Strongbow42

I only know of fukdto -- currently on break again. I would be so down for another group scene.

Do it! You'll have at least one regular with me. I live right in the area. I miss that old place "Urge" so much.

With bathhouses still closed in Toronto the parks are amazing for cruising this year. I've been getting fucked in Queen's Park a few times a week since it's been warm enough. I've been to Regatta but I never know where to go. > where there's a cruising spot on Lakeshore west Try Marie Curtis Park

It's not yet -- but will be on September 28th! Very very good news! http://www.cbc.ca/news/health/hiv-prep-coverage-1.4302184

Next one is this Sunday the 23rd. These parties fucking rock. I haven't been to one since May (before they had porn stars preforming), and it sounds like they're getting even crazier. The 3 times I've gone I've never been disappointed.

I wonder if Read1 bred me? Or ate my hole? I did have a couple nice Daddy types really enjoy licking out my smooth cum-covered hole. We were both at the same Club 120 party in Toronto on Sunday. It was slightly less busy than last time, but I for sure fucked way more. I literally lost count of how many guys fucked me. 7 I think? Maybe 9? It's hard to tell who was coming back for 2nds or 3rds. I spent the majority of my time upstairs bent over the railing (to the point where I have small bruises on my chest from slamming into it so much). The "gay czech fantasy" fuck-wall was much busier than last time too - it seemed to always have someone there pounding away at one of the exposed holes. I even blew my load in "the wall" at the end of my time there. Can't wait for the weekend after this one. Cumunion the 26th and the Club 120 orgy on the 28th. Going to pig out so hard that weekend.

Nothing is free my friend. Medical is tax-payer funded. Meds and dental are not covered at all. Not to mention PReP isn't even covered by many private insurance plans. In Ontario you can get on the Trillium Drug Benefit, but it has a deductible based on your yearly income (truvada is still very expensive even with that). Good news though! Gilead's patent on Truvada expires in July. PReP should become much cheaper in August as other companies will be able to make "generic" Truvada without having to pay Gilead.

I need to personally thank Read1 for recommending the Club 120 party. Holy wow, that event is what I thought CumUnions would be like. It was a little weird to be going (and leaving) an orgy party during daylight hours (party ran from 4pm-8pm), but it was so well worth it. I was there from 5 till 7:30. Based on Read1's other reviews I think they were expecting a big turnout this time, not only were there 4 slings setup, but they also had a "fantasy fuck wall" (think/Google "Czech Gay Fantasy" -- that's almost exactly the setup they had for this wall). The turn out was great - at least 60 guys probably more (>200 signed up). Sadly the fuck wall wasn't in use hardly at all since it was on the main floor and most of the action was happening on the floor above it where all the slings where. I spent a little time in one and didn't have a single taker. Upstairs however, I got plenty. It was pretty crowded and all I really had to do was lean over the railing with my ass pointed out and grin at anyone who gave me a pat -- this lead to me getting fucked by 6 or 7 different guys over the course of the evening with a couple returning to my hole to take another turn several times. One of the guys who fucked me invited me into a sling where I stayed for a while and had lots of spectators and a couple guys taking turns on my smooth hole -- it was my first time in an actual sling and for sure won't be my last. Finally near the end of the evening (who wants to cum early?!) I got 3 loads of cum shot nice and deep into me. One by an older beefy muscle guy, one by a thicker asian dude, and one by a tall bro-y looking white dude. As if all this wasn't enough a super cute tiny asian twink rimmed and blew me until I was ready to cum. We were standing beside a very hairy guy wearing a wrestling singlet taking loads in the sling -- his hole opened for use just as I was ready to blow (perfect!) -- it was very wet and clearly well-fucked, AND he cleaned me off too. I'm still pretty new to bath-houses and big sex parties, I was pretty shy and nervous up until about Jan of this year when I started PReP. I always kind of thought bathhouses would be a non-stop gay orgy and events like CumUnion would just add to that, and while I always get some action, it's never been quite the experience I envisioned (honestly, why are guys so shy at the bathhouse?! We all know why we're there!). This party at Club 120 was wholly different and exactly the kind of uninhibited piggy sex I've always been fantasizing about. Can't wait for the next one (May 14th! Come to Toronto!). Let me know if you saw me there, I was wearing the same turquoise jock as in my profile pic.

I finally went to a Cumunion! In Toronto at Steamworks last night. To be completely honest, it was just OK. I've had better nights there on non-Cumunion nights. Maybe the Friday night ones are better than the Monday evening ones. I arrived at 9 (event started at 8), got a room, and took a little tour around hoping to see some action to get me turned on. Nothing. A few open doors with bottoms up, but otherwise pretty empty - even the darkrooms and sling room were empty. I hoped I was just early and relaxed in the sauna for a bit. I went back to the still empty sling room and decided to start the action myself. I bent over one of the fuck benches to wait (sling room has a sling in the middle, flanked by two closet sized fuck-bench rooms). I wasn't waiting 5 minutes before I had interested hands on my smooth ass. One guy came in and fucked me hard and good for 20 minutes - I asked him to cum and he let me have it "nice and deep" - fan-fucking-tastic. After he gave me that satisfying ass pat, a new guy stepped right up with another hard cock. He liked to fuck me slow and kept telling me "don't move", I took a big sniff of my poppers and just let him pound away. After another 10 minutes of him clearly edging himself I turned around and asked if he'd like to cum in me, those seemed to be the magic words because almost immediately he pulled out came on my hole and pumped it in a little bit. Hot, I love having a cummy fucked hole. The scene in the sling room had cleared out so I returned to my room and went face down ass up. I had two more guys come by and fuck me - but neither of them came (one even used a condom). By this time it was after midnight and I decided to unload and head home for the night. From past visits I know the action can really pick up after 1 or 2am, but I didn't want to stay that long (and the cumunion event was technically only 8-12). I found a nice hot mouth in the slurp-ramp/maze-room who took good care of me before I left. Overall a pretty fun night, but far from the big orgy I was envisioning. For sure going to go to the Club 120 event Read1 has written about this month (but it's not until the 23rd).

I keep shaved/waxed for the same reason swimmers do... less hair means less friction. I love feeling of that smooth smooth glide.

... and I was declined by private insurance. I knew it was going to happen but still: All of my WTFs. Why make a drug that could potentially stamp out HIV easy to get, right?

In Canada here. The drug plan I have through work came back and told my pharmacist that I needed to fill out a "special request" form and have my doctor sign it. From what my pharmacist said things could go either way with them (he's seen some rejected, and others passed through). If they cover it, my monthly will be ~$100CAD. I have another drug assistance option available through the province but it'd be about ~$320CAD a month. I'm dying waiting to find out from my private insurance... one more week.

Where can I get poppers either in Toronto or online (that will still ship to Canada)?

About 6 years ago... After years of fucking myself, sucking off dozens of men, I had finally worked up the nerve to go get fucked. It was at a then-new darkroom/theater, I knew I was neg but I wanted to feel a man fuck me, not more plastic or latex, it had to be raw. After I wandered around a bit I found myself in the back of a busy darkroom, there were at least 7 guys back there. Drunker than I should have been I let my shorts drop and bent over to wait. It didn't take long for a hand to find my ass and surprisingly shorter for his cock to find my asshole -- dammit I'll never forget the feeling of him lubing up my ass with the head of his dick. He plunged it his cock in finally taking my anal virginity. A minute or so of him fucking... I was so hard my hands on the wall in front of me not even touching my cock. He grunted, the thrusts got shorter, his grip on my hips got tighter, and I blew my own load knowing my years long fantasy was being been fulfilled. I'll never see the guy who I got my first load from... pretty piggish. I played raw a few more times that month but ultimately the anxiety got to me in a major way and I switched back to safer only. I know my most piggish days are ahead of me still.

The perfect night

I dated a girl seriously for years, I would sneak out at night to go cruise local parks ... I only ever gave blow jobs and topped other guys though while I was with her. It was funny, after I started doing it she actually commented how "nice" it was that I wasn't bugging her for sex so much. When she started pushing for marriage and I started fantasizing about getting fucked ... I knew I had to break things off. Two months after we broke up I got gang fucked and never looked back. Funny thing is ... now I top girls, total alpha frat boy ("fear of commitment" is actually "fear of not getting dick in my ass" hahaha). About once a month or so I get a big craving to *be* that girl that I'm fucking ... so I go out and become a total sub bottom at the baths or local cursing spots. Topping girls. Bottoming for guys. It's the perverts life for me (and I wouldn't have it any other way!).

I'm a 27 year old bisexual, I got out of a long term relationship with a girl back about 10 months ago. Since then I've indulged my long standing fantasy to get fucked by men anonymously. I jerk off to gay porn (bb is always hottest) way more than straight porn and my ex-g/f's favorite sexual activity was pegging -- so I was eager to live out my fantasy and knew my ass I could accommodate the largest of dicks. For the first few months I cruised parks, somewhat successfully - I sucked 4 cocks and confirmed my addiction to hot cum, but never got fucked. Everyone seemed a little afraid to fuck me in a park (plus I was little nervous about it too). I wasn't ready quite for a bathhouse yet, but fortunately a basement sex club for gay men recently opened in my city, it's like an ABS meant for cruising, with a dark area for hooking up. It was here I finally felt a real dick slide into my ass. I showed up at about midnight on a Saturday a little drunk, a little stoned and with my ass clean, pre-lubed, and ready to be fucked. Pocket full of condoms (which I fully intended to use), lube and poppers. The whole place was very dark except the back area that had a big screen playing some hardcore gay porn. I floated around the place until I found the 'dark area' where I could hear others sucking or getting fucked ... I was already half hard even though I couldn't see a thing. As my eyes adjusted to the darkness I made out the silhouettes of about 5 men standing around the walls stroking their cocks watching a young twinky looking asian guy in the middle, bent over a saw-horse getting it from both ends. The scene was so hot -- I had watched so much gay porn over the years, but standing here watching it right in front of me - I was enthralled. I took a place along the wall and pulled my cock out, tightened my cock ring a little and began to finger my ass while jerking my cock, careful not to get too hard and blow it (watching the twink in front of me, this was really ... hard ). A guy from along the wall seemed to notice I was fingering my ass. As he approached me and became clearer I could see he was a white guy (probably about 35), dark hair, cut 6 inch dick with very short trimmed pubic hair. I fell to my knees and he let out a small moan as I put his semi-hard cock into my mouth. I worked his dick, letting my tongue roll all over it as I bobbed and sucked on his now very stiff rod. My cock was drooling pre-cum and I had barely touched it. As I continued I felt another set of hands reach down behind me and pull my pants down a little and explore my shaved ass. At the same time, the guy feeding me his dick put his hands on the back of my head, pushed down and began to pump in short thrusts - I could feel his whole cock pulse with each shot of cum he unloaded directly down my throat - heavenly. I milked the last drops of cum out of his dick, he stepped back, and faded away into the darkness. As I stood up, the hand that was fingering my ass stayed behind me and made sure my pants stayed down as the rest of me stood up. "OMG" was all I could think "I am about to act out my biggest fantasy - I am standing in a room full of men with cum in my mouth, pants at my ankles with a strangers lubed finger in my ass". I pulled out my poppers and took a long hit, my head swimming now, I lost all inhibitions. I reached back to my stranger and felt that he had just wrapped his hard cock - it was big, I didn't get a good look, but it was thick and at least 6 inches. I'll never forget the feeling of the first time a hard dick probed my ass looking for my tiny little hole to fuck - my dick was on fire, and a single touch would have set it off. The stranger finally found his mark and sunk his hard cock into my hole - it hurt a little more than I thought it would, but after only 3 or 4 pumps the pain was replaced with sheer pleasure. I moaned "yes fuck me" which seemed to be the magic words, the man behind me began to buck his hips in a faster and harder rhythm for only about 20 more seconds before his grasp on my hips tightened and he pulled me balls deep onto his dick. I began to feel those fantastic tell-tale short, quick thrusts indicating he was cumming. I reached back and put my fingers around his dick - it took a moment for me to realize, the condom that was on this guys dick when we started wasn't there anymore. In that moment my lust betrayed my rational mind and I began to buck my hips in approval as his orgasm was subsiding - knowing and feeling that I had just taken a load deep in my ass it only took a few seconds of me jerking before I exploded into my cupped hand and quickly swallowed my own cum just before that post-orgasm realization set in: "Some guy just bred you. You might be infected with something now". My mind was reeling as I tried to move out of the way and get my pants up - I manged fend off other guys while I composed myself and my intoxicated brain tried to deal with what happened. My cock, like a little devil, could only take a few minutes of watching the same twink on the sea-horse take on yet another dick before it got semi-hard again. At this point I figured "I guess it's too late now. Might as well go for it" and bent over on the other sea-horse in the dark area - quickly my mouth was filled with a hard cock, I think it was an Indian dude with a short uncut cock and a big cock-head, his dick was a delight to suck because I could take the whole thing, I enjoyed waving my ass in rhythm with sucking this guy - knowing that other men where jerking off watching. I reached down and felt his balls where massive, and as if on cue they began to contract- I knew I was about to be rewarded with cum. I became a little distracted as new fingers began to probe my wet hole at the same time as my Indian guy blew a MASSIVE load in my mouth - there was so much cum, I felt at least 3 shots in my mouth - I was elated as he pulled out of my overflowing mouth and blew his last rope of cum across perfectly across my whole my face. I looked back at the man who was fingering me, who would be my 2nd real dick - he was an older guy, skin pale white, dark hair with bits of gray, about 6 foot 3 with a beer belly, and another somewhat small cock - it couldn't have been more than 5 inches and also uncut. I eagerly watched as he sunk his bare dick into my ass, his dick was smaller, more comfortable, and noticeably harder. It felt like hot fleshly iron pumping my ass as I clenched my asshole around his cock. "Oh fuck" he muttered "that's a good hole boy", which brought my dick (pressed up against the saw-horse) to full mast again. As he got into a rhythm, he began to fuck me quicker, more violently and I could see guys gathered around getting closer still jerking off. One stepped up to my mouth, another white guy, with bushy black pubes and a long, somewhat slender, stiff 6 inch cut dick. He was ready to blow already I could tell by how his dick was almost literally throbbing - I put his dick in my mouth and used to the rhythm set by the guy fucking me to suck his cock. I felt a sudden splash on the side of my head and face -- at first I thought someone had spit on me, however when I turned to see I was relieved to see it was an older guy blowing his load on me from the sidelines. This seemed to tip the guy who was fucking my mouth off and he unloaded (sadly) with only one good spurt of cum. I began pushing the cum on my face into my mouth, while still getting fucked. Since no one was stepping up to my mouth, I took another hit of poppers while getting fucked - my dick already hard was dripping cum. The man fucking me noticed my hit of poppers, leaned in and in a low raspy whisper said "Ready boy?! I'm going to coat your insides you little bitch.", I was full on slut mode, anyone could have fucked me at that moment, "Yes! please cum in me!" I begged. The man grunted as he fucked me in long hard thrusts that made loud slaps as he thrust his cum deep into my fuck hole. I blew my load at the same time jerking my cock in time with his thrusting... so proud to be such a good little fuck hole. It was hands down the best orgasm of my life, it seemed to last forever, and I swear I felt my insides get warmer as he finished cumming and began to relax still inside of me. Head spinning with a fantastic feeling, my 2nd top pulled out, backed away and I felt hot liquid ooze between my ass cheecks. I rolled off the saw-horse and backed up into a corner where I composed myself. I took a paper towel I had brought along out of my back pocket and wiped my ass out - even in that extremely dimly lit room I could see (and smell) it was all white - all cum and lube. Proudly, I put myself together and left... knowing that I had unleashed a hunger that would probably never be silenced. 95% true story. Feels good to write it all down