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  1. Hm.

    Out of curiosity, does anyone know of any bareback studios who're looking for someone who is (unfortunately) not in as good a shape as he might wish to be, but is still a voracious enough bottom that he can take cock with the best of 'em?

    1. rawloadstaken

      rawloadstaken

      @NLbear, I've thought about it, and I've tried to look for their sites online, but the only option I've found so far is Hairy Adult Modeling, and I wasn't sure if that was the only portal for that type of application.

      Don't get me wrong: I'm planning on applying there, but I was also hoping that other avenues were open to me in order for my avenue to be open to others.  😉

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  2. Yeah, holding off on any sexy times for a bit.

    My doctor changed out one of my meds and changed the dosage on another, and I'm just a touch too fatigued and dizzy to drive.

    He said the side effects should (hopefully) fade over the next week or two, but I'm afraid I'll have nothing to report 'til then.

    Sorry about that.

    1. rawloadstaken

      rawloadstaken

      On the bright side, if this works then it means my thyroid levels will (finally) be where they should be, and I'll stop having these godawful energy slumps in the afternoons.

  3. Never again. Never, ever again.

    Never again will I leave the house without at least an enema bulb in my gym bag.

    I've been exhausted recently, and last night I didn't watch my diet as much as I should. (Hello homemade brownies.) Tonight, however, I went by my favorite ABS because I was in the mood to fuck some ass, and I had the chance to add a load to one that was already pretty cum-slick.

    I also had the chance to suck on a gorgeous, thick, perfectly-sized, perfectly-shaped uncut cock, and about five minutes in, he pulled back and asked if I bottomed.

    *aigh*

    I admitted that I wasn't sure how clean I was, and he commented that he'd really wanted to give me his load, then zipped up and walked out of his booth.

    Never again will I be without some means of ensuring I'm cleaned out.

    It's like the old American Express® commercials: don't leave home without it.

  4. Never again. Never, ever again.

    Never again will I leave the house without at least an enema bulb in my gym bag.

    I've been exhausted recently, and last night I didn't watch my diet as much as I should. (Hello homemade brownies.) Tonight, however, I went by my favorite ABS because I was in the mood to fuck some ass, and I had the chance to add a load to one that was already pretty cum-slick.

    I also had the chance to suck on a gorgeous, thick, perfectly-sized, perfectly-shaped uncut cock, and about five minutes in, he pulled back and asked if I bottomed.

    *aigh*

    I admitted that I wasn't sure how clean I was, and he commented that he'd really wanted to give me his load, then zipped up and walked out of his booth.

    Never again will I be without some means of ensuring I'm cleaned out.

    It's like the old American Express® commercials: don't leave home without it.

    1. rawloadstaken

      rawloadstaken

      @Willing and @ronnie4u ... hah!

      Nah, one of the (few) things that gets to me is excessive poo. I kvetch enough about other bottoms shitting on my dick, the last thing I'm going to do is shit on someone else's.

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  5. Alright: it's Saturday afternoon/evening, I'm cleaned up and cleaned out, I have some money in my wallet, and I've got a full tank of gas in the car.

    Time to see what kind of trouble I can get into.

    Wish me luck!

    1. rawloadstaken

      rawloadstaken

      @ejaculaTe, HAH!

      No, no bail (thank heavens), but I wouldn't have minded some handcuffs.

      Most of the trouble was in finding a cock willing to breed me, but between my attempts, I managed to sneak in a couple of games of pool, and a delicious, delicious adult libation.

      (Seriously: McMenamin's Terminator Stout is what Guinness wants to be when it grows up.)

      On the way home, I stopped by Safeway -- as you might have guessed from my later post -- and was very bad: I picked up up a container of Cookie Dough ice cream for my roommate, and since there was a BOGO deal going on, I got myself Salted Caramel Butter Pecan.

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  6. Public Service Announcement

    Never sneeze when:

    [1] your ass is loaded with cum,
    [2] you're wearing khaki linen shorts, and
    [3] you're in the middle of a grocery store

    Luckily I got out of there before it started leaking through, but there was a definite *splat* in the the kitchen of my apartment when I finally got home.

    All I can say is thank heavens my roommate had already left for work.

    1. rawloadstaken

      rawloadstaken

      @ejaculaTe, to be honest, since Oregon has been in its "I can't make up my damned mind as to what weather I'll be today ... or even this hour," I hadn't done my summer laundry yet.

      And usually, even when I get one or two cocks in me, I usually don't have any trouble keeping the loads in for a few hours. This time, though, not so much.

      Don't worry: I've learned my lesson, and I won't make that mistake again.

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  7. Four raw cocks. Four pullouts.

    Three loads on the floor, one on another guy’s dick. Who then used it to jerk off and dumped his load on the floor.

    Argh.

    1. rawloadstaken

      rawloadstaken

      @TheLeshii, thanks.

      I mean, it could be worse. At least I got some dick in me, but I guess I don't understand what seems to be a "yeah, I'll fuck 'em, but the floor is more deserving" mindset.

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  8. That awkward moment when you arrive for a hookup and find out it's a former co-worker with whom you share a mutual -- and well-substantiated -- loathing.

     

    To clarify: it's understandable that we did not recognize one another over the app, as we last worked together about five years ago, and our respective appearances have changed in that time, but once we heard one another's voices? Yeah ...

    1. rawloadstaken

      rawloadstaken

      @ejaculaTe, I figured that was what it was, but thanks for the clarification. :)

      @MorganStar, well, it's only fair: he took your ring, so you kept his. ;)

       

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  9. That awkward moment when you arrive for a hookup and find out it's a former co-worker with whom you share a mutual -- and well-substantiated -- loathing.

     

    To clarify: it's understandable that we did not recognize one another over the app, as we last worked together about five years ago, and our respective appearances have changed in that time, but once we heard one another's voices? Yeah ...

    1. rawloadstaken

      rawloadstaken

      @MorganStar, huzzah for that! I hope it was an enjoyable experience/relationship for you both.

      @Chargedup, would that were the case, but while he was listed as a top, and while his dick looked amazing, I would never willingly give it up for someone who was so virulently racist and misogynistic. That was why we had a falling out the first time: most of his opinions about our co-workers were stomach-churning, and I was one of the ones who took him to HR over them.

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  10. On the 19th, I go in for a colonoscopy. Ugh.

    On the bright side, that means that I will be completely empty on the evening of both the 18th and the 19th.

    What to do ... what to do ...

  11. On the 19th, I go in for a colonoscopy. Ugh.

    On the bright side, that means that I will be completely empty on the evening of both the 18th and the 19th.

    What to do ... what to do ...

    1. rawloadstaken

      rawloadstaken

      @ejaculaTe ... yipes!

      On the upside, I don't party; and, from what I remember, my current meds have no anesthesia interactions. You raise a good point, though, and I'll verify with my GI doc when I call tomorrow. That said, when I had my gut surgery a couple of years ago -- side note: hiatal hernias and torn diaphragms are no fun -- I was under for about five and a half hours, and I got a chance to see just how much Propofol was used. Yeesh.

      And I am so, so very sorry to hear about the lad. I know it would've been devastating for the parents -- I don't see how it couldn't be -- but I'm sure there was a level of traumatization on your housemate's behalf.

      (And please don't misunderstand the 'like' I put on your response. I wanted to upvote your information, and not the loss.)

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  12. On the 19th, I go in for a colonoscopy. Ugh.

    On the bright side, that means that I will be completely empty on the evening of both the 18th and the 19th.

    What to do ... what to do ...

    1. rawloadstaken

      rawloadstaken

      Oh, and re: the question about medical history, while I've had some musculoskeletal issues in the past, this is just one of those "you're a male of a certain age ... let's inflate you to 50 PSI and stuff a Nikon up there" situations.

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  13. On the 19th, I go in for a colonoscopy. Ugh.

    On the bright side, that means that I will be completely empty on the evening of both the 18th and the 19th.

    What to do ... what to do ...

    1. rawloadstaken

      rawloadstaken

      To be fair, I had one about ten years ago, and -- to quote Buffy the Vampire Slayer -- it was not of the fun. On the bright side, I had a 3/4 bath next to my office, so I outfitted it with my laptop, some books, a few magazines, water, and a seatbelt bolted to the toilet bowl.

      Oh yes, and an air freshener.

      Jesting aside, I really do appreciate the support. I hadn't really planned on going to the baths, but it was an amusing idea.

      "Zounds, but you're empty ... *echoes* empty ... empty ... empty ..."

      I like the idea of lemonade, by the way: I may have to make a batch ahead of time. I'm also picking up some of the electrolyte sachets from the Vitamin Shoppe near my house. They helped to settle my stomach the last time I had the flu, and according to my gastroenterologist, because they're colorless, it won't be an issue to use them.

      Thanks again, all. I'll let you know what they find, even if it's nothing more than Jimmy Hoffa's ring.

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  14. I'm beginning to wonder if I should change my UN to reflect more of a versatile attitude. Considering I'm topping > 50% of the time anymore, I think it's a bit disingenuous to refer to myself as a bottom.

    Then again, I suppose versatile bottom would be a reasonable change. I mean, I still love hot throbbing cocks up my ass, plowing me and blowing their loads into my guts, it's just that I'm also enjoying breeding and seeding the asses offered, and I'm liking some of the head I've been getting.

    1. rawloadstaken

      rawloadstaken

      @ejaculaTe, very good point. I think Vers it shall be. At least for now.

      @MascAssUpPDX, there are worse things that could happen. :)

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  15. Wish me luck: if all goes well, I'll have a thick-dicked total top at my place around 6:30 Thursday morning, and he'll hopefully be buried in my ass by 6:45.

    He asked me if I wanted him to come inside me.

    Hm. I'm chatting with him on a bareback site, my profile photo is a cummy ass, and my chat handle is rawloadtaken.

    I'd take that as a yes.  ;)

    1. rawloadstaken

      rawloadstaken

      @ejaculaTe, I'm fairly certain it's #3 as well, but I did find it amusing.

      And hey, too much coffee means a person can think of at least three crazy things at once instead of limiting themselves to just one. ;)

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  16. As my birthday approaches ... again ... damn it  ... I'm debating what I want to do with that time.

    • Should I go to Hawks, the Oregon Theater, various ABSs, hit up CraigsList, and use both apps and websites to collect loads?
    • Should I take a one or two day trip to Seattle to visit Club Z, Steamworks, Hawks, and hit up the Seattle sites and apps for loads?
    • Should I fire up Skyrim, get a haircut, sit down for a manipedi, and grab a pizza?
    • Or ... or ... or ...

    Oh, don't get me wrong: I know what I should do, I'm just not sure of what I will do.

    1. rawloadstaken

      rawloadstaken

      @jaybird, I like the way you think.

      My wallet may not, but I do.

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  17. I'm turning 35 in a few days.  Anyone have any sage advice/wisdom/warnings for this mini-milestone?  I've heard from several hookups over the past few months that I look like I'm in my late 20's, so I guess that's a good thing.  But there are certainly times when I feel like I'm older as well. 

    1. rawloadstaken

      rawloadstaken

      Trust me, I understand all too well.

      As to advice and wisdom, all I can offer is this: never let anyone else define you. As trite as it may sound, your age does not define you, it's only one element of who you are.

      With that age comes experience: you know how to live, you know how to lust, and you know how to love.

      And happy early birthday. I hope it's at least twice as wonderful as you want it to be.

  18. Last night was a nightmare . Suffice it to say that half of what happened made me ill -- not to mention very uncomfortable -- and the other half infuriated me. He rode roughshod over my hard limits, and there were a few times I was terrified, but he was between me and the door, and I just froze. I just agreed with whatever he wanted -- I said what I'm sure he wanted to hear -- and I hate myself for it.

    Yes, I did it to protect myself, but that doesn't get rid of the feeling of shame, or disgust, or the stinging from scrubbing myself raw in the shower.

    I think I'm going to take some time off from bottoming: I can't get some of the images out of my head, or the bile out of my mouth.

    It's going to take some time for the bruising to fade, it's going to take even longer to trust 1:1 encounters again; and, to be honest, right now I'm not even sure I want to go to the bathhouses or theatres.

  19. Last night was a nightmare . Suffice it to say that half of what happened made me ill -- not to mention very uncomfortable -- and the other half infuriated me. He rode roughshod over my hard limits, and there were a few times I was terrified, but he was between me and the door, and I just froze. I just agreed with whatever he wanted -- I said what I'm sure he wanted to hear -- and I hate myself for it.

    Yes, I did it to protect myself, but that doesn't get rid of the feeling of shame, or disgust, or the stinging from scrubbing myself raw in the shower.

    I think I'm going to take some time off from bottoming: I can't get some of the images out of my head, or the bile out of my mouth.

    It's going to take some time for the bruising to fade, it's going to take even longer to trust 1:1 encounters again; and, to be honest, right now I'm not even sure I want to go to the bathhouses or theatres.

    1. rawloadstaken

      rawloadstaken

      "Hey, come over, I'd like to fuck you" turned into "I'm going to ride roughsod over your limits. You say no, but you want to be choked. You say no, but you want to have your nipples almost yanked off your body. You say no, but I know you want toilet play. You say no, but ... you say no, but ..."

      And every time I got up to go, I got slammed back down, yanked around, and his hands went around my throat.

      I grabbed my clothes and left while he was addressing other needs in another room, blocked him on the site I met him on, blocked him on my phone, and tried to forget the whole thing, but it just kept running through my mind the whole night.

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  20. Had two 1on1s and a threeway in the last 24 hours...and during each encounter, everyone got off except me.  I don't know whether to be mad or laugh at it. 

    (In the first 1on1, the kid came when I was fucking him and later asked me to stop when it became painful for him.  In the others, they were all bi guys who apparently were more concerned about getting off themselves than doing anything for their host.)

    1. rawloadstaken

      rawloadstaken

      I used to be like that, but over the last few years, I've learned to enjoy the combination of pleasure and discomfort, and a couple of times when the top pulled out to add more lube, I slicked him up with my own load and guided him back in.

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  21. It's guys like you that make me glad I'm vers.

    1. rawloadstaken

      rawloadstaken

      Well then, the next time I'm in Seattle -- sometime later this year, but I've not yet finalized my plans -- I'll be happy to breed you as much as you want.

      Well, when I'm not getting pounded out myself, of course. I need to refill every now and then, you know.

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  22. 9.5", 2.5 hours, 4 loads.

    Oh yeah, I'll be visiting him again.

    1. rawloadstaken

      rawloadstaken

      If you meant a line to ride a train on me? Yes, please.

      If you meant a line for his loads? Oh HELL to the no: I'm greedy.

      :D

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  23. I was chatting with a (supposedly) undetectable poz top lsat night on A4A, and we were discussing a meetup between us. Please note: at that point, neither of us had unlocked pictures on our respective profiles.

    I've stripped his name -- I'm annoyed, but I'm not that big of a tool to out him -- but here's the timeline as it appeared:

    (17 mins ago) unlock?
    (11 mins ago) guess thats a no?
    (10 mins ago) thanks for looking and not replying . pussy.

    And then he blocked me.

    Seven minutes from "I want to fuck you" to "I'm a 13 year old girl who demands immediate gratification."

    All I can think is that I dodged a bullet with that one: if he can't wait seven minutes for a response, he's not the sort of individual I'd want to play with.

    1. rawloadstaken

      rawloadstaken

      @alwaysready, I'm sure it is. Even if he tries to message me, I'm in no moods for shenanigans. Well, to be fair, hisshenanigans. I'm always open to other shenanigans. Rawr.

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