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I started very young as well... Sticking all kinds of things inside, beginning with fingers of course. A steel rod - what was I thinking??? -, carrots and aubergines, shampoo bottles, glass bottles - what was I thinking again??? A water hose and filling myself with water as deep as I could get it, sometimes taking hours to completely clear, that deep. In the beginning my own hand, other hands... Large dildo's like a double ender cock folded double and into my hole. Larger and longer dildo's. Filled condoms from strangers I'd find in saunas' garbage bins in the dark room and cubicles, and emptying the contents into my hole, not knowing the owner or if it was Poz or had any STD's... Also cum deposited into another asshole and transfered and shared into my open hole... And last but not least of course; a lot of bare cocks unloading any raw cum.

I think I was 16 when I was confronted with real fysical mansex by a friend who was 18, but I declined. When I was 21 I started travelling with my back pack to NZ and Australia... and I had some possibilities but did not pull thru propperly... in hinesight, to bad. If I could do my life from 21 onwards again, with the knowledge I have now, I would do it all different... I think I was close to 30 when I got fucked and it took me almost until my 50's before I sucked a cock and a lot later when I swallowed the cum... So to all youngsters here that want to get into gay sex... Get a good daddy teacher to coach you into great sex and enjoy it... You only have one live and you are only young once...

Shape shifter... I would loved to experience hard raw sex as a cum slut woman and get gangbanged all my holes used and filled until my body is so filled up, it can't hold any more. Become a famous porn actrice/actor, so I would never be without a big cock and one to fill my holes. Don't need to travel back in time to be a younger me, I'd just shift into a younger me and try to experience the things I missed out of because I was inexperienced. Don't have to worry about any disseases because I could just shift out of the damaged body and get a new one.

Yeah I prefer it raw, but I'm ass up and don't always see or feel anything what's happening behind my butt - especially when I already had some loads and am well lubricated... So when there was a condom used, I'll try get it back and use its load, to empty it myself into my open hole... No cum should go wasted.

@saveloy thanks for your post... very hot and I did went to xhamster and saw those videos with that monster.... Oh my goodness, I immediately had a hard one in my hand... As you can see in my avatar photo that I am here pretty much underway... For a couple of years it too turned in a slit... If I check now it is a star again... all because I don't get any practise at all. Very frustrating but I hope to make up for it one day and then it will be an orgy that will be Oscar material

Correct: learn to clean out en most of all get on PrEP... You're doing already the right thing by reading what there is to read here at BZ... PrEP will make sure that you are for the innitial time safe from HIV... but not any other STD's. Later you can decide if you want to go all out and without PrEP, but make sure you know what the consequences are... Then take it slow... For most of us I think becoming a full pig cumslut is taking time... it's a mindset... a nice one for most of us, but for some not. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- For me, I am bi-sexual and it took a very very long time to even take a cock in my mouth, let alone have the guy come in my mouth and me swallowing the load. It also took me quite a while to go from condoms to bare, and part of the problem was that I am still in the closet and getting PrEP was very hard... After I was able to get PrEP I was finally able to go bare - ass up or in a sling and getting fucked indiscriminally. I never had issues in gay saunas to get seen or gang banged, so in that aspect I already had a mindset of being pretty slutty... Now I someties get very sloppy with taking my PrEP propperly so the fear factor gets less and less, and I am now contemplating going without meds and become the ultimate Cumslut. I know I already have taken medicated Hiv+ loads, but I am pretty sure that I also have taken unmedicated Hiv+ loads... Also I had my fair share of STD's but however unfortunate and uncomfortable those can be - and believe me, whatever you read here how some guys want them all and say they won't take medication for those... those STD's can be extremely uncomfortable to the point that you might not be in the mood for sex. I am now 60+ and already very kinky with a pretty expert ass hole that can take very big cocks and even a hand [after a bit of slow practise] and I am now seriously thinking of getting converted by a couple of very nice medicated Poz gays, who are willing to get of their meds and one even offered to whore me out at a local gay sauna which is very frequented by Poz gays... The problem is that I am not very good and precise in taking my PrEP pills frequently, but if I am Hiv+, I HAVE TO BE DILLIGENT with taking my pills. Personally I think that becoming a pig cumslut is not for everybody... most of it is fantasy so please don't believe everything what you read here... TAKE IT SLOW, so in the end you have no regrets and trully enjoy your sexual future. Good luck...

Oh yeah.... I think for most of us it is a transition that most of us have to go through. I wish I was as slutty with a lot of past [possible] opportunities, but regrets are useless, so now I try to make up to it what I didn't do in the past. And I am still learning and transitioning to even more kinky and sluttier and pig sex everytime I get the opportunity. Keeps the bucket list and fantasy alive too...

When I have sex anonymously, I don't... I just want their cock and cum inside of me... Sometimes when I go to a guy or guys for sex, and if they bring it up, I'll say I'm on Prep but I bareback and take loads any way they com and that's it... Lately a medicated Poz gay wrote that he hopes I go off Prep, and him going of meds... and I am warming to the idea.

Same here.... rim my ass, fill me up and rim me again for cleanup. If I have to rim myself, I too prefer a clean smooth hole...

My hole, wide open after a good big dildo play...

Yes loved to be photographed and filmed without face...

I was once at a naturist campground in France and on Grindr I found two Poz gays from Paris... Had some fun with them but the cleaning facilities weren't great... Another time I was at a naturist campground where there was a beautiful small river but not secluded enough from the other camping guest but still had some fun with a gay guy...

I always had a lot of BB success at the NZ Sauna....

Oh Yeah ! ! ! you can do that with me... I'm always looking for used full condoms in Gay Saunas garbage bins, to put the contents in my own ass... The thought of having one or more anonymous and unknown loads in me is a huge turn on.

My hole after a poz on meds inseminated me... And after a lot of use and some dildo and fisting work, my hole becomes a gash...

There are thousand of hostels in Amsterdam but the Stayokay Amsterdam Vondelpark or any of the other Stayokay but also The Flying Pig Hostel on the opposite of the Vondelpark is excellent... Just because you had one hostel with bed bugs doesn't mean all hostels are bad... Trust me, as a Nomad staying in hostels all over the world, you figure the good ones out in no time. Learn what to look for.

I'd go to the NZ Sauna... plenty of bareback and you have the sauna, steam room and Jacuzzi as well as a nice bar as well...

There are plenty of hostels in town that are reasonable... otherwise go to Alkmaar - Kings Inn Hostel and take the train to A'dam. But hostels in town near Vondelpark are good and with the tram your at the venue in no time. Do Google Map "hostel" search.

A couple of years ago I was in Amsterdam, and I did BB bottom in the NZ Sauna, although I couldn't get my hands on Prep... Fuck it... I needed cum and I needed a lot of it in my arse. Then the Fickstutenmarkt came up and I wanted to go, then at the last moment I didn't go... Regrets..? Maybe somewhat. But in hindsight I did go almost every evening into the night to the NZ Sauna which was packed and there I was - either in one of the two slings, ass up in one of the little cabins, in the dark maze, but most of all with my arse up on a bench - sometimes next to another pig bottom. Getting plowed, often the top going from one arse to the other and back. Or others waiting their turn to plow your well cum lubricated hole to fill up as well... Eventually filling one or both bottoms. I always [well more often then not] had a good time getting plowed, used and filled with cum, not always knowing who the top was and most of all what his status was... I'd never ask. And the great part was that we on the bench always had a huge crowd of onlookers as well. And I had at one time a bottom who'd suck all the cum out of my ass with his expert tongue So missing out on the Fickstutenmarkt...? Mehhh... There are some great other opportunities just as good or better...

Yes, I agree with that... as soon as I started BB - I could not get Prep right away... I was always worried. Then later on Prep I stopped worrying and indeed didn't care if the guys were Poz undetectable or even with a HVL... I would have anybody fuck me with no questions asked and I would be the slut of the sauna... the more cum the merrier. Now I get fucked even without being on Prep and I love to get whored out, with multiple guys poz and neg, orgies, sex clubs, cruising, breeding... I love being a cumpig. Indeed I find the sex with Poz gays is far harder, more sleazy and far more pleasurable. I'm running out of Prep and it's hard for me to buy... so I guess I'll continue without. Whatever happens, happens. I'm already sex crazed.

Yes I have been filmed getting fucked and filled on my request... It's a huge turn on for me and i wish I had more videos of me getting gang banged and loaded and used from past sessions that were extremely memorable. I assume any kinky and sleazy bottom would love to get filmed... it would be the ultimate kick and acknowledge being a cumslut and pig.

I can't even remember the year I started barebacking... I too hate condoms... as a bottom I go limp anyway, but on the top I hate the taste on a cock of rubber... I get automatically self lubricated so all I need is a bit of spit and in it goes... After that the cum is a super lubrication... Further I love to be the super slut of the sauna or party... It can't be kink enough... The sleazier the better... And I can never have enough cum inside... If I don't feel the cum leaking out my hole, it means the top did not come or I haven't had enough yet... Being used as a cumdump by a large group of gays, verbal and slightly abusive with my body, slamming one or two cocks inside of me... roughly manhandling me for the next top to whore me out is a total high for me... and no drugs needed... Kink gangbang and bareback sex is all the drug I need.

Three nights ago in my hotel room... Older top contacted me through Grindr and said - I can come over now... Late at night and almost gave up hope, so I didn't have to think long... He immediately started to rim me and finger my hole... Could not get quite hard so I kept sucking... did get him inside but didn't work out as wanted so I started sucking again while he tried as much fingers inside my hole... Soon he told me he was ready to come and yes soon he was squirming around and tried to push my head of his hard dick but I kept my mouth firmly over his penis and soon I tasted his cum in my mouth and swallowed his load... He was done so not much afterplay unfortunately...

No pain because if done well the area gets frozen or cooled as an anesthetic... Too thin a gauge and there is a possibility you'd tear it out which happened to me. Bleeding like hell and getting it stitched at the first aid... Embarrassing when all the nurses are watching... With urinating you might get a distorting weez, so get used sitting down.