It is like ‘ericnl’ stated: real rape is no joke. I have dreamt and fantasized about it, but the closest I have come is what I call ‘forced sex’.
Several years ago, on a Saturday afternoon, I decided that I wanted some action and went to this seedy, dirty bath house. The guys there sure fit right into their environment. When I walked in I got a lot of looks, but didn’t pay too much attention as I was trying to find my room. I undressed, with my door slightly open. When I opened the door to cruise the place there were 3or 4 (maybe more) guys there. They pushed me back in the room and threw me onto the bed, face down. One guy immediately stuck his dick in my ass, while another grabbed my head and rammed his dick down my throat. They started taking turns fucking my ass and my mouth. At one point I did have a towel around my neck, being choked by the guy behind me. No idea how long it lasted and never had a chance to sniff my poppers. Later on one of the guys grabbed me by the hair and dragged me to a common area. There he pushed my head down on the biggest and thickest cock I have ever seen in my life. No matter how much I struggled and gagged, they kept forcing this cock down my throat. I have never forgotten THAT day.
I have also seen once where this young good looking guy, but a cockteaser and quite arrogant, was forced onto the ground. One guy straddled him and the other started to fist him. It was not pretty to watch or listen to.
So, be careful what you wish for.