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Thanks! Some of it is loosely based on personal experience haha. I'm glad you enjoyed it. I will write Part 2 later this evening 👍

PART 1 Tom, a 5 ft 9, slim 30-year-old Englishman, was on holiday in Marrakech. He had always wanted to visit Morocco. He had a penchant for hot Arab women. He had been to Egypt, Tunisia, Jordan and Dubai where he had, despite the prudish ultra conservative Islamic laws on female chastity and premarital sex, had lots of sexual conquests with many beautiful Arab women. Some were whores whilst others were married - the wives of men whom he had befriended during his solo holidays in those countries. It was always a case of being invited to the home of a local guy whom he had befriended in the street when the guy had offered his services as unofficial tourist guide, then accepting the invitation to stay for dinner and sleepover at the guy's home (entertaining tourists like this is a common way for local families to make easy money); when the guy and his family would all be asleep, he'd get it on with the guy's wife. A few winks and smiles to the woman whilst she brought coffee and the dinner would always let her know what he wanted. The woman would sneak down into the guest bedroom or sitting room where Tom happened to be sleeping, and he would ride her like a fucking bitch. Tom just loved Arab pussy. He preferred it to the white pussy he fucked back home in England. Arab women were so beautiful, exotic and just had a certain quality about them. He loved the fact they were supposed to be so straight-laced due to their religion, and how they were supposed to play the superior moral role, but how secretly all the women he had fucked in North Africa and the Middle East were anything but moral. The things they did to him. He even had one woman (married, 21 years old) who went absolutely fucking crazy rimming his asshole. She had initiated it. Rimming was not anything Tom had ever even really thought about before. He'd seen it in some porn videos before, where the woman was licking the guy's asshole, but he always thought it was a very strange and unusual fetish. But this woman had begged him: "Please I want lick your ass. I want lick your ass, please" she whispered into his ear so as not to wake up her husband who was asleep upstairs. And oh fuck, did she know how to use her tongue on his anus. No woman back home would ever have done that for him, never mind ask him if she could do it to him. Tom was always surprised by how many Arab women were so willing to do anal. Tom was crazy about anal. Whenever he watched porn, it would 9 times out of 10 be anal porn. He really respected women who would take it deep in the poop chute. Tom always fantasized about having a girlfriend or wife who he could be in an AO (Anal Only) relationship with. He would love that. As much as he loved and worshiped pussy, he found the female anus to be so much more pleasurable and enjoyable to fuck. Tom thought about the many gorgeous exotic women he had banged on holidays to the Arab countries he'd already been to, as he wondered around the Marrakech medina (the ancient walled section of the city) trying to find his riad (riads are old Arabian mansions with inner courtyards converted into accommodation for tourists). Would he be so lucky to find some hot, wet, Arab pussy here in Morocco? He was really struggling to find his riad. The medina was a very confusing maze of alleyways and narrow lanes. A young local guy, in his late teens or early 20s, walked past him in one of these alleyways and noticed that he seemed lost and confused. He knew that the European tourist was obviously trying to find his riad. He approached Tom and asked, "You need help for find your riad, my friend?" Tom knew that if he accepted, he would be shown to his riad and would have to pay the guy cash for his assistance. This was something commonplace in the Middle Eastern and North African countries and something he'd experienced many times. Sometimes they would offer their services as unofficial guides. But Tom was hot and bothered and didn't want to be shown around by an unofficial guide right now, he just wanted to find his riad and take an afternoon nap. "Yes, I'm trying to find the Riad Mahmoud on a street called Rue de Mamoozi. Do you know where it is?" Tom asked. The young Arab placed one hand over his chest, where his heart would be, and tilted his head as he said: "Oh, yes my friend. This is very good riad. I think you have good price there, is very cheap. Yes, I show you for Riad Mahmoud. You welcome, my brudda. You very welcome." It took only about 2 minutes max and the guy had found Riad Mahmoud. Tom pulled out his wallet and was about to give the young lad some cash for his help, and instantly the Moroccan shook his head waved his hand, "No, brudda. You not need do this. For me is pleasure. I like for help tourist people, you know?" Tom was relieved: "Oh, well thank you very much for your help. This place is like a giant maze. Sorry, what's your name?" The young Moroccan replied: "My name is Charaf. What is your name?" "Tom. I'm from England. I'm just here alone for a few days to relax and experience your culture. I love traveling, and I particularly love the Arabian countries. I've been to Tunisia, Egypt, Jordan and Dubai. This is my first time in Morocco." "Oh, is very nice my friend. Morocco is the best. My brudda, believe me. You will have good time here. If you want maybe we can do something together. You can come to my house, my mudda will make us some nice Moroccan food - she will make you a tagine. I bet you never eat tagine before my brudda, you will love it. We can drink some mint tea with my fadda and my little brudda and little sister. I have very nice family. And we no take money from you, brudda. Many people doing this for take money from the tourist people, but my family no do this for money okay? We do this because we nice people and like to meet people from all world." "Wow, you're a really nice guy. Thanks, Charaf. It'll be a pleasure to come join your family for dinner and meet your relatives." "Yes, brudda. And if you want, I can find a really nice girl for you. Believe me my friend, Moroccan girls fuck like crazy!" Charaf grinned and gave out a very cheeky chuckle. Tom couldn't believe it. He was very stunned and shocked that Charaf had said something like this to him, a total stranger. But Tom started feeling horny just at the mention of "Moroccan girls" who "fuck like crazy". He looked around just to make sure nobody else was within close range who would hear him and asked; "Charaf, how much would a really beautiful girl cost me here? I'd love a girl aged between 18 and 25. Massive tits, beautiful long hair and if possible a totally shaved pussy." Charaf laughed, put one hand on Tom's shoulder and said: "Friend, you no need pay for this. And I know one girl who is just like you described. She have really nice and very big boobs. And she have a shaved pussy. She is 19 years old, one year younger than me. I fuck her before one time, actually just last week. She have boyfriend but he no fuck her because they no married. You know is against Allah and our religion for do fucking before marry." "Yes, I know." Tom said. "Where and when can I meet her? Will you give her the address of my riad? She can meet me here one night, if that's okay?" "No, brudda. Tourist cannot take local woman into riad. Is actually illegal and police can coming if someone tell to them about you. No allowed for fucking in riad, okay my brudda? You can coming for my house, when my family go to the mosque tomorrow evening and I will tell the girl to coming. Her name is Marwa. You can fuck her in my bedroom, okay friend? I have very big double bed, so is good for you and her. I will stay downstairs and chill smoking some good Moroccan hashish and drink mint tea watching English premier league football! Okay, brudda? This sound good for you?" Tom was excited. He imagined Marwa. He wanted to know how she looks, exactly. He imagined her sweet, shaved pussy and massive tits that Charaf had described. And her beautiful long, dark hair. "Yes it sounds like a great plan. Do you have a picture of her?" "No, sorry friend. But trust me, she beautiful lady. I know you will love for her. Tomorrow I coming here your riad, at 4pm. We go my house, you meet my family, we eat dinner, my family go for evening prayers in mosque and I will call Marwa for coming my house. And you can have a very sexy time with her. Okay, Tom?" Tom could feel a semi-boner starting to grow in his pants. "Yes, that is perfect. Thanks Charaf, I can't wait!" Tom entered his riad, in a state of excitement, as Charaf walked away down the alleyway. Tom couldn't believe his luck. He had literally just landed in Marrakech only 1 hour previously and already he had scheduled a hot young Moroccan woman to fuck. He checked-in at the desk, was shown to his room on the second floor of the riad, just below the roof terrace and immediately got his laptop out and went to Xvideos.com and typed: "Arab woman gets fucked in all holes". Tom found the perfect video of a white guy banging a beautiful Arab woman in her pussy and then in her tight butthole before giving her a huge load of hot cum all over her face. As he lay back on the bed and jerked off watching the video, he imagined it was him and Marwa. He was desperate for tomorrow evening to finally arrive.

Smooth but don't mind slightly hairy on the right guy.

My cock is big, thick and curved like a banana - it curves upwards as opposed to downwards.

Do you mean people haven't been able to access PrEP during lockdown and have become HIV positive as a result? If so, that is a tragedy that would not surprise me. I started on the PrEP Impact Trial back in January 2019 and used to get my PrEP from Mortimer Market Centre clinic near Warren Street in central London. It is the busiest sexual health clinic in the UK and I think I read somewhere in the whole of Europe, and they have a lot of PrEP. But during the pandemic and the lockdowns, they have not been giving out PrEP!!?? Apparently, they've taken the view that people shouldn't be meeting up during the pandemic and during lockdowns, and aren't not giving their PrEP out. So I've not been getting my PrEP, but I haven't been hooking up with guys since I've been unable to get hold of any PrEP. I've not been able to get hold of any PrEP since the Impact Trial finished last year which I think was during the first lockdown, I'm really annoyed, will I still be able to get PrEP?

So basically, I graduated from university last year with a bachelor's degree ( 4.0 GPA in a media-based course), I went to uni in my late 20s, and through lockdowns and restrictions in my country (the UK) have done a lot of soul-searching about what I want to do. To cut a VERY long story short, I've decided I want to work in the adult industry. I'm an extremely sex-positive person, and I definitely think about sex way more than the average man (some would ponder I have a condition known as 'hypersexuality', I suppose). I love porn. I watch it several times a day and have done for a long time (even before the whole COVID-19 crisis began) and just absolutely love it almost more than anything else in life other than perhaps music. I appreciate seeing good sex work as an art so-to-speak and have a HUGE collection of DVDs at home that I have grown over the years. So yeah, in a nutshell, porn is like my number one passion (as well as actually fucking guys myself, of course). At this point, I should say I wish to work in the gay adult industry specifically.... not as an actor, but as a writer. I know it's not for everyone, and many people find it very cheesy, but I love porn with storylines/a bit of a drama going on. There are a few studios I know and love that have made some brilliant pornos with some really good stories/dramas in them. I'd like to write for a studio and then perhaps after time working in the industry as a writer, maybe go on to direct, produce and/or start a new studio. I think something along those lines would be my ultimate goal and aim moving forwards, or to stay as a writer, but to work my way up to one of the bigger studios which would pay me more. I love sex as art and I would love to be involved in creating content. So, the advice I guess I'm looking for is how do I go about getting in? Of course, porn industry jobs/careers are not advertised like "normal" jobs are, and I'm guessing mostly it's all about connections, networking with those in the industry already and just reaching out to studios telling them what I want to do? I am passionate about porn and really want to get into the industry as a writer and have decided I'm committed to this.

I read about the SF bathhouse closures in the book And the Band Played On by Randy Shilts. The bathhouses (we call them "gay saunas" in the UK) were pretty much blamed for the fast spread of the early HIV epidemic. I don't think it was fair to point the finger at bathhouses and blame them as being the main culprit for the rapid spread of the virus among gay men..... they were only one part of a wider problem within the gay community at the time that helped facilitate the spread. Glad to hear the SF baths are reopening after so long (I believe there's been no bathhouses or sex clubs whatsoever in SF since they were closed in the 1980s in response to the AIDS crisis?)

No worries, thanks for getting back to me. He's absolutely fine now! And he will never, ever touch that kind of stuff ever again. It's been a huge lesson from which he's learned. He'll never respond to guys on Grindr who have H 'n H on their profiles ever again.

I was just wondering if some of the saunas may not open again after lockdown is finally lifted. Can you imagine if lockdown kills off the gay saunas here in the UK? Is that likely to be the case?

I was just gonna ask the same thing. I guess he means Truvada as treatment for HIV positive people rather than as PrEP for negative people?

No ideas?

FTM's are incredibly hot ❤ Especially the ones who have had the operation to give them a penis. I know they can't cum but there's something about knowing that a woman has been given a cock that just drives me mad horny.

Question about PEP (not PrEP). Does the single Raltegravir tablet have to be taken exactly at the same time every day? If I sometimes take it two or three hours after the time I am normally taking it, will that have any affect on whether the PEP works overall? I know from previously being a daily PrEP user, that for PrEP there is some rather good leeway. I mean the times you take the drug each day don't have to be terribly fixed/ rigid for the drug to still work, as long as you're taking it every day and don't completely forget doses on a regular basis. Is it the same for PEP? or do the pills have to be taken at the exact same time every day? I'm going through a course of PEP right now, as I bareback bottomed recently, and I have taken my PEP a few hours late a few times. So i'm really scared (especially since I know PEP doesn't work as well as PrEP does and is known to fail even when it is taken within the 72 hours of exposure and even if it is taken properly every day).

Update: He feels almost 100% better, all the anxiety is pretty much gone along with the paranoia and the tremors. Most of this the docs said was anxiety related due to thinking about the whole situation. Now he just has very occassional heart flutters with an extremely heightened sense of smell. His pupils are also really tiny and it's like 6 full days on since the whole event when he took the stuff, but he hasn't touched anything since (and says he won't). Will they go back to normal? He's been checked over at A&E and they say everything looks good (heart, organs, blood pressure etc).

@LetsPOZBreed and @find91 ; My friend says he was having palpitations and feelings of dread and paranoia even four full days after this first time on Tina (which as I say, he used really excessive). He self-admitted to hospital earlier today after he thought he was in the process of having a heart attack or stroke. Turns out, the docs having checked him over, said he was just suffering from very severe anxiety. The docs told him he's gonna be OK, and they said they don't even think he needs any anti-anxiety meds, he just needs to try to calm down and understand he's just put his body (and mind) through a hard time and after a few days he'll be back to normal. Now it's really weird because he says since receiving that news, he almost feels fine. I think the docs reassurance has dealt with the severe anxiety. But he is still getting a few flutters of the heart/palpitations and says he has a kind of "hazey" feeling of not being quite with it and kind of slightly hazey vision. Is my friend definitely gonna get over this 100%? He says he has definitely learned his lesson that Party 'N Play/chemsex sessions are NOT for him and he will never do anything like that ever again after this whole ordeal, if he returns to normal. Btw is everything in this post which I've described my friend experiencing normal after an excessive Tina session?

Thanks for your reply, but I didn't mean crack. I meant Crystal Meth (or "Tina"). My friend just assumed it was crack that he was offered due to the fact it was smoked through a pipe (he assumed it was crack pipe). But the guy he smoked it with has since told him that it was Crystal Meth. My friend said after a couple days, he still feels slightly weird and has a fluttering heart rate/palpitations and feels a bit anxious/paranoid. Is this normal ? I'm really worried, since he is my best friend.

I tried to call Mortimer Market Centre just now for emergency PEP and the appointments line is closed. I do not know what to do. Can someone in the UK help me? Please. And I cannot book online. Please, someone help me. I'm ever so scared.

This guy I know who never does chems, hooked up with a guy from Grindr and smoked way too much crack cocaine for his first time (I abolsutely do NOT condone the use of illicit substances, btw). It has been 9 hours since his last hit, he really regrets it and feels so awful (physically). He hates it. He said the high has still not gone. Will how he is feeling subside? Or is he now like this forever?

Is it likely if the guy is undiagnosed and unmedicated? Or are the odds in the average person's favour in this scenario?

Thank you, guys.

How long does it take you to get your PrEP from IWantPrEPNow ? Yeah of course people shouldn't be having anon sex during lockdown, but people will still continue to do so if the urge is strong enough (as it has been with me). I know it's not right, but it's just reality. They shouldn't have stopped people being able to get PrEP from the Impact Trial.

Hi everyone, I'm on the so-called "Impact Trial" here in the UK and I always get my PrEP from the Mortimer Market Centre clinic in central London , where I'm sure many of the other Brits on this website also get their PrEP. I go there every three months or so to get more PrEP, but about two weeks ago I ran out of PrEP, but when I went on the Mortimer Market Centre website I was unable to make an appointment for this due to the coronavirus pandemic. So great ....they decided to stop people from getting their PrEP and being monitored for STIs because of the lockdown? What do I do? Do I just resort to the IWantPrEPNow website and order some from there? I don't see why I should have to when I'm on the Impact Trial and normally getting my PrEP for free. And what about PrEP being made available on the NHS? Isn't that supposed to be happening some time this year? I can't make an appointment with the clinic because they've stopped appointments , so what do I do? What's happening with those on the Impact Trial right now? I've had sex with two guys since I ran out of PrEP (bareback, of course!) so I have put myself at high risk and don't want to continue to do so.

I'm from Europe (UK to be exact) and the majority of guys here are uncut. Being cut isn't a part of our culture like it is for you guys in the States. I know most American males are circumcised from birth. But here a baby boy will only be cut if he has a medical problem like a really tight foreskin which won't pull all the way back (phimosis) or if he has been born into a religion where there is a requirement to be cut (Muslim or Jew). Otherwise, we don't practice circumcision here. As a result, most of the guys I have fun with are uncut. BUT I have a real fetish for cut cock. I always remember the first ever time I saw a cut cock in real life, was when I was 18 and I had fun with this Italian guy, who had a cut cock....OMG I loved it so much, it was just amazing to suck...so much more enjoyable and amazing than an uncut cock....and ever since then I have had a fetish and preference for cut cock. It's a good thing I'm really into guys of Pakistani descent (which we have a lot of here in UK) since they are usually cut due to being Muslim, so I do get to have a lot of fun with cut guys. For me, a cut cock just looks so cool and obviously they are more hygenic I guess and they are amazing to suck. I thought about getting cut myself, but they won't do it on our NHS here, I would have to go private (and therefore pay for it) and its a very expensive procedure sadly, it's the only thing putting me off.

I do know it was wrong and even downright immoral what i did.... I even admitted that. I didn't plan on taking the condom off that time and we had fucked many times before then and I had always respected his insistence on using condoms when we fuck. I got carried away in the heat of the moment and my overwhelming urge to go raw become too strong and took over. Yes, it did feel good because I knew it was wrong (many sexual acts and things in life feel good due to the prohibited nature of them or because we know they are considered unacceptable or wrong)....maybe I was just too honest here. yes, i did get away with it but later on when I revealed to him that I had done this, he said he didn't realise that I'd taken off the condom but had he done so, would've have just let me carry on anyway as he himself would've got carried away in the heat of the moment. So don't judge me please, we have all done bad stuff. I know what I did was wrong and I do feel bad that I did it, but I was recalling the incident and describing it as I felt about it at the time that it happened (and more for effect because I thought there'd be guys in the forum who would be turned on by it).

I used to know this guy who used to be a regular fuck buddy of mine, this gorgeous mixed race Spanish/Black guy. Sadly he always insisted on condoms, he would never do BB, even though we had a good connection and really unique chemistry. One night when we were fucking, he was in the position where he's lying down on his stomach and I'm lying on his back fucking him from behind. I take my cock out his ass a couple of times to rim his hole and then continue fucking him, then the third time I take my cock out to rim him, I pull the condom off without him knowing (I made some really loud groans while rimming his ass so that he wouldn't hear any sound of the condom coming off) and then I stuck my cock back inside his hole ....RAW. I then fucked him for about 10 seconds without the condom and then as I was about to cum, I took my cock out his hole, used my hand to pretend I'd only just taken the condom off on withdrawal, and came all over his ass cheeks and back. While fucking him BB, it was the most incredible feeling ever....I think mostly because he wasn't aware I was in him BB....so the psychology of that was really hot. Also, it felt so awesome because he has a really deep hole...not many guys have holes like this, but I am able to go so deep inside him....it's like you get to the point where you think your cock has stopped and would stop on most guys and then it pushes even beyond that to a place that just feels INCREDIBLE. SO WARM AND SOFT AND AMAZING. What I did was totally immoral and wrong. I betrayed his trust and did something he is totally against. But the physical pleasure for my cock and the psychological pleasure for my brain knowing I was being really bad was just so amazing. And I got away with it, too :D