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  1. I love rimming -giving and receiving-; dirty or clean, I prefer it clean, scat is not my thing at all! For me, cleaning is a sign of dedication. The man I'm with, is investing his time to prepare for me, for making me happy. Sweaty, it can happen especially after a whole day sitting at work but I want my man clean! Then, if we want to add something, rimming and chocolate play is my best turn on! Spread choco-cream all over his hole and inside, then shove my tongue in. Or insert a chocoball in him let it melt and then go with the tongue and mouth fun! That takes me out of control and I might bite his hole too. My guy felt disgusted at the idea of rimming me, or me doing the same to him but I slowly introduced him to the experience of cleaning out, then fingers, and tongue. He experienced male-on-female oral sex but was disgusted by oral-anal, it's the usual issue of prejudgments coming from an "alpha-male driven education". Now we're both 50 percent vers in any way we want to explore our body feelings.
  2. I perfectly know what you mean, and understand how he could feel by the fear of being contacted by chasers over and over; the only way to satisfy a gifting/chasing roleplay fantasy is to be both on the same wavelength, then, time will tell! 🦠☣️
  3. I might sound boring, but the more time goes on, the less I appreciate stories with violence and non-consensual sex. 

  4. Me: "I had a funny dream. I was converting my 'we have to talk' story into audio, by electronic voices." My best friend: "that'd not be a dream we could think of it"... She's crazy, damn! I'm screwed! 

  5. no need for fears nowadays - about HIV at least
  6. it's interesting how you love foreplay in your stories... As I do in real sex without foreplay, kisses, rimming and of course poz talk, is meaningless for me
  7. Having fun with text-to-speech programs, making them say "give me your poz load" or "I want to poz you up" with human-sounding speech synths. No, it's not me, the computer is looking for HIV itself! Not my responsibility then! ☣️☣️☣️

  8. honey, let him cum in you! Give in, you know you want it. Anyway, good morning chaser!
  9. hey dirty slut! 🦠☣️🧬😘

    1. bttm4all
    2. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      I'll drop you a line soon... Let me get rid of some trouble around here!

  10. I'm getting better, although many bad and good emotions all at once in few months, have over-stressed me. "take it easy" they say but... gimme the time, at least! 

  11. Yes, it happened! With a guy, and also with a girl. Especially when you hear those laughters, the same you hear on the tv when the guy/girl want to get all attentions on themselves. I'm not the kind of man who says "fuck, and don't talk"; so, if it was the case, I just stepped away with an excuse or the other. Now the problem does not exist as I'm intimate with just one guy but if we ever open our couple, I'd be very curious to know what he thinks. We'll discuss this matter of voices today - we have actually a co-worker like this, her laughter seems a horny hen! And honestly it's a positive thing to have her around as she avoids me to be forever horny and fuck my guy on the office's desk! LOL!
  12. quite a long time I do not have intense dirty poz talk with guys here. But I am not always in the mood, these have been hard weeks. Sorry. 

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    2. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      Always in need of positive energy around 🦠☣️ yes these weeks have been quite challenging, I'm hopefully getting rid of all this. 

    3. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      I'm quite overloaded. Seriously.

  13. Kissing is essential for me! As I'm not into anonymous sex I've always had intimacy; so, why not!
  14. I've read the story quite fast, I'll tell you more feedbacks in a while. I'm just thinking of pastor klyne pozzing his son Ryan...
  15. @onlyraw if you want a coming out from me... Never been to a bathhouse and think I'd never go; and I just laugh at the idea of _me_ in those places! Maybe it's because I'm a computer worker, I stay most of time with the same people so, when I go out with friend and meet others, sex and drinking -alcohol, I mean-, is the very last subject I think about. I want to talk, play, sing, have fun in other ways. Yes I'm one guy who rejects even smoking, smell of cigarettes drives me mad nervous. A comedian some days ago said "I'm the transgressive guy; I don't have any tattoos, I don't smoke, at parties I drink water"... I don't feel it as a transgression, I just do what I'm comfortable with. Only thing, because of some stories here, I'm thinking to buy and wear a pendant on my neck, with the biohazard sign. Nothing else. Even because tattoos... I'm the only poz who's afraid of needles, maybe! I go for blood tests but every time I must enter the exam room, I tremble a bit. My guy says I'm similar to a human-shaped vibrator
  16. For computer-related reasons, my best friend called me "superhero"... Well, she's not experienced my full powers... Yet!!! 🦠☣️☣️☣️

  17. hey, thanks to have confirmed me I'm not alone. Among bz users I was almost feeling boring as I prefer emotions rather than "plug and play" sex! So proud and happy of who I am. Having other likeminded people around makes me feel I'm not wrong. 

    1. LetsPOZBreed

      LetsPOZBreed

      You're very welcome, and you're certainly not wrong!  

      I once read on a guy's profile on BBRT which said that bareback sex between men isn't, by default, sleazy or dirty.  It's actually something very beautiful, natural, and intimate (even when very mild or very intense).  Think I may adopt that as my new mantra.  

      Definitely be proud of who you are, and if you're ever feeling alone, feel free to shoot me a private message.  I may not see it right away, but I'm at least offering a person to message that's on a similar wavelength 🙂 

    2. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      Gladly I'll message you, I love to confront with people thinking my same way. Yes, bb sex is intense and intimate; especially when some poztalk is involved! I have fun with my neg bf; being both 50 percent vers, we exchange roleplay together with physical role. So, when I bottom for him, it's me to beg him to poz me. Despite I'm the poz and he's not! 

  18. Understand you completely. I've never been into anon sex, or random encounters but lately I'm realizing that emotionless sex for me is also meaningless. Not only in real life but also reading stories here, from when I started to read BZ fictions I turn on mostly reading when there is a sort of emotional connection among characters - not necessarily love; almost finding boring stories with guys taking cum for the sake of it, without remembering who, what and when. I think life goes through phases: now we need this. Has the pandemic caused it all? Maybe yes, maybe not, talking about me I can say I feel like this because I'm currently in love. Or, without going too deep... I'm step by step coming close to my 50th birthday. 2025 is just behind the door, so, what should I look for, again? I feel to have everything, and random sex gives me nothing.
  19. No, you're not alone, and my sex life has changed considerably, in years. From my twenties when I started to have sex -both top and bottom-, I've always considered myself "the monogamous type" and had a few relationships. One ending up with a HIV positive test at age of 37; but the extremely "binary" mindset I had, influenced me. Boolean we say in computer jargon. Zero is false, One is true. So, after some time sexless after pozzed, I started having meaningless sex. Not anonymous, but "don't ask don't tell" with regular fuckbuddies, met just for sex, and a beer at the most. Same with my last ex; zero, or one. Open relationship, or nothing. The result has been in a false sense of happiness, then we came out with mutual poz kink, although in the end pandemic and lockdowns deteriorated our couple. In short, we ended up to live together and be fuckbuddies with poztalk, a fetish I persuaded myself I couldn't share with anyone else, except sexting buddies on this site. Now? With my current guy? I've re-discovered the joy of being intimate with a person I love, and who loves me. A person who cares for me entirely and not only wanting my member inside or his inside me, or didn't want the curiosity and fun of a kink. He wanted and wants me, as I am. I'm re-discovering how monogamy can be interesting too, with the right person. His warm skin, his breath becoming fast or slow depending on what's happening between us, knowing each other from body language... An intimacy that no random hookup would give me; never been into it! Never been into gangbangs or similar... I also had an experience with a girl while my ex and me were in deep crysis. My best friend. She's like a sister for me and that experience made me realize what I wanted from sex. Intimacy and trust. Now, with my current guy, I seem to have found it. I let random encounters and hard violent sex acts, to people who love them. I don't, even in fiction I am rarely reading those.
  20. ❤️➕🦠☣️☣️☣️😘
  21. this site drives me mad! Freudian slip. Instead of telling my co-worker "check the combination" I wrote CUMBINATION! WTF!!! 

  22. Reading a lovely story where a little girl talks to a fake friend but adults see just an empty chair. What about a 18-year-old guy whose undetectable bf discovers he's converted because of this! Family thinking the boy's mad, talking alone, but bf is aware -and scared- that he's talking to the virus

    1. rublthlad

      rublthlad

      Lots of people will relate to that, as lots of us have had an imaginary friend when we were little

    2. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      I'm planning so many stories but I'm not sure of when, and if, I publish them; here it's a good place for HIV-related stories, but I often find them all similar one another. And I recognize that mine are a bit too complex for a standard target just looking for instant sexual excitement; for me all the poz talk and pozzing experiences in stories, is more emotional than sexual and maybe many readers find it -and me- boring.

  23. dirty poz talk at early morning, on Monday. The week couldn't start better!

  24. can't talk for others, but, you know you can share fantasies and roleplay poztalk with me, whenever you want to!
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