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So what does undetectable really mean
TigerMilner replied to pozguy's topic in HIV/AIDS & Sexual Health Issues
Your next blood work will again measure your VL and you will be deemed undetectable when it is undetectable. Meaning the test can't measure below 20, 25, 50 or whatever range of tolerance your specific test uses as it's parameters. Undetectable is the result of the test when meds are working. At least as far as viral load goes. -
I find that most men get off on it. Men are pigs. It's great.
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Thanks Walkerth139. Your response kind of turned me on. Makes me feel kind of defended. lol. I have realized today that this seems to be happening to me more lately than before. Has me looking at a lot of things. I hear what you are saying. Nice pic btw.
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I hadn't thought about physical repercussions like you mention. I like to think of myself as fairly fit, so I sort of do go along with some rough housing when it's playful. I've had now three situations since the beginning of the year that left me injured, and yes once I did have to see a doctor. A 6'3" 210 lb guy damn near broke my back. I was folded in half then folded in half again. I never met up with him again. Maybe I'm putting out a vibe that says I need it rough. Not consciously. I have issues.
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Wow, BB that is hard core. Thanks for putting some perspective on it. I'm not even sure what some of the things you referred to means, which makes my situation seem much more clear and simple. I've always had this dilemma to some point at every stage of my adult gay sex life because I am attracted to men who tend to be aggressive and who are usually bigger and stronger than I am. I've said before that it goes back to my primal survival instincts and my need for a protector. I need a man to be stronger than me. I just don't need him to hurt me. But any physical activity will lead to injuries so I am simply writing my sore ribs off spending six hours on a big comfy couch and getting manhandled by a hot young jock with a 9" uncut cock. Which I thoroughly and completely enjoyed as he shot two loads of cum into me that evening. I shouldn't be bitching about sore ribs.
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I think you nailed it, yet that is why I am confused. Maybe I do enjoy it and won't admit it to myself. I do know I am not enjoying it today. I told him this afternoon that I was really sore from his knees in my ribs last night and he laughed and called me a pussy. I had another last weekend at a sex party who kind of took over me, getting off on deciding who got to fuck me and keeping me from seeing who it was. I got into him but at one point I was sucking his cock, as told, and he started hitting me in the face. After the third punch, I came off his cock, but refusing to tell him what to do or not to do, I simply looked him in the eye in a way that I guess conveyed that it was too much. He simply asked if I was ok, I said yes. He said then get back on my cock. But he never punched me again. I guess my real question is, do aggressive tops like that want to know your bottom's limits, or does it turn you on to see how much we can take? Does' it turn you off if we draw a line? Too much of a bottom? I've never been told that. But I suppose it is a distinct possibility. I have always been attracted to men who are bigger and stronger than me.
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Thanks Blue Eyes, I sort of know the answer in my mind but it's always good to bounce things off others. I have never had the kind of internal problems fortunately. And this guy has an amazing uncut 9" cock and he still fucks like a teenager. I've never been into younger men, but with this guy I've always sort of thought of him as my project. Turning him into an amazing top has kept me interested in him beyond what I normally would have been. At least that is what I tell myself. In reality, I love latin men with big cocks. I usually will not hook up with him when he is drunk. I just don't like men who are drunk. But yesterday I didn't realize til I was at his house that he was already wasted and he continued drinking. That is when things got so rough. I can usually tighten up my abs or whatever and not be hurt but when he jumped on top of me landing on my rib cage with his knees, I just wasn't ready. I can't believe how much it hurts today. Thanks for the kind words.
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I have a regular fuckbuddy who I do not write about nor videotape. We've been fucking for almost five years. He's twenty years younger than I am. I love his huge cock and I guess part of me gets off on having such a hot young jock be into fucking me. If you are over 40, you'll probably understand. He's about my size but alot stronger due to youth and physical work. He gets off on dominating me physically. I do find it hot to wrestle with him and ultimately get pinned then fucked. This morning I woke up in serious pain from him pressing his weight into me with his knees. I felt a sharp burning pain at the time and I made him get off me. It hurt a lot. My wrists are also sore from him grabbing them and holding them so tight that I could not get free. I should also mention that he was really drunk and it was more intense than usual last night. My question is: do I risk coming off as a wimp and tell him he is hurting me? I don't want to risk turning him off. What if a guy who can't handle him would be a turn off? Yes, I realize that the age difference is factoring in as well since I don't want to come off as too old for a young stud. On the other hand, he has been coming back regularly for nearly five years. At least I don't have any visible bruises. Damn I sound pathetic. Reading this back I sound like an abused woman. Damn that is sick. Why can't I give myself the advice I would give any stranger who asked me what to do.
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What are the dates?
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How do i get into the porn industry?
TigerMilner replied to cbd26's topic in Bareback Porn Discussion
Start your own xtube page and make your own porn. It's hotter and you own it. Doing porn doesn't pay what you probably think it does. No one pays for porn these days and the studios are hurting. -
So what does undetectable really mean
TigerMilner replied to pozguy's topic in HIV/AIDS & Sexual Health Issues
My doctor says that undetectable is now considered below 20. The changes in the number are due to increasingly better and better testing. Undetectable refers only to the measure of hiv virus in the bloodstream. It has nothing to do with CD4 cells or AIDS diagnosis. It is achievable within 30 days of going on meds, but as has been pointed out, that doesn't erase whatever damage the virus may have already done. That is why it is so important to get tested regularly and get on meds as soon as possible, before the virus invades your dna and does damage you may never recover from. -
Click here to see Tiger Milner's original blog post... I met this college football player on Grindr. He is only 19 years old, which is younger than I usually go for, but one look at his big veiny cock, and I was hooked. This young black bear wanted in my ass and he got a pass. He didn't mind me videtaping as long as he could too. I uploaded his footage and included it so you get another point of view. This was hard to edit, as cutting any of it was hard to do. Too bad he went back to school. I bet I hear from him over the holidays. Touchdown. More...
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Click here to see Tiger Milner's original blog post... shooting like a fountain - XTube Porn Video - miami1989 More...
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You have to know how to use your ass muscles or you will be a boring fuck. I mean when you kiss do you just lean back and open your mouth? I hope not. Participate. The asshole is made up of muscles basically and they can be trained.
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Click here to see Tiger Milner's original blog post... getting my cunt fucked understall in park toilet: met a hot married guy that wanted to fuck my cunt understall in a park toilet. He called me a slut and a cock whore as he fucked me hehe More...
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Anyone want to fuck? Make an anonymous hotel room video? Hit me up. I've been too good lately.
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Hoarding Cum to Bottle and Use as Lube
TigerMilner replied to Blueyedsoul's topic in General Discussion
Fresh cum is the best lube. Frozen in condoms, it is not the same, but it is good when a man wants a cummy hole and you don't have time to collect loads to please him. I've saved my own cum as well as any load I get in a condom. That is why I never turn down a condom fuck. I get the load in the end. You sound like a fun top. -
Click here to see Tiger Milner's original blog post... Public Changing Room - XTube Porn Video - sexyAlex90 Just sharing something I think is hot. Enjoy. More...
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Bottoms: What do you do when you're not enjoying the fuck?
TigerMilner replied to rawTOP's topic in General Discussion
I usually can readjust my own head and get back to where I need to be in order to enjoy getting fucked, unless a guy is just being abusive, can't cum, or is an asshole. If I feel it is one of those three cases, I might just leave, or walk away if it is a sex club or party situation. It has to be bad for me not to enjoy it, so I trust my gut. -
There are a lot of guys like you out there. A lot. The risk to tops is much less than bottoms. Find yourself a positive bottom who is on meds and breed the hell out of him.
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How about a famous Anonymous ass on 10/4?
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Damn that is hot! PM me the contact info. I need a good massage...lol. Seriously.
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Seeking advice on planning a NYC hotel gangbang
TigerMilner replied to Bbdb's topic in New York Metro Area
I think the idea for a Breeding Zone gathering sounds hot, as long as it isn't a bottom's convention! We need tops! Lots of hard horny tops. I'd also love to make a video with some hot tops. Separate issue though. Don't want to scare anyone off with cameras. I'd rather just fuck. -
Seeking advice on planning a NYC hotel gangbang
TigerMilner replied to Bbdb's topic in New York Metro Area
Good questions. I've never been brave enough to do this in New York, and I am pretty damn adventurous. When are you going? I'm going October 4-8 but don't want to try this at the Hilton I'm staying at for work. A trashy dive would be better. Having someone else there would be good too. Let us all know how it goes. -
Wow, it's crazy that it is so close to Florida and so much trouble to be had. Fucking Castro. I appreciate the insights. I will definitely plan to go via a legitimate American tour group, then just sneak away to meet my buddy who will have arranged a group of men to be waiting. That is the plan at this point, but it can't happen now for nearly a year since I have taken a job. Don't have the flexibilty I enjoyed as a freelance artist.
