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  1. Both of those are great, and I love Cumsloppy Buttholes! Breeding Ian Jay is smoking hot too. Breeding Season 1 and 2!
  2. It's probably 100% safe, since no will want to fuck with you. It's basically a big thick rubber condom with a cool name. And someone mentioned the female condom. Have you ever seen one in someone? NOTHING hot about having a rubber bag hanging out of your hole with a ring around it. Worst idea ever. A guy at the health clinic gave me a dozen a few years ago. I still have all 12 in a drawer somewhere.
  3. Man up guys. If a man wants to use a condom, I'm not turning away a good fuck. Just keep the condom and do what you want with the load later. Still makes great lube. I've got quite a few in the freezer! lol
  4. Click here to see Tiger Milner's original blog post... As a young boy, during my pre-teen years, and after my crush on the forbidden Ken doll, and after I had a firm fetish in my mind about GI Joe, I felt an oddly uncomfortable fascination with Batman and Robin. I especially identified with Robin. Batman was my hero. He was smart, rich, and had that awesome mask and cape. And he treated Robin with respect and allowed him to fawn all over him without it being unseemly. God I wanted to be Robin. Today I found this on Facebook. The masks are hot, but this position for fucking is one of my all time favorites. Any man who can pick me up while his cock is embedded in me, is a man I can give it all to. I have been fucked like this several times, but by no means often enough. I was lucky that my first partner, who I met at the age of 21 when he was 29, was a former hockey player with thighs like tree trunks, broad shoulders and strong arms. He had stayed in shape after college as an obsessive runner and tennis player. People said he looked alot like the pro tennis champion Jimmy Conner. I guess he did, but he was much more handsome than that to me. He also had an 8" cock with a big flared head that was practically blunt at the end, meaning very little taper to ease it's entry. Of Danish decent, he had the body and dick of a true viking in a business suit. He was 5'11" and weighed 185 while I was 5'9" and barely weighed 130 lbs. at the time. A little blonde twink. Just what he wanted. He practically raped me til I learned to accept, then to love getting fucked by him. The word "NO" was simply short for nothing. It meant nothing to him. In those early years, I often had a hard time letting go and opening up for his assault, and this position was one of the one's that got me to give in to the fuck. Arms locked around his neck, impaled on his cock, with his massive thighs thrusting his dick and me upward, gravity took over. I learned to love getting fucked by doing it in this way. Emotionally I got off on holding myself up by locking my arms around his thick neck and the fact that I had no say in the choice of going up and down on the dick. I was a rag doll. His fuck toy. My inner whore was released by Newton's Law, what goes up, must come down. In his memory, and his honor, I had to post this and call it this month's Position of the Month. Thanks Paul. I think of you everytime a man picks me up with his dick inside me. You trained me well. And thanks Robin, you set a good example. More...
  5. I have never had to ask a man to stop, but condoms do it make it painful. Could be a latex sensitivity, but I think it is more the friction. It takes alot of lube with a condom where as I can take a raw cock with just spit. Pre-lubed condoms are a joke. There is no where near enough lube on them. The latex tends to grab onto the little hairs around the hole too, and that really hurts more than the friction. I don't shave my asshole.
  6. Click here to see Tiger Milner's original blog post... Hard fuck machine - XTube Porn Video - aHungFrench I love this top! All his vids are hot. More...
  7. As long as he is not calling ME a pussy, I'm ok with it.
  8. Could it be you got infected prior to your two loads two nights ago? I mean was that your first time ever? It usually takes 2-12 weeks. Mine was 2 and a half weeks. I got tested a week later and it still came up negative. Another four weeks later, I had enough antibodies to test positive. Get tested, but do it again in a month and again in 3 months.
  9. I think this response is hilarious, but spot on. I've noticed that in the last few years especially, bottoms are ass up and ready for loads, but are demanding them asap. What a turn off. I totally agree, yet, for tops to remember that Penthouse Forum letters about a man's stamina are referring to pussy, not assholes. Stamina is good for me since I like to get fucked, a lot, and it is disappointing if a top cums quickly if that means he is done for the night. But I do love it when a top busts pretty quickly then proceeds to give me a good and thorough fucking leading up to his second load. Stamina for sake of stamina just wears a hole out. I try not to ask for the load unless I get a clear sense that it will send him over the top, like he needs the encouragement. Oh, and there is no point in daily douching. Do it to prepare for getting fucked and do it well, but don't do it as a habit. It is not healthy.
  10. Seaguy is correct. I've chatted with him many times on BBRT but haven't met. Didn't know he had a grandson! Damn.
  11. Click here to see Tiger Milner's original blog post... Kroussibo fill up Fleshlight with multiple cumshots #2 - XTube Porn Video - Kroussibo I have found my future husband. Me, him and that fleshlight could live happily ever after. The way he teases then fucks that rubber hole makes me know he's a great fuck, and that cock! I hope he speaks english. If you know him and can hook me up, seriously! I want him. More...
  12. Put some peanut butter on your asshole first. lol
  13. My first videos and my first blindfolded, door unlocked hookups were exactly what you described. I had fantasized about taking cocks while blindfolded, but had only done with a fuck buddy who I knew. I wanted to do it for real. The thing that gave me the nerve to go thru with it was the idea of secretly filming it and watching later to see who actually fucked me. It was so hot. Some of my best videos were filmed that way. Unfortunately, it is illegal to film someone without their knowledge in places where privacy is assumed. Such as in sexual situations or in bathrooms. I've since made plenty with guys who knew and just pretended not to know, but it is just not as hot to me. I've never thought of blackmailing anyone with my videos, though I'm sure some of them could net me a fortune. But I like most of my fuck buddies too much for that. The ones with money would give me money if I really needed it. I respect them too much to try to black mail them.
  14. Just go get tested for all STI's and for HIV. Have them do anal and oral swabs in case they don't offer. Sometimes they don't. Three times is nothing if you have been barebacking for many years. Make it a habit of doing it at least twice a year.
  15. Flickr deleted all my x rated stuff and sent me a warning.
  16. Click here to see Tiger Milner's original blog post... Faggot Euphoria - XTube Porn Video - cubburpingloads More...
  17. That video went too far. I have had guys take things too far as well. I remember one who I did a video with who kept squeezing my balls. I hate that. It made me want to puke, and it made me angry. Oddly, I said nothing and just rode it out. I shot a scene a few months ago with a hot dom top who asked me what my limits were and I made the mistake of saying some crap about not believing the bottom should be giving the top rules. It was all I could do not to lose my composure as he hit my ass so hard we had to stop filming at one point because I was bleeding. Not from my asshole, but he had broken the skin on my ass cheeks. The next day I had to film again, and I looked like total dungeon trash because my ass was covered in red hand-shaped whelts. The Art Director tried to cover it with make up, but it sweat right off. Not even sure the studio is going to release it or not. I never saw the footage but the stills were hot, I have to admit. I remember one in particular where the top was on my back choking me and my face was totally red. I could not breath for real. It looked good. lol. I like agressive sex, but when it goes too far it is scary and i don't like being left marked up, or bleeding. Sore I can handle.
  18. Click here to see Tiger Milner's original blog post... My blog was officially moved to my own domain today. Woo hoo! This is the first step in the evolution of Tiger Milner into a brand of it's own. Please let me know if you encounter any glitches related to bookmarks of the original TigerMilner.blogspot.com address. It is supposed to be seamless and should transfer automatically, but you know how things can go. The best thing about this next step is that I do not have to worry about Blogger, xtube or anyone else shutting me down. Xtube already did that and I learned a few lessons out of that loss. Blogger never has, but with ads on the site, they could at any time as they are strictly for personal blogs and not for anything that is commercial. In order to do what I want to do with video and writing, I need to make some income from it and can't have that potential be something that anything less than encouraged. So, now I have my own domain, my own home on the web so to speak. Next I am working with a web developer on adding features to the site that will be very exciting. I will always have a blog as part of the site and that will always be free, but in an effort to monetize this effort I am adding new videos that have never before been seen that will be income generators. I am also becoming an affiliate for some really cool adult products and possibly a web-cam service as well. I had hoped to debut it all at once when we made the move to the domain name, but it just wasn't realistic. Please email me if you encounter glitches or with suggestions for anything you'd like to see here. It is going to be a lot of fun for me and hopefully for you as well. Thanks to all who have followed me for the past couple of years as this fetish for filming my sexual adventures has become something that an amazing number of you have enjoyed along with me. Fuck yeah! More...
  19. Erections are awesome, man. Why do you think being submissive means not having a natural response to the pleasure of being with a man? Punishment? Chastity belts? Drugs? Fuck that. Many tops like it when you stay hard during a fucking. Be good to your self.
  20. I would like to be able to delete my own posts if and when I get over my rant. I've never found a way to do that. Also, profiles don't tell us much about someone beyond groups they belong to and who has visited their profile. A little bio would be nice, the typical profile stuff. I get friend requests and I usually want to check them out before I accept. Profiles really don't tell me enough to base the decision on, so I typically look at their past posts. Just some observations.
  21. How is your ass doing by now? Better I hope. I want to hear about that Dom/Sub/addiction presentation when you finish it.
  22. I read this article this morning and felt it was about time. I really related to what he said about the newly infected among us. Having been pozzed just last year and at a time when I was less active than I have been for years, I was like "you gotta be kidding, NOW?" I've been barebacking for 20 years and was at a point where I thought I must be one of the lucky ones with a natural immunity. The stigma attached has been as bad for me as the illness, which was rough for the first nine months. I am like your friend I guess in that I couldn't stand the thought of this virus being inside me, invading me, increasing daily, and the first doctors I saw weren't going to put me on meds because the virus "hadn't damaged me enough yet". You gotta be fucking kidding me. What other potentially fatal disease is ignored until it damages you enough? I felt dirty, infectious, and very much like a leper. Maybe it was my own stigma that was a problem, as I was very ignorant about what this all means. I thought I knew a lot about HIV/AIDS because I knew people who died, but until it became my reality, I didn't know how little I knew. I have to say that finding this forum helped me alot. It is the only place I could talk about it and not feel ashamed. I never knew there were actually guys who thought it was hot. I'm not there yet, but it was good to know. I also felt stupid. Who goes out in this day and age and gets infected? I kept asking myself over and over. I have known lots of guys who died in the early 1990's and I have lots of friends who are positive, but none recently infected. I felt like my sleazy secret side had been exposed. Talking to the poz friends i have and attending support groups only made it worse, because their experience was so different than the experience of being newly poz in 2012. They really freaked me out. I had sex with a poz top while I was still running a fever of 101.5 and I bred a poz bottom a month after my diagnosis as I began to find my way sexually. One fuck buddy stuck with me, but we used condoms until I was certain I was undetectable. I was sure he would be poz too, but when he turned out to be negative, I really felt like a whore. I mean he and I had sex at least once a week for four years and he didn't get it? I couldn't believe it. It meant a great deal to me that he didn't turn away from me, but it also made me feel even sleazier that I got it and he didn't. I lost all of my other fuck buddies, most of whom were married and not willing to take a risk, undetectable or not. I am really into the Stigma Project and think I am going to make it my cause. I'm still sorting through it all, but I feel strongly that it is the gay community as a whole who need to come to terms with out collective feelings and elimanate the stigma. This is a disease, not a character defect.
  23. I really like how you think RT. I have had my issues with depression, obsession, and addiction. Sometimes I have wondered whether the "all you can eat" approach to risky sexual behaviors is part of it all. I have to acknowledge that it is. I have been in and out of 12 step programs for 20 years and have done a few stints in rehabs and detoxes. In fact, I just recently did one in Ft Lauderdale and now have 23 clean. I was clean for nearly 4 years when I tested positive last year. That made me give up. I no longer cared about being clean. I had a license to use anything I could to make me feel better. I binged, which is my usual way of doing things. Until last month, exstacy was as bad as it got, but when I found myself using meth again, I woke up to reality. I didn't want to go down that road again. Fortunately for me, I still had a support network in place in Narcotics Anonymous and I was welcomed back. I have a group of guys, all straight, who truly care about me and know nearly all my most intimate and decadent secrets. I don't get into specifics about sexual positions or details that are inappropriate with them, but I do have a former sponsor who is gay who I can tell anything too. He even knows about my videos and blog. He does not approve, but he is there for me if I need someone to unload on. I do recommend NA over the other 12 step programs because it is based on the same 12 step model, but without the Big Book rhetoric which I find old fashioned, and a bit out of date. It is more modern and up to date and does not have the "christian" basis that Mountain Man mentioned. I just have to always make sure that my Higher Power is not a man. I have been in that situation a few times. And i easily could be again. I think that is why I let myself adopt the goal of being a sexual adventurer, in order to avoid the intimacy, and ultimately the pain, of being in love. That is what I would like to hear about if I were attending your workshop, Being addicted to whatever makes me feel better, love, sex, food, drugs, shopping, etc. It's all about dopamine. Can you be addicted to cum? It does make me feel better. I wonder if I should be sharing this information here? What the fuck.
  24. That is referring to the particular strain of the virus you have. They always want to know that so that if you have a drug resistant strain they know that up front and you don't go thru the hit or miss approach to meds. 17K is not very high viral load but 450 is below normal for cd4 cells. It should all correct pretty quickly if you go on meds. The viral load will go to undetectable in a month or two but the cd4 cells take longer to rebuild. I do not know anything about Stribild. I'm on Complera, which is new as of last year and my viral load has remained undetectable with a few slight blips and my cd4 cells are increasing. You will be ok. d
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