drop down and he pulls off his shorts. I started sucking while she stripped. It was the crazy. Once her tongue was in his ass he came in under a min. He cleaned up and left and the wife was asking what I wanted. I told her it was up to her. She said she wanted to warm me up for all the cocks I was going to take over the weekend. I grab a big strapon and she said no she had a different idea. She got the lube and started working her fist in my ass. Within 15min she was working on getting another hand in. She has only had 2 fists in a couple of time but I had 2 bottles of poppers on the night stand. She tore the seal off one with her teeth and handed it to me. A little more fisting in and out she told me to take a bit 3 hits and then slid a second hand in. For about 30min she is pushing both her arms up my cunt. The whole time talking dirty telling my I'm gonna be so stretched out . She finally pulls out and sits on my face. I make her cum and then look at my phone. I had a message from a regular fuck bud that he was ready to go. He is a young skinny black kid with an impressive dick. She still had a bit before her uber so she told me to ask him if she could stay and watch. He seemed excited and said he was 3min away. She gave me a look and said let's give him a show. She had my hands tied in front of me and handed me the poppers then un latched the door. A couple hits and she had both arms about mid forearm when he walked in. The look of shock as he started to undress was amazing. She told me to get him hard which only took a few seconds. Then she told him to get ready and as soon as he was she brought both hands out in a fist and told him to go in balls deep. He slammed in balls deep. They both started talking about hot hot it was playing with my sloppy hole. He came in me in just a few minutes and the second he was out she put her hand back to feel his load. I had 6 more tops that night and every one commented on how loose I was. Not one complaint.

So, I’m in Berlin. This city is always full of gays (I mean visible gays) but now,?supposedly because of the Folsom it’s extreme. I arrived late in the afternoon, very tired. I needed some rest and I decided to have a solid night. The next four days I will have opportunity to be just a hole or cock. So, I decided to visit Ajpnia, because the atmosphere there is unique. It didn’t disappoint me. Furthermore, I supposed (based on my latest experiences) that I would be the top. Funny, but I found more guys that were supposed to be bottom but finally they fucked me. I couldn’t count, but if I’m not wrong, was fucked by 8-10 guys, and two bred me. I finally came into a mouth ya bottom. Anyway I fucked him more times before. Not he was the only one, finally I fucked at less 5’guys. it was a real versatile night.

Tolerate corruption? You mean the way the Democratic leadership pushed hard on Sen. Menendez until he resigned before going to trial? The way we pushed Anthony Weiner out of office? Where, exactly, is this toleration for Democratic-specific corruption manifesting itself? Let's compare Menendez with, say, oh, I don't know, George Santos, who had to be expelled by the House because he was so corrupt he refused to resign - only to then admit his guilt and plead guilty to felonies trying to avoid a very long prison sentence. See how it works when you do direct comparisons? You made casual reference to Pelosi and insider trading, without a shred of evidence (or maybe you just don't understand what "insider trading" actually is). If it were up to me, members of Congress and their spouses would be forbidden from owning individual stocks at all, and presidents would be required to put all personal assets (except, perhaps, one home) into a blind trust. But that's never going to happen when you have someone like Trump as president, or when members of both parties own substantial stock holdings, even if those are tilted towards Republicans.

It is fundamentally dishonest to equate the Republican Party, which enthusiastically supports a con man looking to break our institution to pave the way for an oligarchy, and the Democratic Party which may have some corruption but remains committed to the basic principles of our constitution and liberal democracy. It isn’t even worth going point by point with people who claim otherwise. The vast majority of those people are right wingers pretending to be something else, or they are remarkably ill informed.

I’ve become a bit of a chaser lately. Was horny on Monday and put an add up on buddy „looking for poz guys“. Not long after a guy messaged asking where I am and that he wants to give me his pozcum. I sent him my location. 30min later he arrived. Asked me to wait doggy on the bed which I did. He came in started rimming my hole. After it was nice and wet he pushed his raw cock inside. Fucked me for a few minutes and shot his toxic seed inside.

Playing with a sexy UPS driver in the back of his truck, while parked on a busy street. It's been a long time fantasy.

With certain responses here, I guess one shorthand way of answering "what is woke" would be "The opposite of all those people saying 'I got mine, fuck the rest of you'".

Since I'm older now and guys always want Daddy to fuck them, for me, the fantasy is being gang banged by a bunch of hot jock boys. A baseball or hockey team would work. One of them would be my son and he loves whoring out his Dad to his teammates.

part 3 When we got into Tom's car I started looking through all the apps and websites in search of any activity for us to start with. I looked on sniffies and saw there were quite a few groups around town advertising for some group fun and a few check-ins at the porn shops in town too. I told Tom about what I found and he said we would check them out but first he wanted to take me to meet a special friend first. My curiosity peaked at this and he wouldn't tell me he just kept saying it was going to be a surprise so I relented and just kept searching for more and more hookup opportunities. We kept driving for a little longer and we pulled up to a very nice modest house making me wonder again what we were doing. Tom parked in the driveway and proceeded to get out and I followed suit. We got to the door and Tom rang the doorbell and we waited. We didn't have to wait long and when the door opened up I was shocked to see a very beefy strong man answer the door completely naked and hard. He was an older man probably in his forties with tattoos covering every inch of his 7ft body, his rippling muscles accented his full tan and piercings in every part that a man would find super sexy. His 12 inch thick cock was pierced with a very large prince albert and there was a jacob's ladder leading down to a nice set of big balls. The curve in his shaft made the jacob's ladder look even more impressive and I had to rip my eyes away when Tom shook me to get my attention. I blushed as I looked up at this man and he smiled and asked me if I liked what I saw and I blushed a bit and told him he looked so sexy. He again smiled at me and winked making me blush more and he grabbed Tom by the waist and pulled him in for a sloppy kiss and ushered us both in. Once inside Tom and this man started to make out again and he proceeded to strip Tom right there in the doorway. Once Tom was naked we walked over to me and started to do the same to me and the feeling of his mouth on mine made me shake some with how soft his lips felt. When I was naked he stepped away again and Tom finally told me who he was and what we were planning on doing here. "Kyle I'm sure you can tell that Rob here and I know each other fairly well and I have kept him up to date on what you and I have been up to as well as your status now and we agreed that you needed more from the source that gave me the gift." I looked at him in shock switching again to look at Rob imagining in my head of Tom being fucked by this titan of a man and I almost lost it right there and we hadn't even done anything yet. I stood speechless for a moment more and then Tom told me more of what would be happening. "Rob here agreed to start our day with a group breeding session here at his house and you and I both are going to be the bottoms for over 50 poz guys so they can add their bugs to us to bring to college and pass along and afterwards we are going to let Rob here tattoo and pierce us both since he is a highly successful tattoo artist and piercer." Hearing this made my dick jump since I had never bottomed for so many guys before and it excited me to no end. I jumped into Rob's arms and started to make out with him like crazy and I felt his cock at its full hardness already start to poke and probe at my hole. Rob kept thrusting up and down, never missing a beat as he continued to shove his pierced tongue down my throat. Rob set me down and said he wanted to make sure the full party was here before he started to fuck. He took both of our hands and led us down into his basement. We started to hear the thumping of music as we descended down the stairs and we were met with applause after Rob opened the door and all in attendance saw us walking through the door. It took us a moment to adjust to the dimness of the room and when our eyes adjusted we looked and saw a full on sex area with so many naked and hard men ready to fuck. Everything you can imagine was in this basement from slings, fuck benches, st andrew's crosses and so many other things for fucking and we were going to be doing everything here. Rob turned the music down so he could address the crowd. "Alright you dirty fuckers here we go we have Tom and Kyle both here now and like I told you before these sexy young men want everything you can think of done to them and make sure that you all give them a load in their holes so they can make sure to spread it around with them when they both make it to college." After you shoot your first load in these boys you are free to use them again or to use anyone at the party but only after you shoot your first load in them so they get the full potency. "So without further interruption let's get this party going." The large crowd cheered as Rob turned the music back up and we were swarmed by the biggest fuck party I could ever imagine. We were both led to the sling area and lifted into them by many hands and strapped in. A screen was wheeled over to me and to Tom and I could see two cameras attached to the screen and the screen was split into two sides. I could see myself and I could see Tom on the other side so I knew they rolled over one where he was to. Rob walked up to me and told me he set this up so it could be streamed live for any dirty horny fucker who wanted to see this party and so I could see everyone fucking Tom as well. I thanked him for all of this and he gave me that amazing smile again and walked to the end of the sling telling me since Tom was his already POZ son from the start it was only fair for him to be the first one to add his strain in from the father source. I was salivating as I saw that Rob had changed the ring in his PA to one that had a rather large ball at the entrance of his piss slit and I looked at him and said for him to bring it on and make me his POZ son too. Rob lubed his cock up and lined the tip of it right at the entrance of my hole and I whimpered with excitement as a bottle of poppers was brought to my nose and I inhaled deeply a few times in each nostril and I was so warm and floating on the high. Rob told me to look up at the screen and I could see that Tom was about to start getting worked over too and he was looking right at the camera so he was eye with me and he told me he loved me and to have fun. I said it right back to him and right after the word fun was uttered Rob took that as his cue and slammed every inch of his thick ramrod into my suspended hole. As stretched as I was from all of the training I was able to skip the sensations of pain all together and I felt nothing but total bliss as this titan fucked me hard. The crowd of men all applauded seeing me take his schlong like a champion and kept cheering more and more to ampt up the both of us. While Rob was plowing my innards I looked and saw that Tom was receiving the same treatment on his end and I loved seeing him be a champ with getting fucked as much as I was too. More poppers were offered me to and I made sure I got a nice big dose making me flying on air again. Feeling Rob's large cock rubbing onto my prostate was getting me ready to blow my own load and I shouted that and he told me he was close too which made the crowd applauded and then someone grabbed a tube which looked like a penis pump and grabbed my cock quickly and inserted it into this tube. Once it was inserted the one who put it on showed me the end of the hose that attached to the tube and I saw a very large electronic butt plug. He rushed over behind Rob and inserted the plug into Rob and Rob saw my confusion and he told me he didn't want any of my load to go to waste so when any of these guys fuck me and make me cum they get my strain while I get theres. This made me smile and I could feel the suction and the pumping start from the tube. Rob fucked me harder and harder and In one final slam I could feel his cock swell and pain my insides with all the hot POZ cum that made my brother and essentially me become POZ. I was in pure ecstasy and my ass clamped down hard on his cock and I started to shoot what had to be the biggest load of my young life. I watched as best as I could so I could see my cum be sucked through the tube and be deposited into Rob's ass and I knew it was a success when Rob told me that the butt plug expanded and shot my load in him. I was breathing heavy and I looked back at the screen and saw my brother doing the same and I knew he got his first load of the day too. He saw me looking into the camera and we smiled at each other and shouted at the same time. WHO'S NEXT?

He raised his eyebrows “did you just cum” I felt so stupid nodding, he grinned and put his arm round my back pulling me close to him and whispering in my ear “sweet” before he bit it “so 15 minute game son?” my body felt like jelly as if my bones had disintegrated and I leant against him “what is it?”, he held me close to him as he hailed a taxi, don’t you worry son, you’ll learn soon enough” The cab ride to his house was surreal, he did not care about the driver, and I found out on that ride that rape is not always about cock, it’s possible for a man to rape your mouth with his tongue and have you do things so fast that your mind is twenty steps behind your body. I found myself in his house, we kissed, and then he put out lines of coke on the table telling me to ‘sniff them up like a good puppy’, the coke was hitting me hard, my head muddled and then my t-shirt was off followed by my jeans, socks and boots, he grabbed me holding me against his powerful bulk as he assaulted my mouth with his tongue again as he roughly groped my hard cock and arse thru my cum soaked briefs, he pulled his mouth away from mine leaving me panting for air as he smiled ripping my briefs off me “so here is the game Robbie boy”, naively I looked round me looking for a play station or something (I know dumb) “what game?”, he grabbed my hand and rubbed it up and down what was a serious piece of meat down his trouser leg “its simple boy, you suck me, and if you make me cum within 15 minutes then I won’t beat and rape your arse till it bleeds” I groaned, the coke was fuddling in my head as I slipped onto my knees my face rubbing onto his crotch, he shoved a bottle of poppers under my nose that sent me into a spin, I still remember his words “breathe through your nose boy”, my head was spinning and them my focus came back as I watched him undo his trousers letting them fall to the floor, his cock was big, not enormous like in many stories but larger than mine, thick too, the end glistened with a glob of precum, I looked up at him as he smirked, “you can leave now or suck, 15 minutes starts at first lick”, even in my coked and poppered mind I sensed I should leave but his cock was so beautiful, I leant forward and licked the jap eye on it, he laughed sitting down pulling me with him my mouth on his cock, I looked up at him, my mouth engulfing his cock as he looked at his watch and then laid back sighing “atta boy, ticky tock the mouse ran up the clock”

Woke up feeling extremely horny on Sunday morning, definitely needing to get some cock. Decided I was going to head into the boiler house sauna in Dublin so cleaned out, showered and headed into town. Arrived at the sauna around 12:30, paid the entrance fee and headed inside, changed in the locker room and headed upstairs. There were a nice number and type of guys already walking about including a few hot daddy types that I definitely liked the look of. I grabbed a quick shower to make sure I was as fresh as possible lubed up my ass and headed into the steam room. I’d never seen it so busy there was at least 10 guys in there. I had my towel over my shoulder as I leaned against the wall eyes closed taking in the heat. It wasn’t long before I felt a hand start to play with my cock. Soon the hand had reached behind and started to finger my ass. A bottle of poppers was held to my nose, I inhaled deep in both nostrils and let the rush wash over me. The 1 finger was replaced with 2 then 3 fingers and I was given the bottle again this time inhaling deep about 3 or 4 times. I was putty in the guys hands as he pushed me forward and bent me over the bench in the steam room the fingers were taken out and my hole felt so empty. I needed something more. I didn’t need to wait long as soon I felt a cock teasing my hole. Normally at this point in a sauna I reach for the condoms as I generally play safe in a sauna type setting but today the thought never entered my head. I was horny, high from the poppers and totally lost in the attention my hole was now receiving. The teasing went on for another bit as I took more hits of poppers, as the rush hit I pushed back onto his bare cock taking him deep inside. He started to fuck me firmly and steadily and as he did a cock was presented to my mouth which I proceeded to greedily devour. I was lost in a cock-bliss but still aware of the audience. The guy fucking me gradually increased his pace and after a few frenzied seconds of slamming my ass he moaned loudly and came hard pumping a load inside me. I continued to suck the cock in my mouth and soon I was rewarded with a mouthful of tasty cum which I happily swallowed. The guy pulled his cock from my ass and leaned over, whispered in my ear enjoy my babies slut, he turned and left the steam room. Instantly I wondered does that mean what I think it does - did I just take a poz load. I didn’t have time to dwell on it as no sooner had he gone that another replaced it. I hadn’t planned on taking loads and certainly not multiple loads but I couldn’t help myself, another few hits from the popper bottle under my nose and I was lost in a world of pleasure. In the end I swallowed 3 loads and took at least three in my ass and had a couple more shot on my back, maybe they were pox loads, maybe they weren’t but fuck I loved being the centre of attention. After I got home that evening I did freak out a little but soon after resigned myself to what will he will be. My next test results will let me know.

Hey guys I just want to give you a heads up that I am going to try and write as many chapters to this story as possible and I don't know how long it will be in-between them so please be patient with me and let me know what you think about it I love all comments especially dirty ones lol I have made a discovery that is going to change lives forever and now I need to test it. I have been going to school to be a doctor and my main focus is HIV and now I have discovered something that will change the world of HIV forever. 4 years previous My name is Kyle and I have been HIV positive since I was 18 after my first hookup with a highschool friend and it changed my life forever. I was shocked and scared at first as was the rest of my family when they saw I was sick and rushed me to the hospital and they heard the results from the doctor. They all took care of me when I got discharged and made sure I took my meds that the doctor prescribed me and they never treated me any differently. When I was better and finally got out of bed without feeling I was going to die I went into my bathroom to see if I looked as I had felt over the last few weeks. When I saw my reflection I was pleased to see that I still looked like the cute surfer boy with my blond hair and blue eyes staring back at me. I ran my hand over my chest and tweaked my nipples and went further down my six pack abs and onto my hard dripping 7 inch cock. It was hard and leaking but I did feel inside that I was different as I swirled around my precum over my thick mushroom head. I felt more energized and hornier than I ever had in my life and some feeling deep inside me said that I needed more sex now that I was no longer neg. I turned around and looked at my ass in the mirror and saw the same muscular bubble butt and slid my finger down my crack till I reached my hole. Once I touched my hole I felt an increasing sense of hornyness and it was like my hole had a mind of its own opening and swallowing my finger all the way through to the base. This caused me to moan and buck my hips more than I can remember over my years of pleasuring my ass and I loved how intense it was. I added a second and then a third finger and like before my ass opened up easily accepting them like the first. I moved my three fingers until I found my prostate and I had to control how loud I was moaning so I didn't have any unwanted intruders to find me like this but I had never felt this much pleasure in my ass before I couldn't stop. My orgasam came with so much force I held onto the bathroom sink as ropes and ropes of cum coated the mirror and the sink. I stood there panting and in a cold sweat and quickly sat on the toilet as it felt like my legs were about to give out on me and quickly tried to catch my breath. Once I felt better I looked at the mirror to see all the cum that landed on it start to drip down onto the sink and pool with the loads that landed there already and quickly grabbed some toilet paper and cleaned up all of it and flushed it down so no one would see any evidence. Just as I finished and returned to my bed there was a knock on my door followed by my dad and mom walking into my room to see how I was doing. They were both happy to see that I was feeling so much better than I had been during my sickness and said that if I felt well enough that the hard part must be over and I could try and return to my normal day to day activates. While they were talking to me I couldn't help but think that my life would never be normal again after what just happened in the bathroom but I smiled at them both and said that I thought so too. They hugged me and left after saying that they hope to see me down stairs soon for dinner. Once the door shut I pulled up my laptop and started to see if there was anything online to explain to me why my body reacted so intensely to what I did but couldn't find anything to help me with it.I closed my laptop and put on some comfortable clothes and made my way downstairs to join my family after being stuck in bed for so long. I sat in the living room watching some tv with my dad and big brother Tom while my mom was finishing up making dinner. At dinner everyone chatted like normal and my Tom asked me what I was going to be doing next after highschool with graduation next month and as he said this he smiled and slid a large envelope my way. My parents both asked me what that was and I didn't say anything but opened it and read the first page. It was an acceptance letter to my first college choice (the same one my brother went to) that I applied to before I had gotten sick and I burst up from the table and shouted that I had gotten into the college on a full ride. I looked at my parents shocked faces as they didn't know that I had applied months ago and they didn't know either that I was going to study to be a doctor. This brought on cheers and hugs from all of my family and when my brother hugged me he said that he saw that my acceptance was delivered and hid it away and waited until I was better to see what it said. Once the cheering died down my mom and dad started to call all the relatives and tell them that I was going to be going to the same college as my older brother and that I wanted to study to be a doctor. While all this chatter went on my brother pulled me into the living room and told me he had a secret he wanted to share with me. He looked both worried and proud and I asked him what was it. He bent down and whispered in my ear that he knew that his friend was the one who pozzed him because he was the one who pozzed my friend after he fucked him. Welcome to the brotherhood my little bro. I looked at him in shock and awe and felt my cock get so hard digesting this news. I never knew my big brother was gay and now after hearing that he was poz and was the one who infected my friend who in turn infected me I couldn't handle the emotions and urges that flowed in me I came right in my pants without touching myself and It was just as intense as it was earlier in the bathroom. Tom could tell what was happening to me and he rushed me into his bedroom and quickly stripped me out of my clothes and put his mouth on my cock as I was convulsing and shooting more and more cum down his throat. I panted as I finished and I felt like I blackened out a bit and Tom picked me up and kissed me sharing some of my load and told me after we finished kissing that I was going to be so ready for what was to cum when I would get to college.

It was a Friday night, and 18-year-old college freshman Alex had just finished his last class of the week. Excited to let loose after being cooped up in lectures all day, he decided to sneak into his favourite bar with some friends. The loud music, bright lights, and strong drinks were exactly what he needed to unwind before a long weekend ahead. As the night wore on, Alex found himself alone at the bar nursing his third beer when an older man approached him. He couldn't place the exact age but guessed mid-forties he had that certain charisma that only came with age and experience. "Hey there handsome," the man said with a smile, "What's your name?" Alex hesitated before answering; something about this stranger made him uneasy. But he couldn't shake off the allure of attention from someone seemingly older and wiser. So he told him his name and found out that his name was Mark. They hit it off instantly, talking, drinking and dancing. Before long, Alex decided to call it a night, he wanted to head back to his dorm place. On their way out of the bar, however, Mark offered him a ride and the offer to crash at his place. Since it was late Alex gratefully accepted his offer, they got into Mark's car and drove off. Alex quickly found himself inside a luxurious penthouse suite overlooking downtown Boston, things took an unexpected turn for Alex when he found himself face-to-face with a fully stocked bar and two lines of cocaine laid out on a glass table. Confused but curious at the same time, Alex watched as Mark casually snorted up one line before turning to him with devilish eyes gleaming in anticipation. "I think you should try this," said Mark, his voice now laced with authority and command as he held out the second line towards Alex who hesitated for a moment before taking it from him nervously. The coldness of the powder against his nostrils snapped him back to reality—this wasn't just about having fun anymore; this man wanted something more from him. As if reading his thoughts, Mark produced handcuffs from somewhere behind his back and snapped one onto each wrist before locking them securely together against a heavy-duty eye-hook in the headboard of his king-size bed. Panic set in for Alex as he realised what was about to happen, or rather, what Mark had planned for him all along. Mark climbed onto the bed and began unbuttoning his dress shirt, revealing a well-toned torso with a scorpion tattoo just above his briefs. Mark lowered his briefs releasing his angry 9" engorged cock. His gaze locked onto Alex's terrified eyes before he pounced on him like a predator stalking its prey. In one swift motion, Mark pulled down Alex's jeans and underwear exposing his ass cheeks to the cool air of the room. Mark grabbed onto Alex's hips roughly and flipped him over, pushing him face-first onto the bed, hard enough that the impact sent pain shooting through his body. Alex felt his ass cheeks spread wide open for Mark. He felt the hot breath of his attacker against his neck before Mark thrust his oozing raw cock into Alex, his enormous cock splitting open the tight ass of his victim. With each powerful stroke, Alex felt the head of Mark's cock slicking up his busted hole in thick pre-cum that oozed out like venom, seeping into every crevice within Alex's body as it relentlessly invaded him. Mark's voice grew more menacing with each thrust, his words dripping with toxic intent. "You think you can resist me? You're mine now, boy. I'm going to fill you up so full of my cum that there won't be any room left for anyone else in your pathetic little life." He laughed darkly as he saw the realisation dawn on Alex's face—this was no game anymore; he had been violated beyond repair. Tears streaming down Alex's cheeks, crying out in despair knowing that there was nothing he could do now but endure this painful torment inflicted upon him by an experienced predator who seemed to take sadistic pleasure in watching him squirm underneath him. Mark leaned over him, chuckling darkly at Alex's moans and whimpers, whispering dirty words of encouragement into his ear while pounding away relentlessly at his now ruined fuck hole, driving home the message that he was helpless under Mark's control now. The fucking continued for what seemed like an eternity until a humiliated Alex felt a warm stream of liquid seeping out of him and onto the sheets below, signalling his ultimate submission to this twisted game of power play between an experienced daddy figure and a vulnerable young man who had willingly walked into his den of sin. The feelings of humiliation and degradation were overwhelming as Mark's monstrous cock pounded away mercilessly at his prostrate form, leaving no doubt in Alex's mind that he had been utterly defeated. Alex sensed a change in Mark's breathing, feeling the familiar pulsing sensation against his prostate gland, Alex knew that it was too late now. Mark's toxic load was about to explode within him, filling up his hole with his potent cum until there was no room left for anything. "Please don't cum in me!" Alex begged. With a primal roar that echoed through the empty penthouse suite, Mark let loose his venomous load inside Alex's ass like an eruption of molten lava from a volcano's core. The hot sticky fluid flowed freely out of him in massive waves, each stroke sending another torrent surging into Alex's already overwhelmed system until finally...with one last powerful thrust...Mark released his hold on Alex and collapsed onto the bed beside him—panting heavily as he stared down at his ruined victim with an unholy gleam in his eyes. As Mark finally pulled out of him with a loud groan followed by a long slow stroke that sent shivers down Alex's spine, he looked into those cold dead eyes once more before collapsing into an exhausted heap beside him. "Enjoy my Poz babies slut., that was a toxic potent load you just took. No one's going to watch your worthless hole now. Imagine being used up and un-fuckable at 18?" Mark laughed in his face. Alex cried silently into the pillow as he felt the cold steel of a butt plug against his tight hole as Mark forced it home to keep his Poz babies in Alex. A sensation so foreign and unwelcome that Alex couldn't help but scream out in pain as it slowly began its descent into his body.

Just booked my ticket for the biohazard party. My first ever! Who else is going? Hope I'll see you there

I never refuse any cock…faggots don’t chose we are chosen. Advancement and commitment are realized when you suck the 2 inch cock of a 400 pound man with the same lust as that of a 8 inch trophy Twink. You crave and are addicted to cum, not the provider. Lately I have bern wearing a blind fold…totally anonymous. I have found this enlightening for several reasons. I crave and desire the pure lust of sucking the cock of anyone without evaluation, caveats, or determination of attractiveness, I find being totally oblivious is the essence of my purpose. The deprivation of visual inputs, being without knowledge of physical characteristics has centered my focus 100% on the only thing that’s important, the worship and service of cock. I find my focus is enhanced and concentrated only on the cock in my throat…there are no external distractions. Today I hosted all all day blow bang…blind folded, kneeling in a corner wearing only a jock strap, From 9 am, unknown men walked thru the door and fed me their cocks. They continued every 30 minutes for 5 hours… my only perception… the feel of their cock in my throat, their length, their girth, the taste of their pre cum and ultimately their cum….thick, watery, huge or a few drops. I felt like the faggot I want to be. I wonder who they were…the next door neighbor, the son of a friend, the homeless pan handler, or the elementary school teacher…I’ll never know, I like that.

This is the start of the true story of how I took my first bareback, if you like this part I’ll tell you rest, this is in the chem sex part as there are chems later, if continued. I was in my early 20’s, not bad looking, some said handsome, pretty cute, pretty good body, I’d moved up to London for work and for the first time could explore my sexuality proper for the first time, I soon found that I was attracted to older men, 20/30 years my senior, there was something about them that got me so hard and turned on. I was regularly frequenting a pub called the Kings Arms or KA in Poland Street in the west end, and I met a lot of big daddy bears that well made me pop my cork, and then I met him. His name was David, he oozed manliness, well built and tall I was in the KA having a drink after work when he walked in, I can still remember my first sight of him because he took my breath away, suited and booted, shaved head, a cocky grin on his face and a bulging crotch that belied its contents. Back then I was shy and I thought I was being discreet and circumspect stealing glimpses of him, now I realise that I must have been so obvious it’s painful. I saw him start chatting to another young lad; I just sighed picking up my beer and went outside for a cigarette. I was miles away daydreaming when I heard those first words “you got a light?” that brought back into reality I looked round to see the ice blue eyes staring intently at me, I nodded lighting his cigar, he smiled, a warm friendly smile “good boy, thanks” and then “so why did you not say hi earlier?”, feigning innocence I shock my head “I dunno what you mean?”, he threw his head back laughing “I saw you checking me out boy”…that word ‘boy’ made me feel heady and hard, I gulped, bit my lip, took a sip of my drink and blushed as red as its possible for a person to blush, he stepped close up to me “its okay lad, what’s your name?”, the heat from his body and his towering presence was intimidating and sexy at the same time, I shuffled my feet and looked up into his eyes “its Rob”, he grinned broadly “nice I like that name, I’m David”, I put my hand out to shake it “nice to meet you David”, he brushed my hand aside and leant in and kissed me right there on the street, I swear I almost dropped my drink and almost lost my load in my pants at the same time. I stood there as he pulled away from me, I was hot and sweaty, the tension in the air could have been cut with a knife and the electricity between us was at about 10,000 watts, I looked around me, no one was paying any attention to us, I looked back at him and he smiled again “So Robbie boy, do you like to play games?”, I must admit I was confused and croaked “games? Yes I love them, why?”, that smile again and a twinkling in his eye as he moved even closer to me, so close I could feel the heat from his body as he leaned in “good Robbie boy, I like games too, wanna play the 15 minute game with me?”, he kissed my cheek as I softly asked “what’s the 15 minute game?”, he chuckled pinching my nipple through my Fred Perry t-shirt “if you come with Daddy I’ll show you” and right then and there in the street I spunked my briefs

Bull. Small governments can be heavily tilted toward one pole or the other just as readily. And not all legislation is legislating "morality". I don't want Gaza leveled either, it might surprise you to know. But that's the thing: in this country, we elect people to make choices for our government, and for good or bad, successive governments on both sides have chosen to support Israel, while only sometimes expressing support for Palestinians. If I were making the decision solely for myself, we might or might not have a very different relationship with Israel. Or with a state of Palestine. If I disagree with the status quo, it's up to me to urge change. But that doesn't mean I get to "opt out" of things simply because I don't like some of the choices my government makes. That doesn't follow. There's actually no consensus on ANYTHING - I can guarantee you that I can find people opposed to just about every policy choice in the entirety of government - so we go with a "majority rules" system, with the exception that certain policy choices are invalid because we've written or amended our constitution to say so. If we had to limit things to "the smallest possible sphere" we couldn't get taxes appropriated to pay for declaring when or if we go on Daylight Savings Time. That's ONE thing that can lead to inflation. So can the mere act of jacking up prices when you (or you and your fellow corporations) simply decide you can charge more for something and people will pay it because they have to. Mises and Rothbard and Hayek believed, or pretended to believe, that consumers could temper that by simply refusing to pay inflated prices and finding cheaper alternatives, but that doesn't work any more. No startup can afford to establish, say, a textiles factory in the US to make socks to compete with ones produced for pennies in southeast Asia, and couldn't sell them at a competing price if they could build the factory. And given how the GOP, in particular, has hollowed out our anti-monopoly laws to allow a handful of giant companies to dominate practically every industry, there's not much chance of that changing, either.

Also going - got my tickets.

As others have said I'd avoid dubious sources - you have no idea what's in it or if it's fake. You generally get what you pay for. Have a look at [think before following links] [think before following links] https://www.iwantprepnow.co.uk/buy-prep-now/ They were testing prep supplied by some overseas online suppliers in the days before it was generally available on the NHS - not sure how recent the information is though. That said, it is important to take Prep with the support of a clinic - you need to be tested clear of HIV before starting - taking it when you're already positive can lead to becoming med-resistant. You also need kidney function testing while you take it, and there are various common medications you shouldn't take when using Prep. In the UK the medical records at the sexual health clinics are separate to your general medical records. My clinic can see my general records but nothing from the sexual health clinic goes into the general records, unless I ask them to. I would seek advice and support from a reputable clinic.

I’ll take dick any position he wants. There are benefits to missionary, doggy, prone bone, all of them. And when I’m topping, I like working through all those positions as well.

Chapter 6 – So, it’s Jason! Chapters 1 through 5 tell about a time when I surrendered all bodily authority to a friend of mine. I’ve been slammed, fucked, fisted, blown, and more. There’s been another guy besides my friend, Steven, there through most of it. I had been blindfolded, but I’m now meeting the other guy for the first time. Well, it wasn’t really the first time. We’d seen each other at the gym several times and chatted a couple of times. I was always excited to see him at the gym, especially if he was nude, but never thought we’d get into a scene like this. “Hey, Craig, I’m Jason.” We shook hands, which seemed a little odd since he had (quite recently) jacked off inside my ass. “Good to meet you, Jason,” I replied. “Somehow, it feels like we’ve already met,” he chuckled. I could only nod in agreement. I knew from my tactile research that Jason was well-built and had a hairy chest and ass, a great dick, and a beard. But now, I could see those full, sensuous lips and stunning green eyes. It had been his eyes that first attracted me to him in the gym. His hot and hairy body was a treat, too. Truth be told, I had jerked off to this fantasy man a few times. He had always seemed like a nice guy, but I thought he was both out of my league and a guy who was probably into vanilla stuff. He was very attractive, and it was now obvious that he went far beyond vanilla in his play! I turned to Jason and said, “You know, I’ve lusted after your ass so many times.” “It’s all yours”, he replied with a sexy grin. First, we were going to get him and Steven more spun. With the slam from earlier and Jason’s load of chempiss, I was feeling no pain. We fired up the pipe, got some good clouds rolling, and had a nice relaxing smoke session. We were playing with each other’s cocks and holes, but I was waiting to go after Jason’s ass once he was in the sling. Once we had enough smoke, I led Jason over to the sling. Steven stayed behind, saying, “I just want to watch this.” That was when I remembered telling Steven about the hot guy I was lusting after at the gym. We both saw him there one night, and I told Steven how much I liked the other guy’s body. Now, the other guy (who I now knew was named Jason) was spread ass in the sling, spun out of his mind, and ready for me to do a full ass assault on him. That’s why Steven is such a good friend. Jason looked amazing lying in the sling. His hairy chest rose and fell with each anticipatory breath, and his abs looked awesome under their coat of hair. His ass was gorgeous: hairy, spread wide, and pulsing as he awaited my ministrations. But the first thing I did was to walk up to the head of the sling and stick my tongue in his mouth. We engaged in a hot makeout session, and then I trailed my mouth and tongue down his body. Of course, I paused at his nipples to swirl my tongue around them, suck on them, and lightly nibble on each. Jason was groaning and moving around in the sling as I teased his body. While I was sucking one of his nipples, I was hit by the smell of his armpit since he had his hands behind his head. I eagerly dove into his pit, licking and nuzzling to get his fantastic aroma all over my face. I worked my way further down his body, pausing to run my tongue through the hair around his navel, burrow into the bush around his cock, and take a few licks at its head. But his ass was my destination, so I sat back down on the chair at the base of the stool and placed my hands on his ass. It felt so great since it was firm and furry. He had a good coating of hair all over his ass, but a wonderfully dark thicket of fur surrounded his hole. Previously, I could only imagine the fun I’d have with this man’s ass; now, I was ready to experience it. I pulled his cheeks apart, letting me see the sweet pinkness in the center. I blew lightly on it while rubbing my hands all over his ass. His hole pulsed eagerly, and I knew that he was as excited and ready as I was. I licked my thumb and used it to stroke over and around his hole. Getting the hair around a hole all matted down with saliva and lube is ridiculously sexy, and I looked forward to making Jason’s hole happy. I lowered my head to his ass and, at first, just rubbed my stubbled face around his ass. The aroma of him was enticing, and I could feel the stirrings of an erection in my cock. It’s rare that I get hard when I’m partying, but Jason was getting me hard. My tongue zeroed in on his hole, and I licked all around it. Seeing all that hair getting wet with my spit was so sexy. I used the tip of my tongue to lightly rub over the top of his hole. His hole was throbbing in anticipation of what would come next. After using the tip of my tongue to tease him, I moved to licking his hole with my whole tongue. I went as low as his balls and then dragged my tongue through his furry crevasse, over his hole, and up through his crack. He had been sweating, and his crack was salty from it. I was literally lapping it up. But his hole was my goal, so I went for it. I used my tongue to probe the inside a bit and then went for a full rimming assault. When I eat ass, I basically make out with it. Licking, sucking, probing, swirling my tongue around. Jason got the full effect. At one point, he tapped me on the head to let me know that he wanted to do some poppers, so I eased off on the movements I was causing to let him hit the brown bottle. Once he was feeling the poppers, I dove back into his ass with renewed vigor. I wanted this handsome stud to feel as good as he had made me feel. I increased the depth of my tonguing and added a finger or two into the mix. I wanted to get his ass opened and ready for the next phase of play. After the poppers rush wore off, I slowed my rimming. Eventually, I sat back and looked over the array of toys that Steven had. I selected a natural looking dildo that was on the larger size and held it up to Jason. “Can you take this?” “Fuck, yeah. I can take that and a lot bigger ones, too.” Damn, this was going even better than I thought! I lubed up the toy and then slid it around his hole. Getting the lube distributed this way allowed us to move on to bigger and better things as the session progressed. Soon, I placed the toy at his entrance, looked up to confirm that he was ready, and pushed it. It slid in easily. I kept pushing until about half of the toy was in his ass. Then, I started to twist and rotate the dildo inside him, moving it around to expand his ass. Jason was clearly enjoying my work, and I was excited to see this. I pulled back on the dildo, almost taking it out of his ass. Watching the hair drag through the lube on the dildo was enticing to me, and I shoved the toy back and forth, enjoying the eroticism of seeing his ass open up before me. Eventually, I got to the point where I was standing up, pushing the dildo all the way into his ass before pulling it back again. Since my cock was pretty firm, I did what comes naturally and dropped the dildo and shoved my cock in instead. I was fucking my fantasy guy from the gym! Admittedly, I’m not much of a bottom, but I do like to fuck an ass every now and then. Steven knows how rare this is and came over to sit on the floor and watch. Jason’s ass felt great on my cock. Warm and welcoming, his ass was a great ride. He offered me some poppers at one point, but I refused them since I didn’t want to lose my erection. He did them and began to ride my cock. I simply stood there while he rocked himself back and forth in the sling, impaling himself on my dick. I looked down at Steven and saw that he grabbed a dildo and was shoving it in his own ass and stroking his cock as he watched us fuck. I fucked his ass for a while, but my cock was losing its firmness. I knew that we needed to get something more into his ass, and I had some ideas. With my cock embedded deep in his ass, I asked Jason if he wanted my fist. He nodded, and that was all I needed to pull out and lube up my hands. When I fist a guy, especially for the first time, I like to learn my way around his ass. So, I started out with some external massage and stretching. Three fingers went in easily, so my fourth was added soon after. I was using all four fingers to drive in and out of Jason’s ass while my thumb rubbed around his ass when my fingers were inside him. He had opened nicely, so I added my thumb into the rhythm. I used my hand to probe around his ass, not penetrating deeply but feeling his muscles relax to let me in. Steven dumped more lube on my hand, and I used the other hand to rub it around. I also put some fingers from my other hand in Jason’s ass to sense the tightness. He was ready. Looking into his green eyes, I placed my hand at his hole and began the entry. He accepted my fingers quickly, but my knuckles were a bigger challenge. I used the thickest part of my hand to massage and probe, and soon, he was ready to take my whole hand inside him. With another look to check that he was OK, I shoved my hand inside his ass.

Bareback, 15 with a guy who was 19 or 20. Didn’t have lube so he used spit and lotion. That part was not so good. Obviously didn’t even know how to prepare but it wasn’t an issue. Family portraits were taken later that night so there’s a permanent record of my teenage post-fucked face.

Athletic Trainer 5 The three of them all chug down their Gatorade. “What took you so long?” Brad asked “I decided to take my guest home. He was barely awake enough to tell me where he lives. I'm here now” Luke put down his bottle and looked at Noah's cummy dick then looked back at him and asked “May I?” “Anything you two wanna do. I'm all yours” Noah said Luke grin and said “that's what I like to hear” He swallowed Noah's still hard dick whole at once. His tongue rubbing all over Noah's dick, licking up every drop of his man juice and sucking it hard. When Brad was about to put his legs down, Luke push them back up and slid three of his fingers in Brad's freshly fucked hole. Seeing that Noah also reaches down and slid three more of his fingers in Brad's hole. “I really opened up Daddy's cunt, didn't I” Noah said with a proud smile Noah quickly found Brad's prostate. He gently making a circular motion rubbing around it. Luke turned his finger around as he stood up and started making out with Noah. Luke tongue aggressive enter Noah's mouth and wrap around his. Almost as if Luke's tongue is stroking Noah's a few times before letting his tongue go. Noah's fingers were massaging around Brad's prostate so, Luke rested his fingers right on Brad’s prostate at first sliding back and forth then he began to apply different levels of pressure. The first strong one made Brad let out an uncontrollable high pitch moan and instinctly he spread his legs even wider apart. The constant stimulation made Brad keeping his mouth open the hole time. Luke straddle over Brad's face and gently lower his cock in Brad's mouth. The first time Luke fingered Brad. Perhaps because Luke's a trainer or whatever the reasons may be. He sure knows his way around a man's body inside and out. He remembers the first time Luke played with his ass. He accidentally shot his load just from Like fingering him, but that didn't stop Luke. Brad tried to stop him bc he just cummed but Luke grabbed Brad’s wrists and held them together and looking right at his face as he continued to play with his ass. Slow and fast. Soft and hard. Caress then rubbing. Somehow Luke knew before Brad even felt it because Brad remembered Luke said “here it is” just before he felt a second orgasm. It was stronger and the previous and a lot more cum. His second load got on Luke's face initially. Then the rest erupted out of his head like an aged volcano. Releasing everything within him non stop for 45 seconds to a minute. It looked two it was two additional loads amount of cum. Not only that. It was only about 1 min or a minute and a half later that he reached orgasm again. He didn't even know his body could do that. “Oh fuck…oh fuck” Brad started groaning but he could hardly speak with Luke filling up his mouth. Brad was not about to bust his nuts like that. “No no not yet” He reached down to stop Luke and was tryin to get rid of the urge to cum because he was so close. Luke stopped for a few seconds then resume doing what he was doing and pick up his pace fucking Brad's face. Brad knew exactly what he was supposed to do so he shoutted “PLEASE SIR.. . Please”. Luke heard that and had a smile on his face even though Brad couldn't see it. He gave Noah a wink then slowly pull his cock out of Brad’s mouth. When Luke pulled his dick all the way out Brad gasped hard for air. Noah was watching while stroking his cock and was so turned on by how Luke dominated Brad. Brad felt kinda embarrassed because he was supposed to be the dominant one today but anything Luke does feel amazing. “So… what do you guys want to do?” Luke asked Brad and Noah looked at each other but neither said anything but smiled at each other. “If you two aren't sure then I know what I want. First, get on the couch and face each other. Give each other a slam. Here. Then a passionate kiss then I want you both to present me your hole so your both should face away from me” While Brad and Noah were tying up each other's arms. Luke walked around and drizzled a generous amount of coconut oil on their shoulder and instructed them both to rub the oil all over after they slammed. The two quickly found each other's veins and acted like excited puppies. On the count of three, they both slowly forced the shot in one other. They both held their breath for a bit when they handed Luke the syringes. The moment they let the drug loose, they passionately wrapped their arms around each other and started applying the oil all over one another. They were both lost in the sex craze that overtook their body and feeling each other’s body up and down. Luke watched for a minute or two then said “Alright boys. Show your holes to me” Both Brad and Noah faced away from Luke and leaned over the backrest of the couch. Luke spread both of their legs wider apart and had one of their legs overlap each other. Brad and Noah continued to make out as Luke slid his lube up, hands up and down their butt crack. He pulled both of their hard dicks back a bit so they pressed against the couch back pointing down. He slides his hands up and down the shafts of their dick admiring how hard they are and lightly fondled their balls and made them moan lightly. At the same pace while he slid his hands up and down their butt crack, he'd slide some of his fingers in their hole but only briefly to get them to moan but then slide out when his hands slide away. He repeated the same repetition until he got the tip of 4 fingers in their hole “Brad. Grab the rag and maximum impact next to you and I want you two to share a good hit. One at the time or together…. that's up to you two” Brad and Noah followed Luke's instructions and after hitting maximum impact, the high was too intense that they both just rest with their head pressed against each other. Luke carefully instructed them to take deep breaths in and out then as they continue the second cycle of breathing exercises on their own he slowly opened up their holes with his hands “That it babes. Surrender your holes to me. I love how it feels to be inside of you both” Luke leaned down and gave both of their butt cheeks a kiss for encouragement. “Now both of you take a deep breath in with your breath open through that rag as deep as you can for as long as you can. Hold it for 30 seconds before letting it out.” Luke kept his hands inserted firmly right against the knuckles of his hands and watched these obedient piggies followed his instructions. As they began letting their breath go, Luke could feel the tension on his hands easing so he pressed his hands forward gently, more so letting their hole press against his hands, and he erased his hands into both of their holes “that's it. You both swallowed Daddy's hands. How does it feel?” Luke's words woke them up as neither of them have ever been fisted before. They both were shocked by Luke's words. Luke felt their inside tighten out of panic and said “relax. I'm not going to move. I didn't force my hands in so you are safe. I'm just going to hold it still. I need one of you to give that rag a good spray and you both take a deep breath from it once more. I'm not moving. I promise” Brad sprayed a ton of maximum impact out of panic and the two breath in through the rag hard twice more on Luke's instruction and fell back in the trance. Luke with his hypnotic voice said “push out and enjoy the sensation that you feel. Every bit of it. Gaspe if you have to but surrender your hole to me. You are totally safe. Daddy will take very good care of your hole so relax” Luke started sliding his hand in and out but hadn't pulled his knuckles back out just yet as he felt both of them are still too tight for that. “now. Without causing discomfort to yourself. If you can, you can reach your hand back to feel Daddy's cock. Feel how hard your amazing holes make my cock hard and dripping. Stroke my cock and imagine it in you” as Brad and Noah did that. Luke applied pressure against their prostate and made both piggies moan as they are both completely lost in the trance and their cock dripping precum like a leaky hose. “Feed Daddy's precum to each other boys” Brad and Noah take turn sticking their index finger in each other's mouth and licking each other's finger thoroughly “Take another deep breath through the rag then let your breath out slowly” Luke said. As Brad and Noah once again entered deep trance, he swiftly worked his hands out of their gaping holes. Both moaned to the sudden feeling of emptiness. He pushed a shard into each of their ass while they are both feeling the darkness around them and nothing else. “Now I need Brad to turn and lay on your back while looking into Noah's eyes. You may kiss him if you wish. Noah in just a few seconds I want to keep your hole open wide, take a deep breath then slowly let it out and lower yourself at your own pace” Luke grabbed both his and Brad’s hung cocks and held them together and lube them up nicely and watched Noah swallow both of their cocks with his hole. He handed Noah some Gatorade with G to prepare him for the pounding to come. Noah's eyes rolled back as far back as they could go but his effort was barely enough as his hole only let in the tips of Luke and Brad's combined dick. The pain slowly brought him back to reality and just when he was about to pick himself up and pull up, Luke quickly covered his face with a heavy dosed maximum impact rag and held it tightly. Like a doll, Noah went limped but not unconscious as he moaned louder than ever swallowing up two cocks with his hungry hole. Luke gently rubbed both of his nipples and pinched them lightly as if he was squeezing milk out of Noah’s hard nipples. He leaned into Noah's ear and whispered “just like that. That's a nice wet cunt, made to please daddy's rock hard cock. Just a little more so until you feel our balls on your ass. Look at these hard nipples and that long trail of pre cum hanging off the tips of your cock. They are proofs that you are meant for this. Take it boy. Take them all the way.” Just before Noah lowered himself all the way to the base. Luke grabbed Brad's ball together and made sure Noah's hole swallowed his balls before reaching the base as he swiftly slid his dick out. He pulled Brad forward toward him as Noah started fucking himself with Brad's cock all the way in him. In his mind, he thought he was still getting double fucked. Luke slide his dick all the way in Brad's unexpected hole and his hand quickly covered Brad's mouth, making sure his dragstic reaction does not break Noah out of his double fucked trance. Luke started pounding Noah's cum left in Brad's hole out of Brad's wet cunt as his dick taking over declaring every part of Brad's wet hole his own. Every time Luke thurst forward also causing Brad to thrust up, making Noah thinks he's being double fucked by these two hot studs. He loved the sensation so much that his bouncing dick was spreading his jizz everywhere until Luke held it steady and pointed it toward Brad. Brad, resisting Luke's pounding, manages to crunch up far enough to swallow Noah's head. Unexpectedly, Noah let out a stream of warm piss. He was so high up on g that in his mind he thought he was cumming, which was too at the same time. At the sight of it, Luke took it easy on his pounding and lifted Brad's legs up further so Noah's dick is easier for him to suck on. Brad couldn't contain the piss coming out of Noah's dick but he heard Luke said “swallow it. Every drop” as Luke made sure the tip of his dick is applying pressure right on Brad's prostate. Brad wanted to moan out loud but kept himself together and swallowed up most of Noah's chem piss. His blue eyes now bloodshot and pulpil dilated and felt his dick erupted deep in Noah's ass. Luke resume thrusting on Brad's prostate made sure that Brad flooded Noah's hole with his chem filled cum for the next 30 seconds. As Luke finally lowered Brad's pelvis and pulled his dick out of Brad's tight ass. Noah fell over. Asleep. “Looks like someone may have a bit too much g. I know you are not done yet. Why don't we clean up his place a bit then carry on at my place” Luke is well aware Brad has a thing for him. He just not ready to be tamed yet but he sure doesn't mind having a hot fuck session with Brad whenever he can” Luke carried Noah to his bed. Lay him on his side with pillows behind his back and pressed against the wall on the other side. When he came out to the living room, brad has already cleaned up everything and left Noah a note with their numbers. It's way late into the night so neither of them think they will run until anyone is walking around and they both think the security guard is gay anyway so they both grabbed their clothes and walked out of the door fully naked back up to Luke's apartment. As they walked up, Luke asked “was it everything you wanted?” Brad said “no quite but it most certainly was unexpected” Brad started replying to his text “but I have to go. I don't think I have it in me to go again tonight. That was two whole body orgasm I just had back to back” As Luke unlocks his door, his hands reaches back to stroke Brad's cock. Brad thought Luke was taking too long unlocking his door and rushed him “hey dude. Hurry up before someone comes up. I'm not worried about us naked. You know what I'm worried about” Brad whispered the last sentence to Luke As they both entered the door Luke backed his ass up toward Brad's now hard again cock. As he swung his front door shut and said “no quite because this is what you were hoping for!?” As he pushed his hole again the head of Brad's dick letting it penetrate Luke's wet hole Brad threw his phone down in front of the couch and said “WTF….. You wanted this didn't you. Your cunt is already pre lubed. And in case you are wondering….yes. This has been what I've been waiting for. Since you started it…..” Brad bend Luke forward on his couch and thrust his dick all the way in and pounded Luke's ass hard as fast for about a min. He paused for a second and reached into his shorts and spread a thin line across his fist and put it in front of Luke's nose. ”This is my best shit. Just this amount is gonna make you a whore through the weekend.” Brad watched Luke snort it clean and said “now beg” “Oh god. That was something” Luke quickly felt his body burning up and said “fuck me Brad. Fuck me” Brad resumed pounding and growled. He quickly reached a dry orgasm but it didn't feel any less satisfying to finally have Luke's meat tunnel squeezing on his dick. “ohhhh ooohhhhh. Ahhhh….fuck …. fuck. Your hole man. It feels so fucking good. Fuck dude. This doesn't count. You still owe me one that I want to be in the driver's seat and do it at my own pace but I do have errands to run. Here. I'm gonna go run some errands. I'll text you when I can come back. When I said I'm coming back. I need you to stuff some of these in your hole and your body will know what to do next. I gotta go” Brad toss Luke a baggie and left in a hurry. He wasn't kidding about that line he made Luke snort. Luke’s Head is burning hot. Lucky for him. He didn't really take Jason back to his place yet. Jason was unaware of Luke's condition but he knew Luke's had a quickie and sounded like Luke hadn't gotten off yet when Luke walked into his bedroom was about to head into the bathroom to play with his own hole in the shower, he saw Jason awake on his bed stroking his hard cock. “Oh hey….sorry. I was just about to get going but I heard you had a guest so I didn't want to intrude….. I'll get going…..” Jason said but before he could finish his sentence Luke already has his whole cock in his throat and slobbering on his cock. He completely forgot Jason was still there but he was just what Luke needed right at that second. Jason let Luke wet his dick enough and didn't say much more he grabbed Luke by his face and gave him a passionate kiss then threw Luke to the left of him and climbed on top of Luke and pushed his dick in all the way. Luke let out a moan of relief and clinched his butt against Jason's hard young cock. Jason loved Luke's body response and grabbed Luke by his hair and shoved his face into the pillows and put all of his body weight on top of Luke with one leg on the knees he mercilessly pounded Luke's hole and gave Luke the remedy he needed at a fast rhythm. After about 2 minutes Jason screamed “oh my god….your hole. Is so addicting. Ahhh Ahhhh Ahhhh” Jason shot his second big load raw and deep in Luke's ass then collapsed on top of Luke. After a minute or so Jason said “I need to get going to let my dog out. Can we……can we do this again?” Luke turned around and gave Jason a satisfied smile and said “maybe…..if we do. Don't forget. You'll have to play by my rule next time.” Jason quickly got dressed and said “for that ass. I'll do anything” then he heads out the door. Luke didn't get up and lock the door. After a minute or two, someone entered his condo and locked the door. Before the person got to his bedroom Luke shouted “bring the bong in the closet with you. Strip down to what I told you to wear and crawled in here” His bedroom door opened, the security guard still have on his tie but nothing else but a jock and crawled into Luke's room like a trained puppy. Luke took a bit hit and shotgun it at him. Then Luke said “go ahead”. The guy swallowed Luke’s dick but got slapped by Luke on the side of his head then Luke said “do you not see what I'm showing you?” Luke intentionally exposed his hole to him “suck the cum out of my hole then spread it all over my cock with your mouth. I haven't cummed tonight. Saved it all for your cunt hole so you better milk it good” This is what Luke likes to do with his boys. He has had many trained willing whores at his disposal to keep him satisfied during his free time. It is just in time he gets the boys from earlier tonight to this obedient state.

So, the Scottish guy returned. All day I hardly could focus on my work because my thoughts were always about the sex with him and the opportunity for a repeat. Since yesterday he missed my real piggy behaviour, I promised him to wait for him without taking a shower and being full with piss. I kept my word and texted him that I was waiting for him. He showed up soon and started to sniff my smelly hairy pits, my balls and soles. I also was eager for his manscent, which was like an aphrodisiac to me. I sniffed his balls, and soles. I pampered them with my tongue. We have an extremely passionate foreplay with lots of kisses. Once I felt that I needed to pee. We went to the shower, he went down on his knees and I opened the tap. I started to spray my golden shower and he opened his mouth and swallowed almost everything. I licked the rest off his body and face. He stood up and I went to my knees and started to suck his cock. I gave him a nice deepthroat suck until he pulled me up. We continued the kissing for a while. Then I turned back bent over the wall and positioned his cock into my hole. When he was inside he stated to fuck me like no tomorrow and he deposited his extreme amount of jizz. When he pulled his cock our, a huge amount of jizz spilled out of my hole. The rest is just being absorbed. It was so intense that I just started to beat my cock , when it exploded shooting all my loads on his cock. And now the miracle is coming; he lives in Berlin and we will meet there.

You haven't listed what country you live in on your profile. There are some countries where it is criminal offense to order medications from overseas. Packages can be checked by border control, and if linked to your home address, could result in prosecution. Just make sure that you are not breaking the law before you proceed. I had a friend that used to order Prep from the far east before it was available on prescription in the UK. The issue is that you don't know what is in the tablets. You run the risk of them being completely ineffective or worse still, they may contain something that could make you very ill due to an allergic reaction. A lot of these medicines produced overseas can be genuine but other have been found to be contaminated and manufactured in backstreet laboratories. If you live in the UK Prep is available for free form sexual health clinics. Your doctor does not get informed that you are receiving the medication unless you give them permission to do so.

@IrishBoi: To answer your question, I'm going to give you what is strictly my opinion, and that is "No, you should not become poz." It's not just that "stay negative" is my default advice, although it is; it's that you have identified several potential issues you'd need to resolve. For starters, you note that all the poz people you know are undetectable. That is, in fact, the status for the overwhelming majority of gay men in the developed western world who are poz and who know it. Of course, there are always poz men who don't know (and thus have never gone on medications), and there are a handful - not many - who avoid meds, sometimes to their detriment. But they're a small minority of poz men in the west. Second, as you note, a lot of undetectable guys want nothing to do with chasers. They became poz not deliberately but because of misplaced trust, a broken condom, substance abuse problems, a drunken fling, or whatever. Some of the ones who've been poz the longest gave up trying to prevent it, back in the days when infection rates were high, so they could stop stressing and worrying about every single sexual encounter. But almost all of them decided they'd rather live a long life, and the introduction of modern HIV medications made that possible. Not a lot of them are going to want to give that up just to help you "cross over." Third, you yourself note that you have issues with taking pills, and while I wouldn't call my HIV pill "massive", it's larger than the ones I take for controlling my blood pressure, my cholesterol, etc. On the other hand it's considerably smaller than my daily vitamin or the handful of joint/heart supplements I also take. If you did manage to become poz, I can assure you: unless you're one of a very few lucky non-progressors, within a relatively short period of time, maybe ten years, you'll likely be fighting to stay alive and active, if you can't take the medication. Fourth, you say you've "fully considered" being poz, but I can assure you, the reality, especially if you can't take medications, is nothing you've thought about. If you don't know anyone poz who isn't undetectable, and haven't watched anyone in the hospital who's wasted away from 200 lbs down to 120 in five months because his body's giving out, you haven't "fully considered" anything. Yes, yes, I get it: there's a forbidden element to HIV conversion, which many of us have eroticized. But the reality is really divorced from the fantasy if standard treatment isn't an option, and it sounds like it isn't for you.

I'm always amazed, while generally anatomically similar, how different things are down there - different angles - different feelings on my cock - and different levels of intensity for them. I definitely LOVE all aspects of the deep ring opening up for me - and it gripping my head as I pop in and out. Some guys that ring comes up quickly, almost half stroke in, and usually is much more of a struggle to open. Position seems to make a big difference, and they think they won't be able to take all of me - until suddenly all of my manhood slides in hip deep. The bottoms' pride of accomplishment seems to be almost as good as the stimulation itself. Other times, sometimes after a lot of warm up a "firm hand" is needed to get hip deep - its just not gonna go in without a little push. A good kiss, some dirty talk, and then just slowly muscling it home. Always provokes a good squirm - but moments later - they are ready for more and are in heat! Then there are those that are quite "hung inside" - and only those really really deep thrusts hit the ring. Maybe not even push thru but mash it good. You can feel it - they can feel it - but it's only when you want it to be felt! This seems really common, especially on the taller fellas but so many exceptions to the rule here...

I refer to that room within a room as the inner sanctum. Conscious breeding past the second hole is a spiritual experience for me which is why I don't knowingly breed atheists nor agnostics.

So there I was, stark bollock naked sucking on David’s nice cock, it truly was a beautiful knob about 7.5 inches, thick, as I sucked I ran my tongue over the veiny surface eliciting words of encouragement from him, as well as ‘tick tock’ I sucked using every ‘trick’ I had, swirling my tongue, deep suction, everything, I was nervous, I had been fucked plenty of times but not by anything like him, I had tears in my eyes as I worked looking up at him as he smirked “my cock looks great in your gob boy but it will look better up your bum” and always as the minutes counted down, “tick tock 12 minutes left”, my jaws ached but I kept sucking, something in me drove me on as I knew if David fucked me it would be it would hurt, his cock seemed to grow even thicker in my mouth as he rested his hand on my head helping me to bob it up and down on his cock “seven minutes left boyo, sweet I wonder if you’ll do it?”, I held his balls, so big they barely fitted in my hands as I frantically sucked him, and all the time those words over and over again counting down “tick tock five minutes”, then “tick tock three minutes”, and then he grunted “one minute boy, that’s all you have before I get to rape your boy hole”, I sucked harder, I was literally sucking as if my life depended on it but I did not achieve my aim as his final words rang in my head as he pushed my face off his cock “tick tock, times up, now its fucking time”, I teared up, I know I did “I can do it” but he simply smiled in a cruel sarcastic way “nope son times up” I knelt on the sofa, my arse was bright red, he’d not lied about beating me, I’d been spanked so hard that I had tears and snot running down my face, as he’d dragged me over his knee I’d struggled but with that first stinging swat on my big round arse I was shocked and then with every slap of his hand on my bum I became more and more submissive under his control until I just laid over his knees my body shaking with as spank landed on my arse. Back to kneeling on the sofa, one of his big hands rested on the small of my back just above my arse, I dared not move as he shaved my arse and crack with a cut throat razor “if you move boy you’ll get cut”, the cold steel of the blade felt strangely soothing on my hot burning bum as he effectively removed my last remnants of ‘manliness’ away, he was whistling as he shaved me, a song I can’t remember but it was surreal as it was almost as if he was doing a household task rather than shaving a lads arse at least 20 years his junior. His voice had a mix of desire and pure mocking as he cleaned the shaving foam off my arse “sweet, lovely smooth boy bum, just right for Daddy”, desperately I pleaded over my shoulder with him “please let me try again, I can suck you off”, he actually sneered at me as he massaged my hard cock and balls “nope baby boy, my sweet little cub you made a deal and you lost”. He slapped my bottom again, hitting the already red raw tender flesh “so my boy you going to give it up or do I have to rape you?”, my shoulders sagged I did not want to get raped and though I was terrified my own cock was hard in his other hand as he gently massaged it, I was still looking over my shoulder, my green eyes meeting his steel blue ones, I whimpered “please don’t rape me”, he rubbed my bottom and spat on my hole “as you asked so nicely there’s some lube” I shuddered and shook my head “please Daddy, that’s not enough”, I’d called him daddy without even thinking, he smiled at me “I like you calling me Daddy”, I bit my lip looking at him “I like calling you Daddy but”, he slapped my arse making me cry out “but what son?”, I was crying, deep heart felt sobs as he rubbed his fingers up and down my crack, rubbing and feeling my hole which despite my best intentions was yearning for him to fill me, “I need more lube than that, please”, one of his fingers poked at and penetrated me pretty roughly making me yelp as he immediately started to finger fuck me “no you don’t son, and as your Daddy I know best”, and then he sniggered “I may booty bump you if you ask nicely son”, again my naivety came to the surface, showing him how inexperienced in some things I was and as he fingered me and wanked me at the same time I groaned “what’s a booty bump?”. The smile on his face reminded me somewhat of the ‘joker’ from batman “well I’ll tell you what son, I’ll show you then its time for part two of the 15 minute game”, I croaked “part two??”

My fantasy is to be the 'offering' at a men’s gathering, where I am stripped naked, shaved smooth, bound on a fuck bench, and used by all for their sexual pleasure. I get so horny imagining my giving up control to be filled again and again in the service of men.

That would be so hot if they would DP you!! Imagine the loads you’d get!

Dunno it was strange, but a hot guy with a huge cock wanted to breed me and get bred couldn’t host, it could use the roof to fuck. Weird thing was it was on the flight path to Love Field. So as we took turns drilling each other landing planes were flying overhead. No idea if they could see us fucking, but kind of hot knowing they might.

Mike shortly texted back “I knew you would want more of my POZ cock. I can be back at your place in 30 mins.” I texted him back “Cya soon!” The anxiety rose in my mind that I was going to take another load of POZ cum and my mind screamed I should instead go to Urgent Care and get on PEP immediately. But the memories of the pleasure still overrode my PEP impulse. Since I knew I had time, taking another load would not matter right? So I cleaned up the spare bedroom and decided since i was going to play again I wanted to get it on camera just in case the PEP did not work. That way I would have a video of my conversion should the PEP not work. I slipped on a red thong so Mike would have something to pull off me. The minutes passed quickly and I heard a knock at the door. I answered the door just in my red thong and there stood mike. He wore really tight fitting blue shorts and I could already see his bulge wanting to get out. “Cum in..” I said as he stepped to the door smiling while staring at my thong. “Glad to see you embracing your poz cum sissy side of you and only wearing the thong.” Mike said as he then pushed me in and closed the door behind him. He pressed me against the wall and I could feel the heat of his cock against my leg. Kind of like before he his hands wandered up the sides of my body until they reached my pierced nipples. Electricity passed between my nipples as he slowly manipulated them. I closed my eyes and I could feel him being aroused even more as it felt like his cock would break through his shorts. Then I felt his mouth on my neck as he softly kissed my neck. All new sensations started feeling their way through my body as his kisses slowly worked up to my lips. We kissed what felt like for minutes but then Mike began to push on one side of my body and slowly turned me around. My hands were pressed against the wall as his kissing returned to my neck and I could feel him now slowly humping my ass with his cock. I got enough sense into my mind and said to him “follow me to the bedroom. I slipped out from under him and pulled his left hand with mine. Leading him to the bedroom, i switched the camera on that was focused on my bed as I walked by it. I got near the bed and i felt a push from behind and he snarled “bend over bitch!” I put my hands out to stop the push and ended up with my red thonged ass in the air. I could hear the sounds of fabric falling and guessed that he was disrobing. I felt his hands on my ass as he began to massage my ass . “Shoulders down boy, get ready to get fucked with only my poz pre-cum.” I then felt his poz snake slowly trace its way down my right ass leaving a poisonous trail. I raised my shoulders up just a bit and he slapped me hard on my ass “Shoulders down I said!.” I dropped my shoulders down on the mattress again and felt as Mike pulled my thong aside. His cock began slowly pushing against my puckered hole and he applied more pressure until my ass gave in to his cock. With the tip of his cock just barely penetrating me, Mike asked “Are you ready for another load? Tell me you want it.” I responded back “Fuck me.”, “Not good enough boy” Mike teased. I then answered “ I want your poz cock to fuck me and fill me with your poz cum.” As I answered I knew I was another step from going to get the pep as the words just made sense as he pushed deeper. The amazing feeling of being penetrated by his cock shorted out all my common sense. Slowly but surely he would push a little farther in each time. Finally I could feel his balls touch my ass and my thong riding along his cock as he pulled out each time to just pound back into me. All I could think of was hoping the camera was capturing the moment I truly conceded to his cock and his load inside me. He began to hit my prostate as the tempo of him pounding me increased. The moans of pleasure started to come from me as his cock hit my prostate just right. I could feel my orgasm coming as I too started to leak cum as Mike pounded me. Finally I felt Mike’s pace change and his cock flare inside of me as he roared “Take my POZ LOAD!!” He erupted inside of me and I could feel the ropes of his cum coating my insides as he continued to pump in and out of me. My orgasm hit my prostate and I spewed certainly my last neg load all over the sheets of the bed. My orgasm causing me to just twitch from my first hands free orgasm and Mike collapsing on top of me. I could feel him stop and just slowly shrinking out of my now gaped and cum filled hole. He slapped my ass and moved my thong back over my hole while pushing off me. “Now that you have taken your 2nd load from me, there is no turning back now” Mike whispered. That moment I knew I had no intention of getting PEP and only wanted more poz cock.

This should be fixed as of yesterday. Sorry. It amounted to a dumb oversight.

Sorry been a while since I posted. Got side tracked the past few weeks. Niall stood there admiring the sight beneath him, Dave's eyes were beginning to roll while he gritted his teeth, bearing the the feeling of penetration. Niall kept eye contact as he told Dave how well he was doing, his lubed up cock began to move ever so slightly of the fully bottomed out boy beneath him. "That's it Davy boy, just breathe and relax. Do just what I tell you, like in work". Tommo, still watching from the couch was stroking his own hard, leaking cock slowly watching the performance. He couldn't believe what he was seeing. Niall had told him that his apprentice was game once he was a bit spun but this was something else. Dave was lying on his back across the couch with his head on the arm rest. At the other end Niall knelt, holding Dave's knees on his shoulders, his cock in the young ass. Niall's hips were moving steadily now; long, slow thrusts in and out of the 19 year old's no longer virgin hole. Tommo knew Niall, he was making sure not to scare off Dave qnd make sure he'd be back for more. Chuckling to himself all he could think is how lucky Dave was, Tommo would've gone much rougher...and was planning to once Niall had him nicely warmed up. Shaking himself out of his own thoughts, Tommo returned his attention to the two men in front of him. Naill's pace was still as steady as it had been but by now he was beginning to sweat. The T, the heat of the room, the energy he was exerting, all adding to his perspiration. He had a grin on his face as he looked at the man he was mounting. "Fuck, you're beautiful" he moaned, "such a sexy body and hot ass." Niall turned and kissed the legs resting on his shoulders, running his tongue up and down the shins. Suddenly he grabbed Dave's right foot, brought it to his face and kissed the sole before sucking the toes. Looking down at the young man beneath him Niall was in no doubt he made the right call when he decided to make a move. Dave's hole felt so tight and warm as it squeezed his cock when he thrust. The boy was breathing heavily but Niall kept reassuring him how much of a tough man he was, "takes a real man to take it" he repeated, "good lad, you're a natural".

Hi guys, I recently published my first story here and got some nice reviews, so I thought 'why the hell not release some other ones I wrote as well'. This might be a bit more nice, and it uses chems in a way that might not be the most realistic, but I still had fun writing it. This is still a bit of setup, and then part 2 is a bit more graphic. I would love to hear your feedback and ideas. Here you go: Damien wakes up in a cold sweat from another restless night spent on the hard concrete floor of his tiny cell-like room. The small space is adorned with only a single futon, a small table, and a stainless steel sink for washing purposes. But despite its modest furniture, this was Damiens home, his safe place, and the place he has been living in for the last 14 months. As he rubs his eyes to adjust to the dim lighting, the slave knows it's time to face another day as the plaything of powerful men, filled with the highest forms of pleasure one can achieve. With an eager anticipation that simmers just beneath the surface of his skin, Damien readies himself for yet another day of debauchery and depravity. A 26-year-old chubby man blessed with a generous helping of muscles that only seem to intensify the overall lushness of his curves, Damien's body is truly something to behold. His nipples stand out proudly, defiant and enticingly sexy against his pale skin. His ass cheeks are firm and round, gently shaking as he walks with every confident step he takes. And though there is no denying the slight layer of softness that clings to him here and there, Damien's body also hides a strength that begs for dominance - one that only adds to his overall allure. With his dark long hair tousled from recent pleasures and eyes glazed over with equal parts passion and lust, Damien fastens the custom-made steel chain collar around his neck; an ornate reminder of both his subjugated status in this world and his unwavering devotion to serving those who desire him so intensely. The cold steel chain connects him directly to his owner and his home, beckoning him forward towards a new day filled with endless possibilities for indulgence. And so, he makes his way through the winding hallways towards the main chamber of the gay sauna known as ‘The Pig’s Den”. As Damien enters the vast space filled with steaming heat and thick, musky scent of sweat, he immediately notices several new faces among the regulars. These men, who had obviously been awaiting Damiens arrival, greet him with smirks and lecherous stares that send a shiver down his spine. One man in particular, an intimidating figure known to everyone as The Butcher but to Damien as simply ‘Master”, grabs the boy by the chin and forces him to meet his eyes. "Ah, our little faggot," he says menacingly. "Looks like you've got quite the day ahead of you, slave." Throughout the day, Damien is put through an exhausting series of humiliating tasks and degrading acts, all performed with an air of ritualistic ceremony by his new temporary "masters". First, there are the brutal spankings, delivered both to Damiens bare ass and to the soft flesh of his inner thighs. The pain is intense, but it serves as a reminder of his place within this perverted hierarchy - beneath those who wield power over him, with nothing but obedience in his vocabulary. Then comes the relentless stream of rough anal sex, as each man takes turns fucking Damien without mercy. The sensation is excruciating at times, yet somehow pleasurable as well, amplified by a sense of total vulnerability that borders on euphoria. As he is passed from one man to the next, Damien finds himself craving not just the physical release but also the sense of belonging and purpose that comes with submitting entirely to those who dominate him. In between rounds of debauchery, Damien is given a cocktail of chems designed specifically to heighten his senses and cloud his judgment. It gets injected straight into his veins, allowing him to temporarily reach an even more animalistic euphoria of horniness. He doesn't mind at all; in fact, he welcomes this further descent into depravity as part of the cost of serving his masters' twisted desires. By the end of the day, Damien lies exhausted yet aroused on a pile of used towels, surrounded by discarded bottles and syringes. The Butcher stands over him with a satisfied smirk, taking in the sight of this once proud man reduced to nothing more than a slave driven by lust and obedience. As if sensing Damiens struggle with the realization that he truly is just "meat", here to be used at will, The Butcher leans down close enough for their lips to brush against each other's, and whispers one final message: "You are mine, and you will always belong to those who treat you as such. Remember that." And with those chilling words still ringing in his ears, Damien finally succumbs to exhaustion, drifting off into an erotic haze fueled by the memories of pain and pleasure that marked yet another day as a slave within the walls of this twisted sanctuary.

Mike embraced me and we kissed long and deep. I could feel his tongue enter my mouth as I sucked it in deep. As we continued to kiss I felt him carrying me to the edge of the pool to the shallow end. We broke our kiss and he lightly caressed my nipples. I could feel him reach my left nipple and he then discovered that it was pierced. “Nice” is all he whispered as he rolled his fingers over my piercing and waves of electric pleasure washed over me. I could feel my butt against the edge of the pool and then he turned me around.Mike slipped behind me and caressed me from the back all over my body. My cock hardening as I felt his lips on my neck and his hands work their way slowly down to my hips. Slowly but surely he massaged my hips and pushed on my lower back to signal that he wanted me to bend over and of course I did. He then lift me slightly so my ass was out of the water and I could feel his tongue go down my back as I leaned out of the pool to expose my hole to him. Mike leaned down and continued his trail of kisses until he found my sweet spot and began to rim me. I could feel his tongue opening my hole and sending shots of pleasure all over my body as his tongue went deeper into me. Then I felt his finger enter me as he continued to rim me. I could feel it curl and hit my prostrate as a wave of pleasure caused me to gasp. I squirmed in pleasure as his finger slowly worked its way back and forth over my prostrate. Then he added a second finger and the pleasure intensified as both fingers worked their way across my prostrate. I began to hump his fingers and moan loudly as I felt an orgasm build inside of me. He withdrew both of his fingers and denied my orgasm from happening. I moaned “No don’t stop I am so close.” He rubbed his hands across my ass and I could feel his hard cock bob across my left cheek as it rubbed as he spread my ass open and close a couple of times. I whispered “Please let me cum.” Mike whispered back “Oh I will let you cum soon.” Even in the water I could feel his cock leaking a bit of cum onto my left cheek as it centered itself between my ass. I was so horny and wanted to cum so badly I wiggled my ass up and down until his head was at my entrance. I could feel the heat of his cock and the hardness I had caused. I pushed back slightly and felt his head against the lips of my hole and then it slipped past. He slowly entered a-bit at a time, repeatedly pulling out and going deeper each stroke. Finally I could feel his wet hair against my ass and his balls slap against me. The water amplified the sounds of him fucking me and quieted the moans of pleasure that were escaping from my mouth. He quietly said “Now I am going to make you cum and give you what you wanted.” My mind could not quite process that I was being fucked bareback with a POZ highly toxic cock. All I knew that his death stick was giving me pleasure and my body wanted it, needed it. My brain only wanting that release of my building orgasm. I could feel it building again as his cock pounded my ass and the rhythm of the water. Finally sweet release of my orgasm hit me and I felt my muscles clench around his POZ cock. As my muscles twitched I felt the head of his cock swell and Mike yelled “ I am CUMMING! Take my changed load you fag!” The waves of pleasure hit me deep as his positive cum flooded my guts multiple times. I could feel his large load burying itself deep inside me. I could feel his cock shrink as he hard on subsided. Slowly trailing out of my ass and I feeling a sense of loss as he plopped out of my gaped hole. I layed on the edge of the pool enjoying what had happened and started to process that he had fucked me bareback and that he was positive. Mike got out of the pool and was getting dressed as I finally opened my eyes. He came over and leaned over as I rolled onto my back. He caressed my nipples and I felt another wave of pleasure as he tweaked my right nipple and kissed me. “I know you will want another, give me a call when you do.” Mike whispered as he got up and walked away with his shirt trailing in his hand. All I could do is lay there and relive the last couple of minutes knowing that he had just pozzed me in the pool. I had not expected to happen and all I thought was I had wished I would have caught it on video.

As a bottom I do like to wear one ‘before the fucking begins’ but once the action starts, get me naked!

I will never forget the day; Frigid, windy, snowy, and dark. It was my birthday, mid December. I spent the entire day browsing hookup sites looking for just one load to take. I wasn't asking for much, but I had been sexting all day and my balls were aching for release. Curled up in bed with my dog, I continued to pursue a host who could drop a load in me - any load would do. After hours upon hours of searching I found a person who's profile was blank but new. I tapped on their avatar and landed on a page with the following: 44, 5'11, 198lbs, 7.5" - I'm Hosting, Vers. Hairy guys are hot. Fetishes: Used underwear, socks, sports gear, and body hair. Interaction: Anonymous Protection: Talk first I sprang to attention - excitedly I ask him if he were poz. He confirmed it and said that he was sorry, and asked if I did not want to play. I told him not to apologize, and that I was perfectly fine having sex with poz guys, even ones who are detectable. He proceeded to tell me that he was on his meds, and that he is responsibly undetectable. This man changed tune as soon as I told him that I was disappointed he wasn't on meds, to which he replied that he just wanted to lure me in and was in fact, not on his meds. I agreed to come over, my heart racing. I had never purposefully fucked a poz guy of any stature - detectable or not. It was like the virus was already coursing through my veins and I hadn't even caught it yet. I drove through the intense blizzard like conditions to arrive at his hotel and proceeded to his room. Standing in the doorway was man a couple inches taller than myself. He had hair that was just starting to gray, his chest coated in thick black hair that stretched down to his massive cock, wrapping around down his legs and to his feet. His thick coarse body hair was incredible running through my hands. He was a good looking guy, and was delighted I showed up. With thousands of snowflakes falling outside, I was determined not to be a flake, especially not for him. He poured me a glass of wine, sweet with a slight bite. I began to undress myself, leaving my jockstrap on. I laid on the bed, and admired his gorgeous body, his tufts of body hair, and fiddle with my own cock through my underwear. He moved towards my cock with his hand, and I told him to get ready to be shocked. You see, I have 4 piercings on my cock. a 4 guage prince albert curved barbell, and 3 rungs of a ladder. My cock is already indicative of what a bad boy I am, let alone if it were to be a poz cock. He began to take off my underwear, admired my piercings and showed me he had a PA too. He flipped me over, and examined my hole. Tickling the hair around my ass, he spit on his dick, and rubbed some on my hole. He slid his cock up and down against my fuck hole, the feeling was pure ecstasy. Without a moments notice, he burrowed himself inside me, balls deep. I let out a loud moan, it felt as though he split my ass open, and then gave me a shot of pure pleasure right in my cunt. The pain was intense, but the pleasure was greater as he began to pump his cock inside me. I could feel every single stroke press against my abdominal muscles, every last hump was pure, erotic, manly romance. His sweat was dripping all over me, his BO permeating my hair and skin. I squeezed down on his cock, urging him to release his evil seed inside me. And so he did, he came all over, painting the insides of my body with toxic cum. His load was hot, sticky, and the way it gushed every time he thrusted again made me nearly cum. He pulled out, and I reached over and grabbed an item I brought off the dresser. In my hand was a simple needle - 3ml, 20 guage. Nothing too scary. I grabbed his arm, and asked him if he was okay with it. I swear, his cock grew another 3 inches as he grabbed the needle from my hands. Using his teeth, he removed the cap. He spread my legs apart, and positioned himself at my hole. He slammed inside me, a feeling of pure joy now. I grasped his arm, and his vein began to show. He plunged the needle into his arm, and withdrew a dark, violent red fluid into the tube. His blood was so toxic I could feel his bugs in my ass clawing away to be reunited with their brothers and sisters. He squeezed my arm, after removing the needle and handing it to me. Carefully, I placed the needle against the vein I always use for an HIV test, and pressed in. Carefully, I slammed the plunger in. Immediately I could feel his minions hijacking my body, taking over my mind. I knew at this moment I was absolutely fucked. God damn, it was so fucking hot. I was absolutely. FUCKED. I then took the plunger and pulled it out, filling the tube with my own blood. He greedily took the needle, and slammed my clean negative blood into his veins. Every vampire needs fresh blood sometimes. Blood was rolling down our arms - staining the sheets with solid evidence of the crime we had committed. He grabbed his double zero gauge prince albert and put it on. He opened my legs again, and carefully pushed his massive bionic cock inside me, fucking me until he painted me up once more. We rolled over, and I rode his cock like into the sunset. I rode him, and rode him - grinding his cock inside my ass until he came a third time. With a dirty deed done, and new lifestyle ahead, I couldn't help but smile to myself as I drove home in a blizzard. It didn't matter if I look outside, or inside, all I could see was white. Please note : While this is fictional - This borrows heavily on my first pozzing experience. I am so excited to hear your thoughts after I've taken this huge step.

6 We were both exhausted as we lay next to each other - husband and wife - at least for the moment. He told me I was amazing. I looked again at the family photo on the wall and wished it was me standing next to him. Was I in love with this man, or just the idea of him? What if he gets me pregnant? Can I get him to leave his family and start a new one with me? My fantasy was interrupted by further comments from him. "That breeding talk was really hot. I used to love planting seed in my real wife, hence all the kids. Of course, it's not as fun now that I'm shooting blanks." "What? What do you mean?" I said in confusion. "I got snipped after our youngest was born. She didn't want to tie her tubes and I hate rubbers. Well, good night dear. We have much more love making to do tomorrow," he said as he kissed me and turned on his side. Fuck! This had all been for nothing. Sure, it was fun, but there was zero chance of him knocking me up. I started to panic. I didn't want to be there any more. As soon as I heard a faint snore, I slowly climbed out of bed. I felt his massive load swishing around inside me. A reminder of this futile attempt. I found my jockstrap on the floor, along with my other clothes and quickly put them on. I then fished my phone out of my pocket and requested an Uber. I couldn't get out of there fast enough. In the car, I felt bad for just deserting this man. We had fun. He didn't do anything wrong. So I open the app and texted him: "So sorry I had to leave. I had a great time but got a message that a family member is in the hospital. Thanks for a fun night." As I hit send, I saw something shine in the dark car: I was still wearing his ring. Shit. I messaged him again. "Just realized I still have your ring. I can mail it to you, sorry about that." I decided to keep it on so it didn't get lost in my pocket. Once I put my phone away, I was alone with my thoughts on a long ride back to campus. I wanted to cry, I wanted to give up. But then I looked out the window and found some new encouragement. We just happened to stop at a red light in front of a business called "Hot Zone." I'd heard of this place before. It was a sex shop with video booths...and it was open. "Please stop here. I want to get out," I said to my driver.