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Bah.... rapid antigen test came back negative again... :-(

Sounds great! What kind of upload limits are you considering?

I dont understand it, as i'm happy being a guy, with a dick, who gets fucked by other guys, with dicks.... Thats why I'm gay, and proud of it also. That said, i will never judge others for what turns them on, or the decisions they make, we are all different, and thats what makes the world so freakin great!

Id definitely upload my content to it - provided the upload limit was big enough. The problem i currently have is that i've shit loads of content, but most places have a 50-100MB upload limit... which just isnt enough i'm afraid. Great idea though rawTOP

That sounds exactly like what i've got at the moment... for 5 days no my massive amounts of meds has had little or no impact on the pain... it's barely scratched the surface. Thanks for your input lads - i'd say it was safe to say that i'm now poz... i'm going to get a rapid 20 minute antigen test tomorrow, so lets see what that returns.

Hi Guys, I post this to ask opinions from those guys who have gone through HIV Sero Conversion. This last two weeks i've been really ill. First off i had a real nasty chesty cough, then a sore throat. On thursday i woke up with a blinding headache, aversion to light and a still neck. On Friday, after a decent nights sleep, it had deteriotated into the same, plus, cold sweats and a huge temperature of 110F. After speaking to NHS direct (a devision of the NHS here in the UK) they opted to rush me to hospital in an ambulance. At hospital, Meningitis was ruled out, but the Doc said it was clear that i was going down with a virus. He didnt test for which virus, and just dismissed me telling me to double up my doses of Ibuprofen (for pain relief) and co-codamol (for temperature control). That evening, i was violently ill, and have continued to have the same agonising headache and light aversion ever since. Now, all this follows my dirty bareback holiday to antwerp, and the Sheffield BB gang bang i was the bottom at a week later.... I didnt know the HIV status of any of the 60 or so guys who fucked and bred my at the two events. I'm guessing that the "virus" the doc says i've got is the HIV virus - however i cant get tested for it as my PCT (primary care trust) doesnt offer the 20 min antigen test. And wil have to wait 3 months before i can get a normal test due to the window period. My question is, those of you who are openly poz on here, and who can remember your sero-conversion - did any of you have symptoms such as the ones i've described here? Any input greatly appreciated. I'm pretty confident that i'm going through my sero-conversion... just looking for a little confirmation from fellow barebackers.

Not been in a relationship since 2007, however when we were together i loved nothing more than seeing him spread his arse cheeks and take some random raw cock up there whilst i watched. Or seeing him slip his cock up a strangers hole bare and unload in them.. then when we get home he'd stuff his cock that'd just been up that strangers hole up me... fantastic. Such a shame we split up because the sex was hot - he just turned out to be a cunt.. haha.

Let me know what you think guys.... always great to get feedback.

Click here to see Sauna Slut's original blog post... To round off my few weeks leave, last night I headed down to Sheffield in South Yorkshire to be the bottom of honour at a dirty bareback gang bang. There were about 6 tops in total, and myself there to take whatever they wanted to give me. I arrived at about 8pm, and we all chatted a bit, had a few beers, then moved into the bedroom. I was wearing my black jockstrap, and quickly stripped down to it, before getting on the bed. The party was organised by eurogrowl (bbrt.com) and held at his flat. He was the first to fuck me, and before long we were joined by everyone else. The rest of the night passed in a haze of poppers and relentless pounding by some huge cocks. Over the next hour or so, i took everyones load. We then retired to the sitting room, where we had a few more drinks. I had to sit with a towel over the chair, because my arse was full of so much cum and my arse so sloppy, it would have made a real mess of eurogrowl's furniture! After a while we moved back into the bedroom for round 2. I took most guys loads again. At this point, eurogrowl said he wanted a piss, and stuffed his cock up my hole, before filling me with his piss. My god there was so much of it, I could feel my innards being flooded with hot amber nectar. When he'd finished, he proceeded to pound my hole as hard as he could, then he pulled out, and loads of piss and spunk poured from my hole, down my balls, onto the bedsheets beneath. Then another guy lined himself up and slid into my very sloppy hole, working the remaining piss and spunk even deeper into my hole. After a while he said he was going to cum, and i urged him on until he loaded me up again. Eurogrowl then went into me sloppy seconds, saying he was going to "churn the butter", he fucked me so hard and fast, i could feel the spunk inside me turning into a frothy cream, dribbling down my hole and balls. It was fucking great! I had a great night, and left there totally satisifed. Whats more, I managed to get some videos and photos for you all.... we're going to arrange another session where it's all filmed properly. I finally think i've found a bunch of bareback bastards as dirty as me, who love filming the action! Enjoy! I sure did! This last photo is a still from the last scene of the video, me totally collapsed out on the bed, my hole ravaged from hours of hard raw fucking, loaded to the brim with spunk and piss. I tell you, it was freaking awesome! Don't forget, if you're a top, or group of tops, and want a pass around party bottom, definitely get in touch! Email me at confessionsofabarebacksaunaslut@yahoo.co.uk or text me at 07986479507 The guys last night all loved fucking my hole, with such comments as: "Holy fuck, i could fuck this hole all night!" "Oh god yeah, I'm gonna breed your beautiful ass!" Eurogrowl - the guy who organised this session, is available on barebackrt.com, profile "Eurogrowl". More...

Got my last load(s) last night at a gang bang i was the bottom at in Sheffield, UK. I got fucked and piss fucked by 6-7 tops for 5 hours. It was great... there are pictures and videos on my blog - see my signature for the link!

Shame you're not top John - we had a great gang bang of my slut hole in Sheffield last night... took 7 tops cum inside me... all poz! Am writing my blog posting about it now!

Im not at all into the masters and slaves thing, never been into calling my tops sir, or all that jazz... no one owns me in that sense.. however my hole is there for anyone to use, i'm there for anyone to use.. no questions asked. I accepted a long time ago that as i am never going to say no to someone who wants to fuck me, and they're always going to fuck me raw, that invariably, i will one day become poz. It's something i thought long and hard over, and accept fully. I acknowledge, and to a degree, even desire the HIV virus... as no true cumdump, should be neg for long. Guys doing what i do, getting used by the guys i get used by, in the places i get used, as often as i get used... should not still be testing negative. When i'm with a guy, my hole is his to breed and seed... he can use it to cum inside, or piss inside... he can also whore me out to any other tops who want to breed and seed me. He can profit from my hole. He doesnt own me in the master/slave sense... i'm not going to call him sir, or boss, or Mr. ABC... In short, i dont identify as a slave.... just as a trashy fuck slut.

Taken over 20 loads in one day on a number of occasions. The first time was at Alert - a fetish night in Manchester, UK which i went to last year - i took 32 loads from 32 different guys there... that was in an 7 hour period. The most recent time, i took 21 loads in one evening, all from different guys - that was last wednesday night during my slutty break to Antwerp, Belgium. I took 17 in my hotel room, and the remainder at a cruise bar called Oink Oink. I hope to come close to the 20 mark on Thursday this week, when i go to Sheffield, UK to be the cum dump at a gang bang which is being organised by two friends of mine. God knows how i still test negative! :-p

I am just a hole. I pride myself in that I dont look for a relationship, and that i let anyone who wants to fuck my hole raw, and fill me with piss and spunk. I go to sex parties, saunas, cottages, cruising etc, and just take anything i can get. I'm here to be used, the more the merrier. I NEVER turn down a load. Regardless of age, size, looks, or status... my hole is here to be used. My hole is me. I am a fuck hole.

I know.. thats why it shows as edited, I went back to try and uncheck that box... i realised only too late. My bad.

Great story.. hope your gift takes hold with some of those boys... the world needs more slut boys with the gift.

I am curious... I get tested every so often, and each time recently it's come back totally clean on all counts. That's despite my barebacking being even more rampant now than at any point in my life. A few years ago a test revealed that I had Herpes and Syphilis, and i'm sure that after my belgium trip that I will test positive for even more bugs... So i'm wondering, what bugs have you caught in the past, or have you got now, through barebacking. Also, do you worry about getting any infections from bareback? Or are you like me, where by you just accept that it's a risk you take to have awesome raw sex... and that never using condoms you're eventually going to get some sort of infection?

I'm not sure - the guy who i was getting fucked sorted it out. I shall contact the guy and find out for you. He did it through a site called www.bullchat.nl which is used a lot in Amsterdam also. I'll try and find out for you and let you know. Josh x

No. Never. With me its bareback all the way, has to be raw. Even if the guy is super hot, and i really wanna be fucked by him - if he wants to use a rubber, he can move right on and find another hole... Its the bare way, or the high way.

So far this year my total stands at well over 1400 loads, pretty close to the 1500 mark. My target for 2010 is to hit the 2000 mark. Last year, i hit 1000, so i'd like to double it this year.

Click here to see Sauna Slut's original blog post... Been trawling through the many videos I took during my time in Antwerp and came cross these three small videos. They are from Friday 17th Sept, my last full day there, and I filmed them anonymously whilst fuck number 27 was in the hotel room. This was the start of the session.. we fucked for a while, then he decided he was going to cum too quickly, so logged onto a website which is great - called http://www.bullchat.nl/. Unfortunately it's only really used in mainland Europe, which is a shame, as its a really efficient way of hooking up with guys for sex... either that or there are fewer time wasters in Europe. Anyway, eventually he found the guy he was looking for, a 19yo algerian descent rent boy. He'd been with him a few times before and persuade him to come to the hotel. We then had a filthy 3 way, which ended with both of them dumping their seed in my hole. Turns out the rent boy is one of the few whores in Antwerp who only does bareback with all of his clients. He was hot as fuck, sleazy as fuck, and I'm so glad I took his load in me! Enjoy these three short videos... They're before, during and after if you like! More...

Click here to see Sauna Slut's original blog post... As promised, following my posting last night about the two great fucks I had upon my return from Antwerp - here are the videos! There are more videos, and as soon as they're edited down to size, I shall upload them. Unfortunately i'm running Windows 7, and Window's Live Movie maker doesn't work with it - it constantly crashes whenever I try to do some serious cutting and splicing of the footage. Anyway, enjoy the videos... Thursday this week i'm heading to Sheffield with a couple of friends who I met know from the nottingham fuck parties. They're organising a gang bang, with the bottom of honour being yours truely. Fingers crossed there'll be plenty of guys there to fill my cavenous hole with load after load of hot sticky man fuck muck. Will definitely get pictures of that for you! First video is the guy who messaged me saying he was passing by the area, he dumped his load in me and this was the result. This is a video of my ex fucking me, if you remember he'd just bought a leather harness and a gas mask and wanted to try them out in some kinky sex... as you'll gather from the short video, he's a strange guy - not too great at conversation, but the sex is always dirty.. hence why he's my ex, and we still fuck... best of both worlds! Ha ha! Hope you enjoyed that guys, there's more videos to come but I need to edit them right down to size for upload. More...