I have told this story of how I started barebacking before, but it's relevant
I had met a hot, older Hispanic man through a personal ad (I was about 25; he was about 40). In my mind, he was just coming over for a BJ; I was already mostly a bottom, but I always played safe. I knelt between his knees as he sat on my couch and went down on his thick, uncut 8-incher. Eventually he maneuvered us into 69 where he started giving me my first rimjob. The next thing I knew I was on the couch with my legs up,he was on his knees with his tongue way up inside me. Then in one smooth motion, he slipped his bare cock into the hilt. I loved the feeling,but after a minute or two I freaked out. He put on a condom grudgingly and finished. But within two weeks I had called him and taken his bare cock and load.
I have had a few brief flirtations with safer sex since then, but I have been a bareback bottom for most of the last 20 years. Once you actually take cum, it is hard to stop. I think you will love being a barebacker, but make sure you are ready before you go for it.