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About damn time I got bred. An extremely hot and the most dominant and agressive leather top I ever met happened on friday..but no load was given or taken so it's irrelevant. I got fucked by an extremely hot dominant and strong leather bear on saturday..but he diddn't shoot because of that stuff. He says I gave him blue balls. Not my fault he lit one up. So finally I can post that I got LOADS! ...So I was going to meet a guy tonight but it did not sound like either of us could do it. I was going to go to the baths tonight but had to walk the stupid dog. So when I got back I texted a hot daddy bear I haven't seen in months. Found out he is going to Augusta next week. Moving. I instantly ask if he is free. He tells me he is so I head over. I walk inside and the bed is closer to the couch this time. I immedietely strip for him while he was lounging on the bed naked and sexy. I go for his nipples first and suck them gently and bit them. I can hear him moaning and see his dick growing. I attack the other nipple and then we make out a bit. We grope and hug each other and continue with the foreplay. Then I see his hard fat dick and start sucking it. Now fortunately the other night I learned how to actually deepthroat (or at least a tip) so I used what I learned on my fuck bud. It worked. I couldn't believe it. I sucked him slowly at first taking his entire cock down my throat and slowly going up and down. After he started getting excited I started going fast. And then he did one of my favorite things. He pulled me off my dick and turned me on my side. He spit on his dick and on my hole and rubbed my hole and he started pushing his raw daddy dick inside my tight boy ass. Fuck I knew what was coming. I knew that if I diddn't take it he would force it in and make me take it. He's done that in the past. I took a hit of poppers and felt his cock head enter and felt my hole open up to him. Fuck it felt so good. He held me while he was fucking me and fucked me very close and tight until he shortly came while still holding me. After he came I cleaned his cock off. We are going to get together again before he leaves too. Nice quick fuck. And then the bath house. After getting played around by a few guys and exciting some guys to figure out they only play safe I was giving up. But a man started rubbing my ass when I was exiting the dry sauna. I stopped as he rubbed my ass even more intensely and I felt his fingers slide their way into my boy ass. Fuck it felt so hot. He started fingering me and I was purring like a bitch in heat. He asked if I wanted to get fucked and I told him I did. He admitted to me he was poz and asked my status. After he found out I was neg he was hesitant. He said he was undetectable but was nervous about fucking me. I told him I will just blow him then. I started blowing him and again used the deepthroating tips that the top taught me. He pulled me off his dick and grabbed my ass and the entire time we were walking one of his fingers was in my ass. We went into a room with another man there. I immedietely started sucking the man. After I sucked him for a while and the other daddy was playing with my ass the man I was sucking got up. Before I knew it I felt a hard cock in my ass and saw that the man's partner was fucking me raw. it felt so hot. He fucked me for a good bit but then stopped. The daddy who originally grabbed my ass fucked me for a while. His partner went back to fucking me for a while again and that was it. I thought I did not get cum but when I went to the shower area to clean up I pushed out a load. I grabbed some of the liquid that was coming out of my ass on my fingers and tasted it. It was cum. I was surprised that they came quietly. I have no idea who bred me though. And I don't really care it was hot.

Another one of those long as posts is coming... So it's been busy so I haven't had time to post these. I will this time though. Monday: So monday night I was horny as hell..hornier then normal. So after not finding anyone I saw someone on adam4adam. Someone I got together with when I was younger. He asked to get together so I went to his place to meet him. He was horny the minute I walked in the door and it was hot as hell. I serviced him, we kissed a little, and he played with my hole. He bent me over and shoved his cock in my hole. Unfortunately he came kinda quickly though. But I enjoyed it and my hole was also so wet, horny, and open for him (or anyone) that night. I guess I was really horny. I'm usually not like that. I stayed the night and drank his cum in the morning. Tuesday: I was online again so fucking horny but not many people on. Figuring I'd give up someone on bbrt contacted me. Hot looking man and great thick cock. What turned me on the most was how close he was. Was barely a drive and I knew that place. So I told him I'd come over and he ringed me up. A little bit of a maze finding his room but worth it. As soon as I walked in the lighting was dark with a few cool lights and he greeted me. Fuck he looked hotter then his pictures. He started making out with me and I did the same and he commanded me to follow him to the bedroom. He wanted me to strip immediately which I did. He had me suck his cock which was HUGE and thick. It was similar to my versatile fuck buddies cock. He got me on the bed and started face fucking me. But he held his dick in deep and intentionally had me choke on it. This turned him on and made it harder and he grabbed my hands so I couldn't move. After he choked me with his cock and fucked my face he told me to get on all fours. What I was waiting for was coming. I felt him put lube in my ass and felt his cock at my ass. Then I felt him push in and fast. Again, I was wanting it so bad I took all of it and felt it slide completely into my ass. Oh it felt good. He started fucking me really hard and then started pulling out all the way and shoving it back in. I yelled out in pleasure and he immedietely put his hand over my mouth and told me to shut up and take it. He kept fucking hard and rough while calling me a bitch, slut, whore, and kept asking how I liked daddies cock. All I could do was muffle in response. He told me then that he was cumming and I felt his load fill me up. Fuck it was so hot. I immediately sucked and cleaned off his dick after too. He promised we'd get together again too. Sunday we plan to get together again. Wednesday: It has been a while but the versatile guy I got together with that has the huge dick and amazing stamina wanted to get together. So we did. It was great seeing him again and we instantly went to the bedroom. We started with some foreplay and making out. I sucked on his nipples for a little and felt his cock get harder and he pushed me down to his crotch and I snuffed and licked his crotch area. After he pulled down his shorts I started licking his cock and slowly sucking it. I sucked it nice and slow and he really enjoyed it. We got on the bed and he started face fucking me. As big and long as his cock is I was actually starting to deepthroat it without choking or gagging. I was really surprised. He stopped and rolled me over and started eating out my ass. Fuck it felt so good and he sucked my cock a little too which got me really excited. Finally he told me to get on all fours and I felt his cock push inside until it was completely inside. And then his relentless fucking began. Fucking me on my back, on all fours, on my side, on my belly, with one leg in the air and my body flat on the bed, and going from jackhammering it to nice and slow or fast and deep. I love how he fucks me. In between the different fuck styles and positions we made out from time to time as well and he spit on me and in my mouth a few times. We took a break at one point because it was getting to hot. After we got back to it he put me on my belly and he really fucked me hard and fast. I took a hit of poppers and completely loosened up and felt his cock tear up my ass. The speed and thickness felt so fucking good and he told me he was going to breed me. I felt his hot load fill me deep. Damn I felt full fast. Even after he bred me he continued to fuck me and push his load deeper inside. Fuck it was intense. Finally he pulled off. I immedietely sucked his cock and came while cleaning of his cock and sucking it. I've found this is my preferable way to cum I had a great time and we are definitely getting together next week. Current: So besides these experiences no other loads. I did hook up with an EXTREMELY hot and dominant leather bb top on friday. But I can't really share that story since technically no loads were taken. But I do plan on meeting him again next week and taking loads. I have been so busy with work I haven't had time to come on here but I just got laid off. So although that's a little sucky I plan to really start taking loads up my ass and get fucked by different guys. And I will post these sooner after they happen. I can't wait for next week!

@rawtop: That is correct. I thought it might be possible since it was an epidemic aside from being just flu season. I'm also curious if epidemics in the past or hell even flu season has ever masked it. Obviously the only way to know for sure is to get tested. I understand not everyone gets flu like symptoms as well though.

Thank you for sharing your view. I do agree with you about not wanting to be so open even about gay. Not having everyone around you know you are gay and who you sleep with and etc. I am similar in that I don't always connect at gay bars or gay events. I don't have to be surrounded by gay men and chat with every single person. I can enjoy a drink by myself and leave by myself. Same goes for events. But you understand to that something about barebacking and becoming that intimate or giving up your body to someone is a connection. Even if it's a temporary one. But it's something that not a lot of people understand. I never once thought that I'd be the person who sleeps with someone and everyone else spreads my business. I don't gossip about others sex life or know who's sleeping with who. If I hear it I don't really care because I have other things to do or that is more important then who is sleeping with who. I did go to a sex club once and while some breed me in the darkly light room one or two tried to use a condom. I tore one off when he was fucking me with one. He did not fuck afterwards but there goes one of his condoms at least. I remember coming back from the bar one night too I got cruised by these guys and they told me about how they rejected someone because they had "aids face" and was probably poz. I thought to myself how stupid those two were and probably barebacked or got fucked by a what they consider "normal" or "hot looking guy" and how hell he might have even had a higher viral load. I do agree with that I've played with guys at bookstores before and sometimes nothing is said about condoms or barebacking but right when we are really into it they say, "oh do you have a condom", or "Let me get my condom". It's kind of a buzz kill. But I think lots of guys touching and wanting to get involved when people fuck in a dark room is worse. That's why I generally don't fuck in dark rooms like that. @indynudeguy: I am somewhat comfortable because for the most part I know who I am and understand enough that I don't have to try to pretend to be something that I'm not or try to pretend to please everyone. But sometimes I still have to hide it for ease of stress. Example, roomate just walked in and almost caught me on here. That would have been a pain to deal with. If I really wanted to I could resolve it with him and the other. But I'm not quite ready to do that yet because that will be somewhat stressful. I do think you are right. I've made a few buddies here but I haven't gone out much due to transition. But even here or as I travel I think I will maybe be sought after. I like that term UPDATE!!!: So..I talked to the one who told me he found out about the barebacking. I sort of suspected this but when I was in North of GA (won't give too much away) I got together with a really hot leather man. I did not consider this at the time but a friend of his..roomate or something knew of the leather community in my area and knew someone that we used to know. He told me he'd tell me about his friend and speak nothing but good of me. It was meant as a compliment though and flattery since he thought I was a good boy. And the reason to tell the friend was for more to learn about me. Unfortunately, that information went to a certain person who we used to know and who is known to spread everything to everyone. And I already knew he was the one who told the person who told my roomate. But I don't believe it was intended to be a negative thing or to spread it maliciously when the top I was with told his friend. The one who is at fault is the one who told everyone. Because there is always a person in a community or group who feels he has to basically send chain letter to everyone so the world knows. Even if no one cares. I don't really think I'll do anything now that I know. I know who the guy is I know his nature and the type of person he is. Since the intent was to let other leather men know about me and the type of submissive I am that's a good thing. But advertisement can also come back home and that's something I should have been prepared to deal with. But oh well. At least I know. And hopefully some leather top's out there have learned about me and if that's the case then maybe it's worth being outed like this. But thanks everyone. I'm glad I learned who did it too.

I had no idea there were two seperate camps at MAL. But I would imagine that either those who want to play safe are few and far between or some of those who are in the safe camp really play raw. I do sort of wonder about some leather groups out there like hellfire for one. I wonder how many of those men bb. I wonder if more men international bareback vs. in the states as well. Who knows. I would love to go to IML or CLAW this year. You are probably right that there will be two groups of people some who play safe and some who bareback. It shouldn't be too hard to distinguish the two. @einathens: Good to hear from you again . I'm glad that at the very least people hit you up in private. I wondered that too. If I see these leather people again if some random guy will come up behind me and be like, "I want that ass raw" or something like that . @pozbottm: I agree that everyone is entitled to their own opinion and they are free to their own opinion as well. But the bigger problem is thinking it's okay to out someone and then probably do what you are outing the person for on the down low. Just like outing someone for being gay. The other problem with the moral thing is someone you have known for a long time and respect and think high of. One thing about themselves whether they smoke, drink, bareback, or etc. Should one vice they do really be so earth shattering that it completely nullifies any decent qualities or any memories you had about the person to begin with? I could use a few more examples but I won't. When I briefly went to college I was cool with some people there but once someone realized I was gay wanted nothing to do with me. Diddn't matter that they respected me and thought I was cool before just one "sin" you could say eradicated any decency about me. And maybe for every person there is something that they have where if they realize someone does a certain thing then it discredits them as a human. I don't know. But you are right it's their choice and they are free to have it and ostracize or outcast a person. I've learned that a long time ago. Just like I'm free to be gay and a barebacker.

Your dream isn't that uncommon. Not everyone is destined for or wants a white picket fence life. And not everyone wants to be monogamous to another. I've known men who have a partner or boyfriend and get fucked on the side and bring loads how to their partner and they get filled more at home. ..I like the idea as well. As much fun as it is taking random loads and loads from buds I would be more then willing to date a horny dominant top who pushes my limits and who I get alone with well and I'm able to give them much more then just hook ups. But at the same time it's even hotter if they want me to go out and get loads from other tops and bring the loads home or bring the tops home. But you still have more of a connection or bond with the one you are dating. There was a guy a while back who talked about doing that but I think it was more of a fantasy for him. I think that's the real difference. Some people aren't programmed this way and the idea is foreign to them. Or some just like it as a fantasy but might not actually go through with the reality. What alot of men don't understand too is just because you are dating someone means you are chained to them. It means you are exploring things with them and deciding for yourself if you want to keep dating them, take it further, or take a step back or just be buds. But you aren't alone with this There actually is a top who I would like to get to know more and maybe even date. After moving and settling in gets better I'd like to see where things go. It's always good if someone you like be it top or bottom wants to do more with you then just sex, a session, and getting naked. Good to have friends

So the question I'm asking is who has been outed for barebacking before. And if so how was it resolved or was it resolved. ...And as usual with me here is a long lengthy story/rant. But at least there is a disclaimer this time around. Well I'm somewhat in this situation right now. I used to be part of a large pansexual leather community in my area. I knew a few straights, gays, and women. Couples and singles. I stepped back from it and so did those close to me who I was involved with in a poly relationship. When I went to a leather bar for the first time after a few months had passed I was greeted warmly and questioned if I was still with my Sir which I replied I was. Fast forward a little and I started barebacking and went to bars still. I did hook up with a leather man who barebacks and declined an offer to be fucked by him and his circle exclusively. But I started going out to sex clubs more and taking more anonymous loads and sometimes in dark rooms. And then at a bar once a guy who hit on me a few months ago I saw and when we talked about having sex and it got to fucking I confessed to taking it raw. He preached to me in the middle of the bar in front of everyone and I stood up for myself and strongly. I thought he was an asshole for doing that and a condom nazi. Last time I went to the leather bar I was alienated almost. I was barely acknowledged by people I used to know in the community and afterwards it was like a dead cold wind. It's like I should have never said anything. I thought it was just because I haven't been in so long. But I used to always get compliments from people about how I was such a good boy, sub, and how I make my leather family proud and represent them well. In fact this is one of the reasons why i stopped going to that bar and haven't been since then. Well that and other bars I go to pour stronger drinks. But this weekend I was told by two people close to me that they heard from a reliable source and through someone that I have been barebacking. I already told them I did before when I confessed to escorting. Judgement wasn't passed on that but they weren't happy I barebacked. My first question was who said it. I think it was that guy I refused or when I was on manhunt last week I cruised someone who I did not realize was someone I knew from the community until a little later. No messages were exchanged but I unlocked my pictures for him..which reveal I take loads. I locked them after realizing who it was which was probably two late. But it had to be one of those two. But they were disgusted with me and I admitted to barebacking in December. I haven't really barebacked past December anyways so that was mostly true. But again a lecture and don't bareback, twenty somethings shouldn't be poz, and bla bla bla. They even had the nerve to advise me to go tell those people that I don't bareback and it's just a rumor. I just fucking admitted I did. Talk about wanting to protect their own reputation and image. That was a huge slap in the face. Like hell I'd do that anyways. They warned me that someone in the past got outcasted for barebacking and everyone finding out about it that they had to move. That interested me because I knew who they meant. But they warned me to stop and that it was bad for my reputation and that I won't be accepted by the community if they know I bareback and become poz and clients and etc. I thought fuck this at first but then I realized I'm actually pissed. Why? Because more then likely the bastard blabbermouth is a barebacker whether they are out about it or not. But to be quite honest the whole community is about tearing down those who are strongest and stand out. And they already did that and I really have no influence or presence in leather anyways so going after me is just unnecessary overkill. But it's my fucking business and my life not theres. That's another thing that pisses me off too. I'm no way involved in leather anymore and I've moved into an apartment and even though I'm roomates with one of them still. Let me live my own god damn life. This probably will what I will have to say eventually. I've already realized that there are leathermen out there who will fuck and accept me as a bareback bottom out there. Hell some would even probably make me their boy and I'd be proud to serve them. So thinking that scaring me by saying that it will spread to other communities and they won't accept a leather bottom who barebacks is a lie. And they know that. And if they don't then they are really fucking clueless. It's still irritation though. When I start going to bars again if someone might snicker, "oh he is the one who barebacks stay away from him". Or go far as to assume I'm poz. I'll probably call them out on it if I catch them. I'm not ashamed to bareback. l know the risks of it and I understand the age I'm at. But I can't ever go back to condoms unless I really have to. I won't hook up with random guys as much and not be after loads as much. But it's also the connection you get with someone when you feel their bare skin in you. It's something that can't be experienced by condoms. Unfortunately as much as we love to bareback, learning about it, or hesitant it's part of our lives. But as open or proud or not open as we are it is not someone else's right to out someone for barebacking. Just like it's not right to out someone for being gay or into kink or leather. Which a majority of the straight and bi leather couples fear. There lifestyle being outed to their employer, friends, or family who don't know. Yet they think it's okay to judge someone who makes their own decision and responsibility to bareback. That's just bullshit. But I'm ranting now. So this is my experience now of being outed. I don't know how it will end but if it comes down to it I'll really have to stand up for myself and they will have to accept it or reject it. They are part of the generation that had to deal with aids when it came about. But I have inherited their knowledge, history, experiences, education, and regret about AIDS. So knowing everything I know if I bareback it's my fucking choice and my stupidity not my ignorance. But again I'm curious if anyone has ever been outed just for barebacking before and if so how you dealt with it. Or if you are in the process like me.

So I thought about this recently. I'm sure everyone is pretty aware that there was and still partially is a huge flue epidemic going on. I was out for a week in December because of it and everyone at my work got affected. Every shift and most were out for at least two days but some were out for a few days or a week. I was out for two days but still felt sick for a week and the week after I recovered. But I am just curious if since the symptoms of the flu and the fuck flu are similar. Isn't it possible that anyone who would have experienced the fuck flu might have gone through it during the flu epidemic and might have had it worse? Or maybe it just balanced out. Maybe this has no relevance I'm not really knowledgeable with health stuff but just curious if anyone knows or thinks that they might have received the fuck flu at the same time the flu epidemic went on. It's still going on I think. I hope this was the right place to post this.

It was getting to a point where I was willing to let any man with a dick fuck me. Or just the size and look of a cock. But after numerous hook ups, escorting, and meeting enough people I know that there are times when it's not about me it's about the other person. So this gives me the freedom to get what I want out of hook ups and having sex with people who I choose. I have to say when I think of all the hook ups I've had that ones that stand out the most were the leather experiences. Especially from 3 men I remember strongly. One unfortunately was condom, the other was bareback, and the one after him was bareback. But the attitude that these leathermen had, the respect but control over a boy they have and the fact that they just oozed, dominance, sex, and masculinity. Just looking at these men made me feel so much smaller and without verbal command puts me in my place. Height isn't as important but usually men who have some kind of build, beefy, bearish, muscular, and furry always helps. Always been a lover of facial hair but not a requirement. Hair doesn't matter to me either. I'll take a top with a shaved head or a full set of hair. It's just also something about the look that these men give you and how it sends all kinds of shocks, electricity, and power through your body. And then a hot masculine or dominant voice. These are the men that I will give complete control over to. I might give up my ass to hookups and men I meet if I'm horny. But just because I'm giving up my ass doesn't mean I'm giving up myself completely and that's all I have to offer. These three men knew that this boy had a hell of a lot more to give and they gave more as well. But another type of man I get into are just natural, laid back, low key, and horny as fuck regular guys. I have a fuck bud or two like this. Sometimes we'll make out, I'll suck him, but it always ends with him fucking me how he wants. He's not really verbal or commanding it's just the force of his will and physically. It's just obvious to tell he's a horny fucker who wants some ass and will take it how he wants. That's also hot. He's fucked me dry, spit, lube, and in several positions. Sometimes I go over there and I am on all fours in a jock waiting for him. It's just the natural, raw, and animistic, behaviors of men like this that are a real turn on. He's furry as fuck too and has a great cock so complete package. I'm just a fuck bud and a piece of ass to him though. But just to experience everything he has to offer and to be used by a man like that. I'll always be more then happy to be his piece of ass and take his load.

Hehe..when I was 18 was part of a triad. I've probably told this story a million times. A leather Sir or Master was the leader and there was a submissive as well. Well submissive to Master but dominant towards others. Versatile would be the word. Wanted to learn from leather so learned from these two men from when I was 18 and still learn from them today. But went from being that man's slave, to his boy, to uncollared, and then learning for myself and my own needs that a leather relationship is not what I need at this time. Well that and it stopped being leather two years ago. The submissive gave up his collar as well. Although I live with the Sir in an apartment now and the submissive lives in the house they used to share. I'm not a slave to that man anymore or his boy. I'm stubborn as a motherfucker and make my own decisions. I still call him Sir but that will stop after we are completely settled in. ...Around the time when I was barebacking late last year and moving farther from those two and becoming more serious about moving out I did meet a leather Sir. We chatted a few times online and we finally met. We met once and did not play but I met two of his boys. The next time I went to his place and he had a huge poly family. I think 2 or 3 boys. One was a tad bit younger then me and a second DOM. I did get fucked by the man and his youngest boy (19 I think). It was pretty fucking hot and it was amazing how the house was layed out. Even the bathroom. It's like everything was equal for the different subs and doms and they had their seperate things. I also found out that the boys do have jobs and contribute the money to the Master of the house. The Master does work but it's part time like. I have no idea about the other DOM. But they have a pretty big house so for them their finances work fine I guess. But I was somewhat called out for giving my ass to so many men and offered to stop giving it up to other men and be part of that leather family and play with them and their friends and I guess whoever else is in their circle. They seem to know some pretty hot guys and some were probably poz. It wasn't the health reasons for turning that man down it's that I've been part of a poly leather relationship before and it went great for a time but then it faded away from the foundations of it. And the other two involved drifted apart from each other. But at least everyone loved and cared about each other. But the way the Master was and that boy was almost paralleled my experiences. I had no idea what was in his contract but I'd just be doing deja-vu again. I'm not sure if I want a one on one relationship, to just date and take loads from random men or fuck buddies or a poly relationship. And I'm too really young to learn without living enough. But open and poly relationships can be a very powerful thing. And if everyone is in it for the right reasons then it's strong and the men in it experience something that those with a one on one relationship can never experience. But it does take extra work.

Fuck that's a huge number of loads. And I thought I was slutty when late november I was going into sex clubs and bending over in dark rooms and letting guys fuck me raw and breed me. Only a few did though and some wore condoms (ugh). I think I've gotten more loads by just hooking up with random guys though. This year so far I can actually count. 6. I don't even really count oral loads. But that just shows how much of an ass bottom I am. Unfortunately someone did fuck me with a condom recently and came in the condom. Fuck that was such a waste. For some reason my goal this year isn't too get an infinite number of loads. As hot as it sounds. I want to meet lots of fun tops this year and let them up my load count. I guess I'll focus more on quality of quantity this year. One year I'll go for quantity.

Oh my god I don't feel like such a loser. I'm glad the majority has under 46. Hell, that's probably more people on my buddy list then facebook. Oh and for the reverse, I've only buddy listed 18 people

I've experienced it a lot so I have a little insight on the topic. I'd actually compare daddy/son to somewhat DOM/sub or even M/s. But they are also somewhat different. There are some dads I have experienced with who really want a son to take care of and treat them like a boy or their boy. Sexually and outside of the bedroom. Sometimes dad's like these aren't too verbal or about the dominance and more into the love making. And then there are some who do get into fucking their boy verbally and dominant. And there are some dads out there who want a boy to serve them and take care of them. That leans more into the DOM Sub type sex or even relationship. And some just need a good fuck and need to breed a boy. As hot as the dad/son thing sounds I've found in my experience that I prefer DOM or Sir's over men who want to be a "Dad" or call me "son". I know every guy who is a DAD and wants a son for sex or as a friend aren't all about taking care of the boy and more about making love then just fucking but most of the ones I have come across are. But watching Dad/Son porn is pretty hot. But I just consider it Older/younger porn or Dom/sub fucking. Guess that shows I've seen too much porn.

..Well..it's been a while since I've posted here. But I haven't been to bareback sites recently and felt like posting these so there. Technically they were my last loads anyways. New Years: 2012 So to skip the intro I was at a bar and shy and nervous so I drank my drank faster. Spotted a hot bear looking at me and he came over and we talked and introduced ourselves. He was with a friend and he got me another drank. I thought they were partners at first but found out they were friends. Both of them were very hot. Next thing I remember was him saying he wanted to fuck me and fuck me raw. That got me so hard and he started nibbling on my ears and feeling my ass and fingering my ass. I barely remember the countdown going on and heard everyone shouting, "10, 9, 8, 7, 6, Fi-". That was the last thing I remember hearing. I drank a few before and drank them too fast and then the drink he bought me was stronger. I remember waking up in his arms. I think it was 1 am something and we were still in the bar. It was decided that it was time to go because I was out of it. His friend walked me to my car and asked if I needed a ride home. I told him I was fine and that I would sleep in my car. He told me he would give me a ride home. He asked where I live but since I lived sort of far and he was tired too that we could just go to a hotel. When we go to hotel we stripped and serviced him. He had a HUGE thick cock and there was a PA in it. I started sucking his PA cock greedily and fondling his balls and then I licked his balls. I asked him if he could fuck me but he cautioned me on his size. I told him I'll take it and be a good boy. Since I prepared myself EXTREMELY well for new years eve in case I found a top he had no problem getting in. He only used a little spit and he was inside me. Damn it felt so fucking good having his huge hard cock in with the PA. He fucked me pretty slow at first with with long hard thrusts. He loved pulling out all the way and slamming it back in. But I took it no problem. We changed positions a few times with me on my back and him fucking me, on all fours, on my belly, and on my side. Damn it was so fucking hot. Finally I got on all fours and he told me he was going to breed me. He fucked me hard and fast until he started yelling and I could feel his load fill my ass. Immediately after he bred me and pulled out and got on my knees and sucked his cock and cleaned it off. Damn that tasted so good. He had to get back home so he let me stay in the hotel by myself over night. I was drunk, horny, and full of cum and drifted to sleep. The next morning I woke up feeling so much better and well rested and still horny and full of cum. I looked at guys around me and wondered if maybe I should try to get a few loads before the top comes back. I chatted with one guy and shortly after the top arrived. He asked how I was doing and I told him I was doing fine. Then, we went at it again. He diddn't wear his PA this time but still just a little spit and after he bred me we fucked two more times and I could feel the cum sloshing around in my ass and it worked perfectly as lube. It felt so hot knowing he was pushing the cum in deeper and that it was all his. After he bred me the third time we decided that we need to get some things done and he needed to check out of the room. When I went to take a shower I noticed there was a little blood back there. Not much though. It's strange that I diddn't even feel that. He assured me he was neg though. He took me back to my car and I said my goodbye to him. Haven't gotten together with him since though. Haven't had much sex at all. But hopefully I'll change that soon. But that was a night to remember. And much better then last new years eve

Time and time again it seems I'm at another crossroads. The main things are to bareback or not to bareback. If I do bareback am I going to be a total cum slut bottom or am I just going to get together with a few guys. Hook up everyday or hook up every so often. To be open about barebacking or not be open. These are on my mind...but they need to be solved soon.

Last night..well the night before last night I met someone on bbrt. We were trying to get together a few times but things diddn't work out. I was not intending to go out and was originally going to go to the sex club to take some loads but decided to hook up with him instead. I went over to his place and parked and met him at the front door. Damn he was so much better then his picture looked. Extremely fucking hot and nice and scruffy. I wasn't sure where my mindset would be and what he would be like. I knew he wanted ass though. He led me upstairs and we got into a little foreplay while stripping. He rubbed my ass and my nipples and all I could do was gyrate my ass and thrust my ass back on him letting him know that he had a horny submissive bitch in heat. He ordered me on my knees and I his big hard cock was in front of me. I have thought about this a few times and not quite sure why I do this but I put my hands behind my back and held them together while I sucked him. I don't do that with everyone but do it with some guys for some reason. Damn his cock felt so great going in and out of my throat. He really started fucking my face too which not too many guys do. He ordered me up on the bed and I got an all fours for him. Waiting there on all fours so much anticipation and excitement mixed in with a little fear. He brushed his cock against my hole a few times and rubbed it over my ass. Then I heard the lube bottle open and I could hear him lubing up his cock. I knew what was coming. He slowly pushed in and I immediately relaxed my ass and allowed myself to open up for this man's manhood. Fuck it felt so great when he entered. He really started fucking me. And so it began. He did really deep thrusts at times where it felt like my insides (well literally) were getting fucked and sometimes he would powerjack it. His dick isn't so much thick as some men's cocks are but it's the length that's the threat. I almost came several times. It felt like he was literally stabbing my prostate with his cock. I was in such overload humping his cock with my ass. He did a sadist thing midway though and stabbed it in all the way and I literally felt my dick about to explode but then he stopped. He stopped for a minute because I shrieked out. My dick sort of hurt since it almost came but diddn't. He knows how to edge. Regardless he put it back in me. On my back, on all fours, on my belly, on my side, he fucked me in just about every position. He pulled my hands back at one point too and fucked me standing up over the bed. I felt so many times this man came but he diddn't come once..not yet anyways. I really loved it when he powerjacked me. Adjusting my ass to expand and close so that way he can feel the tightness of my ass was something he seemed to really enjoy. He kept telling me how much he loved my ass and how I was a good boy and how he wants to use me more often. Eventually it had to come to an end and he told me he was going to breed my ass and how he loved my fucking hot furry hole and he powerjacked me until he came. He thanked me and I lay on the bed taking in everything that just happened. My hole felt so numb. I've really not experienced my hole feeling that numb before. And it felt like something was leaking out of it. I was fearing it was blood but there was no sign of blood more mess. It was really just cum and lube. He loosened me up that much. He had me taste my cum too it was fucking hot. We told each other we'd get together again.. And then there was last night..for real this time. Getting to the fucking part I knew what to expect this time. The different ways he fucks, the speed, the deepness, and the rough intensity of it I was able to handle it. At one point though my ass felt like it was literally on fucking fire. Again I could have sworn he came but he diddn't. He had me cum at one point and he loved when I tightened my ass on his cock. But he continued to fuck me. He said he loves fucking me and he really wants to cum but isn't. And then something happened. I yelled out a lot because I really fucking enjoyed it and he told me to be more quiet because he did not want to disturb neighbors. Initially I bite the pillow, sheets, blanket, or whatever I could get my teeth on constantly. But then it came to a point where he told me he wants to be as quiet as possible because he was going to seriously fuck me hard. And he did. I felt his cock go completely in all the way deep in my ass and out with hard powerful thrust. Relentless thrusts. First instinct was to scream out and beg for more but I had given an order to be quiet. Basically what happened is I went into headspace. I stopped focussing on the enjoyment of it and wanting more and begging and gave up my body. I accepted his cock raping my ass. I made no sound and just breathed slightly. It was a little tricky breathing with the way he fucked me though but I did. I basically went inside my head and was floating. I felt like I wasn't really there. I was just a hole. I know men and tops sometimes call a bottom a hole, whore, slut, or cumdump. But to actually feel it in your mind and heart that you are just a hole. It's a powerful thing. So this man fucked my hole which basically completely relaxed and took whatever position or speed or power he gave me. Unfortunately because I am young and because I haven't had a lot of BDSM experience and am not really familiar with headspace I was not able to stay in it for long. I came to the realization that this man was seriously fucking my hole and freaked out for a second. I was still able to take it but I had to yell out because it was so damn big and good. And unfortunately I'll admit I had to say it. "Please pull out Sir". He pulled out and jacked off his cock and when he was about to cum he shoved it as hard as he could and fast deep in my ass and breed me. Oh fuck I felt that. I took a shower afterwards but as I was standing talking to him I could feel the cum dripping out of my ass and running down my leg. I felt bad I had to ask him to pull me out but I guess when I was getting fucked I came to the realization that I haven't really been fucked like that. Most men fuck me for their pleasure or just to breed. And it's usually quick and not a power fuck. It's also that my hole used to never be that experienced or trained to take a fuck like that so it's not like they really could if they wanted to. But I did take it. I looked at the clock and I literally got fucked for almost 2 hours. I was amazed at this man's stamina. He was in no way upset that I asked him to pull out though. I did promise him though that I'll train my hole more and I will be able to fully take him for as long as he wants, every position, and even without making noise. He is going away on a trip but when he comes back I will completely give this man my hole and completely submit. I can't wait. I'm glad that I got to see him literally the day after we met too. I know he definitely wants me too I felt a little embarrassed to admit I had to ask him to stop but I am still young and not fully trained and experienced. I have so much to learn. It's probably one of my deepest desires that a Sir or TOP will take me as his and train me in whichever way he wants to. But right now I clean myself everyday and although I don't use the butt plug everyday I'm still good at relaxing my hole. But now I actually have a reason to seriously keep my hole filled. I have someone who wants to get together with me regularly and push my limits and give up my ass in ways that I haven't really done so far. Even though he wrecked my hole last night and the night before and my hole was sore with cum dripping out of it. I still did want more. The hunger and lust was there. Even if I couldn't take it. I probably would have if he wanted to. .....

Finally made some time to post this. So friday I talked to top4fun and unfortunately he was busy so I couldn't go see him. But I talked to a buddy of his and went to visit him. I prepared myself and put a butt plug in my hole. That way on the drive up my hole would slowly open and be ready for Sir. I also fucked myself on the butt plug a few times driving there. I was extremely horny. After a few wrong turns I finally made it. I arrived and met the man at the door. Fucking gorgeous man. Looked a hell lot sexier in person. I immediately felt my mind shift to submissive mode and obedience. After he gave me a water we headed upstairs. He told me he had a friend over and asked if I minded. I did not I knew there would be more fun. I was surprised that it ended up being einathens. It was a huge but pleasant surprise. I brought my leather inside for Sir to inspect and he went downstairs. I was a tad bit nervous since the top left so much up to me and I was more prepared to just serve him. Luckily einathens helped me regain confidence and helped me decide what leather I should wear for him. I ended up wearing my jockstrap, boots, and vest. I was ready. Sir came back upstairs with a bar and a cigar and sat in his chair. I was so overwhelmed and felt so lower and felt like I was truly in my place on my knees looking up at this man with power, dominance, and lust. He started rubbing his crotch and I asked permission to suck him. He had his PA on first but I sucked him eagerly and with hunger. He took off the PA though because he really wanted me to suck him. I kept sucking him while he smoked his cigar. He kept telling me what a good boy I was and that got me even hornier. He then told me to turn around and that he wanted to see my ass. He started fingering my ass and playing with it. I already put some boy butter in my hole to prepare and already had the butt plug in there so I was ready. I sat down on his cock in his lap and felt his cock expand and stretch my ass. I quickly adjusted and allowed my hole to open for this man. He quickly decided he would fuck me on the sling. So he put me belly first on the sling and pushed his dick up my ass. Fuck it felt so big but felt good. I was amazed that I could take it so much easier then I thought. Having the butt plug in there helped. He enjoyed fucking my ass in big deep strokes and he gave me a sniff of poppers too. It felt so damn good and then he let einathens have a turn. Einathens was a bit longer and thicker then Sir. I really felt his cock enter and had to really focus and adjust to accept his cock. But damn it felt so good even though I could not completely adjust. He fucked me nice and slow which felt so fucking hot. They put me on the bed and on my back and I let Sir enter me. My hole felt more stretched out and he really started giving me deep and hard thrusts. He really knew how to fuck me. I kept begging him to fuck me and I felt my hole completely loosen up and become a sloppy hole. Sloppy full of lube, precum, and hunger. He fucked me while I held my legs. I felt like I was just taking his cock. It felt so hot truly feeling that I was in my place. He started to really fuck me hard and I went into overload. I begged him for his load and begged for him to breed me. I felt him thrust in deeper and felt his load fill up my hole. It felt so fucking hot and he kept fucking me too. Then he slowly eased out and I immediately cleaned his fuck stuck with my mouth. Einathens started to fuck me after Sir was finished. Damn it felt hot. Hole completely used and dripping and full of cum and having another cock enter. Damn I took it and feeling that big dick in me. I never jacked off or touched my cock but I really wanted to and wanted to cum really bad. But I let einathens continue to fuck me nice and slow until I felt his cream in my hole. He pulled out we all talked a little bit about some of Sir's leather history and experiences and they told me about themselves and I shared my experiences with them. Sir went downstairs for a while and me and einathens talked for a while and were next to each other until I passed out. After einathens was dropped off me and Sir were heading to bed. I was tired from the drive up and a long day at work. Lying in bed with Sir I felt his hard cock against my ass and felt his urge and need. I asked, "Would you like some ass Sir". He responded and I let him shove his cock up me and fuck me rough and hard on my side. I just took his cock and felt it plunge in and out of me. He then put me on my belly and partially under the covers he pulled all the way in and out a few times but then really rammed me and bred me. He thanked me and I slept on the couch afterwards. He did comment that he was glad I did not once touch my cock or try to jack off or cum. It felt so great being in a leather mindset again. That doesn't happen much and with both of them. It felt like a great dynamic. And it was fucking hot. Will see them both again. ...And I thought that was it and crap all the best sex is in Athens. Haven't really been seeking sex since then. Hard to compare I guess and just lots of stuff going on. And then there was last night.

Finally got some loads 2 nights ago a guy I talked to online wanted to hook up with me. He is closer to my age which isn't something I normally do. We got to it pretty quickly and after sucking it for a while he put some lube on my hole and his cock and started pushing in. It was 10 inches and the thickness of it was enormous. I could feel my hole struggling to expand especially since I hadn't been fucked in a while. This did not stop the top though. I felt a huge pain and I felt his cock go in all the way. He pushed in without letting me adjust and I heard and felt that pop. He then fucked my hole relentlessly pushing all the way in and out and making me scream, moan, and beg for his cock and load. He put me on my back and then he really fucked me and breed my hole. He gave me a huge load. After some foreplay and talking we went at it again and he breed me once again. Last night I got together with a regular of mine. Sexy as hell scruffy daddy bear. I went over and went through his back door and stripped and got on the bed on all fours naked. He came into the room and started rubbing and admiring my ass. He went to the other side of the bed and I started sucking him off. Sometimes there is more passion and even kissing but this time we were both horny fuckers. After getting him hard and sucking him he turned me on my side and put some lube on his dick and my hole and pushed in. The feeling from the other night came back but this time I was able to relax my hole for him to enter. He still forced his way in partially but I had to adjust and take it. After all that's what my hole is made for. Fuck it was so hot he pushed all the way in and pulled out and he really started fucking me and as he increased his speed I knew what was coming. He filled my ass with his hot daddy bear cream and grunted and growled as he bred me and kept fucking me. Then he caught his breath and eased out. We thanked each other and I went on my way. I let him use the boy butter this time. I asked him how he liked it he said it worked well...maybe a little too well. He commented that he was surprised he came so quickly. I told him it's not a bad thing and that I'm glad he enjoyed my ass. Hope to have lots of fun this weekend

Damn..my hole is hairy. I shaved it twice back when I was 18. One guy really liked it and so did another. But now most everyone I hook up with everyone loves my furry hole. Probably 3% of the people I met don't ever want me to shave it.

Not true Sir. First off versatile top is a good thing. Second you a bearish. Not everyone wants a hung twink or a muscle god. Everyone has different tastes. I've known a guy who was a bit bearish but was a top bb escort. Also I don't know if it's true or not but I've heard that some men pay to get pozzed. So if you are poz then you could even use that to your advantage. So give it a shot. Lots of places give out free trials if you pick up a gay publication and they have codes to get a month free trial. Especially if you could use the money. That is sort of why I did it. Diddn't just do it for shits and giggles

It's been a while. Since I last posted it's been slow. Intentionally. I go out less because I am moving soon and trying to be more productive at home and save money. It was mostly swallowing a load or two last week...but today. Got together with a buddy of mine. He does crazy awesome fucking disco and dance lights in his play area. It was kinda cool seeing the lights on the ceiling. I'm sure guys who party would have gone ape shit. My hole hasn't been used much lately so it's been tighter. But he used a little lube and when I felt his cock push in I did not hesitate and let it go in all the way. Oh shit it felt so good. I relaxed and took it. I took a hit of poppers too and went wild. I was begging for his cock and load. He told me to shut the fuck up and be a good bitch and put his hands over my mouth at one point. Oh fuck that was so hot. Love it when tops do shit like that. So I was more silent for a while just moaning and groaning as he fucked me. He came pretty quickly and filled my ass. It was fucking hot. After he took a few pictures of me on his sling with his crazy lights. No pics of those right now though. I did some stuff later and wasn't planning on going back out. But a guy I've been wanting to get together with sent me a message on BBRT. We talked and he loved my new pictures and said what he wanted to do to me. We decided to meet in a few hours. I cleaned out again just to make sure. I had a sort of heavy lunch too. Fucking loved that sushi but the mocha shake was a bad idea. Fucking hagendaz. I went over and got there a little early. He looked so much hotter in person then in his pictures. With really hot and gorgeous looking guys I am not sure whether I am supposed to get on my knees and service them or lean over and make out with them. It's really hard to determine with dominant guys too. Sometimes I just want to bed over right there in front of them. But he already told me he wanted me naked so that made it easier. After I got naked he ordered me to get on all fours on his bed. He fingered my hole and I accepted his finger without hesitation. He rimmed my hole as well and his sexy beard felt rough and coarse against my hole and damn that turned me on. He tied something around my balls too and sucked my dick for a little bit. He then told me to get on my back. I did and he did something surprising. He put an average sized dildo up my ass. I was surprised I was taking it so well since I'm normally bad at toys. All of a sudden I felt and heard a loud vibration. It was a vibrator. For a split second I freaked out but then calmed down. It was pretty hot and he was even turned it and pushing it in and fucking me. Damn that was different but good. He tried to put a bigger dildo in me afterwards but not loose enough for that. He then told me to suck him. I was waiting for that. He had a great average sized dick. He was bearish but a little bit chubby. I like bigger guys though. He also had a great size cock. Before that he put a butt plug in my ass. So I sucked him while keeping the butt plug up my ass. Sucking him was so much fun and I went wild on his dick like the cock hungry pig I am. He then told me to put my ass in his face. He took out the butt plug and rimmed me while I sucked him. Fuck it was so hot. He then had me sit on his chest and I came in his mouth while on his chest. He then told me sit on his dick. ..Damn it felt so hot sitting on his dick. Sometimes average dicks are just the best. His dick was hard and I felt it go in. I couldn't help myself and just rode it and gyrated my ass on it. I had to cum. He let me cum too but this time he let me ride him with my own speed and control that I was losing as I got overexcited and came on his chest. He then told me to get on my back and he shoved his cock in my ass. Fuck it felt so good and I pushed my ass back on his cock completely. I humped his cock with my ass frantically wanting his cock completely and I came again. He had me get on all fours and I felt him push his cock in me all the way without going slow and it popped into my ass. Fuck I felt that and I felt him and he used all his weight to really power fuck me. It felt so deep and so good. He kept fucking me and telling me what a good boy I am and how he is going to use my ass more often. He told me he was getting ready to cum and that he was going to breed my ass. I got so excited because the moment when a guy is about to breed me I always go wild on their cock in anticipation. He took a deep and loud groan and growl and unloaded in my ass. He pulled out and I went under him and sucked his dick and cleaned off his dick tasting his cum and my ass juices. He face fucked me while I came again. I cum real easy if I am sucking a man. He was so kind and even let me catch my breath afterwards. We talked afterwards and learned more about each other and I learned he is much kinkier then I thought. So we have some good times to look forward too. We made out a bit on the couch too. Something I wanted to do when I first saw him and we are going to hopefully get together this week. He wants to do a lot more with me though. I can't believe I forgot to mention but he spanked my ass a bit while fingering me too and my ass was red afterwards. That was so hot.

I hear lots of guys use adam4adam. I've met two cool guys on there who bbed me. But one who said safe only and mine did not say either. When I was getting ready to ride him he told me he'd get the condom. I told him I don't use those. He looked at me like I shot him and said "well my profile says safe only". I told him my profile left that blank and that HE messaged me first. Yeah nothing happened after that and he wasted my time. Can't tell you in the past how many guys I hooked up with that said "safe only" that bbed me. Or hell even guys on adam4adam say safe only on their profile and they message me wanting to cum in my ass and fuck me raw. Squirt I rarely get anyone. Need to update profile though Mancunt..is mehish. I've had some guys. BBRT has been less and less recently. Maybe profile needs tweaking Recon..rarely ever get men. Adam4Adam..I'm exploring it right now Growrl...I've gotten a guy or two Scruff...Rarely get anyone Grindr...have I hooked up with anyone ever from there? I wish bbrt's mobile was better. It could be so much better. Changing the zip code gets annoying. And on mobile not being able to see distance of guys unless you do near me is stupid. I mostly use full version when I'm on my phone.

Haha that is correct. I've never owned a top if they wear any leather. Even if I see them in leather in their pics. If they ask me if I have leather I tell them. It's their choice to own or wear their own leather if they wish. I will admit being fucked in leather and playing in it is fun but not necessary. That's very lucky to get a leather jacket from a Dutch policemen. I would wear it with pride. Winter is coming so it's the perfect time to wear it. I have a leather jacket that a friend of mine gave to me as a christmas present one year. I wear it with pride and have my poppers, lube, and all my fun sex stuff, lighter (for tops) and other stuff always at hand in it too. Love jackets with pockets. I'm actually thinking this year of finally buying a DAMNED harness. Never really had a desire to have one but sort of only leather piece I don't have..although a pair of chaps that fit me better might have to come first.

Hehehe another one.. I remember when I was 18 or something in an online chatroom a man said he'd pay me $100 if he could blow me. I turned it down because I thought it was degrading. At a book store in the past at least 2 guys have told me they would give me their ticket inside if I go to their car and blow them. When I was in NC at one point a daddy I spent the week with offered to buy me groceries and stuff at Sam's Club. I almost let him because I was a college student, no job, barely any money and it would have helped. But I turned it down because I did not want to feel like I owe him or like he's my sugar daddy. I wanted to be independent. I would never let guys pay for food or drinks for me either because I wanted to be independent. I used to joke sometimes though about just selling my body to pay things off and got scolded. Ironic that I'm an escort now. I'll admit when I was a safer bottom I used to get annoyed and somewhat offended being called a slut. But I started to get over that a little before I started barebacking. A guy I met once was a bit away from me so he told me he'd give me gas money. Afterwards he handed me..I'd say a bit more then gas money. It surprised me. A little later I responded to an ad on craigslist about a generous daddy looking for a boy for flex. Did not know any better then but I got cut from a huge project at my work and my overtime and hours were gone. I was pissed and decided I might as well try being this man's whore for the weekend. It was alright but the amount I got..if I knew better then. Then a few weeks later I then responded to a bb gen top looking for a neg bottom post on craigslist. I never felt bad after the sex. We had a hot time, pissed up my ass, came in me multiple times, and got fucked in his sling. Of course I never focused on the generous part but after he asked how much. Had no idea how much to say so he gave me an amount (perfect amount). But it wasn't until going into town I saw an ad for a free month on an escorting site and I went for it. I had a great first official client. Clients after that were pretty good but I messed up with one coke head once..NEVER AGAIN WITH THE DRUGS. Skip forward to today I am a whore and a slut. So does that mean I don't have any self worth and that my mind is altered and can't differentiate between sex for pleasure and sex for time? Does it mean that I feel like my body isn't mine anymore. No. Because I choose to do this. I don't have to. I'm not broke or homeless or on the streets. There are a lot of things I want to do and places and people I want to see. The job I have right now is for crap and a little extra side money doesn't hurt. But I will admit there has been one or two clients who I really felt iffy about being with but did it anyways. But 90% of my clients aren't ugly trolls or creeps. They are actually very attractive looking and I am sexually attracted to. Pretty much everyone who tops me has bbed me. Most without asking or even thinking about it. Some wanted safe sex in advance but changed their mind when they get to my ass. I actually hooked up with a really fun guy tonight and had a great time. Wasn't a client just a hook up. Able to still play with my friend's too. I do strongly think that escorts who feel guilty or ashamed about escorting or having sex for money do it for the wrong reasons or don't have a choice in it. Most clients don't want to fuck or get real kinky or rough either. A lot just want body contact, company, and to talk. I still hook up with guys because I love hooking up with different guys, making friends, and having hot sex. If anything I am stronger about who I hook up with. I used to kind of do it with almost anyone but with my actual job taking up time and escorting too. Time becomes something more valuable and meaningful. And guys I used to think, "Well I'll just get him off" or "Crap I'll just stay for a while to get it over with" or "Eh I guess I'll do this" don't apply anymore. If a guy doesn't look like his picture, we don't have chemistry, or he has split personality I'm gone. I have other things I can be doing with my time and I have others I can play with. ..The most important thing for an escort though is friends. I have people who know I do what I do. They support me, I can let them know where I am and know that someone knows and I can come to them for advice and some even have let me host at their place or stay with them before or after. And they understand I'm busy but I still try to make time for them. I don't think this is something I'll do forever but right now I need a boost in just about everything so I can make my own path in life. I am actually going to improve myself physically and mentally a lot more beginning of January and boost my sex appeal, charisma, looks, and attitude. I will say though this hesitation that some guys have about escorting. I do have about porn. Because I get stage anxiety. I don't think I could have a director tell me to get my dick hard instantly, or cum at this time, and things like that. My dick gets hard by excitement and horniness not command..well that's not entirely true But I've been called a slut, whore, bitch, tramp, cunt, faggot, cocksucker, pig, and etc. when having sex sometimes. I guess the difference is that all of those probably actually apply to me. But I accept those insults and slurs (they turn me on) also because there is a hell of a lot more to me then just escorting, hooking up, and etc. But yeah I don't have a problem with generous guys. Unless It's just something about them I really really don't like then I wouldn't do it. All depends on where you cast your net too. I don't use places like craigslists/backpage. That's where the stupid flake retard coke man came from. And every decent client I've had hasn't been from those two.

QFTFT ..I'm actually surprised as hell that people from breeding zone are on there. I know the hets are usually more about safe sex being with womens and stuff like that. I know there are some gay men on there. I quite that site a long time ago. Is there seriously a barebacking like group on fetlife for men?