ffabbian

I have a fetish for hooking up with men regularly that are cheating. I love fulfilling their sexual needs that they can't do with their partners. On a physical level they make me feel like a sex God. It's pure and lustful. On an emotional level its more twisted and selfish on my part

Love not knowing who and how many men are fucking me

In my teens and 20s I would get so high and vulnerable even pass out and put myself in dangerous situations. I wanted to cheat and convinced myself that it wasn't my fault that all those men fucked me. I own it now and consciousnessly cheat. The longest I've gone without cheating is 4 years with a guy that I felt comfortable being my deviant sexual self with as he was the same. I distance myself and end it when I have feelings for a guy but not enough to disrupt my life. I've had a few guys that fell in love with me. I saw it coming and should have done something about it before it got to that. I've cheated out of revenge and purposely been caught when in a toxic relationship. While in a club with my bf I disappeared into the cruising area in a private room getting fucked. I could here my bf calling my name then saw his head above the wall of our room cursing me and telling me that he we had to leave now. We were in a foreign country and the guy fucking didn't speak English and kept on fucking me.

I realised that I liked getting my hole played with when it was stroked and fingered the first time by my swim instructor when I was 8. The idea of my hole as a pussy started when I was 12. Horny and always checking out older guys, hairier the better and obsessed with huge bulges. I fantasized about having a bf, husband aswell as being a total slut with multiple men. It was 1983, being with another man seemed impossible. Any hot guy in a tv show, movie or pop star was straight albeit many in the closet and noone accepted that a hot guy would be gay because. The gay one in a tv show or movie was always the joke, the ugly one, the sissy, pathetic and sad one. I didn't want a guy like that and wished I was a girl because all the handsome men were straight. I wished I was a girl and had a vagina so I could get fucked by men with huge cocks. My best friend and cousin had been playing with my hole for years but never with bigger than a finger. I finger fucked my hole with 2 fingers then 3 like noone else ever had. It felt amazing and I realised that my hole can be stretched and pounded hard. I no longer had a hole, I had a pussy. A few week later I was fucking my hole with a cucumber while watching straight porn. Imagining my self as the girl getting fucked by men with cocks as big as the cucumber but my hole looked nothing like her pussy yet.

A few months ago I hooked up with some rough trade that always vacuum pumps his cock when he fucks. I was just a hole for him then and I'm still just a hole for him now. I wait for him as instructed either face down ass up or on my back with my legs spread apart. He wants me ass smooth and Wearing a jockstrap. My hole looking and feeling like a loose and sloppy cunt ready for him to ram his swollen cock into. After I douche I stretch out my rectum and hollow out insides with butt plugs and croquet balls then vacuum pump my asslips till they are slack, puffy and swollen. I have big balls and a large cock myself so make my balls disappear and tape them in place. I have a collection of jockstraps with no pouch and just enough room for my tucked away balls and T dick that I bought from China. My mancunt has no resistance to his 10" thick as a coke can cock. I can feel my asslips pulled out with his cock before he thrusts it back in. When he pulls all the way out my cunt either gapes open or rosebuds till he thrusts it back in. His hard squishy cock feels gentle massaging my marshmallowy insides then battered and bruised when he pounds it against and into my second hole. Anyone else been fucked by a man with a pumped cock or wanna be.

Looks promising😈

Hot fuck. Love being totally restrained wirh no way out

6 loads from 3 men yesterday. First hook a regular cockney man with a 6" uncut cick arrived at 10am. I went to work straight away sucking his cock before he had me on my back with me holding my legs apart and back. He held onto my asscheeks while eating my ass. My hole was loose and sloppy so no lube was required. He pounded my hole deep and hard balls deep and almost all the way out alternating with pulling it all the way out and ramming it back in. My nect hook up, a regular black guyappeared when he pulled out and started wanking his cock with the tip of his cock and and fist punching my asslips with every stroke before he rammed it back in and hackhammered me till he shot his load. He met my next hook up at the front door on his way out. I was still in the same position when he walked i into my living room naked with his hard 7" cock and rammed it in balls deep. He spat in my mouth and called me a slut. At 6'2" his muscular frame easily overpowers me and he's a top that loves getting his ass eaten and fucks me ass to mouth and breed 3 loads into my hole before he leaves 2 hours later. I have a a couple hours before my next hook up with a new guy I've been chatting with but my hole is loose so I plug it to keep the cum inside me. I arrived at the 3rd guys apartment plugged. He was at least 6'4 and wanted a guy with a sloppy loose hole to fuck with his thick 10" cock. His cock ring made is cock thicker then the pics he sent. He smacked it against my face and shoved as much as he could into my mouth then his low slung pendulous balls. He ordered my to get on back and show him my hole. He smiled and called me a good boy and handed me some poppers. He took a couple hits after me then randomly punched the base of my buttplug hard before he pulled it put and replaced it with 3 fingers working my hole then 4. Fucked me deep and pulling all the way out slowly then alternated with 4 fingers again. He built up the pase every time till he was alternating with his fists wrist deep and his cock. 5 punches the 10 , 15, 20 bred my hole then punched his load in with his fist half way to his elbow. He plugged my hole with a bigger plug. I cleaned his cum covered cock before he took took me to the bathroom and sat me on the toilet while he pissed all over my body, in my mouth and down my throat. He wiped me down with a towel and called me a hot pig. Back in his bedroom we smoked a joint and chatted while I suck his lickec his balls, furry hole and limp cock till it got hard again,throat fucking myself on it. His precum coated my mouth and his body was taut when he said he wants to watch me fuck my ass with his cock. I pulled out the plug and rode his cock till he bred a other load deep.into my guts and covered his cock with 5 loads that I fucked put of my hole. I cleaned his cummy cock while he pulled apart my slack asslips and licked my hole. As i was getting ready to leave he said he had a friend visiting this weekend and if i was into threesums. I'm seeing them both Saturday night. Can't wait.

Will that also open the gates to cheat on him too,?

I went to private Catholic school for a couple years when I was 11 and 12. Our showers were completely open and in a row. It was always an uncomfortable experience as I was bullied so badly, calling me a faggot, poofter etc while they are running around with hard cocks. Showers were obligatory but one day my friend Ben and I forgot to bring our towels and skipped the showers as we knew that noone would help out and the school didn't offer any. The boys dobbed us in to our P.E teacher. He made Ben and I shower naked in front of the whole class. Our classmates laughed and the P.E teacher instructed us how to wash. Ben and I were both getting aroused as we soaped up our balls amd cocks. After every gym class our classmates always ran around with hard cocks and now it was going to be the first time they see ours. Ben and I had been sucking each other off for a while and knew that we had much bigger cocks than our classmates. When the P.E teacher told us to pull our foreskins back to wash underneath it we were both fully erect and started stroking. Our classmates were howling then we were asked to stop. This was the birth of my exhibitionism fetissh

Sit on my face,, on all fours while I cup and pull on your balls, on your back while I hold your ass in the air with eye to eye contact. I love eating ass. I love eating loose and sloppy ones with swollen puffy asslips and rosebuds, gaping ones. I love eating a cum filled ass, push out those loads. Love eating a tops ass too. Love burying my face in a hairy asscrack. Love eating a freshly showered ass aswell as a sweaty one after a night out or post work out.

My ex bf was a sexy af hot bottom with a teeny dick. 3" hard, 2" soft and I loved sucking his Tina dick between 1" to 1.5" the most. I came across a top last year with such teeny dick. I thought he was limp when I couldn't feel it when he tried to fuck me so I sucked it. To my surprise it was already hard. I understood why he was and still is a ff top. I haven't but I would lick a Nullo's piss slit

Love to perfectly ruin your pretty pussy

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I was a pretty boy, effeminate and bullied so I wasn't ready to accept any masculinity as it seemed alien to me. However I was horny for hairy men and always checking them out. Now as an adult apart from my thick stubble I'm naturally smooth. My arms and asscheeks and chest are totally smooth. I do have a happy trail but wish I had a hairy chest and some hair on my forearms and hairier legs. I love a man man that's hairy like a gorilla, feels so good against my skin

In Brighton this is not that unusual but who are these 3 tops.

Would love to help you out😈

Love sniffing sweaty jocks and white briefs especially when they have just been freshly worn, stained and smelling of sweaty ass and balls. Hold them to my face and shove them in my mouth when you fuck me. I was staying overnight at a girlfriends house and left the next wearing her bf's underwear. Not only did they have skids marks stained with piss, he must have used them as a cum rag as they were crusty as fuck. I wanked for hours sniffing rank underwear and shoved them up my ass hoping to absorb his cum. I wore them every day for the next few days then had to through them out as a couldn't control my erections while wearing them.

I got the fuck flu 4 weeks after I tested negative then fucked and mostly got fucked raw by dozens of men afterwards I'm not sure how long it took. It lasted a week and it never crossed my mind that it was the fuck flu and didn't get tested for another year.

Hey, experienced vers ff'er here

I was 16 the first time I went to a bathhouse. It was above a gay bookstore where I bought my first poppers, porn videos on vhs, magazines, fetish wear and sex toys. I learnt that it was a safe space to do as much or as little as I wanted. No games, if interested great, if not noone seemed offended. Compared to clubs and bars there is little if any judgement and I never feel sexually pigeon holed. Apart from obvious at what happens in bathhouses I've also formed friendships and regular fuck buddies. I've even had 2 long term boyfriends that I met at a bathhouse.