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unfortunately when talking of human feelings nothing is absolutely true, and nothing absolutely false; we just can share experiences. I can only suggest you to continue this contact, keep in touch, message non-stop, talk... And see where it goes. But no expectances. I can only share my experience - 12 years ago this piece of a man started to work with me; he had a gf, I became a close friend of his... He was the first I shared the news of my HIV status with, after I tested positive. I cried on his shoulder, I shared with him when I got together with my last ex, I went to his wedding to his wife... To make a long story short, 12 years have passed thinking one was inaccessible to the other, I had to keep my feelings locked. But one day it happened. Both of us split from mutual unhappy relationship and the end is... I'm currently chilling out on his bed, at his place, with him cuddling me from behind, we are a couple from last 3rd October. Not all stories must end like it ended up for me, or end up with a permanent damage. Only thing I can say is that "hopeless" is nothing! Make this relation grow up and see where it goes! Just think he was afraid of AIDS and death and thought I was inaccessible due to my status. Till I made him aware of Undetectable matter. And till he found his wife naked with another guy. So... You might find an open door when you don't expect. Hugs.
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Most things of me, are on the profile; but, anyways, I'm 47, mostly I prefer men but females don't disgust me at all; currently in a serodiscordant relationship with a wonderful man -I'm the positive part-, got the virus after an ex cheated on me frequently in 2013 when Prep was not yet around. Lurked for some time, I wrote a story here called "we have to talk"; I'm mainly here to share fantasies and roleplaying with likeminded contacts, I'm not here for finding in-person sex encounters, I have enough already, LOL!
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Who's back!!! You, I didn't see you around for a while -I'm talking to the story author-. This pozzing method -sex plus blood injection- is so fucking intimate! Hope it took, if it's what you wanted, assuming you performed this action in real too.
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From Pastor to Pozzed Hole
PozTalkAuthor replied to Heir2012's topic in Bug Chasing & Gift Giving FICTION
oh fuck, it's becoming hotter every time you add a chapter! Can't wait for more! Next Sunday it's Christmas, so excited to the idea of a gifting story that day... -
Eating Food from Sloppy Hole
PozTalkAuthor replied to adelaidefistpig's topic in Hardcore Fetish FICTION
used round sweets or chocolate with my current man; to demonstrate him his anus could be a source of pleasure I started with one sweet, I circled his hole teasing him. It took some time but then I pushed my finger and my tongue together with the sweet... I let you guess the rest. And yes, I'm turned on by writing dirty things about him to other guys, while he's deeply sleeping behind me -
The Unification of Ebony and Ivory
PozTalkAuthor replied to Beastboy42's topic in Bug Chasing & Gift Giving FICTION
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THE MAKING OF A CHASING PIG
PozTalkAuthor replied to DirtyFckr's topic in Bug Chasing & Gift Giving FICTION
oh fuck! I missed this! Can't wait to see more chapters coming... Want to see him converting but I really don't understand what the poz character wants! He wants the guy to be his poz son, then brings him around to get loads from totally strangers? -
One challenge in a Whatsapp group I was in. "write a christmas story in 10 words". And I did. "The gift of immortality. My HIV virus living inside you". . . And they kicked me out. Challenge without rules, with dozens of boring tales with same words. And I answered with other 10 words to organizers: "envy is a disease, worse than HIV. Keep it for yourself". They tried to humiliate the wrong author!
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Flu this year is really bad! Just overcame it but my mother caught it worse. Take care!
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achieved milestone of 100 conversions... No, I'm kidding. Followers. Thanks to support me anyway!
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Cutie? Hope you are well... I care for you 😘
GIFTER
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Such a surprise to find you back! I was truly worried for you
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Thank you xxx thought I'd swing on by while I had some down time. Glad to see you still here Gifter hope all is well with you and yours
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I have had lots of issues but now I'm liberated and stronger!
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lesson learned: multi-device keyboards are a lot comfortable, but NOT when there's poztalk involved!!! ☣️
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happened the first times I topped my ex; he was the first person whose sexual interest was mutual with mine, after 4 years sexless due to past depression for my poz status. The first one who felt easy having me barebacking him, thanks to the Undetectable Untransmittable matter but, as soon as I cum in -or over- him, I felt very guilty and uncomfortable. Never felt any unease when roles were opposite, with the neg man cumming in me. Troubles havvened even if he was the person I was beginning to love, even if I rationally knew nothing could happen regarding HIV, maybe it was for my secret fantasies I repressed? For a long period I convinced myself that being a top was not my thing any longer. I overcame this discomfort with time, I always told my ex that I took it easier because of his attentions and aftersex cuddles; but looking at it coldly, I think I got comfortable with bb sex after finding common fuckbuddies who didn't ask -or care- about status. Now this is an old business, with my current man no guilt or whatever... He is different our feeling and attraction are more intense and has faced his old fears together with me. What it is, your sensation of nausea and discomfort even after oral? I'm not a psy or whatever and have no right or skills to suggest anything; but I feel that for us gay/bsx men homophobic culture we're grown up in, influences our experience -especially in sex-only encounters, let alone when/if HIV is involved somehow. With me, the quote "fell from the horse? Jump on it again!" has worked but who knows, I have the sensations there are few professionals capable to help us in the way we need.
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thanks for follow ☣
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oh really? Tell me more... did I excite you somehow?
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fuck yea - love your stories - bug chasing is hot
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I'm not sure to write some other fiction, it's a huge effort and the day has 24 hours... My virus can't replace me in writing LOL
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OK will wait for second chapter!
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thanks for follow!
Can't hide it now: I've followed your chase and conversion silently for months 🤗😘🦠☣➕
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we all see things diffeernetly and things do change,
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my anger and aggressive reactions were only because I was badly informed about chasers, and overall because I repressed my gifting fantasies which I have for a long time, I was still neg then. Pozzing unwanted. Now I'm undetectable, I can openly poztalk with my man without making him run any risk. Science miracles, a big deal
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can understand that, until a few years ago I did not think i wanted to be poz, then fantasies became real and am totally relaxed
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never posted anything sexual there, I had some auto-posted content but I'm closing it, it brings me no traffic and I do not trust the new management at all, so... I talk with the other person working with me and will shut it down soon. That's why I never shared account here, it has nothing interesting, sexually speaking.
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If what I read here is real or not, I don't care at all; if something turns me on, I place a reaction there. Stop.
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FUCK! I have been WHAMMED every day till now!
You know what I'm talking about...
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I can't escape the Mariahpocalypse...the grocery store and videos on Instagram (usually of men displaying their asses) and TikTok. It's EVERYWHERE! I swear I'm going to write a parody about being greedy for the holiday.
One of my favorite songs of Mariah's is actually "Miss You Most at Christmas Time" - I gravitate to torch songs and it's a prime example of holiday torch in the tradition of "Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas" and "I'll be Home for Christmas"...
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and my man is having fun for this; he plays both songs any time I enter the living room! I can't even use my HIV as a shield, poor virus I can't stress him too much he needs rest too
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Saw many stories in fiction area but the new addition to my house needs more attentions; less time to read, then. 🐈😻
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these stories of versatility and role play exchange turn me on like crazy!
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Terrys first sauna
PozTalkAuthor replied to DarkKnight222's topic in Bug Chasing & Gift Giving FICTION
I'm really sorry but I don't understand who is off meds with who. The neg cheater is Terry and he went to the bathhouse meeting gifter James and then went home to his bf Colin. But I really did not understand if Colin and gifter James know each other, if Colin is trying to get his bf Terry pozzed, I'm sorry if I quite don't understand where the plot goes; be patient! -
Rejection... How Did You Get Over It?
PozTalkAuthor replied to CashSpreadem's topic in General Discussion
Rejection is something anyone of us has to deal with, it's not the end of the world! Of course if you count on that person -hoping for love- it can hurt you, no doubt on this. Honestly, recently it's me who refused others for any reason but the only condition is NOT to be rude, unless the other is rude towards you. Latest person I have rejected is one of my ex-partner's fuckbuddies. He had sex with my ex but when he approached me he wanted to discuss status: "because if you're poz, know that I don't get fucked by HIV people even if they're undetectable". And my answer was ready: "remember that my status is not your business, but I don't fuck serophobic people. Even if they're the most handsome. Take a dildo and fuck yourself".
