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  1. I've read the story quite fast, I'll tell you more feedbacks in a while. I'm just thinking of pastor klyne pozzing his son Ryan...
  2. @onlyraw if you want a coming out from me... Never been to a bathhouse and think I'd never go; and I just laugh at the idea of _me_ in those places! Maybe it's because I'm a computer worker, I stay most of time with the same people so, when I go out with friend and meet others, sex and drinking -alcohol, I mean-, is the very last subject I think about. I want to talk, play, sing, have fun in other ways. Yes I'm one guy who rejects even smoking, smell of cigarettes drives me mad nervous. A comedian some days ago said "I'm the transgressive guy; I don't have any tattoos, I don't smoke, at parties I drink water"... I don't feel it as a transgression, I just do what I'm comfortable with. Only thing, because of some stories here, I'm thinking to buy and wear a pendant on my neck, with the biohazard sign. Nothing else. Even because tattoos... I'm the only poz who's afraid of needles, maybe! I go for blood tests but every time I must enter the exam room, I tremble a bit. My guy says I'm similar to a human-shaped vibrator
  3. For computer-related reasons, my best friend called me "superhero"... Well, she's not experienced my full powers... Yet!!! 🦠☣️☣️☣️

  4. hey, thanks to have confirmed me I'm not alone. Among bz users I was almost feeling boring as I prefer emotions rather than "plug and play" sex! So proud and happy of who I am. Having other likeminded people around makes me feel I'm not wrong. 

    1. LetsPOZBreed

      LetsPOZBreed

      You're very welcome, and you're certainly not wrong!  

      I once read on a guy's profile on BBRT which said that bareback sex between men isn't, by default, sleazy or dirty.  It's actually something very beautiful, natural, and intimate (even when very mild or very intense).  Think I may adopt that as my new mantra.  

      Definitely be proud of who you are, and if you're ever feeling alone, feel free to shoot me a private message.  I may not see it right away, but I'm at least offering a person to message that's on a similar wavelength 🙂 

    2. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      Gladly I'll message you, I love to confront with people thinking my same way. Yes, bb sex is intense and intimate; especially when some poztalk is involved! I have fun with my neg bf; being both 50 percent vers, we exchange roleplay together with physical role. So, when I bottom for him, it's me to beg him to poz me. Despite I'm the poz and he's not! 

  5. Understand you completely. I've never been into anon sex, or random encounters but lately I'm realizing that emotionless sex for me is also meaningless. Not only in real life but also reading stories here, from when I started to read BZ fictions I turn on mostly reading when there is a sort of emotional connection among characters - not necessarily love; almost finding boring stories with guys taking cum for the sake of it, without remembering who, what and when. I think life goes through phases: now we need this. Has the pandemic caused it all? Maybe yes, maybe not, talking about me I can say I feel like this because I'm currently in love. Or, without going too deep... I'm step by step coming close to my 50th birthday. 2025 is just behind the door, so, what should I look for, again? I feel to have everything, and random sex gives me nothing.
  6. No, you're not alone, and my sex life has changed considerably, in years. From my twenties when I started to have sex -both top and bottom-, I've always considered myself "the monogamous type" and had a few relationships. One ending up with a HIV positive test at age of 37; but the extremely "binary" mindset I had, influenced me. Boolean we say in computer jargon. Zero is false, One is true. So, after some time sexless after pozzed, I started having meaningless sex. Not anonymous, but "don't ask don't tell" with regular fuckbuddies, met just for sex, and a beer at the most. Same with my last ex; zero, or one. Open relationship, or nothing. The result has been in a false sense of happiness, then we came out with mutual poz kink, although in the end pandemic and lockdowns deteriorated our couple. In short, we ended up to live together and be fuckbuddies with poztalk, a fetish I persuaded myself I couldn't share with anyone else, except sexting buddies on this site. Now? With my current guy? I've re-discovered the joy of being intimate with a person I love, and who loves me. A person who cares for me entirely and not only wanting my member inside or his inside me, or didn't want the curiosity and fun of a kink. He wanted and wants me, as I am. I'm re-discovering how monogamy can be interesting too, with the right person. His warm skin, his breath becoming fast or slow depending on what's happening between us, knowing each other from body language... An intimacy that no random hookup would give me; never been into it! Never been into gangbangs or similar... I also had an experience with a girl while my ex and me were in deep crysis. My best friend. She's like a sister for me and that experience made me realize what I wanted from sex. Intimacy and trust. Now, with my current guy, I seem to have found it. I let random encounters and hard violent sex acts, to people who love them. I don't, even in fiction I am rarely reading those.
  7. ❤️➕🦠☣️☣️☣️😘
  8. this site drives me mad! Freudian slip. Instead of telling my co-worker "check the combination" I wrote CUMBINATION! WTF!!! 

  9. Reading a lovely story where a little girl talks to a fake friend but adults see just an empty chair. What about a 18-year-old guy whose undetectable bf discovers he's converted because of this! Family thinking the boy's mad, talking alone, but bf is aware -and scared- that he's talking to the virus

    1. rublthlad

      rublthlad

      Lots of people will relate to that, as lots of us have had an imaginary friend when we were little

    2. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      I'm planning so many stories but I'm not sure of when, and if, I publish them; here it's a good place for HIV-related stories, but I often find them all similar one another. And I recognize that mine are a bit too complex for a standard target just looking for instant sexual excitement; for me all the poz talk and pozzing experiences in stories, is more emotional than sexual and maybe many readers find it -and me- boring.

  10. dirty poz talk at early morning, on Monday. The week couldn't start better!

  11. can't talk for others, but, you know you can share fantasies and roleplay poztalk with me, whenever you want to!
  12. Honey! You seem to read my mind going backwards. Reverse-stealthing a chaser was one of my first fantasies as soon as I embraced my poz gifting kink during that hot summer of 2019. Reverse-stealthing I mean, I'm poz, undetectable, and fuck a chaser telling him I'm gifting him. Then if he says he's still neg... That's not my issue, it just didn't take! It's his genes not my HIV! But then I never transferred it to real; it's better, much better, saying to be roleplaying, from the beginning. For me at least, my relationship with my real partner and Internet sext buddies, is much much better. Honesty pays.
  13. Honestly I don't really understand your partner's position... I'm poz undetectable too; with my neg partner we're currently monogamous and play bareback, but we have talked a lot of this issue, even with him coming with me to my doctor. For now he's not on Prep, but I really have nothing against it if my guy one day would tell me he'd go for it; it's HIS health, HIS body. And in case he wants to open the relationship Prep is the first thing we would think about. Well, if he wanted to take it without us to open our relationship "officially", I would have nothing against that decision as it means, "if you cheat you at least think of your health". I have HIV due to cheating consequences in a before-Prep time; why should I say no! I'm undetectable, I'm safe, but if the guy wants Prep it would not mean he's fearing me; he'd be rather protecting himself, and that's his right.
  14. Maybe one day people will understand there's no convenience in bothering me over the Internet. I am one of those who acts, without talking or making too much sounds. Thankfully here we have a good group of moderators who do their best to get dangers away. But lately I had to deal with a real fucker somewhere else and he's now paying them all; what he did in the past, plus what he did now. 

  15. Thanks for following me! Unlike you, I'm not into anon sex, but no matter. I'm into dirty poz talk and sexting anyway! 

    1. myDNA4u

      myDNA4u

      I've read lots of your postings. I totally get and appreciate where you're coming from.  Like you poz talk especially during play is a huge turn on for me. I do find it interesting that even though you were pozzed unknowingly and I assume you weren't happy about it,  that you love writing poz stories.

    2. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      It has been a long journey, I made peace with my kinks just 4 years ago. I was assuming to have embraced my status, but "embracing" also mean accept our possible fetishes. 

  16. my guy sitting naked on the piano bench, trying to play from a Youtube tutorial. With a plug inside him. I regret not to have given him his valentine's gift... Then I'll have control on him whenever I want -remotely controlled buttplug-. That'd teach him to stay at his place! I'm the player! 

  17. Artificial Intelligence attempts to sermonize me! It doesn't want me to allow HIV virus to talk. But I won the battle! 

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    2. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      think about the only two -three-? entities living in the empty world: a man who is homophobic and the second one who is gay, poz, with his virus. 

    3. pumpkinpunk
    4. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      I let you guess how it can end

  18. he can only say THANKS, then! Who else might bother organizing a conversion party for him! He should feel so IMPORTANT!
  19. honey, you left me hanging all this time! I can't wait for next chapter of this, with the guy joining the private party!
  20. It was in open air; warm weather, in the woods. There was the sound of water stream in distance, the scent of pine cones and flowers around... It was, and is, the only moment I want to remember of the relationship with my ex! I also regret to have brought him there, he didn't deserve such a good place. Waiting for this summer to repeat the experience with my current guy! Trees don't talk LOL
  21. Someone might say I'm rude and get scared, but, while I try to be gentle to anyone, when someone makes me feel discomfort I say it. Although I'm behind a keyboard, I'm a human with feelings and express them clearly whatever they are. 

    1. FFslutboi

      FFslutboi

      there's nothing wrong with setting boundaries with people, *especially* when it comes to interacting with strangers on the internet... you shouldn't feel bad about that or apologize for it either 😉

    2. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      The internet is full of keyboard warriors, haters, voyeurs... As this one is a site where to talk freely -and safely- about sex, the decision of where to set limits, is mine. Not giving multimedia material about me, is my right. My body is mine, hopefully I can still decide what, and what not! 

  22. Night time and I stopped working NOW... Need dirty poz talk like oxygen!

  23. Dirty slut! Make it interesting, make him date this guy till he gets converted! The mutual devotion, chaser for gifter and gifter for chaser... And for what concerns you, your punishment is still valid!
  24. As I have said elsewhere, reality and porn must not be confronted... It's like comparing a real relationship to the prince-princess in fairy tales. No way! As a versatile guy, I prefer verbal both as top and as bottom, I don't specify more because from my displayname anyone can guess; so, from my experience I say that the intensity of verbal depends on how confident I am with the person; when I was with some fuckbuddies who did not know my status, I was mostly quiet and -as top at least- I found sex quite boring; of course the experience I have now, with the love of my life, it's completely different. Anonymous sex or with unknown partners? I'm not much into it, but if it ever happens, I don't think I'd be verbal. And I admit, I've learnt the importance of being more verbal, when I met a blind person; no sex with them as I'm talking about just a friend, but confront and confidence with them, opened a completely new world to me. Including to turn people on by writing dirty messages LOL
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