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  1. If you live in Illinois and LOVE cruising the forest preserves, this place is NOTORIOUS for action. Here's a link >> http://chicago.citysearch.com/profile/11342147/countryside_il/arie_crown_forest_preserve_bicycle_trail_trail_diagram.html Be careful of the cops!
  2. Hey Open, your fisting experience sounds like heaven. Was it a conscious effort for your trainer to wean you off of poppers? I've always wondered what an "assgasm" would be like. I was able to get to mid-forearm without poppers but longed for DEPTH and wanted to really turn myself over to the experience. Although I was able to get to mid-forearm, I was unable to really relax and "let go." Did your fisting mentor gradually push your limits and get inside your head so that you could get to a higher place or state of pleasure?
  3. So far so good but why the need for the "n" word? Why do black dudes call each other the "n" word? Is it a form of endearment? If a white dude called a blk dude that, he would have his teeth missing! I don't understand the purpose. If blk dudes are offended when someone else call him that, why use the word at all?
  4. Hey Ray, do you wear your petticoats 24/7? (Girly guys rock!)
  5. Keep the loads inside. "Dem babies" need a warm HOME!
  6. Fuckboy, the next time you are at the baths, see if they have vending machines. The Steamworks in Chgo has a vending machine that supplies things like poppers, douche hoses etc. IN addition, check and see if there are metal nozzles (in the john) that are pointed. The pliable hoses slip over the metal nozzles that are attached to a water device. You can insert the rubber tube into yer cunt and flush it out. The hoses ran like 3 bucks and I saved mine and used it over and over again. Ask the staff if they (also) have suggestions if they don't have anything you can use. Hope this helps.
  7. Be sure to post the RAW loads going into your cunt.
  8. Keep us posted with your efforts. We are here to help you!
  9. My ex turned me on to Crisco for lube. So much cheaper than stuff you get on some of the sex sites.
  10. Here's a thought >> start your own group! This is a support grp. (And make sure it stays that way.) You know that phrase from Field Of Dreams >> "If you build it, they will come." What do you have to lose?
  11. LA/Fitness >> Melrose Park, Illinois >> 1000 West North Avenue (708-338-1135). Action in the sauna (depends on the time). More black and Hispanic dudes at the club.
  12. P.S. Don't compare yourself to others. The grass is NOT always greener over the fence.
  13. Shaved, I hear what you are saying. From time to time, I too have had online support and it has meant a lot BUT reality strikes and you realize that it's YOU, and only you, for support. Have you ever thought of a local gay support group? Not one that is related to HIV but to just gay men in general. I think that pursuing something like this, might be a good first step, for you to sort out your feelings. It's just a thought.
  14. Shaved, like I said. Think about this. Many times, people react and make decisions based on loneliness and what could've have been. Don't cave dude. Right now, you don't sound like you have a lot of supportive friends that would be there to help you through it (converting etc.) With you being as confused as you are right now, do you want to add THIS to it?
  15. There is one thing I would add (that would throw off your top). Make sure to say, "Thank you for cumming in my cunt." The top is probably NOT expecting that type of response. Why do I say "thank you?" You want to be remembered. Thanking a top in this way will have him remember the moment and YOU!
  16. I would suggest you start off with a medium plug and wear it for maybe 2 hours (in the house). Make sure it is heavily lubed. As you bend over and sit down, the plug will naturally go DEEP into your cunt. You want to make sure that you do this gradually. Increase the time in 30 min. intervals. You may also want to see how you do with wearing it through the night. You may also want to get into dildo play. I suggest a dildo about 7 inches with a suction cup. Clean yourself out, put on some bareback porn and ride the dildo for 10-15 min increments. Do this daily. Once you've done your "dildo homework," insert the butt plug into your cunt. You want to keep your cunt plugged so that you understand your role of "bottom." Does this help and does it make sense?
  17. Shaved, I don't think you are pathetic. We all have our own paths. You would be surprised at how many men are just like you, yearning to be loved, trying to fight the loneliness; trying to process your choices. I would think twice about having this Poz dude share his gift with you. Yes, this site is erotic and kinky, but I sense you are overwhelmed with things right now and it is best NOT to make these type of decisions WITHOUT things through the risks. It's kinda like when a person dies; many say it is NOT a good thing to make major decisions for at least 2 years after the person is gone. Personally, I think you are brave to post what you have!
  18. Yes, the girl I was with was someone who had a crush on me for a long time. We dated when I was out of grad school but never consummated the relationship at that time. It was only years later when she got divorced that we consummated things. There was something with her that was different from a guy. With her, I experienced an emotional and spiritual connection. She had a breast reduction and when I was touching her scars I kept thinking, "I'm making love to her ENTIRELY, to her scars and her past etc." It was different. I did NOT sense a physical connection with her >> the only connection I had was spiritual and emotional. Now, with my ex, I had a physical connection only. I did not have any connection spiritually or emotionally. I yearn for all 3 >> physical, emotional and spiritual. I don't know about the rest of you but (for me), I want all three. You can have a fast fuck and unload (and that is ok). But, I want something more.
  19. Hey Bear, did you dad take sexual liberties with you? (Teach you how to suck his cock and get fucked by him.)
  20. I just saw something about him via TIMFUCK. I thought maybe he is with that studio. Seems some of the guys that started with SXVIDEO have gone to TIM.
  21. LA/Fitness >> Broadview, Illinois >> 200 Broadview Square (708-273-6977). Action in the sauna (depends on time). I've also seen action in the showers and in the mens room (handicapped stall)
  22. I have to admit. I like the older stuff from Falcon. I use to get all of their pre-condom stuff. Then when they shifted to smooth boys and then films with condoms, I was outta there. They lost me as a customer. I love the older J.D. Cadinot stuff. He did erotic bareback with young twinks. it was heaven to watch! I like the TIM stuff for the male intensity. Initially, I like the Czech boys stuff, now I run from it. All that fake moaning and groaning. Not a turn on
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