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I emphasise with your situation as I've been there myself. It's great that you guys had rules and only played together but he has changed the rules without consideration for you. It will be hard but you need to talk to him and figure out if you can have a relationship where you both can be happy if that's what you want. You can't go on wirh the frustration and guilt your harbouring. If you can't have an open discussion with your bf you will fuck around behind his back and it will be you that's wrong in his and others eyes. It's almost too late then to make him accountable for the demise of your relationship which he is also accountable for. When I was in that situation sex is all I could think about all day and night. I jerked off whenever I could and watched more porn but that eventually wasn't and hooked up with other men

It's difficult to get more than a 3 or 4 guys for cumdump session on grindr regardless of what your profile says. Grindr kicks off around midnight so that's the best time of day to look. Your best bet is to have a collection of tops that want to whore you out as their cumdump slut

Eating my own cum is how I discovered that I could suck my own cock when I was 13. Every time I scooped it up off my tummy and chest to taste it I chickened out. I had to give myself no choice by positioning ass up and throwing my legs back so my cock was directly above my open mouth. I was amazed that I was able to get a third of my 7" cock in my mouth. My warm cum tasted so good shooting directly in my mouth. It tastes so much better that way. Cum that's scooped up afterwards doesn't taste as good but great for scooping up and using it as lube to finger fuck your hole. When my tops kiss me with my cum in their mouths I can also taste my ass from when they were rimming me and their cum if they had just felched me and my sweat if they licked my cum off my body and it's hot af

I'm gay, never fucked a girl but I do occasionally watch straight gangbang porn with monster cocks as it's often more brutal than gay gangbang porn. My straight best friend and I, both 13 at the time jerked off together a lot to straight porn. If he didn't cum I'm my mouth or down my throat I would lick it off his torso. I had already watched some with my 16 year old cousin while giving him a blow job since I was 12 so straight porn also has nostalgic reasons for me

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I'm always cock hungry. I want cocks in my mouth and ass every day and night

Hot story. Read it twice while stroking my cock.

I was in my teens and went on my own. They gave me 2 towels, a small one to wipe away sweat or clean up any mess and a larger one where I had an option to wear around my waist o not and I chose not to. I spent 5 minutes perusing part of the Bathhouse then decided to go in the spa pool . There was only one man in the pool then a minute later there there were 5 other men in the pool touching and stroking me. I was loving it but totally unsure of what I was supposed to do so I hopped out and walked Into a dark hallway which I layer learnt is a maze. All 5 of them followed me into the maze and fucked me. It's what I wanted but it was the darkness of the maze that allowed my imagination to fulfil my desire. As I left the maze a naked man with an enormous flaccid cock said to me that he saw me walk into the maze and has been waiting for me to exit because he wants to fuck me 1on1 in a private booth. He was so handsome and had the biggest cock that I'd ever had and I wanted him to fuck me more than anything else I ever wanted and took his cock with ease. We were bf's for a bit after that

After lockdown my sexlife went into overdrive. I've always had a lot of sex and mostly have a healthy relationship with it but there have been periods in my life when my demons take over. Last time this happened I quit my job to be a rent boy so I could have more sex. This time I reduced my days at work from 5 to 2 days, updated my grindr profile and joined Scruff, Nkp and BBBH and had sex with about 30 men that week. I was hooking up with guys all day and night on my 5 days off and even after work sometimes. I was having a tonne of fun at first but within a few months I lost my job and looked a wreck. I was recommended by a friend to go to a sex addiction group that was ironically on my street. There were about 10 people at the group and one of them was a recent and regular hook up. I will all him Dean, 40, white and a bit off rough trade and a fat 10 inch cock. We clocked each other but didn't let on that we were acquanted. As the Newbie the Team Leader asked me to introduce myself and anything that I would like to share. I'm not shy but I wasn't ready to bare all. When it was Dean's time to talk he spoke about a recent sex marathon with a guy and how it made him feel. That guy he was talking about was me and it was 3 days prior. My 8" cock was hard af so I was so grateful for my oversize trousers and bag on my lap. I lost concentration, all I could think about was Dean. At the end everyone chats casually, I told Dean that I resonate with his story and when noone was within hearing distance he asked if he could come over and bring a friend. Dean and his friend rang my doorbell 10 minutes after I had arrived. I wasn't expecting Dean's friend to be the straight Turkish 50 year old married to a woman man but I was so happy it was. I was only wearing a jockstrap when they arrived and they stripped down to theirs straight away. Adeel is 99.99% my type, his body is muscular with a touch of Dad bod and extremely hairy, only his balls are trimmed. His cock was 10" long like Dean's but it was much thicker and cut. We explore each other with our mouths, tounges and hands. Adeel has to go home to his wife after 4 hours but before he leaves the both double fuck me and the both breed their 3rd load in my ass. Dean stays till the night and leaves at sunrise. I was kind of expecting to possibly recognise someone as I've fucked a lot of people in my neighbourhood but I wasn't expecting hours of dirty sex with 2 hung tops. I was torn between success of a horny sex session and total failure on my first sex addiction meeting. Better luck next time next week I thought

I was in a club in London on the dancefloor in my shorts, boots and harness next to a one foot high stage where 2 maybe more men were putting on a sex show. They were fucking, fisting and pissing and I don't know how it happened as I was hnh but the guys on stage and some of the men surrounding me pissed all over my body, face and in my mouth

Dairy products in your hole are not recommended but I have used butter once or twice when I was young and had no access to anal lube. I would use a combination of lube alternatives like coconut oil, baby oil, olive oil, shea butter, moisturiser, hair conditioner and vaseline

No but after a long session my legs feel wobbly when I walk. I do yoga and weights to keep myself flexible and strong. I can't see how this is a regular occurrence as multiple positions is always more fun for both top and bottom. The exceptions are when you're restrained in that position or in a sling

I have tears in my eyes and running down my face all the time. I do it to myself half the time when I'm deep throat a huge cock balls deep when they cum and piss down my throat. Tears of pure joy and just as I anticipate how hard he is going to throat fuck me when he holds the back of my head with his hands. I like to show my top that I like it rough when I'm riding his fist deep into my hole too. I've cried a few times genuinely in rape play sessions for a while before anyone realised that I wasn't role playing anymore. Once when my bf threw my on the floor and fucked my dirty hole and another time after we broke up he raped me. I screamed and cried for him to stop both times but he didn't. It's weird because the time I was raped by 2 gangsters I didn't cry at all

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Thanks. You've enticed me to show more ASAP

Is it a requirement? No. Unless the primary play is piss I've never discussed it prior a hook up. However, when a top pisses in my mouth, down my throat, all over my body and/or in my ass it's because I show him what a nasty greedy pig I am. I prefer less chat and more spontaneity

I've taken a plastic water bottle into a toilet cubicle to douche.

My body count was 80 by the time I was 16 and I definitely sucked all of their cocks. That's when I had my first bf who loved whore me out as much as I loved being whored out then I lost count. I'm now 48. Since then I've been in monogamous and open relationships but when I'm single I'm a total manwhore and I've been an escort so I've sucked a lot of cocks.

I you would like to talk about it I would like to hear about it either here or in my dm's

That's a very uncomfortable position to be in, especially at a young age. I was lucky that my first bf and I loved and cared for each other. Whatever we did we were both into it.

Money/favours, kind of the same thing. Did your ex bf watch and/or join in and did you like doing that for him?

It's happened to me twice. The first time was when my ex bf was updating my online escort profile. It was the beginning of a bank holiday weekend and I had plans to party for most of it so after a morning of taking new pics I went out for a few hours. When I came back my ex bf verbally tore me to shreds. I came home with 2 loads in my hole and happy only to be degraded and humiliated but not in a fun way. Feeling broken he told me he has booked in 12 clients and the first one will arrive in 10 mins. He changed my one hour minimum booking to 15 minutes for a 10th of the price. Whenever there was a gap between clients I would have a quick chat with him in the next room. The more I enjoyed it the angrier he got. After the 12th client he put a wad of cash in his pocket and told me he's going and has booked in 3 more. The 2nd time was a few months later with a grindr hook up. He knew that I was an escort and we took some pics of his 10" cock and fist in my hole for my private pics. He stayed over the whole weekend and whored me out to 6 men from my escort profile. We were high, he was hot and the sex was incredible so I didn't figure out that that what he was up to. We were then bf's for a couple months and he told me what he had done a week later while he was fucking me and I was like fuck me harder. Loved how wrong and fucked up it and he was

As soon as I've accomplished my bucket list and the list is long, I have another one to throw in. My latest is to be double fist punched.

I've bred and been bred in an alley many times. FF an older guy when I was 20. Getting bred by 3 leather daddies and rimming a rough tatted Scottish man before he bred me was 2 of my sluttiest and honiest alleyway fucks