YorkshireLad

At 17, i’d gone to my first gay club in Leeds (technically underage but managed to get in). I’d got a little drunk, and went to the toilets. I was confronted by a black man who wouldn’t take no for answer. He dragged me into the cubicle and fucked me. At 18, I was working in a bar, a customer took a shining to me, but I declined his advances several times. He accused me of teasing him while working. One night while walking home he hit me round the back of the head with a bat, to knock me out, took me into the back of a van, and fucked me. I came to mid fuck and tried to fight him off, but couldn’t. He told me I was nothing but a faggot who needed to learn his place. Once he had finished with me, he threw me out of the van, and drove off. At 20, I had taken to seeking out slightly risky guys. I liked rough sex. Word got around. One guy kept trying to make advances on me and boasted about his sexual prowess and that he would fuck me so hard i’d be begging him to stop. I never took him up on his offer, and he tried several times to persuade me to come back to his. I’d just tease him in the bar. One night, he bought me a drink, I drank it and soon found myself barely able to stand, and struggling to remain conscious. He took me out the back door of the bar and over the road to his flat by which time I was unconscious. When I came to I was feeling incredibly paranoid and confused, didn’t know where I was. I had a panic attack which freaked him out, I ran out of his half dressed with my rmtousers in my hands and no shoes on and ran up the street acting freaked out where I was picked up by a police car. Test showed i’d been drugged. I refused to provide details of who was involved or make a statement.

After my antics on the 1st January, when the 2nd came and it was time to return back home to Leeds, I was still quite sore (I often am when I've been fucked by someone wearing a condom). Yet when I arrived back home, I couldn't settle, and decided I needed to continue my eventful cum driven start to the new year. So I checked online on various sites, and a number of people had indicated that they were going to Steam Complex (local sauna). So I jumped in my car and went. The night started off like most trips to the sauna, with endless walking around, trying to catch the eye of the various people. It wasn't as busy as I'd hoped, but there were enough there to do the job. I found a guy, who led me to one of the private rooms, there wasn't much foreplay, he was after one thing, and one thing only, fucking and dropping his load. It was painful. His cock was a reasonable size, and my hole was more sore than I had thought, but I wasn't going to ask him to stop. After he had given me his load, I decided to head to the gloryholes, and satisfy my cum lust by sucking guys off. I took 7 oral loads from anonymous guys at the gloryholes. I was satisfied. As I left the gloryholes, I bumped into a 20-something lad that I had fucked a few weeks before. He knew my status, cause he'd seen my online profiles since we last met, so I expected he might try and avoid me, but he clearly wanted more, so I took him into the darkroom (as the private rooms appeared to all be in use) and fucked him. I hadn't yet cum in 2015 so, it wasn't difficult for me to muster up a load to dump inside this young Adonis, who was somewhat more a slut than I had previously realised after he actively encouraged other guys to get involved. After dropping my load, I took a leaf out of the book of the guy that fucked me the night before in the dark room in Newcastle, and walked out, and left the lad to get used by the other anonymous guys that were in there. My cock was still up for a little more action, but I knew that having cum already I wasn't going to be loading up another hole. So I checked the various public spaces for action, and came across a small group. Where I fucked another guys load deeper into a guy. The bottom lad must have been in his late 30's maybe early 40's but was in decent shape, and had great control of his arse muscles. Targets: Get more cum = Successful though low on the anal loads side Play anonymously = Successful gloryhole play Avoid Condoms = Successful Give my first load of the year = Successful Load Count (Day) 1 x Taken Anal 7 x Taken Oral 1 x Given Anal Load Count (YTD) 4 x Taken Anal 9 x Taken Oral 1 x Given Anal

After the slight lack of success for bringing in the New Year with a bang (mind the pun). As New Years Day began to pass, I decided I had to go get some action. I tried the two saunas in Central Newcastle, only to find they were closed, which left me one choice. Back to the Eagle! The Eagle has the main bar, and a dungeon area which is Men Only, and consists of a toilet with a gloryhole between cubicles, a few cages and other cruising bays, and a darkroom. I started upstairs in the main bar, waiting for the bar to pick up a bit, and watching for there being a few people downstairs in the dungeon. It was a couple of hours wait, but eventually, I saw my chance. I went down, caught the eye of a few guys, me being the quite young looking, smooth twink(ish) type, and most of them being 40-60's bears/cubs/daddy types (My favourite). As I watched one head towards the toilet area I followed. Unfortunately the second cubicle was taken, so gloryhole fun was out of the question, but he knew I'd followed, so left the cubicle door open, and I went in. He was a great kisser, and clearly had wanted me to follow, we played around and sucked each others cocks, and he gave my hole a good rimming. I had at the time expected him to then stand up and just shove his cock in, but that wasn't to be, which at first made me disappointed, until what happened next. He told me to follow him, and we went out of the toilets and round to the darkroom. You could see the eyes follow as they watch my young self enter. Soon after entering the darkroom, my pants were round my ankles, and he'd pushed me into a bent over position, spat on his cock and pushed it in. As he started to fuck, it was firstly obvious that we weren't alone in there, and secondly that some of the guys that had watch me enter the darkroom were coming in. He fucked me quite hard, and began to pick up pace, and his breathing began to indicate that he was getting close. He then audibly asked if I wanted his load, so obviously I audibly responded to breed my hole. He fucked a short while longer before he loaded up my hole. He kept his cock in me a while, and I could hear he was whispering to someone else in the room, but couldn't make out what he was saying. As his cock pulled out, he stepped aside and the guy he'd been whispering to stepped in and in one push went balls deep. He was of a decent size, but I had no clue who he was. As this second guy fucked me, the first guy walked out, and other guys began to feel me up, and I soon had a cock in my mouth as well as my hole. Anonymous darkroom fucking, what more could I ask for, I was in heaven. I don't know how long I was in there, but I took 2 oral loads, 3 Anal loads, and was fucked by two guys wearing condoms. My needs were satisfied (for now). Targets: Get fucked = Successful Get loaded = 3 x Successful Avoid Condoms = 2 x Failure Cum Stats (DAY & YTD): 2 x Taken Oral 3 x Taken Anal 0 x Given Oral 0 x Given Anal

I spent most of my New Years eve cruising in a Cruise Bar in Newcastle called The Eagle. You meet all sorts of guys in here from young lads through to older men. From smooth bodied through to Cubs/Bears/Otters. I've always found this a great place to meet people on my various visits to Newcastle. I had decided before going out, that I wanted to bring in my New Year with a little fun, so set out on my mission. Sure enough, just before midnight I met a guy who was completely sober and had driven to bring in the New Year in his favourite pub. We chatted, saw in midnight, and then he asked if I'd like to go have a little fun in his car. I immediately thought yes, even though my car fun experience is lacking, but what the hell it was New Years Eve, and I was horny as hell (and a little drunk to boot). He drove us out to a remote spot down a dirt track into the woods, parked up, and we began to play. I wasn't long before I discovered he had no intention of fucking me, or being fucked, but wanted to make the most of it. We switched between sucking each others cock, kissing, and me playing with his nipples, for which he liked them to be played with hard, as long as he could sniff a lot of poppers while I did it. We kept this up for a while, and I know from history that I rarely cum, especially from masturbation and blowjobs, but lived and played in hope I'd get his. But this wasn't to be. At about 2am we stopped playing with each other, and before driving back, I said I needed to take a piss, to which I was surprised by his request that he drink it. We got out of the car and he came around crouched down before my cock, and as I started to suck my cock as I pissed into his mouth. I'd never tried this before, and found it to be an odd sensation, but was even more shocked that he swallowed the lot without wasting a drop. Targets for the night: Get Cum = Failed Try something new = Achieved

It was some 8 or 9 years ago that I first became aware of the existence of gay saunas from a friend. At the time, I was very much a vanilla gay, very young and relatively innocent, and I remember so well how much the idea seemed to repulse me. From my first introduction to their existence, they had been portrayed as a place where people went who were unable to get any sex elsewhere. I was engrained with the image of seedy hairy, fat/obese, old men, wandering around naked and having sex. Over time I met various younger men who frequented saunas, some guys who seemed predatory, some who were a little weird, and some who you always heard stories about their latest STD from the local gossip queen. For some time this re-affirmed my view of them, just for different reasons. As I became more sexually active, and became a barebacker, I frequently came across guys who told me about the joys of saunas, and through sites like this, I'd read stories about sauna meets, sauna pozzing, stealthing at the sauna etc etc, and the idea became very enticing. But still this ingrained part of me kept me away. After a while the repulsion disappeared and became more of a fear of the unknown. In mid/late 2012, I progressively became more insistent that I wanted to visit one, and even asked around about local saunas, got the low-down on the prices, facilities, hours, reputations etc. But still I couldn't convince myself to step out and go. As 2013 came in, I made a resolution to loose my "Saunaginity" as I'd called it. I concluded that the only way I was going to convince myself to enter such a place, I would have to find someone to go with, to introduce me to the sauna way of life. And that I did. On 7th of March 2013, I took my first trip to a sauna, and my saunaginity was lost. My first sexual activity, being some fun in a dimly lit room with a large raised area, where my friend kissed rimmed and fucked me, which attracted a crowd. Before I knew it, it was like I was a seasoned regular, and I had my friends cock up my arse, a cock in my hand and another cock in my mouth. Eager to get my hole used well on my visit, my friend, ushered one of the other guys around to fuck my hole. A nice very thick above average length cock, proceeded to fuck me. As the guy reached his climax, he said "I'm gonna cum" and started lift his weight off me slightly as though to pull out. I instantly responded with "yeah, gimme that load". He smiled at me and went straight back deep into me, and fucked every last drop of his cum into my hole. Across that night I worked my way around the venue, trying out various different rooms, meeting new experiences and taking more cock in one night than I had in months. As a new member, I'd been given unlimited free entry for a week, with an additional free entry in both my second and third week, and reduced price entry after that until the end of my first month. Naturally, I decided to make the most of this opportunity, and to boost my load count for the year. In the first week I visited the sauna 5 times, then twice the week after, and another 2 times before the end of March. In 9 visits, I managed 25 anal loads, 26 Oral loads, and was fucked a further 27 times (some with condoms) without loads. A rather productive month I think!

Love heavy cummers/powerful shooters, but also love big dicks. But also love guys who ouze pre-cum throughout, as love to regularly stop and suck on a cock that has been up my arse, and when I taste pre-cum on it, it gets me going, and even more determined to get a full load out of it!

Through the year I have had numerous bareback group sessions, but none as memorable as getting used by a guy from Newcastle and his 5 friends in June. The night started off with me arriving at his. As per usual, we quickly turned our attention from catching up on what's happened in our lives since my previous visit to getting naked and into play. My friend, is 42, ex-rugby player turned P.E. Teacher, has a reasonable frame, and reasonably muscular without being overly "ripped". At 6'2" his height, size and frame make it easy for him to take command of me with my slight figure. For the sake of anonymity I shall refer to him as Ben. Ben has been poz from 2 years now, and has to date managed to avoid going onto meds, but he and I have been playing together since 2005. This night in June, started off like many of our previous meets, with the two of us, playing, sucking, him fucking me a little, with him edging to avoid cumming before he was good and ready. Ben often becomes very physical in sex and likes to pin me down, and throw me around a little. Part way into the session he took out some of his restraints, and tied me to the bed. He then told me that he would really like to see me getting used by his mates (He and I had never done group sessions together, though he had heard about my various escapades). He then left the room to call some of his friends. Over the course of the next hour, 4 of his mates arrived, and having introduced them to me (his helpless sex-slave chained to the bed), they turned their attention to fucking my arse and mouth. 2 of the guys looked to be in their 20's, and of reasonable fitness, with very well maintained bodies. The other 2 guys were probably somewhere between 45 and 55, a good chest of hair, and somewhat less toned (but not fat). ALL of them had rather large cocks (7-9 inches). The each took it in turn to use my hole, and to dump their seed (poz or neg I don't know), and once they were all done and had left, Ben came back to finish off the job and add his load to the mix. Afterwards, he untied me, and thanked me for not complaining, and for taking his mates without question, and hopes that in my next visit, I'll let him arrange for more of his friends/fuckbuddies to come and play.

I definitely would take his load over and over! Roll on NY trip 2014 for my 30th!

When I get fucked by an older guy, it tends to be guys in their Mid to late 40's early 50's. And its usually the guys that come across from their profiles as extremely sleezy. I've always been really turned on by older sleezy guys who want to breed my hole!

Sounds like my kind of place! ;-)

For me Dawson as a bottom in terms of porn stars! Top wise, Lito Cruz or Christian *******.