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I agree. I would call this one aspect of what constitutes a ‘pushy bottom’. In this sense, it describes bottom who keeps pushing back, literally. I have two problems with it: 1) If the goal is cum-in-the-hole (and that is ALWAYS my goal), then it is up to the top to find the right rhythm, the right depth, the right force - whatever works for him to cum. Having the bottom pushing back feels like fighting me, making my job harder. I am already doing almost all the work dammit. 2) it tires me out! Fighting back trying to find a good groove is exhausting, and I too have involuntarily shut down from a bottom being too active, too enthusiastic, or too controlling. Too pushy! One egregious experience was with a guy I had loaded three times in our previous session. He shut me down impotent to cum from me struggling to find pleasure with all his thrashing about. Wore me out. Grrrrr. I thought about how to prevent THAT happening again So here’s my solutions. First, my dom top tendencies stem from the obvious pragmatic fact that it is logical for a top to control the fuck and the feeling in order to cum. I embrace that. I fuck bottoms who want my cum. And knowing that, I am not shy saying “stop” “keep still” “hold it” and using more leverage to keep him pinned like I want him. In my experience I get what I want and most bottoms do too. But my big discovery that works works works . . . I have tested it and it is tried and true. My soon-to-be patented method . . . .you ready for it? . . . drumroll . . . if a bottom is moving to much, I just stop moving. Just stop. Freeze. Let him buck back and forth a bit. Let him do the work. He wants to control the fuck? Watch how quickly most dudes will realize you’re not moving . . .they’re reacting to our movements anyway, right? And they stop. Start fucking again, and they start getting too active just stop and let them. Works like a charm! The message is conveyed non verbally and non confrontationally. And definitively. As in ‘stop or I will’. Either I get a little break while the bottom fucks himself on my dick, or the bottom stops. Try it!! I have had very good luck with this technique. The clarity I got on this problem has actually broadened bucket list to include having a bottom who can in fact do all the fuck work and make me cum milking my dick with his ass. heheh. any takers?

I had met up with this middle age guy over a year ago. He had a motel room. People stopping by. I dropped by and dropped a fast load in him. It seemed like a blur. He’s been asking for a repeat ever since. Then this past Friday it worked out. He asked me over to his house to do it again. Said he had someone else coming by too, and could I prelube his hole? Here in the outer-yet-still-affluent DC suburbs, in the past red politics type gravitate towards northern VA, and blue politic types towards MD. Even though that is changing fast, there are still pockets of deep red in the Northern VA suburbs. He lives in one of those. Way out on the rural edge, his neighborhood is a gated community. Seriously, two gates and a guard to get in. Manicured landscape, homeowners’ association-approved mailboxes . . . all propriety and safety. I park my pickup in the tiny two car garage drive. He greets me at the door wearing only a t shirt and takes me to the first floor master - leads me through HER house. His wife’s I mean. Her kitchen. Her tacky bric-a-brac. HER bedroom. And her’s it is. King size bed. Linens she obviously picked. Her dresser covered with her photos. Her bible on her nightstand! He’s already got a towel down on the end of the bed. Before he climbs on it, he spreads another on the floor below it, just in case. Nice. Dirty. He climbs on, legs in the air, and I am in him balls deep and raw. Ahhhhhhhh. feels so amazing having him squirm around wanting my dick. And I’m fucking away in and out head swimming like it does. Her pictures. Her decorations. “She’ll be gone all day volunteering, don’t worry,” he said. Worry? Worry? I was just hoping she would walk in. They’ve probably been married 30 years. It would blow her mind to find him ass up taking raw dick IN THEIR BED. And best of all her dirty pig dick-loving slut husband was getting fucked again after me. There. Her bath towels are catching juices from his precum slick ass. I would love to make it last but HER BIBLE SITTING ON THE NIGHTSTAND LIKE SHE ACTUALLY READS IT is just too much. I blew my load hard inside him FUCK a huge load. FUCK FUCK FUCK what a mind trip. Conservative values in this country are the sham. They are fake news. Imagine how “Christian” she’d be to him if she caught him. Probably not as accepting as she is about what President Trump did to Melanoma.

I just got back from a mid-day sex club gathering. I went into the one dim room and started sucking some guy’s dick right away. He came in my mouth. There was action on the mattress in the center of the room - one guy bent over ass out while blowing another dude lying down. Ass is what I came there for, so I start feeling his hole assuming he wants dick in it. I start pulling a mix of saliva and the load I just got in my mouth and lubing this dude’s ass with it. I am pushing in cum and pushing in cum from my mouth to his ass. It’s a fresh load. Those swimmers must still be swimming. The guy moves so I stop. Turns out he’s a safe top. He goes to fuck someone later and pulls out a condom and puts it on first. And here I had pushed a fair amount of raw, unknown status cum up his ass!! I came shortly after raw in another dude’s ass.

The Woods, Lehighton PA

Back at the gay campground this past weekend. My one true love and me first night there, July Fourth, go cruise the shed. Anxious, excited . . .we start early. No one much there yet. We make our own fun too. He starts pantomiming being strapped to the St. Andrews’ cross that is sitting there left from some other more assertively sexual weekend, like one of the leather weekends. Just the THOUGHT of him strapped there I mean the first thing I’d do is . . . . . . . pull his pants down of course. And that ass! He and I have been practicing fucking with an audience, which I am not so good at. Last time we were at the campground, we went out to the cruising area broad daylight, spread out a mat, and got to it until Ibred him hard and deepthere in the open. Well his ass there in the shed. I start doing what any self-respecting pervert fag does in that situation. I spit to lube his asshole and start pushing my dick in him.FUCK I hope the feeling of pushing in like that never stops making my head spin. My precum flows pretty well and in no time I am working long strokes in and out. He’s digging it. This dude sidles in from my periphery . . .he’s digging it too. He ‘s really into it. He checks my dick is bare. Pulls his dick out. It starts rapidly hardening. This dude is thirty something, muscular, shaved head. He asks something like “Are youse together?” in a NY accent. I tell him yeah we are. He asks if he can . . . .? I look at my one true. And regarding my one true, as I understand it I am an anachonism in his sexual life history in the way I own his ass. He’s never really been an anal bottom. Dirty slut perv, yes, we share that. But as I understand it, deep in his ass has been mine and mine alone. So I look at him for some kind of communication in the dark. No luck. But the dude practically pushes me out of the way to get lined up to penetrate the ass I just pulled out of. He asks if it is okay? I am like YEAH. Jeez though inexperience and excitement, he cant get lined up. I am not wanting to hurt my one true, so I help line it up and slide it in.FUCK. He is into it. He starts stroking in and out, and says to me “I love sodomy.” Then “ Man I love buttfucking.” As he is bare fucking my one true love’s ass anonymously. Me watching. He asks if it’s okay him fucking mine. I say FUCK YES He asks if he can cum? I say FUCK YES He asks if he should pull out? I say NO BREED HiM and I start going on . . . OF COURSE YOU SHOULD CUM INSIDE HIM. I BREED HIS ASS REGULARLY. WHO WOULDN’T WANT YOUR CUM UP THEIR ASS? YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO SHOOT YOUR LOAD IN HIM And he asks how old he is “Sixty-one” I reply Dude says. I’M CUMMING I’M CUMMING i’m cumming. And he bred my man’s ass. His dick . . .despite the dark I saw it slip out looking swollen and glistening. He popped it back in his pants and was off. Omd the fun we had the next day trying to figure out exactly who it was. But that is nothing compared with the fun in my head. STRANGER YOUNG MUSCLE DUDE BRED MY ONE TRUE’S ASS ANONYMOUSLY AND I HELPED IT HAPPEN We fucked later that night when we got to the camper. We fucked the next morning again in the cruise area out of doors. We fucked and fucked and fucked in addition to fooling around at the gay campground. FUCK man! You can imagine why he’s my one true to do that with me. If you took as much dick as I gave him, you might understand why I am his.

The Woods Campground in Lehighton, PA

Last night was our last night staying at at gay campground in Pennsylvania over the Memorial Day weekend. My one true love and I were making the most of it by cruising the shed which is basically a dirty storage shelter with picnic tables and a few glory hole booths where dudes fuck around at night. A guy sitting on a picnic table, looked to be mid 30’s shaved head nice dick . . .I felt it and went in to suck it, which he let me do. Then he wanted to suck mine some. we have similar dicks. Mine’s big. Knob head. I dont like getting blown so bored I start fingering his ass. Before you know it he’s turning around and wanting me inside him! Fuck yes. I don’t remember working my dick inside him. It didnt just slide in. I was the first then. But I am balls deep . . .close to 8 inches . . .in no time . And I am stroking long strokes in and out. Makes my head spin. He grabs on to the picnic table end, and I start fucking his ass with intent. Intent to cum, that is. My problem though - I have a hard time cumming standing up. I like leverage when I fuck. I really like to hold a dude down like I want him and drill my load in. I want to hold him so it feels good on my dick. And I guess I NEED that. He might have sensed it, but he relaxed onto the table with his ass over the end, so I could pin him down and grab the edges of the table to hold him in place. And I found this place where his ass felt like it was strumming my dick as I stroked in and out. Soon I was sure I was going to cum, which I always announce. So I am like FUCK FUCK FUCK I AM GOING TO BREED YOUR ASS MAN to him and everyone standing around. And after a whole day fucking around this HUGE load blew deep in him deep as I could get it. FUCK in public. Anonymous . Audience. Raw. Stuff of my dreams. So I am like “Thanks man” pulling my freshly cum dick out of him. I tuck it in and circle outside to catch my breath. Whew. Then I circle back in the other way looking to see what my one true love is up to during this. Like where is he? There’s the dude I just fucked, bent over a different table, some dude is penis deep inside him. HOT. HOT. I go over and whisper to the top “Hey man I just bred that ass..” He said “Yeah, I know.” And he pauses to let me stick my hand and feel his naked dick going in! Hehehe well that got me hard. Right? And I start feeling the top dude up . . . . ending up naturally cupping his fuck-flexing ass. Then I am feeling his hole. He responds. And I am rubbing my hard again dick on his hole because his ass is so fucking cute. He stops and whispers to the dude below why he has stopped fucking because of . . what I am doing as he pushes back and takes my whole dick into his hole in one long push. A huge sigh came out of him. He’s dick deep in the the dude I just fucked, and Iam dick deep in him. Anyone who has been in the ‘lucky Pierre’ position knows it is hard to find the right rythm fucking and taking dick at the same time. He found it though, and we fucked away for awhile. Biut he could not cum like that, he said. So I withdrew and went off in search of my one true . . . . . who I wound up share sucking a big bear’s dick with , on our night of debauchery. Strictly speaking this wasnt my last load even though it was just last night. As I lay in bed awake later after that with my one true sleeping beside me in the camper, I stroked off a load thinking how hot it wasfucking a dude while he was fucking my sloppy seconds

I heard this question once on Dan Savage’s ’Savage Love’ podcast. I mean the question of how ‘out’ two brothers/lovers should be, being asked by a dude in a relationship with his brother. Despite Dan Savage’s anti-bb opinions, which I disagree with, he has made HUGE contributions to sex positivity and lgbtq acceptance in our culture. Hard to find many more open-minded proponents of sexual liberation. So I was surprised at his advice! He discouraged the guy from being out about his relationship with his brother. His point was there are SO many people including gays who will stand in judgment, that it is not worth the grief. His point was that there are so few people fighting for acceptance of incestuous type relationships, that it probably is not a battle worth fighting. He encouraged the brothers to go about their business discretely, to enjoy their relationship, but to treat it as private. I have listened to hundreds of his podcasts, and this answer stuck in my memory amongst all others. I think because ‘just be out and proud’ is the easy and obvious answer, but he specifically said sometimes the quality of your life is more important. My first real blowjobs and anal were with a cousin when we were around age eleven. We fucked around until we were around 22/23. So I can sort of relate. Of course my mom (who I told) is gone. His mom, my aunt is gone. He lives deep in a red state closet. And I wish I’d told more people at the time so more of my shithead gop-voting relatives would know that truth today. But I also appreciate Dan’s advice to be happy but be discrete.

I was 9 when a friend during a sleepover taught me to masturbate. My first oral was putting dicks in each others’ mouths with friends playing ‘truth or dare’,~age 10-12, which we did a lot. My first anal was me and my cousin age 13. We were full on blowing each other every time we could (maybe 5 times a year) and experimented penetrating each other using VICKS VAPO RUB haha. He and I fucked around every family gathering and whenever we saw each other for about 10 years until I met my (now) husband. My first successful anal was when I was 18. I went to a bar and got picked up by a 44 year old guy. He took me to his home andhe gave me a lesson in how to take dick, complete with poppers.

I have an app called ‘Gay Game’ which is actually ‘Truth or Dare’. It has three options for playing: ‘classic’, ‘dirty’, and ‘hardcore’. The first is free. The second two cost to unlock and play. In playing ‘classic’, you put in players’ names and take turns choosing ‘truth’ or ‘dare’ A sample ‘truth’ challenge in this level: “What’s the last thing you purchased?” A sample dare “Rub lotion on (competing player’s) arm’s.” When I was in 4th grade, that’d be around 10-11 years old, I used to play ‘Truth or Dare’ with friends on spend the nights. “I dare you to take all your clothes off and open the bedroom door” or “ Dare you to put your mouth on my dick for one second” was how we used to play. I was precocious. It was the South in the70’s. Then when I went to college in 1981 I was ‘out’ in the dorms. My room mate wasn’t. He always wanted to play ‘Truth or Dare’. Having passed that stage years and years prior, I was not interested. I wanted SEX. And so too today - I downloaded ‘Gay Game’ on my ipad. A fuck bud and I gave it three minutes and quit. Dare me to put my dick in you raw? Dare me NOT to!! You’d have more chance of winning.

Living out here in the exburbs where there are fewer of us gay men, I wanted to do something to get some of us together over the holidays. So my spouse and I hosted a small party to watch ‘Codename: Dynastud’. (which was very funny in a group). Meeting more gay men friends has been been pivotal in my feeling at home here -having moved here 3 years ago. How have I finally started meeting people? Hooking up! So the party: 1. My huzband /32 years together 2. My boy / age 42, who we have had as a sub in our relationship for 9 years now. He used to be the regular spit in our spit roast, but now I exclusively fuck him. 3. A fuck bud and friend who I have been seeding for ~2 years 4. Another fuck bud/ friend who I have also been fucking for at least that long, maybe once a month. 5. His spouse who we do social things with but hasn’t a clue I fuck his husband regularly. 6. A guy - half a couple - I put my dna into in a clandestine hookup about a year ago and, 7. His spouse, who I am currently getting naked with and breeding 3 times or more a week. ( whom I’ve developed feelings for, but that’s another story) Another guy I fucked and put my raw load into almost two years ago was invited, but did not make it. Some of the people listed above know him. A guy I bred about 2 months ago rsvp’d ‘no’. It was a fun party. Non sexual. The movie was funny, and I think a good time was had by all. Aside from #7 (who guessed) and my huzband, no one was aware how I put together the guest list. Living in a politically red-turning-purple area, an ’all gay men’ social event is VERY affirming. But right here, I am flat out bragging. Except for one, all have taken my semen in them deep. Most relatively recently. Some quite regularly. Brag. Brag. Wait, where’s the ‘last load’ story in that, you ask? Well, after everyone left and we all cleaned up, it was late. The ‘boy’ was staying the night, and as our usual habit I was hanging out in his bed saying goodnight while my husband was going to sleep in our bed. I hadnt seen the boy for about three weeks, so we were both HORNY for each other. At like 3:00 a.m. it was going to be a no nonsense get-this-dick-in-that-hole fuck. My boy has struggled with taking my loads since I started PreP and am exercising the freedom it has delivered. Sometimes I can get him so horny and so NEEDING my cum that he takes it. Mindblowing. But I was so horny this night, I just wanted to FUCK. And the boy had to work the next day, so I empathisized with him having to deal with a gut full of my seed. So I grabbed a condom, lubed myself, rolled it on, lubed it,and the boy hole and got to it. With my dick deep inside the boy long stroking him in the dark, it started to feel good. Slippery. To cum in a condom, I prefer my dick to slide around inside of it. I was thinking how much I must be precumming it was feeling so good. And as I am fucking him and pumping in and out it is feeling SO GOOD and I have’nt cum in like a day. . . .before I know it I reach that point where I say “I am goiiiinnngg to . . . . .!” And in a burst of FUCK FUCK I am. And the boy is furiously stroking his (no kidding stupidly massive) dick trying to get off with my still-pulsing dick inside him. He explodes all over his stomach. AHHH FUCK YES I go to pull out and the condom is inside him. No wonder it felt so good (evil grin). Thanks for letting me brag.

I would call it ‘stealth’ for sure. When I went on PreP, my sub boy who I’ve been cumming in for 7 years decided he wasn’t comfortable with my very active phase and asked I use condoms. I had a great time trying to make condoms break, and found some brands are MUCH more delicate. A dab of crisco on the inside lubing my cock worked too. He felt every damn one when it snapped though. (Not that I would have taken advantage.) He misses being cum-filled. It’s only a matter of time. The other thing I love about your story is that moment where the fucking goes from ‘safe’ to satisfying. I have a couple of fuckbuds who I once used to fuck with condoms. Both I just went for it eventually. Get horny. Tease their holes by rubbing my precumming dickhead over it. Instead of stopping to put on a condom, I just kept going with both guys. Ahh push it in bare. Ahh yeah. in and out. Ahh think of how much better the skin on skin is . . .and kept on bare fucking until cummingdeep in each. And with both men, we have never gone back to using condoms. So horny- having a man want my dick that much. So horny - having a man change his limits mid fuck because how much he wants it to happen. And especially so horny when the fuck is so good and so intimate that the little layer of latex gets in the way.

I had a guy awhile back before I was on Prep say I could put my raw dick him in, but not to cum in him. So I was stroking my naked dick in and out of his hole, and my head filled with thoughts of trying to find just the exact right moment to withdraw . . .just the right moment when there’d be enough sensation on my dick to take me over the edge, but the first spurt would blow right as I withdrew, on the outside. Then I got to thinking about my heavy precumming dick and the first few throbs pumping out ejaculate . . .could I let a few go deep, and then pull out to produce the illusion of the desired don’t-cum-in-me result? (I get into my own head while I am fucking.) So my thinking naturally progresses. I am on him fucking his hole, my head spinning as I am stroking in and out. Thoughts of every straight dude “trying” not to get a woman he is fucking pregnant using the rhyhm method . . .that is fuck fuck fuck GO DEEP AS POSSIBLE to blow my load and say “oops” sorry “it just happened”. Well, it is really a form of stealthing isn’t it? Accidents happen right? Short of purposely getting pozzed, this is the closet a neg top can get to stealth someone. Well, that turns me on. I ended up pulling out and masturbating the last few strokes which is a No No No NO in my book. Ass and hand feel very different on a dick, and porn provides ample evidence that if you do that- pull out and masturbate - your dick can need a hand stimulation to cum, and an ass isnt enough, ever. But the idea!! I LOVE the idea of fucking a raw hole and teasing up to that very edge of cumming inside. Or of stealth cumming inside. In practice though, the last time I tried it found that my inner voice saying ‘don’t cum inside’ was fucking with my usual inner voice saying ’ CUM DEEP CUM DEEP!!’, so in future??

okay here’s my current #1 gripe: stupid married straight dudes. Out here in the far exburbs of DC, I keep finding married straight dudes that want to get fucked bareback. And they ask my status!!! Lucky for them I am neg, on Prep and honest. Pozzing them would be like shooting fish in a barrel (almost literally) BUT The stupid thing that drives me NUTS is how they all seem to think if they take dick in their hole, they are the “woman” in our dynamic. Over and over I have gotten “Well once you used me, you can get me off by . . . “ or “You can suck me off after you cum in me.” Like fucking and busting a nutt in them is a favor they are doing ME and they expect to be worshipped, or cajoled, or served, or warmed up, or gotten off in return!! Holy fuck I like men, not women. And they way these men must be treated by their wives like they should be grateful for a hole to fuck!!! omg poor slobs no wonder they stray. I am struggling with how to clarify my position on this up front. I ask “How do you like to cum?” and if the answer is something like “Once you cum, you can get me off however you like.” or something like that REJECT!!!! The equivalent . . .if I cum in your hole dude, I’ve done the work and made myself cum. Reciprocity is ”here’s my hand, you can use it to masturbate.” Married straight dudes acting like women. Fuck that. I mean dont fuck that.

Monday this week was one of those days. The man I am in love with cancelled on me due to his spouse working from home. So I get on the apps, and every fucking possibility remained elusive. I mean even the people who normally beg beg beg for sex were unavailable. Don’t you hate that when it happens? Sometimes you sign on and get too many messages. Sometimes it’s like you’re a goddam ghost no one even sees! Well after not masturbating Monday in hopes of ass to breed, I was super horny Tuesday. I set something up to breed a visitor semi-anon in his hotel room about 14 miles away. Then the man I am in love with contacts me and says he can come by at lunch. Well of course. We hadnt fucked for three days and were like animals. After rolling around, kissing , and generally being ecstatic naked in each other’s arms, I got my dick in him and fucked hard and deep until my two day load was where we both wanted it. (two days is usually my maximum volume) And after a brief rest, his kisses got me hard again. He rode my dick and stroked off his own hard-won load on my torso. An hour and a half had passed like a nanosecond. We jumped in the shower because he smelled too damn fine to go home like that. I sent him packing. Normally that’d be enough for one day. Jeez age 55 and being the top . . . .but I am not a jerk or a flake, and the idea of a dude in a hotel ass up wanting my load! I hit the road and drove the 14 miles. Thanks Hyatt for making it easy to park and go up the elevators privately. HOT HOT man face down on the bed looks over his shoulder as I am undressing. I love the IDEA of going in, dropping a load in him face down and then leaving with minimal person to person. But that face that beard I had to kiss him. A few gobs of spit and my precumming has me balls deep in him in no time. FUCK I want to make it last a little after driving all this way. Me on my back works for that (I need to be in control to cum) and he climbs on me . I am masturbating his dick as he squeezes his ass around my dick. “You’re gonna make me cum,” he says. “Can I keep fucking you after you do?” I ask. “Yes” “So cum.” I say . . .and he’s riding up and down on my dick and I am stroking up and down on his cock, and he erupts forth a big load all over my torso . Hey second time that’s happened today!!! I tell him to rest . Selfish top me though so horny now. I scoop up some of his cum, lube my dick with it, hook his legs over my arms, and lift his ass off the bed where I go back in balls deep. Smells so horny. I fuck fuck fuck every which way I can in that position and soon enough my cum is building I warn him Imma gonna.He wants is bad begs to be bred. Then it’s all explosions and orgasm for me as I am seeing stars blowing my second load of the day deep inside him. His wedding ring was sitting on the bathroom sink as I washed up and pissed after. Took me 45 minutes to drive home. I broke my ‘travel for sex shouldnt take longer than the sex will’ rule, but it was so worth it.

I was at a booth store at lunch time. Three blue collar worker type dudes came in like they were on lunch, and it seemed like one was more reluctant. He was a white guy ~30 years old and obviously straight and uncomfortable. Maybe he just wanted to get out of the hallway? He went in a booth fast. I ducked into the adjacent one. My finger stroked the edge of the hole. Universal sign. He unzipped and out popped . . .lol okay didnt “pop” . . .he unzipped to show one, maybe a tad over one inch of hard manhood! YES! I love sucking small dick. By that I mean ~4 inches small . . .so easy to suck. Never seen this small before or since. Suck I did. Gave it my all. And I was rewarded with a big shuddering orgasm and a load to swallow. That’s what I was there for. I was leaving the same time the three dudes were and acted like nothing ever happened, like I had nothing to do with them. But he shot me this look. Gratitude. Satisfaction. A smidgen of guilt (b/c he really did look straight). Sheepish. I’ll never forget it. HOT HOT HOT

okay now A 3.5” cock is my ideal for sucking off. Getting blown is a form of topping. Just sayin’- keep an open mind to your own evolving tastes . . . and strengths. Focus on dudes you can best get your dick in. Some guys’ holes are a lot harder to reach. Booty block so to speak. DO IT. Find a bottom and tell him exactly what you want. Your naked dick in his hole and cumming there is what most bottoms want, everybody above seems to agree! Here’s my big nugget though: There’s topping putting your dick in someone, and there’s topping OWNING him. If you are interested in the latter, and from your question it sounds like you are, then the number one tool for topping many, many many men is ATTITUDE!. So cop an attitude. I have the dick so I make the rules. Wear a jock. Blindfold him. Use toys in him. Tease his hole with your dick. !!!Whatever makes you want to cum in that hole!!! You are the boss. OWN it. BE it. FUCK I’m hard just thinking of a 3.5 inch dick top getting creative. In my head, I tend to come up with a short menu of things I think would be hot to do ahead of time. So if one isn’t working, switch. And you will always have size queen haters. sTopping - like being dominant topping - gets better with practice! There are plenty of plenty of plenty of men who will love getting topped this way, regardless of the top’s dick size.

30 year old cub contacted me last week asking if I wanted “a warm place to unload in?”. Here in the far exburbs of DC, this directness is rare, and from a thirty year old? We negotiated back and forth. He told me he hadnt been fucked in over a year. He wanted “anon” and by that he meant (after I pressed him on it) no foreplay, no muss no fuss just breeding. Yesterday the stars aligned and after texting and writing back and forth and back and forth and back and forth, I wound up at his side gate where he let me in. (oddly not anonymous, right?). I followed him into the basement rec room where he had a towel and to cum rags and a bottle of lube laid out. He pulled off his shorts, and got on all fours ass out. SNAP my clothes were off in a nano second and I had my finger at his hole. He said, “It is lubed. I used a toy to open it up for you.”. His bottle of silicone lube had barely enough left to coat my hard dick. I pressed to to his hole and slipped in. He sighed. I wiggled it about trying to make space, trying to get his ass to embrace it. I slid all the way balls deep. He groaned. With him face down, I looked around me at all the cosplay swords and shields and arcade games around us in the basement. This sweet little baby boy with a nice hairy ass wrapped completely around my dick . . .okay this counts as anon I decided. With only a few strokes in and out it make my head spin it feels so amazing. He says “breed me”, which I ignore and just keep going. Feeling absofuckinglutely fantastick . . . and I am in my own head enjoying my dick sliding in and out of him when I hear PEOPLE TALKING UPSTAIRS. He said something about a roommate? Whatever - the idea there are people up there with no idea we are down here practicing our faggotry . . . OMG I CAME HARD . . .and usually I like to stop moving my dick when I am coming usually in hopes the bottom can feel my dick pulse. But in him I could not stop pumping because it was still producing more and more cum each stroke squirting out more deep inside him. FUCK. he wanted no foreplay quick and that was five minutes. and HOT I dressed in a jiff and when he was walking me back out to the gate he said it mustve been a big load because it was leaking down his leg.

Cumming inside deep is my fetish. It is what I want most. To that end . . .for me mouths are a thrill kill. Asses don’t have teeth, the ability to clamp down like a jaw, or the suction a mouth does. So I am forever asking bottoms “gentle, please, gentle”. UGH a hard mouthing right before fucking really cuts sensitivity! So, I am always careful to limit how much oral stimulation I get before fucking. Get it wet. Get turned on with the dick in your mouth that is going inside your ass. (I think for some bottoms, its like sucking a dick before getting fucked records an idea of the size of the dick that is going to be inside them.) But I NEVER give bottoms free reign to suck on my dick. I want to cum fucking, and my #1 training tip for doing that is to decide whether you want to cum by hard stimulation (mouth, hand) or soft stimulation (an ass). MOST men, myself included, if they are to cum any way except for by their own hand, should 1) vary masturbation techniques so one doesnt become entrenched as the ‘only’ way, and 2) watch the famous ‘death grip’ aka our tendancy to squeeze hard (and harder and harder) our dicks when we stroke, thus making us need that kind of pressure to cum. I jack off at least once a day and cum fucking 4-5 times a week, and it amazes me how easy it is to slip into masturbation habits which make non masturbation stimulation not as effective And now that I think about it, I almost never manually stroke my dick during a fuck session. It is like two different kinds of stimulation, and the hand stimulation will win out if given an opportunity. My third bit of advice is to embrace some top dominant tendency. If the goal is to cum inside, then it only makes sense that the TOP lead the way to making that happen. The top is the one going there. I have learned. . . if a bottom is trying to join in the fuck motions and is tiring me out, I just stop until he gets the hint and stops. Or if he wont fucking shut the fuck up omg I cant think about my dick all that talking going on, then I put my tongue in his mouth or shush him. Or if he’s wanting to interact when I need to get in my own head to make the ass deep orgasm happen, then as top I am like ‘head in the pillow I am FUCKING YOUR ASS. ’ I love fucking, breeding ,and really loving on my gay bottom cum takers, so it is always a struggle not to get too sensitive to them, and I am constantly reminding myself that being a selfish top is in someways the keys to the kingdom, at least for me.

My husband and I shared a ‘boy’ for years. Spitroasting is a talent we have, and we work like a team doing it. On vacation recently, we fucked a number of younger men. It always includes stuffing them with cock at both ends. Many bottom dudes get ‘dickmatized’ doing it. That is they get this faraway look like the sensations of both the dick in their ass and their throat push them to a point of overload like all they exist for is to take dick. Often my husband provides the mouth dick while I go behind to start fucking. First, I don’t like getting blown as a precursor to fucking especially. Mouths are brutally rough on a dick compared to an ass, and I want ALL my sensation intact. Second, I am far hornier, so he gets more foreplay time while I am driving the train towards the orgasm station. What I REALLY love about spitroasting a bottom I recently realized is that it distracts the bottom. With his focus going back and forth on the dick in his mouth . . . no, the dick in his ass . . .no the dick in his mouth . . .he is not looking at me, not micro reading my every stroke, not trying to keep ongoing feedback to me, and especially not trying to encourage my journey to insemination. I can fuck like I want , and he is too busy sucking dick to focus all on me. I like the focus shifted off me. When I am going towards cumming, I often get in my own head, I think of what I am doing. I think of having a naked dude literally wriggling for my raw cock to be inside him. I think of the tight ass ring and what it must look like stretched around my cock, and I think of my dick swelling up hard an red going to spit semen deep inside . . . FUCK! I think of all the hotness of the moment, and with a dick in his mouth, the bottom isnt looking at me, or worse TALKING to me. One of those thoughts when I am fucking a spitroasted man is how much the bottom wants dick to be taking it at both ends. Dirty man with a dick in his mouth and his ass . . . takes me that much closer to breeding that ass as deep and as hard and as cum-filled as I can make it. FUCK! Oh and every good bottom no matter how cute, handsome, or even ugly looks damn sexy crammed full of dick. It’s like an aura.

I found the ‘paste’ button which allows me to put the properly typed out text back in BUT it is one big block of text. no wonder people’s posts look like that. they are not idiots, the program is and there is no getting the typweiter function to reappear to edit the massive block of one-giant-paragraph text it is doing it now no way to get the cursor back where I need it argh

Last night of vacation. I had rsvp’d to a bbrt party the night before, but it was cancelled on account of Hurricane Lane. Being my first time on a bbrt party invitee list, I didnt realize . . . I got a few unlocks from hot guys and only later realized they were like ‘courtesy’ unlocks by other invitees. Before this dawned on me, I was answering each one as if it were an oink. One was from a 28 semi hairy inked seaman from the naval base, young, handsome, fit. I would never have come onto him cold. I prefer men 40-70. But he responded to my inadvertant interest. I ask him over. He says he is ’down for whatever’. He drives over the island to come. We ask him in. Awkward. “Anything to drink?” “No thanks.” We move him towards the sofa, my 57 yo husband and me 55. “May I?” pulling up his shirt. He nods yes. Awkward. Not wanting to kiss, not wanting to communicate, just him wanting to . . . idk awkward. But we got him stripped, and bent over the sofa, him sucking my husbands dick and ass out for me. A wad of spit and a finger on the hole is what I do first. It is what I almost always do first. But this one this navy man’s ass I HAD to put my tongue there PERFECT musky smell I never hardly ever eat ass, but I HAD to. He is responding so well with a dick in his mouth and my tongue in his ass I want my dick in so I smear my precum from tip of my dick around his hole. I HAVE to taste that -my precum his asshole.FUCK I am impatient and am there pressing my dick inside. It wasnt the hole which was tight, his ass itself was - like a big muscle. Pushed and pushed and pushed inside UGH and slid all the way one long sweet slow stroke in.I hold him steady with my hand over the tattoo center of his back and I start in and out. My head spins. A few times I slip back out. I mean he pushes me out with that ass muscle. It is hard to get it back in. But this ass wants my dick. So we fuck and fuck and it’s my husbands turn. He puts the boy on his back ass out and mounts him. My husband has a sort of jabbing aggressive style of fucking I took for twenty five years. The boy loves it. LOVES it. He’s in cock pig trance. ‘Dickmatized’. I put my dick in his face. He sniffs knowing it has been ALL the way up inside him, pretty hard. But he takes it in his mouth HAHAHhA I love having a big dick. Stuffed with dick at both ends before you know the bent in half boy is shooting all over his hairy tatted chest! AWESOME The spouse pulls out and strokes his load there too. One cum covered sailor. YES YES YES the smell alone. But then me. He tried letting me back in. Once. Twice. This won’t work. Oh well. I am not greedy. Swim? We get in the spa, Have a nice convo. Awkward, but . . . Then we get out and start wrapping up the evening. He checks his phone. I ask “May I ?” bending him over the couch again. My intention is to rub my hard dick between his ass cheeks, making a mental image deposit to the spank bank. But then there’s lube. And my finger. And I am pushing my hard cock back inside him, and FUCK - man that ass muscle it feels so good. I am fucking away trying to find his prostate, trying to not get squeezed back out, trying to hit deep as I can. I reach around and his dick it is ROCK hard dripping just from my dick inside him! Then needing leverage, I push him down into the couch. I have one arm around the front of his shoulders and one arm around his hips so I can thrust hard and deep. His face is smashed into a pillow and I am breathing hard in his ear as I am fucking harder and harder with my body covering his FUCKING HIM HARD AND DEEP AND FAST He says “Please breed me.” And I am shooting cum holding him pinned down cum deep as I can put it FUCK YES OMG sailor with my dna swimming upstream INSIDE him And that was it. Awkward. And then he dressed and left. I wished I had a picture. His ones online dont come anywhere near doing him justice.

I have added a few good items lately but have reached the point of being so frustrated with this program. Sometimes the keybord disappears. How to get it back? or I need to put the cursor in already typed text to correct or change something, and it requires I. touch the text WAY FAR off where I am trying to get the cursor to go. I mean four lines below sometimes. Well, then I am typing in the wrong line trying to find where the cursor actually appeared! Before I know it there are mistakes all over, and I cant get the cursor in the right place to fix any of them Then sometimes the typing is so delayed, I am typing typing nothing coming out . Wait backspace backspace Before you know it a stream of typing appears. Or the edits I tried to make are three lines up fucking up the text up where it shouldnt be! Finally giving up on typing on this very flawed format, I copy my story I have spent an hour plus writing, put it in another program, fix the edits and mistakes. Then I cant paste it back!!!! ARGHthis site being based on free content I am trying to give back some and it will not work! i am on a late model ipad running up to date software using 1 gigabyte internet. so frustrating. nowonder there are so many fewer stories.