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Click here to see original blog post on Neg2Poz Up next is Little Poz Boy, who got into the whole bareback, bugchasing scene at a young age. Not only has he been fucked bareback and token anonymous loads, he also happened to convert after the very first time that he had sex with a poz top. Here's what Little Poz Boy had to say. Hi. What is your screen name and what site(s) can people hook up with you at? Littlepozboy - nastykinkpigs.com & scatboi.com. And how old are you? I am 19. For anyone that wants to hook up w/ you, what do you look for in a sex partner? Someone who has a cock and wants to breed me. I'm not picky. Let's go back to the beginning, tell us about your first bareback encounter? It was my stepdad. He popped my cherry and he did it bareback. He fucked me on a Friday night and took his time. He fucked me two times during the whole session. He had been having me suck his cock three months prior. On that Friday night, he told me that I was ready to be popped. He had me suck his cock as he fingered my boyhole. He told me that it was going to be very painful, but to understand that is part of getting popped and that he would really enjoy it. He fucked me two times, but each time was for a very long time. Is that what got you hooked onto bareback? Yes. This is what got me hooked. Plus my stepdad trained me only to be fucked bareback. Why did you make the leap from bareback to bugchaser? I was bugchaser from the start. I was trained that it's a badge of honer to be a pozzed up bottom. What training did you receive from your stepdad? What exactly did he teach you about being poz and sex in general? He told me that being poz was a honor. He told me that I had to take a tops cum like a good boy cunt. He taught me that sex with a man needed to be bareback because true sex is skin to skin. He told me true bottoms always accept the cum in there boy cunts. What were your thoughts, emotions when you were having sex and being trained by your stepfather? I always looked up to my stepdad and wanted to make him happy. When he first asked me to suck his cock, I felt like I was really something special to him. Then when he started fucking me, I felt like he enjoyed being with me. I liked how much time he spent with me, going into detail how to service a man. I love my stepdad. I know he trained me for his pleasure. I now like what I am and we still have a very special bond with each other. Can you tell us about the first time you knowingly took a poz load? My first anonymous top was a black top. He was hung. I wanted it so badly. I was kneeling and sucking his cockhead while his hands were on the back of my head. He told me he was poz. All I could do was mumble. He put me on my back. He then used duck tape to tie my legs wide open. He told me he was going to gag me, because I would scream as he entered me. He was right. I did. He fucked me the first time for 2.5 hours and then bred my boyhole. He plugged me. I then relaxed for awhile. Then he started over again. After it was done and over with, what were your emotions? How did you feel? I was happy, because my first black top fucked me hard and was poz. Did you try to hold the load in as long as possible or try to get it out of you immediately? The black dude plugged my boyhole. He fucked me several times over a long weekend. He told me that plugging my boyhole would help keep my boyhole open for his cock. How did you hook up with a black poz man? One of my stepdad's buddies told me he was into younger bottoms and that he would most likely love fucking me. So he emailed me and ask me if I would be interested in meeting him. I was scared, but I did it. How many poz loads would you say you took during that time when you were chasing? I was bred poz by my first anonymous top. What was your favorite memory during the bugchasing process? That I was so lucky to have my first anonymous top fuck me, bred me and poz me too. Now that your poz, does your family know? What was their reaction? My stepdad knew and was proud. My mom found out later and that was the breaking point for her. She told me that she did not want to see me again. Now that you are poz, what have you been getting into sexually? What are you up to these days? I love nasty no limit sex - K9, pain & bondage. Any words for people that are on the fence as to whether or not to take poz loads and/or bugchase? I got bred poz. It is going happen if you get fucked bareback. It's nice to know who bred ya poz (well at least know what they look like; I did not know the name of my breeder. He just had me call him daddy). Any final comments? Bareback sex is the only true way to be fucked. Getting bred poz is a honor in my book. More...

Click here to see original blog post on Neg2Poz For this week's entry, we hear from someone over in the UK - 24 year old Tom aka Orpheusboi. Find out what made him take that leap from bareback into bugchasing. Along the way, there was bus rides to take his first poz load and big dicked trannies! Hi. What is your screen name and what site(s) can people hook up with you at? Its orpheusboi: on bbrt (best place probably) on gaydar on grindr on breedingzone (on here a lot) on bugshare Email me orpheusboi@googlemail.com and I will give my Skype out to you if contact me. And how old are you? Dec 24th, 1986 (so 25 shortly) For anyone that wants to hook up w/ you, what do you look for in a sex partner? No absolute type. Helps if they are a top ...or at least versatile. I prefer smooth, slim & muscled. Not really into chubby or hairy guys. Any and all races. I seem to have a habit of having black boyfriends, but not out of any particular intent. As I'm sure many will say, I prefer broadly my age! Up to 40 is fine, varies by the guy. Not into older, out of shape guys basically or bears! Sex is fun, so anyone who is open minded and into having fun, dirty sex, a lot is great. Groups, threesomes, other fetish things can also be fun. Be well read, smart, romantic and into drinking too much caffeine and we could be boyfriends too! Let's go back to the beginning, tell us about your first bareback encounter? The first time was when I was 15. Like many people, with their first experiences, condoms just never came up. I was messing about with a guy at school, jacking off and swapping blowjobs. Once or twice he let me fuck him and visa versa. We didn't really know what we were doing frankly! I got to have sex in a locker room though, which was cool even if a massive cliche. After that, I settled into using condoms, because it was the done thing. A few years ago I dated a guy in NY. He was a really hung black guy. He barebacked me and always shot his load inside. It wasn't really discussed and I was too into getting fucked to care. Is that what got you hooked onto bareback? If not, what was? Yeah, pretty much. It was just much easier to take cock bareback and felt much better. I love the feeling of cum leaking out of my hole after being fucked. Topping with a condom is just crap. It doesn't compare with bare. Pretty soon after that, I was only having sex bareback and actively seeking it out. Guys who bareback are just better at sex. They just seem to be more into it. It was a revelation. Before I started barebacking, a lot of sex I had was pretty boring and tame. Haven't used or had a rubber in me for years now. Can you tell us what made you want to take the leap from barebacking into bugchasing? I started to hear and read about bugchasing. I found it a turn on, but didn't ever consider I would start chasing. It was just a slightly twisted hot idea. However, the fantasy was there and just kept growing. I couldn't stop thinking about how hot it would be to knowingly take poz cum. I was hooking up with guys on bareback sites, always trying to make sure they were neg (which was naive! ), but kept coming across really hot poz guys I wanted to sleep with as well. It happened quite gradually, over about a year. I became quite obsessed by chasing. I couldn't stop thinking about it. It had become more than just a fantasy. I wanted to be poz. I needed to get knocked up. I just had to make it happen. Once the fantasy has got its hooks into you, its inevitable. Can you tell us about the first time you knowingly took a poz load? I was chatting with a guy who was poz, but 'undetectable'. I agreed to come over to his place. It was kinda a safe ish way to start chasing, but still a massive turn on knowing I was going to take my first poz cock, even if there was little chance of getting infected. Once I was there, it was actually pretty easy. I wasn't nervous. I was just into the sex. It was a great fuck. I came hands free for the first time. He said he wouldn't cum in me, but once we started, I begged him to shoot inside. That was the first, the second was straight afterwards! After it was done and over with, what were your emotions? How did you feel? Turned on. I loved the feel of the loads inside me on the bus ride home. I jacked off loads that evening thinking that I might be infected. There was times a few days later when I felt scared and stupid, wondering what the hell I was doing and why I had this crazy desire to get pozzed. These doubts happen, but gradually as I took more poz loads they faded. I rationalized that it was pretty inevitable I was going to get pozzed someday anyway if I was barebacking, especially in a city like London. Anyone who thinks that asking if someone is neg is any guarantee of status is deluded. Your safer having sex with poz guys on meds. Did you try to hold the load in as long as possible or try to get it out of you immediately? I always try to hold it in for as long as possible, though some always tends to leak out which feels and looks awesome. I always keep it inside or use it as lube for the next cock. Why would you try to get rid of it unless to eat it. When you are with a poz guy do you like to get verbal about it? What do you say to them in bed? I like to know they are poz and if possible for them to know I'm neg. Don't mind getting anonymous loads, but it's much hotter if both parties know what's happening. So yeah I talk about bugchasing if I can, though sometimes it better to keep quiet and get the load! I'm personally not very verbal in bed, but do like it if the other guy is. Never had anyone who was really verbal about gifting me, though that would be fun. What was your favorite memory during the process? Oh plenty! I had great evening with a guy who shot two loads in me and then fisted them nice and deep. Another was an amazingly pretty tranny with an astonishingly thick cock, literally beer can width, no jokes! Had some incredibly hot conversations with fellow chasers, some who had already converted and encouraged me. Still wish I had a chance to take part in a conversion party or a gang fuck. I tried, but they never managed to happen! Are you still neg or have you converted? I tested poz in September. I had the fuck flu really badly a few weeks before, so had a pretty good idea it had finally taken. Can you tell us about the encounter you think that caused you to convert? Not sure which one pozzed me. The timing means it could be any of about four guys and that one really hung tranny! I had a really slutty week! I was trying to take ten poz loads a week then, probably got about 8 that week, many of them from guys not on meds. Given how much I was getting fucked, my hole was pretty sore and tender, so it was hardly a surprise that one or more loads took. When you converted, what was your feelings when it happened? It was sill a bit of a shock, despite actively chasing it. I had to act upset at the clinic, even though I wasn't. I felt like I should regret what I had done, but I don't. I love knowing I'm now poz. Makes me hard whenever I think about the bug coursing though my veins and my newly toxic cum. How has it changed things for you now that you are POZ? Makes very little difference to my day to day life. I'm not ill and probably won't be for a very long time, especially if I go on meds. I makes me even hornier if anything. I still love taking loads, poz or otherwise. Probably the main change is I'm topping more since I converted. When I was chasing, I was pretty focused on bottoming. Now I've got the added incentive of breeding bottoms with my newly poz cock, which is a massive new turn on. How long were you bugchasing for before becoming poz? About a year, but not always really going out to get pozzed. Probably only six months of really dedicated bug chasing and a few bouts of very slutty load taking. How many poz loads would you say you took during that time? Twenty or thirty, many of those would be undetectable though. I guess about ten unmedicated. I was fairly lucky (or unlucky) that I converted so fast. Any words for people that are on the fence as to whether or not to take poz loads and/or bugchase? Two things really, if you find bugchasing a turn on, it will only become more so. It's scary, but once you start taking poz loads you soon realize the doubts fade away. Relax and do it. You won't regret it. Secondly, if you bareback, being poz is not problem, most guys are or will be soon enough. You will take poz loads knowingly or not. I encourage you to enjoy and control the process of getting pozzed rather than be upset and shocked when you have a test and find out you've converted. More...

Click here to see original blog post on Neg2Poz Happy New Year's everyone. For this week, we decided to switch things up and cover a bugchasing cub with a prince albert. I enjoy guys of all shapes, sizes, colors and I wanted that to be reflected here on Neg 2 Poz. So sit back and enjoy another entry about the bugchasing experience, this time courtesy of Kojiro. Hi. What is your screen name and what site can people hook up with you at? breedingzone.com – Kojiro recon.com – bugchaser82 adam4adam.com – kojiro barebackrt.com – kojirochen xtube.com – smknstrk82 barebackbastard.com – kojiro nastykinkpigs.com – bugchaser82 yahoo messenger – bugchaser82 gay.com – bugchaser82 (seldom used) And how old are you? 29 For anyone that wants to hook up w/ you, what do you look for in a sex partner? I like a guy to be taller than me, dark haired, older (between ages of 30 and 45). Someone who isn’t afraid to experiment with the many facets of sex, this can range from mild to wild, prefer wild! I do have somewhat of a couple of fetishes though…it turns me on to see a guy smoking a cigarette, and water sports. I know the first is an unusual fetish, but hey if we all liked the same exact thing, sex would just be boring with no spice. I am a sucker for someone who has tattoos or piercings, and who isn’t afraid to be naked. Would love to have a guy go out to a camp site that is clothing optional and spend a few days there. I got ask it, what is it like getting a PA? LOL, well at least you didn’t ask “Did it hurt?” That is usually the first thing I get asked, and to answer that question, no not really. It just felt like someone pinched me. The part that hurt the worst was when the stuck a tube down my urethra (think sounding), that was uncomfortable. Then of course there was the awkwardness of having a piece of metal hanging from my dick as I walked out of there (the piercer actually recommended that I not wear underwear or boxers for a few days, imagine his surprise when I dropped my pants and he finds me commando. I laughed and told him that I don’t own underwear so that wasn’t an issue). I rather enjoy my PA, and it has in fact made my sex life that much more pleasurable. So any guy who is thinking about doing it, I say go for it! Can you tell my readership what it is like to have top sex with the PA on vs not having it on? Well, I really can’t answer that, as I have never topped before. I have been a bottom since I lost my virginity. I can say that jacking off without it on feels different now. I don’t get nearly as much pleasure as I do with it on. How does having a PA affect you in your day to day duties? At first, I felt it constantly there, because of the extra weight. Now, when I do take it off, it feels different, not right. About the only thing that really has changed is that there are a few extra steps I have to take: When going to take a piss, I have to stand closer to the urinal or toilet because it does drip, and since I don’t wear underwear, I have to use a piece of toilet paper to dry my PA off before zipping up. Also, I gotta be a bit more careful when putting pants/shorts on or pulling them up, the current jewelry I have is like a U shape and can get stuck on the fabric, which isn’t a very pleasing experience, unless of course you’re into that sort of thing. Let's go back to the beginning, tell us about your first bareback encounter? My first bareback encounter was actually with my first boyfriend, on our first date too. We had just finished seeing Jurassic Park 3. I was 18 at the time. Neither of us wanted the night to end so we ended up going to a secluded area near a river, we started making out, and before you know it we both were butt ass naked. (luckily it was in the middle of summer). He only used his spit as lube and before I could say anything he was inside of me, fucking me rough and raw. From that day on, I was hooked on bareback fucking. Oh did I mention, I was a virgin right up to when he started fucking me? Is that what got you hooked onto bareback? If not, what was? Yes, that experience got me hooked on barebacking. Can you tell us about the first time you knowingly took a poz load? Well I haven’t ‘knowingly’ taken a poz load in a long time. I don’t really care for someone else’s status. I don’t ask. I really don’t want to know. The only time I have knowingly taken a poz load was from an anonymous hook up. He was looking for a pump and dump on Craigslist and had listed his status as poz. He came over and we took a few hits of weed and poppers and before you know it, I was on my back and he was deep inside of me. After it was done and over with, what were your emotions? How did you feel? Honestly, it was the hottest thing ever! Poz guys have no real regret, at least in my encounter. I was in pig heaven! The sex was fantastic, he was very dominate, which is a huge turn on since I tend to be more submissive in relationships or even sexually. I felt great, to have total uninhibited sex. Without a care in the world except to get that load from the top, that’s all I really care about is getting a load. Did you try to hold the load in as long as possible or try to get it out of you immediately? I was feeling very horny afterwards and ended up using my buttplug to try to keep the load in. Some dripped out, but I think I got most of it in me. When you are with a guy do you like to get verbal about it? What do you say to them in bed? I tend to be a moaner. I prefer the poz (or top/dom) guy to be more verbal, though when I feel any guy getting close to cumming, I do beg for their load trying to encourage them with comments such as: “Yeah give me that fucking load,” “Shoot in me!”, “Oh fuck yeah, please sir can I have your load?” I think you get the drift. What is it that made you want to take that leap into bugchasing? I figured that at one point or another I was going to become poz, so I might as well get pozzed sooner rather than later. I hold no regrets sexually, so once I am pozzed, it will allow me to become even more of a sexual deviant than what I already am. So for how long have you been bugchasing for? I have been actively bugchasing now for a little over a year. How many poz loads would you say you have token during that time? Only the 1 load, sadly where I live there aren’t many ‘gifters’ and those that are, are too far away from me. What has been your favorite memory so far during the process of taking poz loads? The hot uninhibited sex, being wrapped up in pleasing the top. Are you still neg or have you converted? Still neg. Anyone want to help change that? How do you think converting is going to change things for you? Not sure if converting is going to change anything. Maybe it will make me more uninhibited than what I already am. And seeing as I am by my very sexual nature kinky, I have a feeling that it will open up a lot of doors for me that are currently closed. Plus, I will have the satisfaction of knowing that I am poz and can finally get the biohazard tat to go along with my PA and nipple piercings. The one thing I know, I won’t be is afraid to gift a guy if he wants to become poz. Any words for people that are on the fence as to whether or not to take poz loads and/or bugchaser? Guys who are on the fence about whether or not to take a poz load or to become a bugchaser, that is an internal struggle that I have fought with for a very long time. You read so many conflicting stories on becoming poz or not, that is messes with your head. Only you know what you want, so don’t let some media outlet tell you otherwise. If you want it…GO FOR IT! Because statistics show that unsafe (bareback) sex will result in more STD transmissions, and a higher risk of HIV infection. So if it is something you want, then go for it. I know that I eat, sleep, think, dream becoming poz. It is the taboo, the belonging to a subculture, the no more worry of “am I poz?” I have plenty of poz friends (none of which are willing to share) that live normal healthy everyday lives. Any final comments? Go out there and have fun! Stop wondering about the “What if’s…” sex is meant to be pleasurable, so let it be that way. When you are constantly worrying sex loses its intrigue its passion its lust! More...

Click here to see original blog post on Neg2Poz For this go round, instead of focusing on other bugchasers, I decided to focus on myself. My journey into bareback has been a long and difficult one. So let me start from the beginning.... Back when I was younger, I had a major condom fetish. Condoms made me rock hard. I would go to the store and buy various kinds of condoms and jack off inside of them to help satisfy my hankerings for condoms, but that was soon to change when I got into my early 20's. When I was 21, I started exploring my sexuality thanks to the internet and www.gay.com. First, I started out just sucking cock. Then I let guys cum in my mouth. Then I started swallowing cum. One day, this hot military guy hit me up on chat asking if I wanted to fuck. I was scared, but he was drop dead gorgeous, so I said yes. He arrived at my place within an hour. Almost immediately, he was whipping it out. And let me say, I loved what I saw. He was a real stud. His pics on gay.com didn't even do him justice. Prior to his arrival, he discussed wanting to fuck me bareback. I was terrified of this idea, but agreed to go ahead with it, cause I wanted to get fucked real badly by him. At first, I sucked on his cock, while he used some lube and fingered me like crazy to open up my virgin hole. Once inside, most people say it can be a painful experience, but I felt nothing but pleasure. As he started fucking me, he made me start begging him for his load. I felt a little weird doing it, but I forced myself to tell him how much I wanted him to cum inside me. The thing is, as he fucked me I really got into it and really did start to want his cum in me. After fucking me for what seemed like at least 20 minutes, he stopped. Apparently, I had a little brown coming out. He was around 7.5 or 8 inches, and he was hitting spots that had never been hit before, so he dislodged something. Plus, I was such a newbie, I had no idea how to 100% properly clean up. He washed his dick real quickly and came back into the room. He jacked off and finished off with an explosive climax inside my mouth. I swallowed every single last drop willingly and happily. He seemed completely exhausted and ready for a nap. This session had, after all, lasted for around an hour. From that moment on, my love for condoms disappeared and now I was onto my path to wanting to engage in bareback sex. PS: The pic above, that was snapped the day before I lost my virginity at 21. More...

Juat thought I would add some scenes to this thread. On CF Select -- http://cfselect.com -- The scene where Russ tops Dawson, Russ cums inside of Dawson bareback. On Straight Fraternity -- Parker tops Tad bareback, Parker comes inside of Tad. Two very hot scenes if I must say so myself.

I've been with a lot of str8 married men. They cum and fuck me, but at the end of the day they are going home to their wife & kids. For these types of men, they aren't getting any or enough at home and since I'm a sure thing, they cum crawling to me. I'm sure over time, you could eventually pique the curiosity to try getting fucked at some point or another. I never have. I'm happy just getting fucked by them.

So, have you ever hooked up with someone after meeting them in the cyber realm, here on Breeding Zone. For me, no. But I wish I did. Since I mostly fool around with straight married men, this isn't the type of site that they would be on.

Anything over the 12 minute mark, yes. I do get bored. However, since I've already started sucking on their cock, I want their load in my mouth. I remember it took an hour for this nervous kid to cum in my mouth. I'm definitely persistent in that area.

Your boyfriend doesn't sound ready to bareback or have you bareback outside of the relationship. You shouldn't push him into something he isn't ready for. If you do and either one of you gets pozzed up, he'll resent you for it and it could destroy the relationship. What I see for you and your bf is 1.) Stick to exclusively barebacking in your relationship 2.) Make the strangers that fuck you, rubber up. Sorry

Well. first off, you need to get tested and know for sure. You don't have any gay friends that would be willing to join you in the bedroom? That way you're with someone you all know and can get tested together to help ease your bf's fears over HIV.

Damn! I'll say it one more time, DAMN! You one of the hottest profiles on Bareback RT EVER!

I purposely don't want to get hard. It's not about my pleasure. It's about the tops pleasure and making sure he cums inside me. If a top wants me to get hard and they start fooling around with my dick, I will get hard. Otherwise, I don't.

Trust me, once you go bare, sex with condoms just feels so unnatural, so empty & meaningless. Bareback is so much better. Hope you take the bareback plunge sooner rather then later. I regretted not going bareback sooner.

1.) The chances of a top converting from fucking you is 1 in 500 (I believe) or .2%. Be upfront about your status. I guarantee you there is still a ton of tops neg or poz that will want to fuck you. Plus, you have a great ass on you. Who wouldn't want to fuck that? 2.) Have your tops or fuckbuddies come to your place. If they are coming to you, you are more and likely to follow through. 3. I felt guilty over barebacking back when I was 21, so I stayed away from sex for 8 years. I really wish I could undo all that time and would have indulged myself in being a cum slut. While, you are still having sex, the point I am trying to make it we both made decisions that left us feeling empty and unfulfilled in regards to bareback. You only get to live once. Might as well make it count and do what makes you happy!

What a way to kick start the new year! Looked at your pics, that is one beautiful uncut cock you have on you. Any guy that gets to plant a load in you or to receive your load sure is lucky.

I read this forum for about a year. I have a roommate so hooking up can be tricky as I can only host. Anyway, she was gone one Friday night. I posted an ad on Craigslist looking to suck cock. One of the responses was from a guy wanting to fuck me. I hadn't been fucked in 8 years and I wanted it badly, so I invited him over. I told him I wanted him to cum in me. Unfortunately, he couldn't. I was just too darn tight! Lube helped, but not enough where he could actually stay inside me for more then about 30 seconds. Same thing happened the second time around when I barebacked with a different guy. From that followed either safe fucking or sucking cock. The safe fucks weren't my idea. I would take it raw every time, but they were married straight men who were afraid of STD's. Oct. -- The guy either pulled out or I made him. Wasn't fully ready to allow someone to cum in me despite being ready to go all the way in late August, early Sept. In Nov., around my b-day, I allowed a poz guy to fuck me raw, but he pulled out! And he would NOT allow me to swallow either. He chickened out at the last minute. Same thing happened in Dec. More safe fucks in between. I had two poz guys fuck me raw. I had raw sex 5 other times between August and now. So I've had bareback sex 7 times since I started resuming having sex back in August. Still haven't had one single guy cum inside my ass. Gotta make that my New Year's Resolution -- cum in ass.

The only thing that matters to me is the person that the cock is attached to - neg, poz, undetectable - whatever. It's all good to me. At any rate, you're one HOT fucker. Anyone that turns away your load is stupid.

While I would definitely want to have my own live in slave one of these days, I realize it is not something a slave can make a career out of. Imagine when you're 40 y/o, what are you going to do? It's not a realistic goal to want to be a slave for the rest of your life as it is not something you can make a career out of. It's something you do part time or for a short period of your life, but not forever. You're going to have to suck it uo and figure out how you, yourself, can improve being able to deal with people in retail or find another line of work that you can make a career out of.

When I was a teenager and in my early 20's, I used to have a big condom fetish. Since I watched mostly straight porn, they always did it raw. Doing it raw turned me off. I had to track down porn in which they wore rubbers since that was what turned me on. Anyway, when I wanted to try gay sex in my early 20's (21 to be exact), I first started out sucking cock and swallowing cum. Anyway, one day this random military guy hit me up. He was incredibly hot, completely built. Anyway, he wanted to do it bareback. He was up front about it. It took me a minute to thank about it, but I agreed. Waiting for him to arrive at my place was one of the most never racking experiences of my life, because I was deathly afraid of going raw, but I wanted to have sex with him sooooo badly. Anyway, he arrived. I sucked on his cock for the longest time while he took his time opening up my hole rimming it and fingering it. This was my first time having someone fuck me so I was extremely tight. He made me beg him for his load as he fucked me. He talked dirty to me throughout as he told me where he was going to cum. The more he fucked me, the more I was turned on by being fucked raw. Eventually, I chickened out and asked him if it was alright if I swallowed instead. He obliged. However, from that moment on I was hooked on barebacking and my condom fetish completely disappeared. I was fucked a few times with condoms over the next year and was fucked raw two other times. Both times, the guys came in my mouth. However, I felt so guilty about raw sex and thinking I had gotten HIV that I stopped having sex altogether for the next 8 years! Reading this forum, I gradually warmed up to the idea of getting fucked raw again. I started barebacking again in August 2011. I have had mainly safe fucks, because I seem to attract far more married straight men who are afraid of STD's, but I will take it raw now poz or neg. No one still hasn't cum in me yet. The poz guys didn't want to breed me. Last minute chickens on their part. I will say this, that first time I got fucked, that was my favorite sexual encounter I've had to date. His cum was the one that got away. I really wish he had came in me.

Obviously you're not enjoying sex with a rubber if you think about bareback all the time. I think that is your answer -- bareback. It's the way that you want to have sex. Why deny yourself what you want?

I think the chances of converting as a top playing raw is .2% (1 in 500). A very small miniscule risk, but a risk.

I would simply just send all the bareback companies out there an e-mail with a variety of pics that show off your body nude along with stats and some info about yourself. If you look cute enough, someone will respond.