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  1. Next time i"m in Tampa I'm gonna try out the Rainbow Cabaret. Know right where it is. Thanks for telling me. Anxious to hear how Slammers is on weeknights too, but I know that is not your post. I'll try to let you know when I'm up there. Wont be for 6 weeks or more though.
  2. Bearbandit, this board IS Breeders Home Journal! Seems a douching thread comes up at least once a month, lol. We practicallly need a bottom category. That is the only thing that makes me want to hold back sharing on this board. A lot of tops read this too and I don't want them knowing all this. It's like straight men reading about a woman's period! lol. They just need to know that I have an amazing ass. What I do to get it there is none of their concern. But do send me that recipe. We bottoms have to have our "sowing circle". And please, guys, don't want to hear about tops who douche in case or because they expect a good rim job first. Don't want to know that. lol
  3. My first partner used to do me that way all the time and I have always loved it ever since. My own cum is my #1 favorite lube. I don't always even cum when I get fucked, but if a guy takes me there, all the better. When I first started doing anon hookups and I would get a response from a piggy top that said he wanted to breed me after another man had, at first I was shocked. I mean barebacking was one thing but to do it one after another at first was too much for me to comprehend. Then I started saving my own cum so that when I got that request, I could offer up a cummy hole without doubling my risk. Stupid logic, but the tops never knew the difference. That is how I learned how hot it was to get fucked with loads in my ass. lol. But don't tell anyone.
  4. It is never wrong to tell a partner what you want or need, just don't let yourself sound demanding or desperate. It is not hot when the bottom starts saying "gimme your load" as soon as the top sticks his dick in. This makes some tops feel used and/or pressured. It can be a real turn off. I know when I am topping, I don't like for the bottom to say it. You'll get it when I get there. Don't rush me. I'd rather have a man tell me he wants to breed my hole any day. Better yet, I love it when a man just says, I'm cumming inside you. That is just me.
  5. I agree with what RT said about bottoms not having a sex drive means no motivation to go out and get fucked. The increase in libido that is experienced with Testosterone therapy does not mean it turns you into a top. I've always been predominately a bottom. It's how I'm wired. But I love it when I am getting fucked and have a raging boner. It doesn't always happen, but it is hot when it does and it does more often now. It's like being in your teens or twenties again in a lot of ways. If you are positive, it is prescribed for numerous reasons other than libido, that is just a bonus.
  6. Really? I've never tried that place. I just thought it was old. I was impressed with the Tampa Men's Club. Got to be one of the cleanest and nicest bath houses I've ever seen. Empty, but nice. lol. I mean crown moulding and hardwood floors? In a bath house? Nice! Staff was hot too.
  7. I had a similar concern just last week. A former fuck buddy who I am now friends with just broke up with his partner, who is close friends with my best client. My best client knows me as a famous artist, but not as a cumwhore, amatuer porn guy with a blog. My former fuck buddy showed his partner my blog about 6 months ago. Now I know his partner will gossip. My best client is a monogamous gay couple who I think will not approve. Tangled web. I've wondered when I go to parties at their house if anyone there knows me like you guys know me. I have fun with it in my own mind, but it has never affected my business life before. We will just have to see. I've already got my response about how many well known artists have done porn, i.e., Andy Warhol, Jeff Koons. I'm also showing in a group show of all nudes this fall, and my pieces are all going to be self portraits, and my best client is on the board of directors of the art center where it will be. So i guess I'm starting to blur the lines myself. I just hope I spin it right.
  8. There is no place in Tampa like Slammers, you are right. Though Tampa does have bookstores with Gloryholes, which is also hot. NO where near the same as Slammers, but hot nonetheless.
  9. Staight/married men are the best thing about Craigslist. Married men have learned that anonymous gay bottom whores are alot easier and hungrier than women. And they don't have to date us, buy us anything, or even talk to us. It's a perfect scenario for them. And when I'm doing the anonymous fuck hole thing, all I want is their load. It's actually hotter to me that they are straight identifying.
  10. I thought the shots hurt like a bitch, but then I'm a pussy when it comes to needles. The clinic I went to also gave a B 12 shot with each dose every two weeks and the B 12 shot didn't anything like the T shot did. The stuff is very thick. I also started the shots at about age 40. I guess I was fearing aging. I was also working out alot and hoping it would help me beef up some. I worried that the Androgel wouldn't work as well but I've been really pleased with it. I like the daily dosing rather than the two week intervals of the shots. I have never tried the Axiron. I do know guys who have done their own shots and get it from a doctor that they get botox from (no i don't use botox). I'd be interested in trying the Axiron. I think I'll bring it up when I see the Dr next month. Maybe I won't the acne on my shoulders with that. I didn't get it with the shots either. Good thread.
  11. I was taking the shots every two weeks for about a year when I got pozzed. They were very expensive. My Immunologist told me to forget the shots and he has prescribed Androgel 1.62 since it is good for fatigue which comes with the virus. So I now get it covered by my insurance where the shots were $65 out of my pocket. My copay is only $32 for a months supply. I like taking it but I have developed "b acne" on my shoulders which I have never had before. My nipples are erect ALL the time now too. lol. Some of my shirts are embarrassing! In mixed company anyway. I'm sure it's the T. My Dr thinks it's my imagination, but I've never had erect nipples in my life. THey are sensitive as hell too. I think if a guy pinches them I'd hit him. But I would recommend it. And at least I know what I'm getting with Androgel. Kind of never did with the shots, though both of them make my dick get hard like a teenager. Oh, my T levels were at the low end of normal, but still normal. Low enough that the clinic would sell me shots. I was told to apply it to my chest and shoulders. The directions specifically state not to apply to genital areas so I have not. Kind of afraid to mess with that area. lol. It is a hormone after all.
  12. Even though sometimes I wish I hadn't wasted nearly 10 years of my life married to a woman, I don't regret it since I wouldn't have three amazing (adopted) kids who make my life have meaning. I try to remember that whenever I have those feelings of regret. If it weren't for my kids, I'd probably have died of a drug overdose by now. I've had an amazing life and lots of rich experiences and I can't complain. Funny the only times I do feel that regret is when I go to parties at the million dollar homes of some of my friends who have been partnered for years. Two men with good professions can rack up a fortune if they are smart. I wonder where i'd be if I had a doctor or a lawyer for a husband all these years. Then I realize I'd rather have my kids than their three italian greyhounds and their vacation memories. Plus, like RT said, I'm sure that monogamy would not have worked for me. Plus, I have a damn nice house, even if it is more artist studio than designer photo spread. I recently heard from a guy who I used to see when I was 22 years old and he was 21. I actually had a partner at the time who was 30. I was cheating on him with the 21 year old. We became very close. We parted when he told me he was in love with me and wanted me to leave my partner to be with him. Being a selfish cunt, I said no because i was in college and my partner was past that and had a great job and a nice condo. My life was easier with him. I was actually in love with him, but when it came right down to it, the money made my mind up for me. When he called me after all these years, I couldn't help but wonder what life might have been like with him. I still can't believe he called me after so long. But again, no regrets.
  13. I've found that the people who work in the clinics say that kind of thing as a scare tactic and they think they are doing a service. They are not well paid so you can't expect them to stay up on the latest research. Taking cum orally is very low risk. You have to have bleeding gums and take a poz load from someone who is not on meds. You have your facts straight. It is far less risky than anal sex. Keep up your service.
  14. I wish I had my foreskin. I know it would feel even better. I know a guy who has been working on "regrowing" his. Looks good. But he has been doing it with an uncomfortable looking device for over 10 years, so I am not compelled to try that.
  15. I really discovered JPC films on xtube when someone posted Harem in sections. I love how he used black and indian men, usually fucking a blonde american. The kid in Harem even looks like I did at that age, so it is a real fantasy trip to jerk off watching that. I agree that the sex in his films is hotter than todays porn, even if the scenes are short. I don't care for plot in porn other what it takes to get guys to fuck, but his are interesting, I guess because they are foreign to me. Same goes for Eric Videos porn today. His have a similar feel, though the fucking is more like TIM. He does always seem to do a few minutes of set up. It also turns me on not to understand the language.
  16. Too tight for it means you haven't learned muscle control. It's not like the rest of us so worn out we need two cocks. I can be as tight as I want to be, yet I can take 2 9" cocks and it is amazing. BTW, it is actually easier with two big cocks than two average ones. Forget doing it with smaller dicks, the angles just don't work. You spend the whole time trying to one or the other back inside. Two big ones can fuck you good and not always be coming out.
  17. Protecting yourself is in no way cheating. One less reason for a guy not to fuck me.
  18. I am big on being clean, though if I am dating or in a relationship and my man wants to unload I let him. For those asking about details, here is a link to that silly german video that does such a simple and thorough explanation of the how and why of douching. It is in German but has subtitles and "illustrations" that make it clear what you are doing and why. Some guys go way overboard. I have been guilty of that myself. I have even gone to the extreme of having a colonic before a night of taking on a lot of guys. lol. It's expensive, but it is thorough and last you for at least 12 hours which is longer than I usually last. http://www.xtube.com/watch.php?v=IXBUv-G564-
  19. I am not saying it is my favorite way, but it is a favorite memory. I was totally naked, waiting, and he came in wearing a navy pinstripe suit, unzipped his fly and stuffed his fat hard on in my face. When he was ready, he fucked me the same way, completely clothed, me totally naked. It was amazing. When he came, he zipped up and left.
  20. Thanks Cumbro, glad you got it. I guess it was sweet and hot, but it was also hot and sweet. I stil feel love for any man I;ve ever loved. I refuse to believe that love just goes away. I love him and I miss him.
  21. I do need to add that at 18,19, and even 20, I used gloryholes for quick anonymous suck offs and was so nieve I didn't realize that half the time the catcher spun around and his asshole was now sucking me off or I was fucking it good. I bred whatever it was, throat, cunt, asshole, I could hardly tell the difference. They were warm, wet, and delicious places to shoot the load they coaxed up out of me. And Id have to say that me and Uclatinosj could have a fun versatile time cause I sure see his hot masculines side but I clearly see his amazing manly ass too. Damn we woud rock it out! With him, I want to be bottom cause he's a masculine top, but I want him to be bottom cause i like to fuck a hot meaty latin ass! And his is HOT.
  22. I used to say that a thick 7" cock is perfect for daily use. Anything bigger is cool but usually more of an ordeal than I'd like on a regular basis. But I've had a regular fuck buddy for 4 1/2 years who breeds me at least weekly and his dick is a fat ucut solid 9" and I love it. It feels perfect and I feel thoroughly fucked when he is done. I am spoiled. I need it. I love it. I want it. He has my perfect cock.
  23. I fantasized about getting fucked by the men I was attracted to starting in high school. Back then it was the jocks. I was thin and not good at sports, but all my buddies were athletes. I had grown up with them. I made myself part of the clique by being sports editor of the yearbook. I didn't get fucked for the first time til I was 18 and in college and it hurt. It frustrated me that I wanted something so badly that hurt so much. I also worried that my fantasies were related to my dad's abandonement when I was 11. At 21 I finally admitted to myself I was gay. I wanted a man and I met the man I was to spend the next four years with the first time I went to a bath house. He fucked me that first night and every time we had sex after that. I wanted it but I hated it. I found the book "The Joy of Gay Sex" and found out that getting fucked was something you could learn to be better at. I learned to relax my sphincters. I learned to douche. I learned to ride his cock while he lay on his back. It was easier for me to take in that position. As I learned to do it, I learned to love it. I finally felt like my sexuality matched my fantasy and my reality. I accepted I was gay and that I was meant to be a bottom. The men i have always been attracted to are tops. I suppose I am a vers bottom, since I do like to fuck sometimes, but that is because I do have a dick and I can appreciate a hot ass. But I am most in touch with my soul when a man is inside me.
  24. Azd, you have a smokin hot hole in your picture, but BB gear jocks is not a TIM video. TIM stands for Treasure Island Media. I think you are referring to a category, and that is a category that TIM does not make. But it can be hot.
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