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I really appreciate you being honest with the BZ members. It's tough to talk about issues lyou addressed. I applaud your honesty, because there was a time when it was expected that a man marry a woman and have children, and you inner feelings did not matter. Divorce and having children are never a fun topic, I think it is great you took that leap to share your experience.

Yes, I already voted for Charlie. I don't know one gay friend, even straight friends, that are voting for DeSatan. Any opportunity I have to promote the defeat of DeSatan I use it. His opinion on abortion alone has been enough to get former Republican friends to re-think their vote.

I remember a time when sites told us the letters PNP could not be included in our screen name or handle. Of course, there are ways around that. What these sites didn't understand is that they would lose business. Have you ever posted a profile on Manhunt? I got a free 30 day membership from another site and found that Manhunt was a gay version of CHRISTIAN MINGLE. None of those members would have sex with a guy who was poz, participated in bb sex or was on prep, or parTied. I have never seen a bunch of more judgmental gays in my entire life. Give me BBRT, give me NKP, or MeWe (!) but you can keep Manhunt. I don't need to be judged, I went to Catholic school for twelve years I have had enough of that.

HELL YES! I asked BZ members when I first joined about the pros and cons of using webcams. I was told about different laws, and how I could and could not use webcams to protect my property while having guys over. I have used web cam based programs like ICU and Skype to meet other guys and it made me more believable because they could see me live. I have no problem with being filmed as long as I AM TOLD in advance. I would not film anyone without their consent, but it has been done to me. But I digress. Yes I like being filmed, those pics and video clips can be used to PROMOTE the possibility of hooking up with me. BIGGEST TURN OFF: Guys who ask for pics and video clips, but offer nothing in return. Oh, and don't dare have your cell phone around, because you may be filming them. Give me a break.....

It does not matter the color of the cock, it just matters if it works for you.......if you pick one color, you limit yourself from some incredible sexual opportunities. Why limit yourself? Why limit your opportunities?

I am wondering how governors in red states are going to react now that the White House has declared Monkeypox a national emergency. Turn down funds perhaps? Refuse to set up testing centers? I just heard it announced at the 1:00 pm news on MSNBC. There weren't any details except I believe the head of HHS would be speaking sometime today. As a Floridian, all I can do is sit and wait.

Getting no help from Governor DeSantis. Yesterday's news showed him stating that NO state of emergency regarding monkeypox would be declared in Florida. Currently Florida ranks 5th in cases, with the largest number in Broward county. His reasoning, he is trying to protect an individual's "personal liberties" and not force people to do something they don't want to do. WTF? What I took from that was just is utter lack of concern, "it's not our problem" attitude. He should tell that to the over 500 people in this state who have monkeypox. God, I hope we can vote him out of office this fall.

I was hoping to get some feedback from BZ members regarding their experiences they have had or know of regarding anal fissures. Since 2020, I have had three outpatient procedures from an Anal and Rectal Care Specialist after developing an anal fissure. The first two procedures did not give me much relief from normal activities down in that area, it was only the last time that a new doctor managed to get that area somewhat under control. She managed to remove some pre-cancerous polyps and I was encouraged by the result. I do have HPV as well, the removal of the polyps helped but I am not currently taking any kind of medication for HPV, if it even exists. About a month ago I had some pain in that area and the situation has become difficult to deal with on a daily, non-sexual basis. I see her again on September 20 for a follow up, but to be honest if I am in so much pain after doing what is "normally" done in that area I doubt I can wait till then to see her. However, my question is this. I realize anyone who has had these had a different outcome and some responded better to treatment. Has anyone FULLY recovered to the point they can go back to bottoming again without risking the chance of tearing what has been repaired? I would hate to feel 100 percent and then bottom, only to tear that area again and have to start all over. My fissure was not caused by sex, but rather the use of hydrocodone after surgery on my foot. One day I strained just too hard and that was all it took. Anyone have experience they are comfortable to share? I need to put an "OUT OF SERVICE" note above my ass or on hookup sites, frankly regular fuck buddies have asked what is going on and to be honest I am running out of excuses. I am not comfortable telling them, I can't use COVID any longer as an excuse for not hooking up. Thoughts? Anyone?

I just find it disappointing and upsetting that a Ryan White Case Manager, who has a client with monkeypox, can not tell me the location of the closest vaccine distribution center. I know I have to advocate for my own health but it's a bit demoralizing to not get any assistance. I see my infectious disease specialist on Tuesday, hopefully he or his staff will have some answers. I watch the news and they mention the total number of cases, county by county, but no information on vaccines and where or how to get one.

Now, over five years later you are making another BZ member happy. That video was incredible, funny, I wasn't surprised it was produced by Machofucker, their reputation of abusing bottoms rings true.

I have seen Rocco Steele in a gangbang video, I believe put out by Raging Stallion. Unfortunately he appeared to be about twenty years older then the rest of his fellow participants. Not a good look, it almost fell into the "cross-generational" video classification on torrents. Just saying, not being nasty, but he did look out of place...a little.

I agree that is the way that Tim has gone, with concentrating on one bottom. I have seen better group scenes from Lucas Entertainment, where almost everyone sucks and fucks each other. I don't like Michael Lucas personally, but that's another issue. His group video scenes can be quite good, with EVERYONE doing EVERYBODY. Not just one drugged out bottom being fucked by ten tops, all of whom are standing around pulling on their dicks and acting like they are too good for everyone else standing around them. I agree with you, TIM has gotten predictable, the only thing that has changed is the bottoms, and you usually see them once and one time only. I like when he films abroad, like in Brazil where I am sure he literally pays them nothing.

I have seen Cutler X videos and he has a huge dick and a nice body, one of his biggest coups was getting Andy Starr to bottom for him on camera I don't know how successful his video production has been, it is often advertised at the bottom of Mr. S. Leather promotions. Or at least it was for awhile. I have found it online where you can purchase clips, he is now using other tops as well as doing two on one videos, and DPs. Usually alot of black on white topping. Sadly for him, they have been either leaked or sold to torrents and can be easily downloaded for free. His material is good, but somewhat predictable. He's tried to push the envelope with the DP scenes, and using other huge tops has added variety. I don't want to comment on the bottoms he used, not really impressed. But then again, they are being asked to do quite a bit. I saw a video containing Cutler, it was released by another video company, and the bottom was actually bleeding. Not sure how I feel about that....

On the other end of this topic, I have to say hearing a top say "Are you sure you can take my big dick", is the most offensive thing you can say to a bottom (with the exception of hygiene comments which is understandable). Don't assume I can't - because I can. Don't think you are the biggest - because you aren't. Don't assume you will be the biggest I will ever come across or have sex with - because you won't be. All this hyping over how big your dick is will only end in some indifference and lack of interest from the bottom you are fucking.

I don't know if you have access to "torrents", if you are not familiar it is download or "file sharing" service. It's legality is sometimes in question, I have had an account since around 2005. The reason I ask is I have been able to find segments, scenes or portions of videos from the mid 90s of people I have met who had performed and were basically clueless as to how to find their work. I just needed to enter either the title of the video, or the name they performed under, and I could find some of what they appeared in. I don't know how much you want to find what you performed in, but it may be out there, so it's worth a shot.

I personally feel that @onlyfans or porn made by former studio performers that are either disillusioned with the business or are no longer being cast will be the future of porn. I think studio productions are going to become a thing of the past, no one performer can really "sign" with a studio and hope to make enough films to make a living, He's going to have to become an "independent" performer and work when and where he can find it. It takes an IPhone, a laptop, and a few other items and suddenly, you have a studio set. You just need a fellow performer, some good lighting, and remember to press the record button. Having someone hold a phone or camera helps, one on one sex seems to be less and less. There is just so much porn available online for free, so much variety, technology has passed the industry by. You no longer have to go to a bookstore to rent a video, or DVD, porn is everyone online and all that is necessary is to attach a laptop to a monitor and you are good to go. I find it amusing that guys in their late 20s and early 30s don't remember what is was like to rent or find porn in say 1991. The industry (if you want to call it that) has dried up, and so have long term opportunities for guys that were available back in the 80s. and early 90s. Sure, they may have escorted on the side. But now, your 15 seconds of fame will only continue if you update your software programs and get the latest equipment. If I am not making there was a site "Naked Sword" that back in the early 2000s was totally free, you could look up certain performers and specific video companies. I believe "Naked Sword" has had a change in it's business model, lol, to say the least. It is no longer a place to go and find a certain performers videos, it more a place to see what is being promoted and how you can purchase it. What I find sad is this. There was porn before the year 2000, and before 1990, and even before 1980. However, the ability to find those videos, and the performers, is becoming increasingly difficult. Not sure how many posters on BZ can recall guys from the 80s or 90s, it's almost as if they didn't exist or don't matter. I personally, find that sad. I understand that through technology, life has changed. But many of these early guys have basically been forgotten, erased and to me, that is a shame.

I like your choice of accessories. For YEARS, I always had a backpack with me, and I used the jock straps and boots taking everything off except those items. I can't tell you how many jock straps I have purchased, how many I have left behind or lost. I have actually given them to tricks as a reminder of our encounter if they mentioned seeing me in them or liked fucking me with them on. It's funny to have someone remember you online for that, reminding me of an encounter I had with them years ago and them describing the jock I wore at the time. I'm like "oh, yeah, now I know why I can't find that jock, that one was thirty bucks". Btw, I thought I saw you post "A BIG dick makes up for a whole lot of ugly" or something to that effect? I literally laughed out loud sitting on my couch when I read that. Nothing wrong with being honest, huh?

I don't have a preference as to wearing an article of clothing or not. What do I find concerning is when someone ASKS that I wear something in particular. Or worse yet, they bring it with them and ask me to put it on. I have had requests to wear basketball shorts and no underwear, no problem with that. But I have had at least two guys bring something they "designed" and I can tell you they were a "One and done" situation.

Okay let me just revisit this without coming across as a "mean girl". You have been together five months and have never seen him naked? You have never sucked him off? Now listen this is not 1951, and you are not Donna Reed. Okay you may know who that is, but what I am saying is that you have been more than patient, not seeing him naked and not having sex after a significant amount of time is a warning sign. Something is up with this guy, I think he is unsure of his sexuality. If you are happy without having sex, and you love him, then I am happy for you. But to hear this situation I think there are some warning signs you need to pay attention to. How long are you supposed to wait for sex? What is an appropriate time? You have needs, and those needs need to be met. I think you need to have a frank and honest conversation with him, because frankly, you may be wasting your time. I am not being skeptical, I wish you the best. But get some answers now!

Thank you for the help. I was using a bad URL. Much appreciated.....

Yes, thank you for that, it worked by using the link you provided - thanks!

I find all of this information disconcerting, to say the least. I have had multiple android devices destroyed, phones and laptops, by a hacker who sent a virus thru and changed all the permissions on my devices. I could not even donate the devices, they were of no use. I was deliberately targeted, filed police reports, but in the end no one was held accountable. With my apple phones, I could actually see myself moving in one of the apps, yet I was sitting in my house. When I contacted Apple, they pointed fingers at my internet provider. I tried to constantly change the wifi information, only to have them break back in. I even moved to a new apartment, hired the "Geek Squad" to come to my new apartment, change the wifi password and he left assuring me I would not be hacked. Assuming I was safe, I thought I would have some fun on A4A, only to be recognized by the people that had previously targeted me. They got into both phone devices and actually re-arranged photos that are on my MacBook Air, sort of a way to tell me they had gotten into that as well. My partner was just about ready to hang himself, thinking we would have to relive everything we had gone through before, just because I decided to get on A4A and find someone for us to play with. I had to contact Apple and spend over an hour and a half with one of their specialists to see if they could help us regain control of our devices. I think our phones are safe, but I am not 100 percent sure. Enough about my poor judgment, I do have a question regarding how I am able to get onto BZ. When I tried going through Safari I could not connect. I have to type in google, then type Breeding Zone in the search bar, and then I can get in. I see @rawtop has stated that all browsers on IOS are safari. So, is my current way of connecting the correct and only way to get onto BZ? I know, I know I need to take some IT courses because I feel like I have no privacy and there is always someone watching. I have tried VPN's only to have them limit my connection to my bank, or the IRS, or other government agencies. I've been told to get rid of my MacBook and switch to a non-Apple laptop, but with the years of money I invested in iTunes I am reluctant to close my MacBook forever. Yes Apple got my money for iTunes as well, since oh, like 2004. I have over 2000 songs that not only show what poor taste I have in music (anyone remember Amber, Deborah Cox?), but also I fell for the idea that Apple would continue to support iPods and I tunes in general, now I see they are no longer going to make those kind of products. So yes, if you have a bridge for sale, I would be the first guy to approach..... Anyone have any advice, because frankly, all the hacking and turning my webcam on to record me, has taken the gay out of my gay life........

I was a GS-12 at the time and I was in front of a well known gay bar in Lauderdale with two latin guys fucking in my government owned vehicle. I really wasn't worried about dragging the two guys back to my hotel because of my supervisor, I was just horny and in a hurry. I know I got lucky, and I really took some wild chances with that government car, I know the other gay employee in the agency was suspended twice for 30 day increments. with out pay, for using the government vehicle for personal reasons. They even held up his within grade increases each time by two pay periods because he had been in LWOP status. Me, I got out of speeding tickets, even had a Florida State trooper change my tire on I-75 because I figured if I could get one to do it, I would. Never used my job to intimidate or manipulate anyone, if anything, it made me incredibly unpopular in my home area because everyone assumed I would or could have them arrested if "enhancements" were being used. Working in Lauderdale was a freeing experience, I had blind tags, and I didn't offer that information to anyone unless I started to see them on a regular basis. Besides for about 6 years I was in travel status about 32 out of 40 hours a week, so I made per diem and Sunday differential. Anytime they asked if I wanted to be relocated to Lauderdale, I said no! There may be a slight increase in a COLA difference with my salary, but there was no way I was giving up that per diem that I got every time I submitted a travel voucher. I am sure you know what I am talking about..... Btw, that government employee who I mentioned was suspended, he was from Louisville, Kentucky! I just noticed you are from Louisville. He was a USDA Veterinarian with APHIS, Regulatory Enforcement and Animal Care. He's older than me, and retired. He didn't care what management thought of him, but he hated when they suspended him without pay~

I was approached by a police officer in Fort Lauderdale while having sex with two guys in a vehicle. He asked for my license and registration and asked why I was having sex with two men who did not speak English. I really didn't have an answer for that. When he saw the car had a blind tag and was registered to the US Government he asked why I was risking my job, and why did I not just take the guys back to my hotel room. I explained my supervisor at the time was staying in the same hotel and it would have been embarrassing for me to be seen with not one but two guys, who only spoke Spanish. My supervisor spoke Spanish as well so if he ran into us, the" cat would have been out of the bag" so to speak. The cop told the two latin guys to "get lost" and gave me my license and registration back and told me not to have sex in front of a gay bar again, that he patrolled that area all the time looking for that kind of activity, and next time he would not be so forgiving. He wrote my name down and asked me what hotel I was staying at, I never saw or heard from him again, but I didn't have sex in the government car again (that I can recall) for a very long time.

I don't even know you and I say "WELCOME THE HELL BACK". You traded Fort Lauderdale (and more importantly the Ramrod) for a small town in Texas????? Either you left for an incredibly well paying job, a family obligation or an incredibly hot, hung top bf? I can't imagine going to the land of Senator Ted Cruz voluntarily when you can be somewhere in the Lauderdale/Wilton Manor Area and have the Ramrod and Slammers just a Lyft or Uber ride away. Who knows, maybe you can even walk there. I live in Sleepy St. Petersburg, FL, and yes it is gay friendly, but when I want to get my groove on it's down I-75, across Alligator Alley and I park my ass at some cheap Lauderdale hotel (if I can find one for less than 100 dollars where I will not be murdered). So even though we haven't met, please share your experiences now that you are back home and can really enjoy life. I will live vicariously through you - as I often do when I read the postings of @hntnhole, I may be a bottom but his exploits sound so much fun when he shares them (not long ago I believe he posted one about sitting next to a young man at the Ramrod, outside, and the fun filled action that followed). If I have the wrong poster, please forgive me @hntnhole, you encouraged me to stay when I first joined and I am so glad I did!