i have been dealing with a bronchial pneumonia for over a week. i now believe--and i know this is the sort of stufff fundies say--that this came from God. i had been talking to whatever his real name is. supposedly he was setting up a meet and greet and then would 'crash' at my place. i was not going to do this, and i hope you will allow me to say something of my religious beliefs without disssing me.. he is married. apparently he and his partner have worked out some agreement to allow him to keep making porn. however, i cannot get past the reality that adultery is one of the ten commandments. i hope i would have felt this way 20 years ago, but now, at 76, i am just not going to endanger my soul. again, i say all this mainly to tell you how i almost met him.